Lets talk about this week in camp. I can say this is the worst week yet in my course. Firstly, when i booked in last sunday, the first bad news that greeted me was that a cat urinated on my book-in-book-out book and i have to rewrite everything from the start and start a new book since I am the book-in-book-out IC. With the week long of tight schedule, i hardly have enough time to restart a decent book and i can say the new book is still now in a mess despite the help of some of my platoon mates...i emphasize the word SOME. Secondly, this week schedule is very tight with BCS and chemical defence. BCS requires us to set up and tear down the BCS over n over again from day till veyr late at night hence we were very shag by the end of each days' training. Chem defence is ok but wearing of the chem defence suit and mask really made us go mad coz its very hot inside. Now i can say i salute the MRF pple. Went into gas chamber, the experience was not as bad as i tot it would be, but still...due to the tight schedule on that day, our sgts were screaming and punishing us whole day long. Yesterday was very mentally challenging for us as a platoon. We were supposed to book out at 7+. And we tot juz like every week, we would make through the gate. Alas, i suspected something was wrong when my snr sgt decided to marched us to the gate from coy line. And yes, my instincts were right. When we were about 20m away from the gate, he berhenti us and started questioning our worth in the course, our attitude towards the course and our deserves to really book out. After the psychologically tormenting lecture by him, he finally announced "gentlemen, you are booking in now" and with that, we ker kiri puseng and march back to coy line and be "confined". While some of my plt mates cursed and swear at his decisions, i was loser and failure enough to sit aside and cry coz i tot i put in so much effort the whole week, all the book in book out thingy and all the tiring bcs sessions juz awaiting for this day to book out, were all gone down the drain. We dunno when we were confined until so when it was 10+, we decided to give up and turn off the lights to sleep. Juz then, we were asked to fall in and given another lecture by him again, this time, we were allowed to book out. With regards to this incident, while i admit that my snr sgt was not very right to play with our book out timing, he was really smart to use this, perhaps as a final warning to us to be serious about the course. I tot it was really effective in drilling some sense into us but then the repercussions of it would still prevail. Anyway, i wont bear any grudges with him coz i understand he also need to do his job. Finally, i am going to book in soon, this time sat night for guard duty on sunday. I was on the standby list, but most probably i will kena later coz some of the real guard duty pple were black listed for not turning up. So i would say i have a very very very slim chance of coming back home later. Still, i have to suck thumb and serve my guard duty i guess. Anyway, it is down to the last 1.5 weeks of this course. I dunno how it is gonna be, how its gonna end, we shall really see...

National day !!! Holiday. Thankyou BMC for giving us a long break of 4 days by granting friday an off day. Anyway, congrats to platoon 3 for finding my blog. This sat i am turning 19. At least i can celeb my birthday in peace. Anyway, i have nothing to blog bout currently...so yar...bye

"Yet another week has passed" is what i always say when its time to book out. Indeed, if I were to count the number of weeks left for me to pass in my NS life, it will total up to a miserably large integer that I dare not think about. Alas, the short weekend is not always there for me to enjoy for i almost got deprived of it this time. Well, i passed my tests and got awarded my weekend free (those who unfortunately fail have to return back to camp for retest, i believe). Casualty aid practical test on monday was okay, tuesday's PAM stable test was one that i almost failed and really affected my morale and confidence level. The ultimate PAM unstable test on wednesday was horrifying for i was one of the "lucky" few to be called upon and assessed by my senior instructor (he failed people easily). Still, i manage to pass under him for hell-knows-what reasons. And then, that marked the end of the paramedic phase of the course and now we embark onto the combat phase, i.e. chiong sua. I will not be surprise if i get to hear "full battle order" or "1 minute, camo on" for my remaining 4 weeks in the course. How else can i be not environmental friendly since i am GREEN almost everyday.

Yesterday's class gathering had a disapointing turn-out of 6 person including me. We watched the Simpson's movie after dinner at suntec and that basically marked the day i had on saturday. The weather these few days can be described by the word "wet". It has been rainy all day long everyday which reminds me of the december period every year. Unfortunately the big holiday we are looking forward to is national day and not christmas. Blame it on the La Nina effect i guess. It is going to be a wet wet summer. Travelling from point to point within the camp requires us to put on an extra piece of fabric call the gortex, a.k.a. raincoat. Still, the camp's policy of marching point to point remains firm and hence the use of shelthered walkways (i can hardly find any) is minimal. Speaking of gortex, allow me to digress to its substitute - umbrella. Perhaps the recent popularity of this song "umbrella", that top world wide charts for weeks after weeks, was due to the erratic rainy season plagueing us. Coincedentally, "La Nina" and "Rihanna" rhymes pretty well which probably constitutes the greatest 2007 mid-year phenomenon of umbrella craze.

Anyway, less than 2 weeks to my birthday. I wouldnt want to think of celebrating it normally like all other years for i face the possibility of having guard duty on my birthday. Such things cannot be help and "no one can be blamed". Still, it is a rainy sunday noon and the grumpy mood in me keeps on pounding with regards to booking in hours later at night...

Its time to book in, once again. Before i leave my cozy home to embark on another week of trecherous journey in the camp, i shall discuss a little about last week's training. Basically we do the same old thing again, bandaging and stuff and it is really hard to keep myself awake despite the extra dose of caffine i could administer during the hard-to-get free time. The climax of the week is Thursday evening where we practise on our first 16G IV session. 16G if you have knew, is of the size of a Yakult straw (unlike the thinner 20G we practised on previously) and imagine piercing it under your skin, navigating under it to find the correct vein and successfully launch it in. It is infact an excrucinating experience where i have to resort to biting my own jocky cap. One of the most hilarious scene i've witnessed was when one of my platoon mate was in such great pain and fear that he bit his jocky cap, clinging on to another's leg who stood nearby, shaking all over and shouting in pain "I'm not scared" as though he is giving birth. Never underestimate the power of 16G. Anyway, tommorow, tuesday and wednesday are exam days for me where i will be tested on all the bandages and PAM. I doubt i can pass for it is really difficult trying to remember all the 100+/- types of bandages. We will see as it goes.

I dread sunday night for it is book in time.

Everytime at this point of time i hav a reluctant feeling to return to camp.

All i wish for now is ORD...which will take place 2 years later.

I want to get out of army asap...but there is this incomplete duty to serve the country.

I want freedom.

Life as a trainee now is, perhaps, turning for the worse...

Night training every day, higher emphasis on discipline and stuff, controlled practice, 16G...

Hopefully i can make the best out of it...

Hopefully i can survive yet another week to the next bookout.

One week in my new unit, i mean posting, as a combat medic. I can only say i missed Bronco alot. Well, life here in SMTI has much more freedom and canteen breaks, the sgt no longer treat us like babies, we can do much more things on our own, the food here is tastier, the toilet is bigger and shower cubicles have doors...but i still miss Bronco. Haha. Maybe i am not used to the culture of SMTI yet or something. Well, its less physically demanding here in SMTI but we have alot to study. 13 textbooks to study during our 9 weeks stay here. We have test every week and most importantly, the most dreadful IV sessions await us. We will be doing our first IV session tml and i can start imagining the excrucinating pain everyone will experience since we are a bunch of unexperienced students poking each other with long thick needles. Haha. Anyway, today's newspaper has a special edition on NS 40 and it has a 2 page report on some familiar faces in BMT. One of which is my Bronco OC whose report took up 3/4 page full. And behind him were us, asked to pose for his photo shoots a few days before we POP. It just brings back the fond memories of BMT i had. Haha. Anyway, still have to study for this thurs medic test. I wonder how i am able to cramp in so much info in such a short time!!!

DOUBLE ORGAS !!! AHHHH !!!

I went Orchard Road today with my parents...

First stop --> Kinokuniya:

Well, i introduced this bookshop at takashimaya to my parents (obviously they dont visit town regularly) and apart from the fact that they are amazed by the size of the bookshop, i found something that made me very excited...

A whole shelf of chemistry and physics reference books !!! Hahahahaha !!! Those thick thick heavy heavy ones, nv seen in school library or normal popular bookshop. Wow, zou3 bao3 liao !!! 2 years from now when i enter NUS Sci fac i know where to find reference books le. Yes, somehow the sight of these books make me orgas. Haha. But then har, i take out, flip flip then look at the back cover, walau eh, 90bucks...another one...60+ bucks. Siao lar, where got money to buy. Haha. Hence must start saving NS pay le...to buy reference books and of coz a laptop. Haha. Ok, i think i've gone crazy, havent i?


Second Stop --> Far East:

Parents and parents, they dont appreciate the things sold there at Far East - all the hip stuffs. They find it boring but thats their problem, as far as i am concern...WOW !!! This is where after Bugis street i can find so many youngster street wear. It took me quite some time to finish window shopping. Feel like buying but no money leh. I got 30 bucks in my wallet which i hav to survive on until the end of this week. I saw this belt very nice one...but dun hav the colour i want. Then got this zinc bag discount until very cheap, very hip oso, there is this urge from me to want to buy, but then another voice within tell me not to...coz i hav to save money...but the bag aft discount 28 bucks wor...alamak...in the end i hav to leave the shop wif disapointment...money problem u see. Haha. Then also too embarassed to spend parents' money...yar...then got another set of chains can hang on jeans one...walau eh...9.90 bucks...dare not buy coz too ex. Alamak...feel like buying but cannot. But at least i know where to find streetwear apart from bugis street....ORGAS !!! Cant bear to leave that place. Haiz....ok, dinner time...ciaos !!!

Its block leave and i am trying to do everything that i want to do and do not have a chance to do after enlistment. Well, be it savouring the well-missed hawker food, shopping at various shopping malls, movies, kbox, etc, now all i want to do is to enjoy my remaining block leave by leading a normal "nothing-to-do" worry-free life - Everyday wake up anytime i want (most prob will wake up automatically by 9), happy happy go down nearby foodcentre takeaway breakfast, happy happy search for any remaining food at home to cook myself a lunch, spend my time surfing the net, watching tv with my radio blasting behind, taking a sip of coffee, and in the evening, go ah ma house eat dinner, and thats all for a day. Well, thats really a "sinful indulgence" for me but then, once i enter unit, how many chances could i do so...

After 13 weeks of trainings in the island called Pulau Tekong...

13 weeks of sweat, tears, fun and laughter...

I hereby announced...








I FINALLY GRADUATED FROM BMT ON 13th JUNE 2007 !!!!






POP !!!!!

Hello guys !!! Its the long weekend and i'm here for blogging. Ok, the past 1 week is rather short. 3 days nia. And yes, the spirit in camp is accelerating day by day coz we can see POP approaching. A few more days, less than 2 weeks and we officially become privates. And then what comes after next...well, its not for us to decide. Anyway, i'm left wif 24km route march and hopefully i wont die halfway during the march and get eaten by the wild boars inside the wild. Recruits evening and games day is something for us to look forward to. Anyway, i dont think theres anything to add as for now coz i am running out of idea with regards to what to write. Erm...yesterday night after dinner took a train down to PS to shop for essential items for monday's "stand by pirate". Coz this coming games day is pirates theme u see, so we hav to dress up as pirates. Yah...didn manage to get anything much except for the stripe tshirt. And yes, QY promise to lend me his scarf so that i can use to tie my head. All these ideas come from plt 3 encik lar. Personally i feel that the fashion sense is abit weird but then to distinguish us from the rest of sch 1, i guess thats the thing we have to do. Oh yes, did i mention i see one of my platoon mate in the MRT train with his underaged girlfriend on my way home from PS? Its about 10+pm. He saw me also and he tried to hide behind his gf but yar, these kinda things hard to hide lar. Haha. Anyway, later going to collect cert plus go klunch. Ciaos.

Hey guys, i'm back again. The past one week has been abit slack for me in camp. We did our 16km on monday and IPPT on friday. Apart from that i dont think we have anything major. Oh yes, not to forget i did my first guard duty at the ammo dump (i dunno how to spell, but it sounds something liddat) on tuesday night. Well, at least time past very quickly and before i know it, its 2 weeks more to POP. The real hell will start in a few weeks times when i was posted out to my new unit. Anyway, the commanders were really kind to us during OC evening. They served us food like those cookhouse aunties and uncles!!! This put us recruits in a difficult spot, i.e. nan2 zuo4 ren2. Haha. The OC muster parade earlier in the morning of OC evening was sorta...yah...haha. I managed to scrape thru with my fucked up uniform without receiving any confinement or show parade when our OC did a check for every single one of us.

Anyway, my NUS letter arrived late. Just when i thought it is not and never going to arrive, it came yesterday evening when i opened my letter box. To my dismay and expectation, i didn get into my first choice - chem eng. Rather, i got into sci. I have to confess i really like sci but i do not know how do sci fac students get into their area of specialisation i.e. majors. But then if i can get into NUS chem eng it would be the best coz its such a prestigious course. I lose it to many of my peers who got lesser A lvl distinctions than me bcoz my GP fucked up. If not for my GP i could hav gotten in. Now i have to chose b/w NTU chem eng, which is less prestigious, and NUS sci. Maybe i shd appeal for NUS chem eng. Shall take some time to think bout this.

Anyway, I realize i hav this specialisation in making enemies with pple. Haha. And i've made one a few days ago...some idiot who sleep next to me in bunk. For no reasons u call me fucked up and "becareful". Hey dude, i mean moron, if you think i am fucking fucked up, look at yourself first. Who is more fucked up? For no reason you keep on attend A, B, C until Z, talk like no body's business during marching, in the file, even when the command says DIAM. Look at your fats growing all around you, look at how fucking untidy you were, all your fucking shit thrown all over and all around your area. Look at how fucking lazy you are everytime juz sleep sleep and sleep...liddat still want to go OCS bcom Lt? I doubt you can even pass your IPPT. Lets see who is more fucked up. This kinda fucked up lazy, bochap, "i'm living in my own world", "i'm the biggest", heck care attitude? Haha. So you are rallying for the whole platoon to fuck me...you can succeed bcoz u r more sociable than me, but your fucking attitude and upbring wont land you anywhere good, fucker. So stay out of my way and i wont see your fucking face in 2 weeks time...neither will i let you see mine. Haha, i apologize to other readers for my harsh words against some bastard but then yar, it is really saddening, maybe i will reflect on my part but if this fucker thinks he is "totally not in the wrong", he better fucking think also. I doubt anyone in my platoon can find my blog. I didn disclose it to anyone yet. So yar, if anyone can find it and inform that fucker bout what i wrote bout him, i am impressed.

Anyway, can anyone out there plz help me decide on my uni decision. I really dunno what to do. Shd i appeal? The chances are slim...argh...maybe i shd take double major in sci? Dunno lar, go hav breakfast le. Today book in quite early. Ciaos !!!

We always sing "SOC, sibeh jialat..." in BMT. I can confess it is indeed jialat. Haha. The freaking swing trainer caused me to hav very serious skin tear and blisters on my palms. Freaking pain, freaking orgas. Anyway, today booked out early to attend AJ college day. Woohoo, after like so many years finally can go on stage and receive award. This time is under such an impt occassion. Not bad lar, nv regret going. Got certificate, got voucher and got some sorta trophy/plague. So yah. And the food is nice, maybe bcoz...yar...haha. Not convenient to say. But on the other hand, i looked so freaking stupid in formal wear. Muz wear tie, wear office shirt, long pants, office shoes. And i juz shaved my hair again last monday (which i m reluctant to), i looked absolutely stupid. But then there r other botaks present so its ok. Haha.

Hey, i broke my personal record: falling sick 3 times in 8 weeks. Haha. Yes, you can guess it, i am sick again. Anyway, the past 1 week is really very slack. Everyday shoot shoot shoot. Mon to wed go IMT, thurs go live range, fri stay in bunk n slack coz another grp go shooting. Live range firing is fun PROVIDED you do not encounter frequent IA problems. My score at night shooting was fucked up bcoz i experienced IA almost every single round. Fuck sia. ANyway, next wk quite siong...got strength training & SOC everyday. How fun can that be. And yes, next sat hopefully can book out early coz muz attend AJ college day. Now i dun really feel like going but nvm.

Hi guys, i'm back from SIT test. Woohoo. Just when i thought i wont hav to sleep in some freaking basha on some hard ground in the wild again after field camp, i was terribly wrong coz i had to spend 2 more nights in the freaking basha again, this time for SIT test. Well, we had our SIT test at the reclaimed land and i tell you the location this time is definitely better than those for field camp. At least for this one we can see the sea, the beach and of coz, mainland singapore. And then u will be there wondering why am i here, looking back at home and soon tears run down ur cheek and wadsoeva nonsense u can gather for your narrative essays. Anyway, i screwed SIT test, nothing much to add. Fucking hell the weather is always against us. Field camp rain, now SIT test oso rain. Dun ask me hows SIT test like coz i wont reveal any SAF stuff according to law. But then, it is definitely NOT for testing you the 101 different sitting positions you can ever think of. Anyway, the mosquitoes at the reclaimed land is fucking deadly. They can penetrate thru ur thick number 4 and bite you de !!! Walau eh, i kena bitten quite a few times but not as jialat as my other coy mates coz i applied 2 layers of insect repellent. Hahahahah. Ok, nvm. I dun aspire to go OCS anyway. Physically i cant make it there, mentally cannot, personally oso dunwan. Hopefully can get some sinan 8 to 5 job in some freaking slack vocation thats all. And at this point of time my enciks will all say "DREAM ON". Yah, perhaps i haven wake up yet at this freaking time in this freaking sunday morning. But yah, last night book out tonight muz book it le. Short weekend muz cherish the time i've had. Anyway, going for breakfast. Cya !!!

Wheee...long weekend. Got 4 days of break - sat, sun, mon (today) & tue (labour day). Today break coz it is holiday in lieu of last weekend's field camp. I.e. i didn book out last wkend due to field camp hence they compensate it for today. But then even though it is 4 days, i still feel that time outside camp pass very quickly leh. Walau eh, before i know it, its alreadi monday! Tml gotta book in le. Sigh. Field camp last wk. 6 days 5 nights of hell. I still dunno how i manage to survive it. Maybe i am not alive currently afterall. But i m tired to blog bout field camp coz i juz wrote 3 pages long of field camp reflections for my commanders last evening. Since it is in WORDS form, maybe i can try copy n paste the file here. Haha. But then, yah...field camp is damn shag...all the trainings plus living wif all e creepy crawlies plus ur commanders shouting at u all the time minus alway all the comfort and basic needs of life like water, light, toilet infrastructure, etc. Anyway, this wk is SIT test. I heard it is as shag as field camp. Infact it is a mini field camp. Haiz...back to hell again. Anyway...my entry shall end here. Dunno why, too tired to blog or do anything. Dont even hav enuff time to slack during the 4 days break. Argh !!! Oh yes, i think i m gonna turn into a coffee addict or something. Ever since i enter NS i hav been craving for coffee (which i dun used to drink in the past) every bookout. Haiz. My cup of coffee is waiting for me now. As for now, ciaos !!!

I'm back again and i'm not yet dead. I'm really surprised why i'm not dead yet. Following the stomach flu i've got after i booked out last week, i dio slight fever and sore throat this wk 2 days after i've booked in. Suay siah. But then i dunwan to miss my 4km makeup routemarch hence i didn report sick. I manage to surpress my fever by taking 2 panadol that night but as for the sore throat, it has been bothering me until now. My throat feels damn bloody pain and you can imagine how bad it can be when i have limited supply of sorethroat "medications" and "throat relieving sweets" in my possession in camp. I tot i would juz die there in camp and i totally lost my voice. But then other sections oso got pple lost their voice lar.

This week is also an interesting week coz we finally got "promoted" - from chao recruit aka "new bird" to "senior recruit". Haha!!! Why leh, coz my april batch friends all come in this week le. Welcome welcome !!! Welcome to paradise. Enhanced back sia, very fit de. I see their schedule oso scared. Damn siong lar, wad we learn in 13 weeks they squeeze into 9 weeks. Jiayou arh. They all come in that time looked so blur...juz like how we looked when we came in. My neighbour Apache enlisted on thurs. And guess whos in apache? Chinguan, qiyang, brandon, jinglun. I dunno who i've missed out but these were the ones i've spotted. I wonder if they have notice me around in bronco. But its ok. Hope they enjoy their bmt life. Seriously apart from the toughness in the training, there are other moments to be enjoyed.

Anyway, today before book out we got BAC. Walau eh, muz chiong sua, and it is real mud. I came back wif everything from top to bottom muddy. My platoon fucked up and spent hell lotsa time washing up that we almost miss the fastcraft to book out. Anyway, the sgts were very patient with us though some of us were like...fucking slow. But nvm, everyone is shag after the BAC. I nv tot i can complete the BAC obstacles but the fact is i completed 2 rounds. Woohoo. But i am so damn bloody suay i lost my fucking ID tag somewhere in the obstacles. Now hav to chiong down to beach road to make if not i kena confined next wk during field camp. Fuck sia. ID tag is supposed to be my life leh, infact more important than IC or 11B. Haiz. Suay siah. Plus my freaking sorethroat haven improve yet. This short weekend will b damn busy and i wonder why i am blogging right now.

Anyway, we initially plan to giv our Apache friends a "song presentation" but bcoz we were rushing for book out, we didnt. Awwwww. We were like planning to sing "today is our bookout day, bookout, bookout..." loud loud for them to hear one as we marched out to the jetty but bcoz we fucked up we almost miss the fastcraft, we didnt. Haiz. Why we so "good" want to sing song for our Apache friends or perhaps other new coy leh? Coz Eagles did that to us when we kena confined first 2 weeks!!!! So we must reprocicate and spread down the good deed to our nearest neighbour - Apache. Haha. Ok, apache pple is gonna kill me liao.

Anyway, next wk is field camp leh. 1 weekend cannot come back home. Nvm, we will book out same weekend as our april batch friends then. Anyway, i shall go beach road n settle my ID tag liao. Bye !!!

Second bookout and things started to get miserable days before. 2 days after booking in I started to fall sick. Firstly is fever at which i went to see MO at 10.25pm...5min b4 lights off. And then the next morning i start to get symptoms of stomach flu. Stomach was painful and i experienced diarrorea. What made it worse was i lost my appetite and i had not been eating for 3 consecutive days. Every meal i juz took 1 or 2 bite and thats it, everything else go to the thrash. My whole body was totally weak that i could hardly maintain long in serdia position. Thankgoodness i got 2 days attend B that spared me from the tedious strength trainings, bcct under the hot noon sun and the 4k routemarch. Anyway, i m still experiencing some stomach wind now. Diarorea had stopped (hopefully) but keep on breaking wind. Haiz. Sian arh...

Hey everyone !!! I'm BACK !!!!!

Anyone misses me during my absence for 2 weeks? Haha. Ok, i think i know the answer. Anyway, i've been "enjoying life" for the past 2 weeks in a local "offshore island holiday resort" call Pulau Tekong. Haha. Life there is "fun". Shall go back and enjoy the fun this sunday evening, i.e. tml. Anyway, for those of you who think i will die in tekong or something, i reassure you this is NOT cmh's ghost typing this blog entry. So plz dun send me any offerings this qing ming fest. Haha, joking. Ok, currently botak now...hav to wear a cap everywhere i go. Haiz...2 weeks of honeymoon period is over, welcome to HELL as for now!!!

OMG !!! I couldnt believe this, I AM ON NATIONAL RADIO !!! First time man. I happened to be listening to radio 913 (SPH Unionworks english station) and they have this Singapore's Most Wanted daily top 10 chart. So I sms in to vote for Welcome To The Black Parade by My Chemical Romance. Then after a while my handphone rang and which i picked up, the person on the line is the DJ, Jeremy Rathnam. Yup, those who found his name familiar, he was from power 98 previously, came over to 913 weeks ago. Anyway, he asked for my name and particulars and announced i wont myself a pair of tickets to catch the movie The Pathway (which i dunno wad e heck izzit about). Anyway, i also won myself a tshirt. But then i enlisting soon, this fri infact, so dunno wad to do wif the prizes. Haha. But anyway, he ask me to "be the DJ" for a few second announcing the 7th place song on the chart and i am like okay...haha...and i tried to act excited. And then i hav to say "at no. 7 is fergalicious on singapore most wanted" and something. Then he prerecorded it and play it juz b4 the song!!! OMg !!! I was still at a shock. Lol. A little surprize juz b4 enlistment.

Went for NUS Open house this morning. It wasnt as happening as NTU's one. But anyway, i managed to get somemore indepth info about the courses i am interested in. I shd be applying online tmr or something. Have to do it fast before i enlist this coming fri. Anyway, juz now at NUS open house when i was on board this campus tour bus for science route, the student guide who speaks thru the bus' microphone to intro the campus sounded very much like my AJ Chem teacher, Mrs Kuah!!! Omg, the pronounciation and stuff all almost the same. Walau i was like laughing throughout the whole bus journey. Not that i am bad laughing at pple's english but i laugh bcoz it brings back lotsa wonderful memories in AJC 2205 chem lessons and lectures. Omg, you guys (tutucians) shd hav board that bus and listen for urself. The whole bus pple were like giggling and laughing nonstop lor. So bad rite? Haha. The pot calling the kettle black. Anyway, one prof for nus chem eng asked me to attend the course talk instead of asking him questions...i am like...you know...hahahah!!! Get to hear from students that chem eng is a super duper competitive course, more competitive than i've expected. Most of the students that got in are those S paper distinctions one...straight As??? No hope. Haiz...i was like kena poured cold water sia. Sian... Oh yes, after the NUS open house i took MRT to bugis si ma lu to meet my parents coz they want to bring me to pray for safety since i am going NS very soon. Then on my way to si ma lu guan yin temple i hav to walk thru bugis village rite. Then as u guys noe in the mids of it got one sex shop. When i pass by that sex toy shop rite, i saw this ah pek prob in his late 60s or 70s peering thru the glass windows looking at the sex shop's display for a very long time and then i was like thinking...okay...yah...*eyes roll*. Hahahahaha

I dunno what happened, my left knee actually hurts. Actually its not the knee to be exact, its some point above the knee about 15cm to the left or something. Maybe i sprained my muscle but i didn really do any vigorious exercise recently. Except that i went swimming on tue. Weird. The pain only set in yesterday... Hope its nothing...

Haha. This is the first post ever since i've gotten back my A lvl results on 2nd mar, fri. I can still recall how nervous and tense i was that day, some point of times i was almost at the brink of tears. The moment the principal announced that 67 students didn make it for GP, i was even more anxious for i fear i'm one of the casualties. When the top students were announced one by one...my heart almost stop beating...but alas, as expected i was not on the list. When i was queuing up to get that piece of results slip that determines my fate, i was too freaked out that i give a black face. Tears almost flowed up. And when the girls infront took a long time collecting their slips (i'm not complaining yeah), every additional seconds of waiting made me even more petrified. At some point of times i almost feel like walking out of e hall because i think i couldnt take the pressure anymore. But then, too quickly yet to slowly, its my turn to face reality. The moment i saw my results slip on the table, i was too scared to read it. I quickly scanned through it...i didn do as bad as i've expected. But i still dare not believe whats on the piece of paper. It took me a while to digest reality. The moment i saw my GP grade i had a sigh of relief...C5...i passed but not too gloriously. And then what came to my mind next is...will i be jeopardized by my GP grade in entering my desired course. Afterthat, i had mixed feelings, neither happy nor sad. I think i screwed my GP...i dare not face my GP teacher...i stood aimlessly in the hall filled with a mixture of joy and laughter. I juz dunno what to do next... ...

Tomorrow is the day...doomsday...judgement day. I'm scared. Yes, tml 2nd March 2007 is the day I will be getting back my A lvl results. I am real afraid to face reality. Since last year I've this very bad feeling I will screw up my A lvls. I knew it, when i sat for the A lvls, things werent as smooth as it is during prelims. My flow of thoughts were hindered at times during the examination due to the additional amount of stress i've gave myself being in the national examination. I dont know. I think i screwed my GP, i screwed physics, i screwed chem, i screwed everything! GP being i did an extremely difficult essay question which i have no confidence in passing. I think i wrote out of point, but thats the only question i have some knowledge for examples. Then comprehension...AQ is a killer. I dont know, i think i cant make it for GP. I am real scared. If i fail GP i wont get a complete cert. It will also act against me when i apply for courses in Uni. Then another thing is my physics and chemistry. I dont know why but i think i did badly for both. Both are my strong subjects, but during A lvls, i think i didn perform up to standard. I have no confidence in getting A for both subjects. I really want to get A for both subjects coz i dont want to let down on my phys n chem tuition teachers. They hav high hopes on me, i dont want to disapoint them. Especially chemistry, i heard my father persuaded my tuition teacher for a long time b4 she agreed to coach me. Another then physics...his students have a track record of scoring As...i dont want to be the first one to break his record in the bad way. I know that the results are fixed. The results slips are already printed. There is no point for me to worry but i am really nervous, scared, worried. At some points i was at the verge of tears due to over depression and worry. I want to make it for the exam. I've appeared as one of the top scorer in class hence people hav expected me to do well and say there is no need to worry. But i want to confess that because pple expect me to do well due to my past records, then i have additional pressure on me. People expect me to do well, hence i must do well. I cant imagine the embarrassment of not doing well when others expect me to. More importantly, i cant handle the self-blame and what others view of me. I dont want to disapoint others, neither do i want to disapoint myself. I am real scared...i want to cry...

Happened to go shopping at IMM yesterday. Bought some stuffs for NS. To think of it, i'm left with 3 weeks!!! Haha. Time flies...

It is CNY eve but i am feeling damn depressed. This is because another door has been shut infront of my face. Earlier on last year, i was thinking of applying for the MOE teaching award should my A lvl results be satisfyingly good. Just moments ago, i was browsing through the MOE website when I saw this notice "MOE Teaching Award Application Open". As such, i clicked it only to be welcomed by a words document file of the 10+ pages long application booklet. Applicants should fill in the booklet and send it to MOE by a certain date. Hence, i browsed through the booklet only to realize it is almost impossible for me to stand a chance. Firstly, CCA record. Applicants are required to send in any CCA record certificates to prove good CCA record. However, although i've gotten some CCA mentionable low-end award or something in JC, i've yet to collect the stupid cert from the HOD Of CCA (u all shd noe who) in oct 2006 coz i ponned the last PE session (the whole day) when they gave away the cert. And up till now, i guess the cert has been shredded to strips for being unclaimed (by me). This means i am less qualified to be short listed by that award. Secondly, it would be advantageous for applicants who have prior job experience as relief teacher. While i hav applied for relief teaching, i remained unhired till now even though i've mass emailed alot of schools. Even my sec sch did not hire me even though i made a personal trip down to apply. This means that i have zero job experience for teaching and hence stand even lower chance to get that moe teaching award. As for now, i think based on my results alone is totally useless because one, my results are not confirmed to be good, second, even if my results are good, i have almost zero non-academic backups to make me stand out of the many applicants. This means that the door to apply for MOE Teaching Award has been shut directly infront of my face and hence i am indeed very very depressed because i am rather sure teaching is a career for me. You guys out there who are reading this, what do you think i should do? Go jump off the building and end my miserable life? Or follow the trend and jump MRT track...

Today is Valentine's Day. It is a day and the day where love fills the air. While some argues that such a day is over commercialised by high price fine dining, luxurious gifts, etc, others feel that it is a good opportunity for one to treat his/her lover with such kinda luxury. Some people may feel that we do not need to overspend on this particular day only when we can treat our lover equally well everyday, blah blah blah. Anyway, whatever it is, there is also another camp against this special day, yes, the Anti-Valentine's Day camp. Unfortunately i am currently "part of it". Haha. Coz for my past 18+ years i've yet to find a girlfriend, i.e. remain SINGLE for the past 18+ years, which is sorta pathetic.

As for now, i shall hide my desperation to find a girlfriend and hopefully fate let me and my right one meet asap. Awwww....Because i've been single ever since i was born up till now, i've yet to experience the taste of true love. The sweetness-of-2-lovers experience has yet to make its mark on my life. Haiz. Just now when i was outside, i saw young couples holding hands walking past me, they act so sweetly which kinda make me feel sour. Perhaps i may not be attractive enough to make a girl fall for me, perhaps my right one has yet to come, all i can do is to wait. I so want to fall in love !!!

Anyway, i think that for Valentine's day, wont it be romantic to spend it in a simple way, e.g. having a picnic under the stars and stuff rather than spending huge sums of money at some high class restaurant. It is the thought that counts isnt it? Furthermore, simple things can be memorable as well. Oh yes, not forgetting love songs. Listening to these love songs makes me want to fall in love. For the love birds out there, i have some recommandations on the songs you may wish to listen to.Here are my pick of 19 love songs that makes you very touched and want to fall in love.

1. Zhuan Shu Tian Shi by Tank
2. Beautiful Love by Tanya Chua
3. Shan Hu Hai by Jay Chou & Lara
4. Jian Dan Ai by Jay Chou
5. Superwoman by Gary Cao
6. Jin Tian Ni Yao Jia Gei Wo by Jolin & David Tao
7. Hen Xiang Ni by ZChen
8. Waiting For You by Anson Hu
9. Ai Hen Jian Dan by David Tao
10. Dui De Ren by Dai Ai Ling
11. Liang San Bo & Juliet by Gary Cao & Genie Zuo
12. Zui Shu Xi De Mo Sheng Ren by Elva Hsiao
13. Qiang Wei by Elva Hsiao
14. Tui Hou by Jay Chou
15. Ye De Shi Ren by Jiang Mei Qi
16. Ru Guo You Yi Tian by Fish Leong
17. Liang Zhi Lian Ren by Gary Cao
18. Yuan You Hui by Jay Chou
19. Jiang Nan by JJ Lin

Of coz the list is not exhaustive coz there are other equally touching songs as well but yah, juz some recommandation of nice love songs. And finally, wishing all, happy valentine's day!!!

Some people should just grow up. Like to use my name anyhow tag my board to sprout nonsense. Nvm lor, you want to defame me i delete ur entries. Whoever you are, GROW UP !!!

Went to the NTU talk at suntec city yesterday with my pri sch clique except yy. Met mk and julia at amk mrt 8am so that we can hav breakfast after that. Mk was, as usual, late...this time for half an hour. Haha. We made our way to AMK Mac to hav breakfast which took us like, an hour? I do not know why. PE said he would not b having breakfast with us and hence he decided to meet us at city hall. Well, by the time the 3 of us reached city hall, pe was alreadi there waiting for hell knows how long. We walked to suntec convc centre only to discover that the venue was filled with lotsa pple like us. Haha. We stepped into room 201 to attend the material eng talk, at which we were late for 10min or so. Afterwhich, me and julia went to attend the chemical eng talk while pe n mk when for brunch at pastamania. The chem eng talk wasnt very useful coz it was rather short and took only like 15min while the other 30min was taken up by the bio engineering part. Well, i always tot of enrolling for chem engineering coz i m interested in chem n phys and also, chem eng hav gd jobs prospect.

After that i accompanied julia to attend her bio sci & tcm talk while mk went for the arts and media design talk. PE went for the humanities n chinese talk and stuff. Yah. As the time goes, more and more pple appeared and the place gets more and more packed. The tcm talk by that angmoh prof was rather boring, i was falling asleep most of the time. Haha. Hey, wait a min, i tot this double degree course is the one my cousin is taking. Haha. After that me and julia went to attend the chemistry talk while mk n pe went for the business talk i think. The chemistry talk was fun. The lecturer crap alot, reminded me of patrick lim & lim kim thye of ajc. Haha. He talk bout wads e diff b/w chem eng and chem which made me think twice of enrolling for chem eng. Also, he said his new team at ntu were previously from nus, and they fled over when then the head of sci fac at nus jumped ship. So i was like thinking, hey, these guys r gd so i wont mind studying a bachelor of sci , chemistry in NTU. Haha. Furthermore its direct honors and also they deal with mostly organic chem, which i like. But still, they oso say they deal wif drugs and food which is also dealt with by chem eng so i started to get abit confuse n stuff. But then i was like sorta swayed towards chemistry rather than chem eng. Yah.

Anyway, it was 2pm alreadi and the 4 of us decided to go hav lunch. Coz suntec was packed, we went to kfc to hav lunch where i tried the new twister wrap thingy. It reminds me of the chicken strip they introduced to their menu years ago when i was in pri sch but suddenly one fine day removed it from their menu. Haha. Hopefully they can introduce chicken strips back to the menu again. Anyway, afterthat pe went home coz he had to book-in in the evening while the remaining 3 of us went back to the talk . Me n julia went for the admin/scholarship talk but we walked out 5 min later coz the prof was too boring and he was like crapping dunno wad nonsense on how we shd go global. Duh. So we decide to walk around the booth where we asked the pple there qns to clear our doubts. I cleared my doubts on the course bacholar of education (sci) at the NIE booth. Haha. After that it was like 4pm + alreadi. So we walked back to city hall and take mrt home.

In conclusion, the talk was rather infomative coz i got exposed to more courses available and what these courses dealt with individually. This leave me with more options once i got my results very soon to come. Now i was like considering whether to chose chem eng or chemistry as my main option. Oh yes, did i mention that i saw alot of familiar faces there. Some of them r ex zhss schmates, some 2205 classmates like weihui, minli & shermin, some ajcian, some first 3 months friends and also a very blissful couple from my cca. Haha. Ok lar, thats all for today. Hopefully results will not b so bad then i can hav more options. Also looking forward to attend nus n ntu open house in early march.

Wheee... CNY is coming and i can feel the cny mood denser and denser coz radio has started to play CNY songs. Anyway, i am here to blog bout what happened for the past 2 days.

On 28/1/07 sunday, mk "conned" me to accompany her go IMM see her fei lun hai. Haiz. I shdn hav went coz the whole shopping centre that giantic can be packed from level 1 to 3 wif fei lun hai fans. Hahaha. I am not a fei lun hai fan so i cant really understand why so many young girls go gaga over these 4 guys. Haha. But anyway, mk insisted on seeing them so i ask her to find herself a comfy spot while i go do my own shopping. Hahaha. In the end bcoz the queue for fei lun hai autograph session was too long she gav up and left halfway. Haha. Oh yes, bcoz the place was packed from level 1 to 3, i even witness some crazy young girls fans who are out of their mind constantly taking the escalator to catch a glimpse of their idols. Wtf. Saw a grp of young girls running like IMH patients frantically from escalators to escalators. These pple are really out of their mind. Haha. Anyway, after that mk and i took mrt home where i bought mac for dinner that night.

Yesterday 29/1/07 witnessed good weather. Clear sky with gentle breeze and not-so-hot sun, nice day to go out. So i decide to go for a swim at YCK swim complex. Well, even though it is a weekday morning (11am) the pool was like packed with people, mostly guys. I wonder why so many guys are so free nowadays. And most of them are spending their time tanning. Haiz...sometimes i suspect if most of them were gays...nvm, i am digressing. Anyway, coz most of us swim in deep pool usually swim the length in terms of laps, but there was this bunch of "monkeys" who swam across the pool in terms of the breadth which disrupt most of our way. And they swim across like as though they were racing with each other or what which were t high speed. I was damn irritated by them coz my swimming was disrupted sometimes i hav to slow down to ensure that my lap is all clear. At one moment when they almost bumped into me, i almost showed them middle finger. But then being a gentleman, i decided not to. Haha.

After swimming i received sms from thad that he and yam will b watching movie at dhoby ghout and asked me to join them. I accepted the invitation and met them at 3pm outside PS. We walked to cathey grand and watch decided to catch the movie "Babel". Well, the movie is about 3 events taking place in 3 different time and place in the world - Japan, Morroco & Mexico/US. In the end the 3 events were sorta linked up and stuff. Yah. Quite a nice movie coz i heard it won many awards in the US. After the movie we followed yam to singapore shopping centre to play an hour of pool. My skills cant match theirs so i keep on losing. Haha. Needa practice more, but then who want to sponsor me? Hehe. It was 8pm when we walked back to PS to have dinner at yoshinoya. Coz the money in my wallet is running out i can only order the 5.40 meal. haha. Anyway, after dinner it was like 9pm le. While yam n thad wanted to go arcade play, i decided to go home so that i can catch my fave show "war and beauty" in time. While i was crossing the road to the entrace of dhoby ghout mrt, there was this traffic policeman stopping the flow of traffic from all directions at the T junction. No one knew wad happened when suddenly, we (the pple there trying to cross the road) witnessed alot of police cars, motocycles, white cars driving pass with an extra lavish one with a laos flag on it. Got to know this morning that its bcoz the president or some authority of laos came to sg and pm lee hosted a dinner for him at the istana. Lol. Despite that small roadblock, i managed to reach home in time to bathe and settle down to catch jin zhi yu nie. Hehe.

This morning i woke up to another day of great weather. How i wish everyday's weather is like this. Sunny, breezy and yet not hot. Haha. Spent the whole morning spring cleaning but only manage to settle my study table after 2 hours of cleaning. I shall spent tml clearing my bookshelf and bedside table. Yah. Then hav to wipe furniture and stuff. Hopefully i can complete spring cleaning by this sunday coz its Li4 chun1, meaning the actual spring according to chinese calendar. Haha. Ok... for those who wonder why i didn post much on my new blog its bcoz i dun hav many pictures. Hav to go around snapping my daily occurance wif my digicam...and that proves to be a fuss but then, reassure i will post something up there. With that, i shall end here. Hehe...everyone enjoy spring cleaning !!! Bye !!!

Jas won 2 tickets to Mel Gibbson's new movie Apacalypto preview from radio 1003 and i was invited to catch the movie together with her yesterday. Haha. Thanks alot Jas. Reason is simple, coz we r the only 2 weird pple that listen to 1003, well at least amongst the friends i know. Anyway, being 1003 fans, i was tasked to be equipped with a digicam so that we can take photos with the deejays attending the preview.

Left the home at 5.50pm and reached somerset mrt at 6.10pm i think where i were to meet Jas. I called her and she said she juz stepped into the MRT. Dots. After 10 min of waiting she arrived and we walked to cine where halfway thru it started to rain. How suay. Lol. When we arrived, we made our way through to hall 1 where jas exchanged for the tickets. Well, since it was an M18 movie i was about to toss out my IC for checking but they didn really ask for checking. But both of us alreadi 18 liao so its okay. Since we still got half an hour before the movie started, we made our way down to cheers stall to buy some tibits where we smuggled using our bags into the cinema. At 7 we sorta join everyone waiting outside the hall where i spotted some celebrities , not so famous ones though. Haha. We were expecting to see our fave 1003 djs appear but we only manage to spot dj weisheng, a parttime dj, which alreadi caused jas to go gaga over. Anyway, we proceeded into the hall in a bottleneck situation and finally got a nice seat at the back rows.

Then i heard a lady sitting one row behind us introduced to another angmoh i think, "hi, i'm petrina". And i was like for that instant i was like, omg, thats DJ petrina kow from 913fm!!! Haha. And there she was sitting behind me. I think the whole row behind me was taken by some media personalities or other 913 djs that i've yet to identify. Anyway, the movie started after some boring trailers of other movie. I shall spare the content of the movie its juz about some tribesman from the maya empire speaking weird tribe language that non of us understand (thankgoodness there were subtitles). And yes, as you know that the show is M18 and mel gibson is well known for his bloody disgusting scenes...we can sorta expect the content on how the tribesmen kill each other. Well, the entire story is actually bout a small tribe living happily in the jungle when one day warriors from the maya empire raided the tribe and catch the pple for human sacrificial held in the empire ancient city itself. And yes, the nicest part is the sacrificial part where the captives were led up the famous mayan pyramids (Yes !!! I saw them b4 in survivor Guatemala - The Maya Empire !!!) and then sacrifices them for their god to pray for fertility and end of famine i think. And they show the process of how the captives' hearts were dug out and heads chopped off one by one where the heads will b rolled down the 10 storey tall pyramid and at the bottom got some crazy mayan "dang-gi " (teochew) kopping the heads wif nets and hang them up on poles. Lol. Thats funny. Seemed like some arcade computer games where i played when i was 5 yrs old liddat. Lol. And then everyone die except for one where he escaped into the jungle and we hav like an hour of "interesting" catching game held in the jungle. Dots. Reminds me of block catching i played when i was in pri sch. Hahahahaha. Den chase for one hour out of no where got colombia's ships come and shocked everyone... Thats very...extra...

Anyway, after the movie it was alreadi like 9+ le. I was waiting for Jas outside the toilet when she came out and say dj weisheng smiled at her outside the toilet. She demand we take a foto with dj weisheng. Dots. Then we sorta waited for dj weisheng to come out from the toilet where Jas caught him by surprise and ask for a photo taken. Lol. I can see the shock on dj weisheng's face and he was like saying "its not some special occassion why take foto". Lol. In the end Jas was rejected and then she was like started to complain to me how bad she feel about being rejected. Haha. Oh well, at least now DJ weisheng knows you, Jas, so dun be so sad. Haha. Oh yes, i also saw dj wenhong, dj ken and dj kening all from 1003. Haha. Nice.

Walked back to somerset mrt with jas's complaining all the way. Haha. Took mrt home and reached home at about 10+. Jin Zhi Yu Nie alreadi play halfway liao lor. Haiz. But then last nite's episode not nice la, so its ok that i giv this episode a miss. Anyway, scary movie 5 is coming soon and i want to catch it. Seems lame, got paris hilton, snakes on plane, borat, charlie choco factory, harry potter, xmen, pirates of carribean, etc where all these were made fun of in the movie. Ok, so who want to catch it wif me raise up your hands. Haha.

Did u guys read the news?!?!? LINGZHI IS JOINING FM 1003 !!!! Lol !!! Looking forward to the dynamic of the new team of DJ with the new inclusion of lingzhi. For those who curse and swear over how you want her back in 933, i'm sorry, shes taken...by 1003 !!! Muahahah. Ok, thats so much for a loyal listener and fan of fm 1003... 5th Feb, brand new time slots for fm 1003...after 2 to 3 yrs. Kk, thats all. Bye !!!

Wtf...someone "prank" called me this morning at 3am !!! I was like so deep asleep when i was awaken by my handphone. Yah, that jing wu men ringtone is rather noisy and effective. Lol. I literally jumped up and answered the bloody call. I initially tot it is like 6am in the morning or wad liao but then i saw on my hp 2.59am !!! WTF &^%*&%(*^(^#@ !!! But i answered the call coz my ringtone too noisy... the caller immediately say "oops, wrong number !!!" WTF WTF WTF !!! Wake me up from my sleep you bloody faggot !!! After that i switched off my handphone and continue sleeping...

I am starting another seperate blog at the following address:

www.180degreeoutofphase.blogspot.com

It will be another individual blog where i write bout other stuff other than common rantings that i did in this yetianshi blog. However, reassure that i will skill keep this yetianshi blog updated. Lol.

Ever had the whole-cinema-for-urself experience? I had. Lol. Went to vivocity to watch some lame movie which content i shall not elaborate, with my friends. It was the 11.30am slot and bcoz there was like no one else watching the same movie as us, we hav the whole cinema theatre for ourselves. How cool. Anyway, after movie we went to try the famous USA hotdog fastfood chain franchise in vivo. The food taste okay la, juz that the price is abit ex. A normal meal consisting fries, a hot dog and a soft drink cost $8++. Thankgoodness we manage to get discount coupons on the way there hence helping us cut the cost. Talking bout cost, i start to understand how expensive transport fare are. Omg, i take MRT for like 2 stations cost me $1++. Take bus a few busstops also $1++. Last time 45cents only !!! I miss the student priviledge fares !!! Haiz... everytime i scan my ezlink card on the scanner i feel heartpain. Money sent to feed LTA juz liddat!!! Haiz. Price discrimination !!! See la, raise fare for commodities that are price inelastic in demand due to its high necessity. Fuck. Oops...why am i toking bout econs, i tot i swore nv to touch econs again. Lol. Nvm. I am still looking for tuition lobang. Anyone got students can recommand me plz private msg me. My hp is on 24/7. I teach upp sec phys n chem but maths oso can. Haha. Juz a little advertisement over here.

6 rounds round the track makes my leg ache abit. Gosh, see how unfit i am. Want to go swimming today de...but thankgoodness nv go coz its raining now. Haha. Maybe i hav to b more independent now, go swim alone.

Its the first day of 2007 !!! I hereby wish everyone HAPPY NEW YEAR !!! So fast another year has passed, which means, i am aging. Haha. This year, i am gonna enter a new phase of my life - NS !!! The thought of it makes me sick but then, its compulsory so i do not hav a choice. Anyway, i'm here to write new year resolutions. Well, i dun see the meaning of writing them but i still write for the sake of writing. Lol. Here goes...

1. Survive NS !!!

2. Make more friends. Be more sociable and come out of my "shell".

3. Get fitter. Exercise more. Get rid of those layers of fats under my skin. I am hoping NS will help me achieve that.

4. Spend more quality time wif my family b4 i go NS.

5. Be more responsible, disciplined and determined. Not that i do not hav them but i want to hav them MORE. And yes, these can hopefully be attained from NS.

6. Embrace a new positive working/living attitude.

7. Get lobangs for tuition - i wanna earn extra pocket money. And also, i dunwan to bcom dumb after entering NS.

8. Find a girlfriend. Lol. Ok, thats not a priorty coz theres still time after NS.

Erm... i actually cant think of anymore. So nvm, i will add on as i think of more in the future. Haha. Happy New Year !!!

Watched Deathnote 2 - The Last Name yesterday wif LYY. Initially planned to catch the 3.00pm slot at PS but when i reached there at 1+, both the 3pm and 3.50pm slots r sold out. We initially tot of going bugis but we headed to lido where we managed to find available seats for the 4pm slot. Well, for me, i didn watch Deathnote 1 nor read any comics, but surprisingly i am still able to catch most of what the movie is all about. Ok, so it is a battle of wits b/w L & Light but i still find misa rather cute. Lol. Ok, from my p.o.v, the movie is worth watching.

Today morning surprising no rain. Finally gone back to south korea yea? Ok, not farnie. Went swimming wif QY at 9+ am. Wa...the water is so damn bloody cold. Lol. The pool no pple de, only some kids learning swimming from the trainer. Apart from that we hav the pool all to ourselves. Muahahah. Oh yes, it is freezing cold. But it gets ok after swimming a few laps. The sun finally gets bigger, smiling cheerfully at us. I miss the sun so badly. Lol. Oh yes, i bumped into kimmie (sec sch classmate & cca mate who shared e same bdae as me) at the pool. We r about to leave when he arrived. So yah. Kimmie looked so tanned...how different...i tot he is judo de. Nvm.

Boredom gets the better out of me. I decided to try out the new bus service 45 that pass by my house. Lol. So after lunch i went to take the bus alone outside NYP. I know roughly the route of the bus but i juz sit aimlessly dunno when to alight. See scenery lor. The bus so empty, only a few passenger. Pathetic sia. Hopefully SBS dun withdraw the route due to poor response. Lol. Yes, i took the bus all the way from AMK ave 5 to tanah merah where i decided to alight. Then i take MRT. I dunno when to alight coz i dun hav any aims (rmb) so juz take mrt see scenery...until i reached Clementi where i alighted coz i shuang. Haha. I initially want to walk around the central but i got to the wrong side of the overhead bridge. So i ended up myself at a busstop. I tot of taking 156 or 166 home but dun hav. The old bus interchange oso shifted to its new temporary premises so i dunno how to go. Heck care la, check the board see got wad bus service. Fortunately for me i found 2 familiar services - 105 & 52. So i took 105 (coz it arrive first) where it sent me to TPY where i alighted. Then took 159 all the way home. Awwww....i complete the journey around sg in 3 hours time. Ok, call me boliao but then... haha...it is a rather fresh experience.

Oh yes, did i mention i went into AMK Hub for a "sneak preview" juz now? Lol. Coz the new shopping mall is almost done But the NTUC at basement 2 alreadi open liao. So alot of pple lor. Quite interesting la, pple shopping at the basement while workers still rushing to complete the final touch above. Lol. Ok, looking forward to the real opening of the new shoping mall. It is gonna b a new icon for where i live. Lol.

Ok, its weekend. And 2 days more to 2007 !!! Anyone going any countdown party plz plz plz jio me go along. Lol. I dunwan to spend new yr alone at home. Lol. Anyway, if i fail to blog for the next few days, i first wish everyone here a happy new year 2007 and a great year ahead !!!

So exciting, there is a new bus service serving my district from today onwards. Eh, rephrase it, got a new bus service passing by nearby my house hence increasing my accessibility to other parts of singapore. However, i feel rather angry why this bus service is not planned like 6 years ago. Coz it pass by both my sec sch (zhss) and my jc (AJ). Walau. Imagine if this service is available earlier, i can take just one direct bus from my house to zhss for 4 yrs and then one direct bus to ajc for 2 years. Now that i've graduated from both then they come out wif this service. Lol. Wad a joke fate plays on me. Anyway, let me introduce u this new service serving my residential area in chengsan / amk ave 10 ... BUS NO. 45 !!!!

Merry Christmas !!! Thats rather late but at least i managed to wish everyone in time. Anyway, christmas has been rainy all these years. I hate rainy days ... bcoz i cannot go out on rainy days. Yawn. No presents this yr leh... unless the one i received during pri sch clique outing is counted. FPE & SYY booked out for the first time from tekong last night. I dare not ask them how tough it is, but seeing them able to sign in online...shdn b that fatal ba. Lol. Anyone not yet received ur xmas present? Maybe santa has gotten himself stuck on ur chimney... eh... sg no chimneys... water pipes ba. Water pipes it shall be. But juz incase ur hse hav a chimney, do rmb to set the fire very big coz the temperature was quite low and cold at night. And u nv noe u can enjoy roasted pig the next morning. Ok, i am crapping...

I was at causeway point this afternoon when 2 girls walking behind me presumely graduated from sec sch were chatting. I overheard their conversation. They talk bout first 3 months n stuff and how JCs conduct their lessons during first 3 months n that. Then one of the girl ask the other "so you got chose Anderson anot?". The other girl replied "Of coz NOT la, that school so mugger !!!". Lol. I raised my eyebrow instantaneously...

Ok, i guess everyone knew it...it was raining cats and dogs, cows and chicken, tigers and lions, men and women, etc.... yesterday. See, i am trying to emphasize how big the rain is. And u switch on the tv to watch news or u read today's newspaper, u hav all sorta news regarding yesterday's big rain. I wonder how great yesterday's rain was that it deserves so much public attention/discussion. It is juz...another rainy day!!! Ok, it causes floods and land slides and wtv u hav but then, blame it on e sewage system or drainage system that u hav floods and stuff...blame it on MRT construction the whole thomson road is flooded to waist height...and on and on and on. But anyway, it was rather fun yesterday...i basically stayed at home e whole day and help my granny prepare dinner. And i did not switch on aircon last nite, its naturally cool...cooler than having my aircon switched on. Yup. And this morning when i woke up...its bright n sunny again. And the cold breeze blew against my face under e hot sun...oh man, u dun get to feel much of this in sg...coz most of the time the wind/breeze is HOT.

Enuff talking bout weather, i do not work for the meteologist or something. Went kbox today wif some sec sch pple at amk kbox plaza...yes, the new one that previously is broadway cinema. The stupid system keep hanging n hanging n hanging times after times such that everyone complain. And these staffs were like so stressed trying to get the problem fix while not offending any customers. Well, the customers were indeed offended, not by the staffs but by the cockup system. I wonder if its only today so suay that kbox plaza experience such a thing...

Anyway, xmas is coming. And i dun hav xmas mood le. See lar, my xmas mood expired before the exact day !!! Maybe bcoz nothing to look out for this xmas. Unlike weeks ago when i hav pri sch clique xmas outing n gifts exchange so while preparing for that can feel xmas good. Bummer. My fave radio station 1003fm has announced a programme revamp for 2007...how exciting, looking forward to it. Yea !!! Hope they play more new songs and stick to their creative programme, then really can thrash mediacorpse stations hands down liao. Muahahaha... oh well. Who knows, 10 yrs down e road...

Ok, CMH is a good boy today. Why? Coz he finally packs his room ...

Well, even though he packs his room, it is still so untidy. Haiz...guys r guys n so u all must understand.

I basically removed all the JC stuff from my shelves...some needa return to cousins, some needa throw, some needa inherit to my sis... and yes...my shelves r now almost empty...

Piles of books, notes n files... now u realize how hardcore i am? Haha...joking...these r only e tip of e iceberg... gonna keep some for future preference.

My book shelf is basically empty... ok, not so empty...

I dunno if u can see this clearly but it is another cabinet below my study table...basically it is also almost empty...

Now i hav another problem...

shd i throw these piles of stuff away, sell to garang guni, dump all of them into my sis's room (muahahaha) or leave them to rot? Lol....

I juz realize something....

this is the

300TH POST OF MY BLOG !!!!

Happy 300th post www.yetianshi.blogspot.com !!!

Thankgoodness there aint any ridiculing of adults this yr...refering to my mum's company dinner which i reluctantly attended. Basically rot there for 2 hours n stuff myself wif wtv food is avaliable. Ok...i bought a cartigan / jacket at vivo...its brown...and yar...nothing much to say. PE n YY they all alreadi enter tekong liao...bless them...my turn will come soon. Sian arh...some stupid senior citizen karaoke sessions at my void deck multipurpose hall...noisy la. Keep on generating negative externalities for wad, later the SMC and the PMC hav divergence how? Sian... tml hav bowling session wif jas n hong. Wa...long time nv see jas liao...i wonder if she has grown taller. Hahahaha...jkjkjkjkjk...PLZ DUN KILL ME IF U SEE THIS !!! Ok, i m bored. Nvm, think positive, i m gonna enjoy these slackings...woohooo...i look forward to them so much when i was in sch, and now i hav them, i aint enjoying them...wad a controversy...

This is stupid. Why cant i live a life that i want. Why must i be put with so much restrictions so little freedom. Cant i juz enjoy abit more of my freedom before i totally lose it all before i enter NS in a few months time?

I bought sushi for supper. I even say "hey look, i bought these sushi n i am going to have them for supper". And then my mum insist i eat the eggtarts she bought and not the sushi, juz minutes before. Then what am i going to do with my sushi? My sushi cannot be kept overnight, eggtarts can. And then when i am too full to eat my sushi, i am blamed for wasting food. I nv say i want to eat eggtarts in the first place.

Everytime i purchased my meal outside, i have to eat excess food ordered for me which i didn ask for. I am already bloated after finishing my portion, i still have to stuff myself with other food i nv order. And then everytime my mum will say "i know you can eat more than this, you hav a great appetite" Since when do i hav such a great appetite.

I dunwan to attend my mum's company lunch/dinner. But she insisted i must. Years after years i hav been attending. I dun see her colleuges' sons or daughters of my age attending the company dinner. I am like e oldest "children" there. I feel so awkward. Her colleuges' sons & daughters of my age can giv it a miss, they hav their life to go out wif their friends n stuff instead of attending the boring company lunch/dinner and get ridiculed on stage by the stupid entertainer hired to "entertain" us. I am like forced to go. I say "this yr i dunwan to go le" and my mum says "ok". Then weeks later she come back n say "i indicated that u r turning up, u better go"......

I know my mum dotes me alot. Or maybe i too obedient liao. Haha. But yah...juz some small rantings... i still sorta appreciate wad my mum did for me... juz that sometimes i want to hav my own freedom of choice... oh well...

Its tuesday and i am blogging about sunday stuff. Real weird but its okay. I better get it started before my memory starts to fade. Sunday is a real busy day for me but its fun on the other hand, i shall start (cliche)...

Woke up at 5.30am on Sunday morning. Hav to send mum to airport. She going china for work. Guess wad, i am e latest to woke up, everyone woke up except me. Yawn. Went to take a quick hot shower, change and my father drove e whole family to the airport. We reach at 6am and the check in queue was so long. So while my mum n sis go queue up n my father go park car i was like walking around doing nothing. Thankgoodness no one mistaken me as a terrorist trying to bomb Changi Airport. Lol. Ok la, i so shuai where got look like terrorist rite? Yeah rite.Anyway, after the check in by my mum it was like 7am alreadi. See, the queue is damn long and changi airport didn do anything bout it. But its ok, we went to the food court to hav breakfast. I warn those of u who r financially struggling not to eat at that foodcourt. Go mac or any other fast food chain instead where food r priced at a fix price as elsewhere n cannot be altered. I ordered a plate of suay-kow-mee (dumpling noodles) that cost bout $2.50 elsewhere but it cost $6.50 in the T2 foodcourt. Walau, daylight robberly sia. Although the food is satisfying but i juz find the price not worth. It is like 2.5 times the normal price n stuff? Omg. And did i complain bout how cold it is in the morning at the airport. Yes, i m freezing cold and to keep myself warm i was like literally jumping around like a jumping-jack-out-of-the-box. It is damn embarassing man but i rather keep myself alive than die of frostbite. Lol. Seems like i like to complain alot. Lol, thats my nature.

Anyway, after sending off my mum, we went back home where my sis instantly jump onto bed n sleep like a log like she usually does. Anyway, the multipurpose hall at my voiddeck there got malay wedding and it is made until so class. Omg. It is like...so glam. They hav chairs that r covered by cloth like restaurants and table cloths n stuff. And they had a very class dinner the night before. It is as good as sentosa beach open air wedding dinner. And they play high class angmoh music. They hav angmoh host and they hav angmoh guests. Thats so romantic. But i m digressing. The food aroma from downstairs made my hungry. They smell so tasty. Lol. And yes, it is one of the highest class wedding i've ever witness. And they hav many guests.

At bout 2+ i quickly bath and change into my tees n jeans n get ready to set off for my pri sch clique xmas outing. Not forgetting the present. Its a diary bought at popular. Well, i set the xmas present budget, so of coz i hav to abide to it as well. Anyway, i was the first to arrive at AMK station and i like waited for 15min b4 spotting sights of PE n julia. PE stuff his present into my bag and make it so big n bulky. I joked that it is bulky enuff to "zhuang4 si3 ren3", i.e. to knock the hell out of people. But its ok. Soon everyone arrived and we set on an aimless journey to orchard. Lol.We went orchard cine at first. Found it rather inconvenient that the underpass linking orchard n wisma is close coz now we hav to walk outside n navigate our way thru the crowd to cine. We initially tot we can find somehting to do there coz there got bowl got k got pool got arcade got cinema. But then, the pool is overcrowded, the arcade is damn pathetically small n we cant find the bowling alley so we sorta take a lift to every floor. Lol.

Finally we decide to go PS.On our way to PS we sorta inpromptuly settle for some pool at meridian hotel. The pool tables there r so close ot each other that we keep bumping into pple from other tables. We played for 2 hours, yah, and i think we made e most noise there. We took some fotos wif my lousy digi cam but they all turn out pitch black. Lol.

After pool for 2 hours we headed for PS for dinner. We manage to find a table in e foodcourt n we started our gift exchange (yes, in the foodcourt). Sorta weird but we hav no choice coz mk has to leave early. So we had some kinda lucky draw where we draw n draw again until we finally had a successful one. Yah. So we exchange gifts. Yeah, clap clap. I got choco from mk. Julia got the diary i bought. YY n PE exchange gifts betw themselves. PE got YY's choco from vivo (wow, expensive sia) and YY got PE's mug. MK got julia's mug and yes, its sorta fun, i can say. Afterwhich we had a grp foto taken. It is the first grp foto we've taken ever since we met again in 2003. Well, thankgoodness we've taken one if not yy n pe go in tekong this fri liao i dunno wad will happen next. Yah. haha. We got someone sitting next to our table to take e foto for us and yeah...it is abit weird to take grp foto in the foodcourt but we do not really hav any other choice.

Anyway, after mk left, we sorta had our dinner n yak yak yak until 8. We then decide to walk down orchard road to view xmas deco which we all agreed that it is rather disapointing compare to past years. And yes, while we r squeezing our way thru the freaking crowd that seems to come from the opposite direction (lol), i sorta took out my digicam n start snapping around like some xiang xia ah pek (village old man) or some chinese tourist. Lol. But then i didn really care bout image then. Lol. Anyway, we sorta stop at heeren and i tried taking a foto infront of the crystal xmas tree. Well, it turn out rather bad n u can really tell how pathetic my digicam is. We went into HMV where we got attracted by the movie they r playing. The movie is hotchicks and it is damn funny. We stood there n watch for like 1 hour or so. Hahaha. And the thing is more n more pple that pass by also stopped n watch. Everyone was like laughing the hell out of HMV and i think it was rather an eye opener for the shop assistant there. Lol. And yes, we watched free movie. Cool rite. Wad an outing.

After like standing there for an hour, we continue to walk down orchard rd towards paragon while i continue snapping like nobody's business. We stopped at paragon's beautiful xmas tree n decided to take fotos there. But then as u can expect, my lousy cam can only produce photos that is of pitch dark. Lol. Then is like those fotos that turn out to only feature the giant xmas tree but not us. Lol. Maybe can send these fotos to SPI or the press n state that these fotos r sorta paranormal. Ok, nvm. We then walk to CK Tang where it is sorta brighter there. Finally can take fotos that we can appear clear in them. Then there got alot of pple taking foto la n hence we sorta hav to queue up to take foto wif e xmas deco behind the glass window. And yes, i came out wif all sorta pose coz i am a poser. Lol. Nvm.

By that time it was alreadi like 9.30? We went to our last stop at taka to take foto wif e giant xmas tree inside that seems to be recycled year after year. Since it is rather bright there we can hav decent fotos taken. I approached a couple to take grp foto for us and in return, the guy ask me to take foto for the 2 of them. Li shang wang lai u see. Bcoz i am unpro i took a foto that featured them too small. Then YY n PE were like laughing their socks off la, criticising my fototaking skills. So bad rite them. Haha. Then i oso quite embarassed. We saw their unsatisfied looks and this makes me even more embarassed. Then the guy ask me to take their foto AGAIN. Omg. I was like damn stress i hav to take a better foto for them. Haha. This time i tried to take e foto closer while my 3 gd friends serve as cheerleaders behind me "cheering me on". After taking e 2nd foto they seems abit unsatisfied still. This time i dun care them liao immediatly siam. Oh man, it is so embarassing. Haha.

Anyway, yah, it was like 10 then so we took an MRT home. I reached home at 10+ where the TV is showing star award. Watched abit of it before bathing n then go online. I slept at like 11+? And yah, i was rather tired i K.O. Anyway, PE n YY will b going NS soon...this fri...so fast sia. Gd luck to them. Lol. Soon it will be my turn...oh man. Anyway, it is a very long post coz i had a very long day on sun. The pics will b uploaded soon i guess. I am rather lazy to upload them and then YY they all keep pressing me online for the fotos. Aiya, like they want to develop one to bring to tekong liddat. Lol. Haiz....haven blog bout today yet. Maybe i will do it later. Erm...fotos wise, i think i will link the online album on my blog under "link". So yup...juz nice when i m ending this pose the rain seems to hav stopped. Ok, bye !!!

Last night was aj prom which i gav a miss. I hope u guys out there who've attended enjoyed urselves. Relax, i'm also enjoying myself at home watching project superstar. Results show later today at 11.30pm so here i am having some free time to blog.

Anyway, on wed i went to hong lim market to taste the famous clayfish ipoh hor fun. YUMMY !!! Highly recommanded though it is rather ex. 4 bucks each plate. But then there is a clayfish, a few prawns, dumplings, vege n most imptly the hor fun is soooo soft. And i luv the gravyy especially. It has a thick prawn flavour suggesting the long hours of boiling e prawns and yes...delicacy. Love it. Go try it for urself at hong lim market (somewhere in china town, b/w hokkien street n upp cross street) at the 2nd storey right at e corner.

Apart from food, lets tok bout wad i've did today. I went back to zhss to apply as relief teacher. Oh well, there r many other "same batch" pple infront of me in the list i put my name on. Can tell coz all the ic no. starts wif S88... so yah. Of all the names i found someone familiar, from 4e1 de. Yah. Lol. Anyway, i hope i get employed. And yes, the admin pple really gav me a sense of homeliness. Lol, like return back to home liddat. Yah, i feel rather attached to my sec sch zhss actually, more than i feel towards ajc. I spent 4 yrs there okay. Plan to visit the teachers but none of my teachers were present so i sorta went home "empty handed". Oh well, i wish my application as relief in zhss can b approved. Perhaps i shd also start calling other sch to ask if they need relief. Muz b more proactive as mr wong mentioned. Haha. Thats for today. Yup.

5 more min to pss2 results show. I think the high marks will b ousted again. Singapore plz prove me wrong. I do wish the high marks pple stay. Anyway, i shd b going to buy xmas presents tml. Woohoo...haven buy yet. So guilty. Pri sch clique outing this sunday. Yeah !!! Excited. Haven seen mk n julia for months. But YY n PE seen them on mon le during badminton session. Longlive friendship !!!

I hav not bought xmas presents yet !!! Ok, shall do it by this weekend. Planning to take mrt train all e way to boon lay jurong point alone go there walk walk shun bian buy presents. For those who wants to stalk me plz go there n stalk me. Maybe this will keep me occupy for one day. Ok, when shall it be then. I've yet to go shopping alone so maybe it will b another kinda feeling. Lol. Anyway, the past few days hav been rather constructively spent. On sun, my family went to some ulu ulu farms in lim chu kang wadsoeva. On mon, had badminton session wif pe n yy afterwhich we went to can1 guan1 yy's grandure 8 condo house. I personally find his house abit small sia, but still its a condo n there r so many facilities available for usage. All right, tue went swim wif qy then went causeway pt to hav lunch. Ok, thats for e constructive part.
Anyway, i think i've given up on maple. Feel abit sian bout it le so many days nv touch liao. Anyone hav any newer n more fun games to recommand? Lol.
I asked my sec sch maths teacher if zhss needs any relief. He say i can go find ms yam (since i offer to teach phys n chem). Lol, i long time nv see yam liao, dunno if she rmb me. But nvm. I still dunno when to make e trip down to zhss. My moe relief letter haven come yet. Sigh... ... But then, wongster says i muz b more proactive so yes, i shall b proactive.
I cant wait for this sunday to come. Xmas gathering. Woohooo. I've yet to plan the programme which e other 4 hav been pressing me to. But its ok, this is wad u get when u get an incompetent "leader". Lol.

My fingers smell of garlic !!! Eeewwkkk..... Haha...its the result of me helping out my grandma chop garlic while preparing last night's dinner. And mind you i've washed my hands so many times the smell is still there. =S Ok la, at least no mould will grow on my hands for the coming few days. Haha, ok, not farnie.

It has been 1 week after A levels end. I can say i am enjoying the luxury of wasting time. It is not a sin, it is an indulgance. As much as i promise myself to go jog at the park every morning, i only managed to do it once. Haha. and 2 rounds round the park make me almost lose my breathe. Tsk Tsk. And most of the time i am juz too lazy to go and use "it is going to rain soon" as an excuse. Haha. Ok, muz be serious, cannot always slack too much.

Dun hav many outings leh...see, i am so unpopular. Muahahaha. Ok la, if no one play the role of villian in this society, how can the good points of the protagonists be contrasted out. Haha. Ok, i am crapping again. Been chionging maple these few days. Yes i am childish. Lol. Sian leh, everyday spend hours chopping mushrooms but exp points gain little bit only. Maybe i will go retard one day after chopping so much mushrooms.

Yesterday morning woke up at 5+ to sent my mum to airport. Initially i tot of taking MRT all the way from changi to boon lay n walk a few rounds in jurong point. But then it is only 7+ in the morning, where got shopping centre open so early. Furthermore MRT sure very pack one, wif pple going to work in e town. So in end i took a bus home which took me 1h +. I almost fell asleep in e bus. Yawn. Then pple look at me like some alien liddat i oso dunno why. Bummer.

I am sensing the xmas mood. Woohooo... but xmas is still a long way to go. Hey, it is exactly 1 month away. Anyone out there good enuff to giv me presents? Haha...ok, maybe i shd continue dreaming. Talking about dreaming these few days keep getting weird dreams. One night i dreamt some african militants taking over the sch and locked up all e girls. Another night i dreamt that my sec sch comb humans teacher ms chan is scolding my JC class leader CG in a kopitiam. Haha. Maybe it is some withdrawal symptoms of A levels. Haha. Think too much liao.

Anyway, no sch contact me yet. XM told me i muz go to e schools' general office to ask if they need relief. Dunno leh...i hope i can be spared such troublesome stuffs. Sian arh...pple, plz take pity on me and jio me out for outings if not i may soon become a retard. Lol.

After a hiatus for Kbox, yesterday finally got a chance to open my mouth (n start k-ing). Ok, i noe i sounds bad. Almost every song i either cant hit the high or reach the low...tsk tsk. Oh well, at least i think there is one song that i did okay...and its by Taiwan native singer Dai Ai Ling. Wtv. The rest i quan jun fu mo.

Watch superstar yesterday nite...i think no one stands out in the competition like how kelly n junyang did in e first season during their first match. Maybe it is true that there is no longer any talent in singapore.

Read on the net that there is this grudge match between an ACJCian and RJCian over a girl. The ACJCian is from water polo and the RJCian is from rubgy. They organise the ring match in Mos and there is suppose to be blood. But in the end it turn up to b some childish competition like how many pushups can u do and arm wrestling. Yawn. What is this...fight until "first blood" for a girl? You mean that is worth? Or izzit juz some money earning gig coz they collect 18 bucks per person to view the match. Haiz...teens nowadays gone out of their mind. It isnt surprising that the 3 schools involved intervened...but then...i believe that to prevent such events from happening in the future, perhaps teens should be educated more intensively on how to be more civilised perhaps. Bummer...i may b offending alot. Hahaha...

Anyway, my application as relief has been approved n now waiting for schools to contact me. Hope i get a job to occupy me for the few months before enlistment. Haiz...go buy breakfast liao. Ciaos !!!

Yea...welcome to Chua can cook, so can you. Okay, what rubbish. Anyway, yes, i'm here to reveal one of my fave past time - cooking. And this is what i made for lunch:

POTATO PANCAKE !!!

Okay, here is the recipe:

Ingredients: (Serve 1 - 2)

- 2 Potatoes

- 2 leaf of cabbage

- 1 small onion

- 2 eggs' eggwhite

- Self rising flour

- Bacon bits (if u like)

Instructions:

1. Peel potatoes and dice them. Throw them into the hot boiling water (just like how u wish to torture ur enemy)

2. Cut cabbage into strips and dice onion. Throw them in bowl, add a pinch of salt and abit of olive oil, toss the mixture (ok, why it sounds like chem)

3. After potato is soft enough, remove it from the hot boiling water, drain it dry and put it into the bowl containing ur chopped onion n cabbage.

4. Add 2 eggs' white into the mixture (chem again!!!) and mix it well. Add half a teaspoon of salt, a few dash of pepper, 2 teaspoon of seseme oil and a tea spoon of soy sauce for the flavour. Add 2 to 3 table spoon of self rising flour and mix the thingy in the bowl. Add the bacon bits and mix again. Place the bowl of mixture into the fridge to cool it down.

5. Prepare a frying pan. Add abit of olive oil to grease the surface. Ensure the pan is hot before putting in the mixture. Pour some of the mixture into the pan (estimate urself how big u want ur pancake) and fry it until golden brown on both sides (it wont take long coz the potatoes r cooked earlier and the cabbage requires minimum cooking). A total of 3 pancakes can be made from the bowl of mixture.

6. Place the cooked pancake once it is done, on oil soaking paper to soak out all the oil (we muz eat healthy rmb?) Then u can serve it on plate wif some corendar (izzit how u spell it) or parserly as garnish. Serve wif myonese n u get a delicious dish that serves 1 to 2 (depending how big ur appetite is).

Actually i took more fotos using my handphone but i cant find the infra red thingy to upload them. Haiz..the one above is taken by my digicam. Anyway, if u all r so bored at home during hols after As...no harm trying. Muahaha...and thats all for Chua can cook, so can you !!!

Haha...i juz submitted my online application as relief teacher. Hope i get employed...if not my family will start nagging at me for not finding a job and stay idle at home -_-

Scary sia, first time find job...hmm...dunno...hehe...pple like me who hav no social experience shd start learning now !!!

Officially ended A levels yesterday. And yes, its the official last day i am wearing that grey n blue uniform which i find rather cool. Haha. The moment the invigilator collected my script yesterday, i juz cant stop beeming. I dunno why, too happy le i guess. However, i somehow feel that i screwed A levels, but then thats for feb next yr when i got back my results to worry, now, i shd worry bout having fun. After exam went marina south to hav steamboat wif my class to celeb end of exams, afterwhich played lan until 10+ then go home. Jasmine's class oso having steamboat there so she can pass me my 2530 CD. Haha, thanks lots jas. Really excited bout this few months. I mar then enlist so hav months to really enjoy life. Planning to find job as a relief next yr or end of dec for one or two months first so that i can really enjoy my well deserved nov n dec hols. But then all my friends seems to b so despo all found jobs le -_-!!! . Haha. Which means no one to go out wif. Haiz...why all liddat leh? Sian...maybe i too fortunate too pampered liao...haven hav a taste of society yet. Haha. Also planning to giv tuition leh, so anyone got lobang can recommand me giv me business? Actually i oso dunno why i want to earn money, oso nothing much to buy, i seldom buy things for myself one, weird. Always use something until they cant be used anymore. Haha. Why leh, i oso dunno. Looking forward to kbox sessions, bowling sessions, etc...but planning n fixing a common date that everyone is free is real challenging. It has always been liddat. So anyone got outing PLEASE I BEG YOU JIO ME go. Haha. Ok lah, sian, blog some other days ba. Thats all for my first hand post A level entry. Tata !!!

2 more weeks...oh well, think i m taking it abit easier this time. All that should be up there should be there, i hope.

Anyway, today is 22nd Oct...someone ask me if today got surprise. Oh well, u ask for it arh, friend...there goes...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASMINE !!! HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY !!!!

Ok, there goes ur surprise, pay up !!! Haha, jkjk.

I graduated !!! Yeah, today is the last day of school. Went to school to watch some grad ceremony that fails to drive me to tears. Yeah, i am cold blooded. Haha, no lah. Then got back to classroom to receive our entry proof and results slip :) Guess thats the way the school prevent us from ponning the last day of school. Haha. Here are some pics on the things i received over the past 3 days on graduating:



Took some photos after we are officially declared "graduated". Then hav to attend GP lesson at 11.45 until 1pm. Haha. After which i officially step out of the sch as a graduated student. When to central market to da bao chicken chop. Walau that uncle forget to giv me fries and the sauce. Only realized it when i got home. Duh...paid for something not worth the price. But nvm, forgive him. Haha. Tue still got to go back sch to hav GP prep. Haiz...nvm. Once again thanks to all the teachers for your guidiance these 2 yrs...i promise to strive for my straight As in A levels !!!

Graduating in one day's time. To think of this, time really flies very quickly. I recalled the first day stepping into AJC on 2nd Jan 2005...a whole lotsa unfamiliarity and excitment. Throughout the 2 years i've been thru happiness, sorrow, anger, fustration, etc...all these experiences shaped what i am today that is not in me 2 yrs ago. There were wonderful joyful events where i enjoyed every single bit of it, there were also some not so happy events, where i realized to what extent can i be stretched, both in the good n the bad ways. Sometimes i think i should not have gotten myself involved in these bad experiences, but on the other hand, if not for these bad experiences, how would i grow, how would i get to know myself more. To those people affected by my "devastating" actions (you know who you are, but you all "won" anyway), i deeply apologize but if i were to chose again, i will chose to do the same thing. Thats for the sake of self dignity and pride. You guys might have won the battle upfront, but i've won the experience of a battle well fought. Perhaps this small little power struggle incident will prepare me for more in the future, and its for self preservation.

Digressing from the not so happy events, i've come to a recollection of what i've achieved in the past 2 years. Non-acadamically, a roller coaster ride to my personal peak, and then fell down painfully onto the bottom pit, its a really hard fall, but i've learnt to be more resistent. People may view me as a failure for this, but i viewed myself as a winner...at least the impact of my actions is lasting enough to cause some woohaa in the association. Academically wise, i've proved myself to be what i'm used to be. From a pathetic state where i failed every single test miserably, to now, a slightly average student like what i used to be in sec sch...its a difficult process to climb that ladder. But then, i climbed on and hopefully prelims is not my peak. I may feel tired sometimes but i must consistently remind myself, what is my purpose, what is my aim, what is my goal. A little self reflection may serve as a catalyst to continue climbing that ladder. Although i did not climb as fast as some of my peers, the top of my ladder seems nearer each day. Different people have different ladders of different height. Thats the measure of each individual's potential and capability. For my dear friends who have not reached a certain desirbale height, reassure thats not the top of ur ladder, u can still make it to the top, jiayou. Sometimes i slided down the ladder a little, but still, the climbing process continued and will continue until the last paper of A levels.

Have developed many memories in AJC. Orientation 1, open house, haunted house, student learning team, etc. Be it good or bad, i've not only learnt bout myself but others. There are sooo many wonderful people out there to interact with. You learnt from them they learnt from you. You learnt that they are kind, friendly, approachable, possess good attitudes, etc. Then you ask yourself, "can i be a better person by also possessing their qualities" then you grow. Friendship may differ in magnitude for everyone, but no matter how small the magnitude is, it is still the fate that brings these people to you, so cherish them, cherish the time you have with them. Apart from friends, i've met wonderful teachers in AJC. Most of them are approachable, understanding and caring. They want us to learn, want us to succeed in A levels and move on...at this moment, a big thank to all of them. Whether its your scolding or your encouragement, they have impacted me one way or another, but for sure, its for the better.

And then, its one more day left. I wonder if i will miss the different spots n corners in the school just like how i used to miss my zhss. We complain bout the poor facilities and infrastructure about AJC, but i'm sure there will still be some corners in the school that will bring back some good memories right? For me, these places includes my J1 homeroom 10-23, my J2 homeroom 133, the AJC audi where my class was given special VIP seatings along the rear (i.e. stairs) due to limited no. of seats, the PE dept, where every PE lesson is like Tekong (although i've yet to experience it), the hall's control room - lousily facilitated, LT3 - the haunted LT and also, the deserted back route behind the classroom blocks where i used to smuggle food from the canteen all the way back to my homeroom in 133. All these piece together to form what AJ is in my memory. I think i will miss them as much as i desire AJ to have a new school building.

As such, i will like to express a big thankyou to all the people (friends, classmates and teachers) i've came upon with in my 2 yrs stay in AJC. And then we move on... ...