Hey guys, i'm back again. The past one week has been abit slack for me in camp. We did our 16km on monday and IPPT on friday. Apart from that i dont think we have anything major. Oh yes, not to forget i did my first guard duty at the ammo dump (i dunno how to spell, but it sounds something liddat) on tuesday night. Well, at least time past very quickly and before i know it, its 2 weeks more to POP. The real hell will start in a few weeks times when i was posted out to my new unit. Anyway, the commanders were really kind to us during OC evening. They served us food like those cookhouse aunties and uncles!!! This put us recruits in a difficult spot, i.e. nan2 zuo4 ren2. Haha. The OC muster parade earlier in the morning of OC evening was sorta...yah...haha. I managed to scrape thru with my fucked up uniform without receiving any confinement or show parade when our OC did a check for every single one of us.

Anyway, my NUS letter arrived late. Just when i thought it is not and never going to arrive, it came yesterday evening when i opened my letter box. To my dismay and expectation, i didn get into my first choice - chem eng. Rather, i got into sci. I have to confess i really like sci but i do not know how do sci fac students get into their area of specialisation i.e. majors. But then if i can get into NUS chem eng it would be the best coz its such a prestigious course. I lose it to many of my peers who got lesser A lvl distinctions than me bcoz my GP fucked up. If not for my GP i could hav gotten in. Now i have to chose b/w NTU chem eng, which is less prestigious, and NUS sci. Maybe i shd appeal for NUS chem eng. Shall take some time to think bout this.

Anyway, I realize i hav this specialisation in making enemies with pple. Haha. And i've made one a few days ago...some idiot who sleep next to me in bunk. For no reasons u call me fucked up and "becareful". Hey dude, i mean moron, if you think i am fucking fucked up, look at yourself first. Who is more fucked up? For no reason you keep on attend A, B, C until Z, talk like no body's business during marching, in the file, even when the command says DIAM. Look at your fats growing all around you, look at how fucking untidy you were, all your fucking shit thrown all over and all around your area. Look at how fucking lazy you are everytime juz sleep sleep and sleep...liddat still want to go OCS bcom Lt? I doubt you can even pass your IPPT. Lets see who is more fucked up. This kinda fucked up lazy, bochap, "i'm living in my own world", "i'm the biggest", heck care attitude? Haha. So you are rallying for the whole platoon to fuck me...you can succeed bcoz u r more sociable than me, but your fucking attitude and upbring wont land you anywhere good, fucker. So stay out of my way and i wont see your fucking face in 2 weeks time...neither will i let you see mine. Haha, i apologize to other readers for my harsh words against some bastard but then yar, it is really saddening, maybe i will reflect on my part but if this fucker thinks he is "totally not in the wrong", he better fucking think also. I doubt anyone in my platoon can find my blog. I didn disclose it to anyone yet. So yar, if anyone can find it and inform that fucker bout what i wrote bout him, i am impressed.

Anyway, can anyone out there plz help me decide on my uni decision. I really dunno what to do. Shd i appeal? The chances are slim...argh...maybe i shd take double major in sci? Dunno lar, go hav breakfast le. Today book in quite early. Ciaos !!!

We always sing "SOC, sibeh jialat..." in BMT. I can confess it is indeed jialat. Haha. The freaking swing trainer caused me to hav very serious skin tear and blisters on my palms. Freaking pain, freaking orgas. Anyway, today booked out early to attend AJ college day. Woohoo, after like so many years finally can go on stage and receive award. This time is under such an impt occassion. Not bad lar, nv regret going. Got certificate, got voucher and got some sorta trophy/plague. So yah. And the food is nice, maybe bcoz...yar...haha. Not convenient to say. But on the other hand, i looked so freaking stupid in formal wear. Muz wear tie, wear office shirt, long pants, office shoes. And i juz shaved my hair again last monday (which i m reluctant to), i looked absolutely stupid. But then there r other botaks present so its ok. Haha.

Hey, i broke my personal record: falling sick 3 times in 8 weeks. Haha. Yes, you can guess it, i am sick again. Anyway, the past 1 week is really very slack. Everyday shoot shoot shoot. Mon to wed go IMT, thurs go live range, fri stay in bunk n slack coz another grp go shooting. Live range firing is fun PROVIDED you do not encounter frequent IA problems. My score at night shooting was fucked up bcoz i experienced IA almost every single round. Fuck sia. ANyway, next wk quite siong...got strength training & SOC everyday. How fun can that be. And yes, next sat hopefully can book out early coz muz attend AJ college day. Now i dun really feel like going but nvm.

Hi guys, i'm back from SIT test. Woohoo. Just when i thought i wont hav to sleep in some freaking basha on some hard ground in the wild again after field camp, i was terribly wrong coz i had to spend 2 more nights in the freaking basha again, this time for SIT test. Well, we had our SIT test at the reclaimed land and i tell you the location this time is definitely better than those for field camp. At least for this one we can see the sea, the beach and of coz, mainland singapore. And then u will be there wondering why am i here, looking back at home and soon tears run down ur cheek and wadsoeva nonsense u can gather for your narrative essays. Anyway, i screwed SIT test, nothing much to add. Fucking hell the weather is always against us. Field camp rain, now SIT test oso rain. Dun ask me hows SIT test like coz i wont reveal any SAF stuff according to law. But then, it is definitely NOT for testing you the 101 different sitting positions you can ever think of. Anyway, the mosquitoes at the reclaimed land is fucking deadly. They can penetrate thru ur thick number 4 and bite you de !!! Walau eh, i kena bitten quite a few times but not as jialat as my other coy mates coz i applied 2 layers of insect repellent. Hahahahah. Ok, nvm. I dun aspire to go OCS anyway. Physically i cant make it there, mentally cannot, personally oso dunwan. Hopefully can get some sinan 8 to 5 job in some freaking slack vocation thats all. And at this point of time my enciks will all say "DREAM ON". Yah, perhaps i haven wake up yet at this freaking time in this freaking sunday morning. But yah, last night book out tonight muz book it le. Short weekend muz cherish the time i've had. Anyway, going for breakfast. Cya !!!