Yoz yoz....juz came back from visiting...yes...its 31st aug....teachers day eve...and of coz most of us hav gone visiting our alma matar n stuff...yup....Went to school this morning as usual...reach at 6+....soon all e other zhssrians stream in and we hav another typical morning gathering in aj outside dance studio....bell ring....proceed on to parade sq....it was e first time we hav flag raising without e principal....ya....so after flag raising its ACES day exercise....line dance....boring....one word to describe e scene -- CHAOS...everyone basically bochap e person giving instructions la...dat poor guy oso quite helpless....everyone juz gather into grps n start chattering....den came e PE teachers.....takin over...den still there is still lotsa chaos but things get slightly better....so for ACES day....i tell u....no one is dancing la....only e teachers n e dancers zi-high-ing la...but oso feel quite pitiful for them......who cares

Den we proceed to e hall for concert....BORING !!!! Since when is AJ concert ever interesting....but at least we manage to enjoy the newly installed aircon for the first time...which is something gd worth mentioning. After e concert i went to e bkshop to print AJ promos for Simin & QY...yes....we r exchanging papers...see...i m such a full time mugger...haha. Anyway....stupid shaun left e grp first....tsk tsk....met e other zhonghuarians at e busstop...i think some 20+ of us....AVA pple den called...askin where i am coz they r celebrating teachers day for e teachers in e canteen....u noe wad...i heck care them...coz i m alreadi on e bus....haha took e same bus 853 to S'goon and walk back to ZHSS passing by NYJC.....its such a big grp la...quite grand rite....

Reached ZHSS....needa sign in at e security....stupid procedure...went up to e hall....NY pple r alreadi there....so gd rite....dats e advantage of studying near ZHSS...nvm....so went around saying hi...meet old friends....old classmates....meet teachers (while e concert is still going on)....quite nice....luv zhss to bits....all e old friends...some bcame totally different from wad i used to know....some still e same....as crazy as b4....then all 4E2 pple gathered at e canteen after e concert....yup....qinqi n jes baked 2 cakes for angster n wongster.....so nice rite....den all of us sing "happy bday song"....i mean "happy teachers' day song"....quite nice la...e whole class is still so bonded.....everyone was also so shock at how minyi slimed down so much.....Oh yah...we oso took a class photo....i think most of us r present ba...can basically name those absentee but nvm....nice.....den afterthat everyone juz sat around n crap....crap until 1+ when tanah chase us off coz e gate is closing (dun get e idea wrong, not ghost gate).

Went to J8 wif e rest for 4e2 lunch....basically that place is so damn bloody crowded we cant find a suitable eatery that can accomodate so many of us....so after stoning there for like half an hour...we decided to split up....me, shaun, yiqin n e rest went to delifrance, some went cartel...some went KFC.....so after lunch we met again....some suggest we shd go watch movie...some want shopping....me (being anti-social...haha) and shaun n yiqin decide to go home...so we took MRT home...waving gd bye to e rest....so nice....luv zhss...luv 4e2...luv everyone....e 4 yrs of wonderful memories....definitely better than AJ....esp in terms of cca....haha....no hidden meanings :P

Ok la....stop crapping le....tonight 8pm got tuition....sian.....haven finish tuition hw....better go n do now....haha....hope there will b another gathering again....oso lookin forward to 4e2 chalet...its gonna b very very fun :D !!!

Today's maths test juz sux....they gav us 2002 promos...damn it !!!! I downloaded it from IVLE like last weekend n i was hesistating if i shd try it to prepare myself for e test. And e stupid me decide not to coz i simply hav no time.......haiz.....shd hav tried e 2002 promos....den today's test sure score de....anyway.....i think i am gonna fail maths promos.....even wif e help of e cheat sheet....i cant do e qns.....all qns either left half done or left undone.....f**k !!! 2.5 hours in e damn bloody cold LT draining off all my brainjuice n yet i can barely pass.....i m a failure...loser....haiz...:(

Preparing "cheat sheet" for this mon's maths test...yes...we r allow to prepare a cheat sheet b4 hand for e test, which is a full paper....but the thing is, e cheat sheet muz only b one A4 size paper where u can write anything on it....1 A4 size paper both sides....at first i tot its more than enuff....now....after preparing halfway....i think its too little to fill in all e formulae n stuff.....omg...i m gonna fail my maths test...sigh....someone help me !!!

For the first time in my entire life....i was "late" this morning. It all happens like this....6.30am...i reached AJ as usual....e same study bench outside dance room....e same few zhonghuarians come n join in and we hav our daily morning get-together....den is like tok n tok n tok n tok....everyone was like so bonded, so happy together n stuff...i think got shaun, zara, avril, me, joyce, n a few more...den suddenly i feel like behind me no body liao....coz normally 1st bell ring everyone of us will proceed to e parade sq...then is like this morning we didn seem to hear the bell....its either we r too involved in our conversation or wad but for my part, i seriously didn hear any bell....den when i see behind me left a few pple....i sense somehting was wrong...i looked at my watch...OH NO !!! 7.29AM !!! 1 min b4 flag raising...den is like e few of us, together wif other pple (whom i think oso unaware of e time) chiong to e parade sq...but too late....e national anthem sounded....so hav to embarassingly sing e national anthem at e lockers area wif e rest...facing e J2 form teachers....walau....so malu...den after everything we very rushly get to our classes.....first thing i saw....mdm woon wif her angry stare at me...haha...den i guiltily got into e line...den my classmates start askin me if i were late...i told them i didn hear any bell....ya...dats e whole morning incident....and worse still...lim kim thye brought this incident up during mass civics today...walau...i was like...omg...i bcam a qian gu zui ren alreadi....hope mdm woon understands n dun mark me late...if not my 11 yrs of perfect record will b ruined wif one black mark...haha...anyway...today's chem lesson sux....dun wish to mention much bout it...stupid kuah...cant tahan us look for higher authority to deal wif us...gd la....n we caught her smiling when her higher authority came in n scold us...tmd....grrrrr !!!!! So dats all for today....maths test this mon...muz prepare !!! Wif dat, Cya !!!

CMH gav black face to his fellow CCA mates yesterday (dat wasnt e first time)....how bad of him right....he is obviously showing attitude....haiz....wad to do....CMH bu shuang the top 2 personals wad.....he is juz doing wad he is supposed to do....furthermore that long hair zha bor dat looks like sudako aka zhen zi oso black face CMH all e time....so she do chu yi CMH do shi wu lor....haha....shd CMH go n apologize to them ??? Well, to an extent he did....CMH had apologized to e other cca mates including his PM....but dat 2....dun wish to see them, will nv see them...haha....so they dun deserve CMH's apology ba....furthermore why shd CMH swallow his ego n pride to apologize to someone dat shd instead apologize to him....rite ? Haha...CMH juz demands for the respect n attention he deserve to receive...dats all...izzit too much for him ??? Worse still...CMH was juz standing next to his pres today outside e LT and yet he pretend not to see him....CMH very wad rite ? Yalor....but wad for acknowlegde his presence when he didn acknowledge CMH's....haiz....now CMH seems to b e villian....but if u guys put urselves in CMH's shoes....u guys will oso feel dat wad he did is justified....haiz.....wad to do....CMH is sad :(
CMH wanna sing a song to his pres, dat song dictates everything he wanna say...including e hidden meaning, dat song is Pin Guang's "Hou Lai De Wo Men"....yup....

Woah....juz finish tuition hw...lotsa TYS....yes....starting to get e hang of it, juz like in sec sch, kept on practising TYS. Anyway....i think i muz start inculcating in myself passion for the subjects i'm taking. I mean i dun take e subjetcs for e sake of taking....its bcoz i'm interested in it hence i want to do well in them...so in order to do well in these subjects, i muz hav passion to serve as e driving force to do well....esp chemistry...muz turn phobia to passion....yes...muz start psychoing myself...i luv chem...i luv chem...yes i luv chem, but i hate e teacher...hehe...
Hav been sick for e whole week...now my sore throat n running nose has turn to cough....hai...dunno when this will end....i think i spreaded my illness to some of my classmates....saw them blowing nose oso in class recently....SORRY !!! REALLY SORRY !!! I didn mean it...
Read thru some previous entries of my blog. Discovered that time past so fast...i remembered i started blogging since Dec 2003...and now its alreadi mid of 2005...haiz....and e thing is, when i read thru all e previous posts, i juz recall all e wonderful memories of e past...esp in zhss....and oso...all the events i blogged about seems to hav juz happened yesterday....haiz....looking forward to 31st aug...yes...visiting zhss for sure...all my teachers...all my friends....omg...i juz cant wait...oso looking forward to ZHSS 94th anniversary...if i'm not wrong its in mid sept...though near promos but i think i will still go back....haiz...once a zhonghuarian, always a zhonghuarian rite ?
This weekend is gonna b another busy one....muz chiong EoM, Maths Transformation Tutorial, TJ Summary, wad else....Econs Essay....etc....busy busy....well, at least i'm kept occupied....coz idle hands r the devils' workshop. With that, cya !!!

Busy busy....very busy...haha...promos coming...spa coming...pw deadlines coming....wooo....i wonder if i'm gonna survive it. Haha....but e gd thing is....i free myself of all cca responsibilities for e moment n hence can go home early...haha....lets make a bet...they r not gonna see my blog unless they r so smart to b able to detect....lets bet that i will NOT be down for teachers' day celebration duty.....who wants to bet....place ur bets plz.... Hahaha....coz i noe my VP very well....if shes gonna hav a say in whos doing duty, i will not b in....who cares anyway...haha....so lets note down this day, this date, this time i made this "bet"....lets see if its gonna come true....i m pretty confident :)

It doesn't feel nice to b sick...trust me....i shd've stayed at home n rest today....i mean i've got mc but i choose to go to sch....basically e shortest day of e week bcame e worst day of e week....i m pathetically blowing my nose every minute from sch start to sch end....wads more...theres break down in communication....coz i cant talk...haiz...Mdm woon was not able to attend class today...so we hav 2 free periods....but of coz we were assigned hw....but i m in too much agony to complete it...basically feel like fainting....head very pain....feverish....dats y e whole day i m very lethargic....haiz....reached home at 2pm....cant find any food to eat....so decide not to eat....i hav no appetite anyway....hadn been eating anything since i woke up....head too pain liao decide go take a nap....yup....woke up at 4+....copy some hw....complete chem tutorial 17....and yes...its now 8pm...ok...its time to take medicine...cya !!! Tml investiture...dunno if i want to stay back n watch....perhaps can ask mdm woon for early dismissal tml....haiz....i m so damn sick.....

Fell sick again....yes....all those friends dat r very close to me will noe dat i kana throat inflamation again....yes....sore throat......SHI SHENG LE !!!! Bummer.....all my chem teacher's fault....she herself got sore throat...den during tutorial on fri she explain qns to me until so close....now i kana her virus....slap her arh....anyway....screwed up econs test today....haiz....i was like blowing my nose wif limited tissue paper in dat cold LT where e bloody aircon kept blowing at me....aggrevate my conditions....haiz.....i hate to fall sick....even if i were to fall sick....i rather it b fever n no sore throat....haiz....tml got MC....but i think i will still b going to sch.....coz short day, i dun mind....mebbie wed pon investiture ba...coz investiture oso nothin to see....scali see pple i dun like still make me even more sick....haha....cya !!!

FADING INTO OBSCURITY...

I have thought it rather thoroughly these few weeks....i think that its useless for me to rebel or fight back or wadsoeva....since i m born to b a nobody, i shall continue to b a nobody....i am destinated not to make it big....not in school...not in my cca....i think i shd b happy enuff to hav at least a small post in EXCO.....i remembered in my sec sch when i almost got to b video head in MC.....at least i tot i can make it...but alas...i m banished back to become a commoner....in JC...i tot i stand high chance in bcoming the pres or VP...but nv had i expected that e teacher decide to giv a twist n let "less deserving" pple take e role...juz bcoz they want them to b more involved in cca....yes, now they r more involved...i dun see my need anymore in e club...i shd juz b my commoner that i used to b.....

Of all periods of e whole yr i am born to b a Leo....Leos are suppose to b gd leaders, they enjoy attention n power...but i dun hav any....i am juz a typical leo that wants to hav some power, some say...but since i m not given e chance to hav any, i think i shd juz resort to my fate....it all boils down to e word "jealousy"...yes, i admit i am jealous, i am jealous at others' achievements, their high rank n position, the power n command they hav, their gd results...everytime i try to convince myself that i m juz jealous and i shd juz get away wif it....but i juz fail over n over again....how i wish there arent any jealousy in this world, they at least i wont feel so upset, so pissed off....

My CCA teacher once say that he hopes all e EXCO will get e CCA award at e end of next yr....but criteria being, each of us must organise an event....my pres n vp has alreadi organised investiture, my PM wants to organise AVA camp next yr....they want to let me organise some video workshop or stuff...but thinking of it, i think i would decline e offer...yes, i'm stupid, but once i feel like putting everything down, i will put everything down...i hope to feel that i will b happy enuff to b amongst e audience n clap n applause for e other 3 of my exco when they receive their cca award next yr....i want to hav it, but on the other hand, i feel that i m not deserving enuff....i m trying hard to convince myself that its juz an award, no big deal...but again, as a typical leo i am, its fame n recognition that i desire....yet i feel i shd juz let it brush pass....i m so confused...

A few days ago...i m still full of passion to make it big...but few days later today...i think that i shd juz b contended wif wad i hav now. Me n FPE went to look for wendy koh, alpha list teacher incharge, to show our great interest in organising open hse...reason....i want to hav somehting nice to b written in my testimonial...furthermore, we alpha list students r suppose to organise something....but she refered us to Lim Kim Thye, council teacher incharge....on that thought, i was like...perhaps i shd juz giv up....coz this will mean councilors will b incharge instead....i dunno yet...perhaps i may approach him on mon (i gav e excuse not to look for him today bcoz i haven cut my hair)...coz gd leaders take initiative....and i want to b e one taking initiative, come forward n lend my service...i dunno...perhaps i am not fit to do so...different thoughts r fighting inside me...if i successfully get to organise open hse...then i hav high chance of getting cca award...but on e other hand...it seems mission possible, and i am always not fated wif cca awards...

At the end of e day, i want to ask myself, wad hav i done for e past 2 yrs in college...e answer may be "yes, i played an active role of a student, i organise this this that that, and for my cca, i do this this that that..." or e answer may be "nothing much, i spend my 2 yrs without any remarkable acheievements..." I hope its not e latter. But again, since when am i fit enuff to hav e first answer. I am very self-doubtful...i am skeptical bout my own capabilities....i dunno if i m able to do it...but for sure one thing...i want to do it...i think i m a failure....after weeks of "rebeling" against my pres n vp, i think its rather childish...i mean, come on, cmh, get a life, get on wif life, stop being e childish immature cmh u used to b....but e problem is...i m that immature childish cmh...if not i will not b called cmh...haha....I may not b able to outshine e rest in terms of leadership, fame, cca achievements, etc...but i hope i can at least shine a little wif my academic...in e end of e day...its still grades that plays a more significant role....i will try to continue convincing myself that recognition in terms of cca, leadership, wadsoeva r not impt to ME....I am a failure....I am fading into obscurity....but then....its my decision.....i hav no one to blame....

PS: hope i wont get spammed after this entry....

HAPPY BDAE TO ME !!! HAPPY BDAE TO ME !!! HAPPY BDAE TO MEeeee.......HAPPY BDAE TO ME !!!!! Lol !!! I'm officially SEVENTEEN today !!!! Hahaha.....yes....one yr older liao...haiz....ageing sux....hope i m 16 every yr but then....haha....anyway....had a rather quiet bdae today....my first greeting of e day came from Jas...lol...she smsed at i think 7.15am ??? Soooo touched....remember that last yr i was e first one dat wish her...now she return me a favour...lol...den oso thanks to all my ex classmates from zhss n present classmates from 2205...thanks for e wishing....yup....i noe i am older by 1 yr liao...haha....ageing....x_x !!! Oso thanks 2205 for e little piece of present...really appreciate it.....and oso...i m soooo surprise that YY smsed me juz now !!! I mean this guy is like always unreachable....everytime sms him he nv reply....and i received his sms greetings...so touched...lol...so ya...to all....if u read this...thanks alot :)

Ok...bdae muz hav bdae wish rite...here r my birthday wish for e year:

1. Good grades for every tests and exams....esp promos....hope i can get at least 2 As and 1 S Paper....

2. Be more sociable...yah....as u guys noe....i abit anti social de....so i hope this yr...old liao...muz learn to b more sociable...make more friends....yup

3. Clear all the grudges, misunderstandings and unpleasent stuff wif my AVA EXCO....hope we can b gd friends again...and gd team mates.....

4. Get fitter, lose weight....hopefully pass NAPFA wif flying colours next yr

5. Get attached !!! Lol....i am really despo....anyone got nice girl can recommand me??? Lol !!!

6. More 2E5 and 4E2 gatherings....Lol...i mean u guys oso want this rite...hope we hav an yr end chalet....miss u guys lots...

.....still got alot alot la....but ya....finally....muz wish everyone around me forever happy....enjoy life....world peace.....(seems so politically correct) but then ya....haha....and finally, other than thankyou, still muz thankyou for all who hav made my day today :)

Happy National Day !!!! Am currently watching ndp 2005 now...one word to describe - BORING !!! Anyway....woke up early to chiong homework...haiz....still cant finish....pathetic....met my PW grp at Yishun Bus Interchange at 1.45pm....We r suppose to go Tian Wei's hse at Bt Panjang to finish WR, which is due this friday.....anyway....we took a long long bus ride that cuts thru mandai to Bt Panjang....surprisingly....i did not feel asleep. Lol !!! Reached the bus stop...alighted n theres Tianwei bringing us to his hse....his hse very big...HDB mansonatte...rich sia !!! Anyway...manage to finish compileing the WR in 3 hrs....receive an sms from my fellow tuition classmate that tuition this evening was cancelled....burmer....nvm....so left Tian Wei's hse at bout 5.30....the rest takin e same bus back to yishun but i choose to take LRT alone....took LRT to CCK den take north sth line....well...i m anti social...yes i am.....Haha...didn take LRT b4...so abit blur as in to which platform to board n stuff....but still manage to get to CCK MRT safe n sound....saw alot of pple wearing red on e MRT...i think all heading towards Yishun Residential NDP thingy....haha....suddenly feel like singing CNY songs when others r singing patriotic NDP songs....lame....but ya....very red...see until my eyes red....O_O !!! Ok...dats it...reached home bout 6+ den watch live telecast of NDP....again....its BORING !!! as mentioned earlier....Well...2 more days n its my birthday....think this yr oso no one celebrate le la....it has been a yearly practice that no one will celebrate my birthday...sad.....

Haha....juz came back...ok...today is national day eve....lets start ranting....woke up as usual this morning....damn tired...coz had tuition last night...but dats not e point....reached sch as usual at 6.40....met shaun...den tok tok tok n e rest juz joined in as usual....7am i m suppose to meet up wif ava club coz got national day celebration duty....but e thought of seeing my pres n vp make me sian....so i decided not to go...see wad can they do to me....yes...i m starting to rebel....dun like it arh??? Your problem la !!!

Before everyone knows it...it started to rain !!! Lol....and poor organisers of e national day celebration dun hav a protocol as to wad to do if weather is bad...haiz.....tsk tsk....but nvm....e rest of e ava pple left for their respective duty le...and i m still there wif my zhonghuarian...wad for i care so much...furthermore my pres ask me not to b too enthu wad...Lol....Den mr lin e ava technician came...so i went in to get my video cam n cam stand for my video duty....yes...without the rest knowing.....again....wad can they do to me...let them wait under e rain la.....hahaha.....

Stroll up to e control room n e rest r busy setting out outdoor system...obviously they dunno wad to do due to e unexpected rain....again....i dun go n help them....wad can they do to me ??? i juz hide inside control room n fiddle wif my video cam....i m doing video duty wad...wad for help them...help le oso no cip hrs....:) Yah...den liddat lor....quite sad la...e j1s actually had to sing mari kita in e audi wif e marching contigent inside....poor thing...so once e rain has cleared....everyone came out to e parade square for picnic....i was spending my free time teaching e new J1s how to film correctly....quite self explainatory though....but still gotta teach them specific skills. Yup. So liddat lor...picnic picnic picnic...film flim flim....den rain again...everyone seek for shelther....pathetic :P Oh yah...did i mention something i m very pissed off about ??? Coz dat time raining la...den rock band finish performing le...so everyone slack lor...den juz play some songs via e outdoor system...so i take e chance to teach e new J1s somemore filming stuff AND MY VP ACTUALLY PURPOSELY TURN ON E VOLUME FOR E SPEAKERS SO THAT THE REST CANNOT HEAR ME !!!!! Jian4 rite !!!! Walau....of coz i diao her la....den she diao me back like those "why ? cannot arh" look....walau....if shes a boy i will sure punch him lor...so i go back n adjust back e volume to normal AND GUESS WAD !!! MY PRES SAY THAT LOUDER VOLUME IS FINE !!!! WALAU !!!!! My fist almost want to punch him liao lor.... IDIOTS !!! Want to go against me izzit ??? Come la...lets fight la !!! Pissed off

After celebration i instantaneously pangsehed them....wad for they need me....they don't actually need me wad...they dun even respect my presence...twirk !!! So i rush back to zhss wif zhenhao n waimeng...yup....zhss....reached there at bout 11.30 ??? No one there...so quiet....only yiqin is there...haiz....den we walk around....visit teachers.....saw angster, elim, mrs wong etc....Ms chan actually daoed us....wongster left without even waiting for us to go back...haiz....Den oso saw sharky and simin....shuhui....spikey....ya...quite a few la....and oso kelvin soo...yes...model student :)

Went back to AJ wif yiqin to get kenneh...coz we initially want to go nyp...cloudy invite us over for lunch....and bcoz yiqin is not an ajcian...he had to wait outside :P So i went in...den juz nice saw FPE....yes...had i tell u all dat e both of us wanna organize open hse ??? Yup...so we went to look for e alpha list teacher ic wendy koh but shes not in...sigh....den i guess hav to reach her on thur....WHICH IS MY BDAE !!! Hahaha....wish me success...its gonna b a very nice 17 birthday gift :) Ok...so i got kenneh out together wif ksoh....instead of going nyp for lunch...we decide to pangseh cloudy n go amk central mkt for lunch...yes....den we were suggesting if we shd go kbox...YES !!! KBOX !!! I LONG TIME NV GO LE !!!! So we very shuang kuai....go jiu go lor....so when we reach kbox....i applied for kbox membership...which i want to apply for since months ago....and ya...we got our room and we sang till 5.30...well...they say got 40% discount for NDP offer....BUT STILL SO EX LEH !!!! And sing until 5.30 only....walau...eat money !!! But nvm...so we sang quite some songs....i realize ksoh n kenneh seldom listen to chi pop...whcih is rather a pity...haiz....and yiqin rather enthu....same here....lol...i challenge myself for quite some more difficult songs...esp FOREVER LOVE !!! Its so damn hard la...sing until almost duan qi....but i think i did ok la...not that bad...but definitely not good....haha....

So afterthat nothin to do liao go home...yes....here comes 2 days break...well....got tuition tml...still hav to chiong pw WR....haiz....sad....so many things to do....so little time.....i am going crazy....

PS: To my dear pres n VP...revenge will come soon :)

I was listening to radio juz now when one of e older ndp songs was broadcasted....and its this song that let me recall of e wonderful memories i had in pri 5 when all pri 5 students went to watch ndp rehersal....den e whole stadium is so colourful wif different pri sch students wearing uniforms...so fun...simple things juz make me happi at that time coz i still dunno e complexity of e real world.....omg....to think of it...it has alreadi been 6 yrs !!! Now i am alreadi in J1 and e pri 5 ndp rehersal thing juz seems to b yesterday.....juz recall e wonderful time i had in pri 5....when my pri sch has not yet been merged n taken over by a lousy principal......when i am still attending lesson in a old matchbox sch building...though old but interesting and full of memories....and everyone juz wore e green and white dqps uniform unlike now e uniform bcom too fanciful to reflect the sch's uniqueness.....haiz.....time changes.....i've not been back to my pri sch for like 4 yrs....i dun wish to go back...go back oso no use....but i will still visit my sec sch....coz its also another place where wonderful memories remain....live the zhss spirit.....nvm....i go dinner le...bye !!!

Wa...i am so damn sian....its long weekend and i'm buried in a sea of homeworks !!! I hav tonnes of homework and i juz cant gather enough morale or enthusisasim to finish them....not even feeling like touching them.....GP essay was the most pertruding task for this weekend ba...coz need to hand in on mon...and such a perfectionist like me cant figure e best way to present my answer...i mean write my essay....so i m really sian.....

Anyway...had OP workshop today...not bad...i mean its rather enriching...however....suayness hav nv strike me like today...we were sitted according to our grps on different tables each wif a number...our grp is table 3....as far as we tot that the trainer is going by table number 1 to 5...such that we r safely e 3rd grp to present....he gav a twist to it and my grp bcoms e first to present...guess wad....i am e first speaker !!!! Meaning i am the first person out of e class of 24 to present....so damn nervous i was and i think i screwed up my presentation....i was like stuttering all over....kept on desperately looking for reference n stuff....i m dead meat :( Anyway, at e end of e workshop e trainer still gav me rather okay comments...perhaps to giv me some face but i dunno....Oh yah....we had an uninvited guest for e workshop today....a HORNET.....damn it....i am most afraid of insects and this bloody hornet juz fly in n start creating chaos within e class wif its bull-like charging.....and i revealed my fear for insects as i kept on dodging....sad....i m so shi bai....haiz.....wad to do....i m born to b afraid of insects wad....lol

After e workshop e 3 cca heads n 3 secrectarys (including me) in my class went for some stupid CCA head talk...i think its a waste of time for me to go...i mean wads e use for secrectarys to attend when he is addressing the matters concerning CCA heads.....but its a rather nice scene when in e middle of e talk 6 pple juz barge in in a straight row .... lol .... den i think we captured e rests' attention....:) But anyway....all i want to say is...my role is insignificant and it doesn matter for me to attend that talk or not....remember i once said .... i am NOBODY and in NO POSITION to make a stand :)

I'm totally disgusted !!! Yucks !!! Had chem pre SPA today....well...everything went on smoothly for me....and i guess i did all e right stuff....so dats gd.....BUT !!!! Once the pre SPA ended....my chem teacher started kao-bei-ing like a mad dog and this totally disgusted me !!! Wad kinda teacher is this....i can tollerate ur horrible accent n thats enough....AND YOU HUMILATE MY CLASSMATE IN CLASS !!!! Walau.....cant stand her liao lor.....she actually pointed out this girl from my class n say dat her SPA skills are totally lousy and she WILL fail her skill B like shit !!! Wad kindoff teacher is this....i feel very bad for her lor....i noe she shd b at e verge of tears...i mean who wont when kana humilated infront of everyone....e least u can do is to encourage her ma....point out her faults n patiently guide her....instead you HUMILATE her....thanks for showing 2205 dat....we really learn alot bout u today....why??? 2205 not triple sci class not gd la...IZZIT ?!?!? YOUR TRIPLE SCI 1105 FORM CLASS THE BEST LA !!! IZZIT ?!?!?! I tell u....u want all of us to drop chem izzit ?!?!?....WE PIAN PIAN DUN DROP WAD CAN U DO TO US !!!! Hahaha.....try us.....