Sian.....weekend again...here comes my weekly ranting...
Firstly, alot of things to do....needa complete oligopoly electure....needa complete PW stuff....needa do maths tutorial...needa understand chem...coz basically i didn learn anything ever since my chem teacher took over starting of this term.....

Yesterday i was so damn pissed off .... perhaps my whole class were pissed off.....stupid chem teacher..... nv appear for tutorial....make us happy for nothin...guess wad....she is happily attending mass civics that she forgot she got tutorial wif us.....damn it.....so we waited in the class for one whole period thinking that mebbie shes captured by aliens or something but ya...she nv made it.....den during break time....she actually appeared n told us that we needa attend make-up tutorials !!! Walau....wad is this.....ownself so irresponsible go play MIA still want us to attend make up for that.....damn it.....she better becareful b4 e whole cohort chase after her for her life....

Wed got alpha list event management course by 21st SC.....it was BORING !!! Total waste of time.....bcoz we r suppose to rotate to different venues for different events' managements thingy....so by e end of e rotation during debrief when everyone suppose to gather back at LT3....only left wif half e cohort...hahaha.....oh yah....did i mention i wanna organize open hse ??? I heard this yr open hse organized by alpha list students....well....they gav us the chance to beautify our testimonial i guess....anyway....i kinda interested in open hse la but up till now no further announcements were made regarding that...i want to b programme i/c...hehe....coz i think i will come out wif weird ideas....(evil grin).....nvm......hope i can attain this wish.....but on e other hand....if i were to b one of e organizer....then i cant help up wif AVA duty on dat day....meaning they will hav lesser manpower....coz open hse is really very jia lat one....all e system form audi to outdoor all needed.....so ya......if i were to b one of e organizers....i will really pissed off my pres n vp....but anyway....who cares.....(evil grin) .....hehe.....i juz wanna take that chance to explore myself more lor....den gain some experience in organizing big events.....i guess its e experience n lessons gained that counts ba.....

Oh yah....jer is not quitting ava....thanks to mr chan....but i guess he is still angry wif e vp n p....haiz....who wont? Haha.....but he say chan wants to see me individually....i guess i am doomed !!! Better think of ways to defend myself.....haiz.....too much internal conflict within e exco liao......perhaps its time to let e cat out of e bag.....dunno....all these ava politics stuff r driving me crazy....why couldn e 4 of us work happily together.....duh.....to think of it.....sometimes i start to wonder if its all a prank.....bcoz my bdae is near.....dunno......i hope it is coz then i wont needa further worry bout e internal situation of ava.....haiz......

Wad else can i say.....oh yah.....e clitoria i planted 3 months ago started blooming !!!! So happi....if u guys noe me well.....u guys will noe that i luv botany.....kinda like plants la......dats the reason why i study bio in sec sch.....coz i luv to study plants....but i dun wish to study bio anymore in jc la....dun wish to take trip sch coz its damn demanding.....not dat i cannot take it but my interest is no longer there....i m only interested in botany.....i dun like to study animal biology all e respiratory system...digestive system n stuff......and u can say i coward but i dun like to do disection on animal parts....hehe.....dunno.....i will rather happy wif my course rite now....PCME...best combi ba......hehe.......

Ok lor, dats it....dunno wad else to blog about....next time mebbie....cya !!!

Waaaaaa........!!!!!!! One of e saddest day in my life ....I LOST MY CALCULATOR !!!!!!!! Ya...i noe u guys reading it will think that its no big deal....but i beg to differ.....i hav grown so dependent on this calculator that i cant do calculation without it......this is my first calculator....bought it during sec 1 and since then i've not change a single calculator....so the calculator is so impt to me....it wif me throughout my sec sch life...from sec 1 to 2 , to 3 to 4...even O Levels.....i'm depending on it for every single maths and sciences test n exams......all my gd grades....brought to me by this calculator....AND ITS NOW GONE !!!! U guys wont understand how i feel....it may sound stupid but i kinda felt "attached" to this personal belonging of mine....i m so season wif this calculator i can use it without even looking......now i've to depend on my fx 95ms caisio calculator which is bought during sec 4 juz for its function to b able to factorize cubic n quad eqns.....but seriously....i m not season wif this fx 95ms......I WANT MY SHARP CALCULATOR BACK !!!!!! I dunno how i lost it....i remember using it during chem pract.....then when i went for phys pract.....i found it GONE !!!! I went back to e chem lab and CANT FIND IT !!!!!! So sad....haiz....without my sharp calculator....now i've no sense of security.....no sense of confidence when attemping qns........finally, to my dear sharp calculator..wherever u r, plz come back to me fast .....and if u r really gone forever....i wont forget the wonderful 5 yrs u walk thru wif me for every single test n exam....:(

PS: I'm not crazy for goodness sake to write this post....

VERY COLD !!!!! Ahhhhh......woke up this morning alreadi heavy rain...was hesistating whether to bring my wind breaker anot....but decided not to coz i prefer a lighter bag......but i totallly regretted the decision la....thruout e whole day its raining....and worse still....all my classes r in air con venue....VERY COLD !!!!! Worse still....audi econs lecture.....i was shilvering thruout la.....n bcoz of e extreme coldness i cant concentrate on wad puay san is toking bout her labour thingy......was basically hibernating.....damn it.....went back to class that time i still feel abit feverish lor....like juz got fever den whole body cold liddat.....i think i m gonna fall sick soon....didn feel really well after sch when i got home....very lethargic....ahhhh....if tml oso liddat i m gonna wear my sweater......damn it....someone who is so damn cold (me) is actually feared of coldness....wad an irony....

Project work sux !!!! Project work sux !!!! Project work sux !!!! I juz realized i m in e hot spot right now.......so many deadlines to meet.......first draft of WR due by 12/8 !!!! EOM due by 22/8 !!!! Ahhhhhhh !!!!!! CANT TAKE IT LE !!!!!!

This is e 200th post ever since i started this blog 2 years ago.... HAPPY 200TH POSTS, BLOGGIE !!!! :P

I think the frequency of my blogging has decreased significantly....i hardly hav the time n the mood to blog nowadays. Got a few things to blog about for e past 1 week. Nothin much but oso worth mentioning.

Firstly, results....got back all my mid yr papers....ok la...managed to pass all of them though some r like "hanging on the edge of the cliff by a thin thread", esp GP and Chem....nvm. Guess i need tuition seriously. Sad......compare the present me to the past me.....dunno wad to say.

Secondly, i think my class is really irritated by one of our teachers la. Shall disclose his/her identity hence i shall name him/her K. Dunno why but i think everyone cant stand K's broken english....i wonder how he/she manage to pass her olevel english oral. Then during one of e lesson last last fri, where half of e class reported late, he/she started kb-ing and claim that he/she VALUE PUNCTUALITY....ya, and he/she comes late for class somemore for other periods.....haha....everytime his/her period i always cant stip laughing....ask my grp members n u will noe...haha....esp e "hit small pple" part. Lol !!! :P

Thirdly, AVA. I am proud to announce that we've got 3 new members....previously from astro. Yup, i heard alot of pple quit astro bcoz of their j2 president....dunno. Anyway, stayed back for MLDDS performance rehersal yesterday.... suddenly i felt very useless.....everyone had something to do except me....i start to feel that my ava skills r not gd enuff...not professional enuff...i felt a sense of lack of power, lack of control, lack of attention, lack of involvement.....i was truely depressed then...even XXX, whose skills r worse than me in e past oso got very involved and pathetic me...ditched aside....:( We asked 2 of e 3 new members to come n gain experience oso....i taught them how to set up a mic stand.... perhaps dats e only part i m pro in....dunno....but at least i felt that i contributed a little....unlike e rest....contribute so much that i was so demoralized....sob sob....the rehersal ends at 8.30 where i went to popular to buy diskett...to save those ava admin stuff (i m e secretary wad)....haiz....alot of admin to do...sian....

This morning met my PW grp at AMK lib analyse survey results.....shd i say analyse our faked results....haha....sian.....got home by lunch time, eat, do hw....and stoned infront of e com...wondering bout last evening's incident....DUnno...i seriously think i provide too little contribution to the club....i want to do more but it seems that other pple's capability r preventing me from doing so.....i m so demoralized.......

Ahh....normal lessons resume....there goes the "wonderful" times mugging for mid yr. Anyway, got back chem paper, maths paper n econs mcq le.....one word to describe...dreadful....ya, i know i shdn say that but pardon me for my perfectionism attitude....so if i offended anyone, i apologize. Anyway, yesterday afternoon stayed back to edit choir video....yes, AVA gonna sell performance cds from various aesthetic ccas, e.g. choir, guitar n harmonica, CO, etc.....we film their concerts n sell them for a very low price....well...AVA is despo for money, wad to do. Haha. Furthermore its my responsibility to b incharge of AVA fund, so...haha....i can only say its near to zero le. Hehe. The footage for choir performance is like.....omg....haha...so gotta spend more effort editing it to near perfection. Haha. Jeremy in e recording room wif me too....so we left at 5pm, den go KFC hav dinner den go home. Hehe. Sian arh....weekends le, here comes e hw. No mood n motivation to do leh.....someone help me !!!

Woohoo...juz came back home....Not very tired, i m ready for more activities but the rest r simply tired. Anyway, this morning, woke up only to realise that i no need to go to sch...so i continue to slp for another few hours.....den wake up...omg...10am le, was suppose to meet Simin at AMK long busstop to go zhss collect cert. Ya...so basically wash up hav quick breakfast n run to AMK central long busstop. Simin then called saying she went to e wrong busstop n i was like.....ok...its still e simin i used to know. (no offence) hahaha. Anyway, ya, we took a bus down to ZHSS. Omg, how much i miss e bus trip that i used to travel for e past 4 yrs........sigh.....sui yue bu liu ren. Walk the familiar yet unfamiliar path to zhss....all e memories.....and ya...was stopped by e security outside at e gate. Den she asked for my IC or student pass inexchange for visitor's pass. However, i only brought my student pass...if i surrender it i cannot collect my cert coz i need e pass. So i try to explain things to her la. Den she say nvm, juz giv her anything that got my identification......so i search search search....finally found a clinic card wif my personal info on it...and guess wad....i've not been to dat clinic for decades....hahahaha.....and she accepted it...so i was like...okay....haha. Den at e gate saw joyce n her bf. So e 4 of us go GO la, where i collect my cert....first look inside e sch...."r they having some carnival or stuff.....y not many pple around liddat"....heard from e admin lady (i forgot her name) dat e sch having learning carnival....den all e teachers sending students all around singapore for some sorta learning activities la....so....ya....

So after that we walked around e school la. Is like....hello.....no ones around...only a few booth set up as part of learning carnival....no teachers oso.....so pathetic....worse still....i felt cheated....pple promised me that they will b visiting n guess wad....there r only 4 of us visitors.....haiz.....so we went around look look. See old 4e2 classroom, sci labs to look for elim n yam.....hall.....den at e canteen finally saw elim. So me n simin went over to say hi.....omg....did i mention how much we miss elim...hahaha...but dats not e point....first thing she saw us...."aiyo....u all grow so big liao arh...why r u all here". So we explain stuff n she even forgot that we r her last yr batch of students !!!! She tot we r some older batches !!!! Haha...but she really very hungry la....so we let her enjoy her meal. Den we walk around, saw mrs raj...ms yam....ms tan (my media club teacher), mr. ong....mrs wong....all e same leh...but cant find angster wongster n chan...coz they go all parts of singapore liao, for dat learning carnival thingy. So is like go back abit wrong time la. Haha. Den afterthat, had a short chat wif some of e teachers....we miss them so much, we miss zhss so much...haiz......also had a short chat wif some of my media club juniors....convincing them to come aj join AVA club....haha....so we wait till aileen come....den i bid gd bye coz i gotta rush to orchard to celebrate jeremy's bdae.

Took a train over to orchard.....den met Maria n desmond at e mrt. Maria brough along a friend of hers from cresent girls....her name is siyu...think so...sorrie if i got ur name wrong.....so ya, e 4 of us decide to go somewhere else buy some wonderful present for jeremy b4 he arrived. We went to cine first but there nothin to buy. So we go centrepoint where at one of e gift shop buy a big big yellow spoongebob squarepants balloon !!!! Lol....so then jeremy arrived and she surprised him wif e surprise present we got for him. Hahahah. Den we tied e balloon to his bag and let him walk around orchard rd wif dat balloon floating above his head....hahahah....we r so evil.....Its like very malu to him la....feel so guity...coz everywhere we walk, there will b those curious eyes of passerbys attracted to his spongebob balloon....lol.....ok..so we went to e pizzahut at centrepoint basement eat.....e service there hor....haiz.....hahahah.....better not say......desmond hav to wait for his food for like half n hour while e rest of us alreadi finished ours....but e manager say bcoz of e late serving he giv us a further 2 bucks discount la....so ya....hahaha.

Then we walk to cine, we initially plan to treat jeremy to kbox la...but he sorethroat....so cannot sing. So we go cine cathey cinema see got wad nice movie...nothin nice. Den we plan to watch initial D.....so we walk all e way to Lido Shaw where jeremy paraded down orchard rd wif his cute cute spongebob balloon....lol.....reached lido at bout 4+ where we bought tickets for Initial D 5.15pm slot.

Now lets tok bout initial D. I think the movie was quite nice la....though many r skeptical bout jay's acting....but e main thing is....e movie is able to capture and command our attention...which is gd. There r oso a reasonable dose of humour coz its from a comic...and comic always got humour one.....the car racing part oso very nice. I like how they cut e shorts such that they make us believe that the actors r really racing the car.....its dat kinda cutting la....and by learning this, it will b beneficial for our SVA competition. ANyway.....i luv e racing part.....its like...i am totally attracted to all e scenes lor....n very exciting too....very pro....hahaha.....i like e whole movie in overall.....its nice n i think those of u who haven watch shd go watch it.....they r able to make a simple story plan interesting lor.....coz is like if add too much twists n stuff will make it confusing, but i like e story plan, short, simple n sweet....and e fact that they r able to squeeze 3 series of e comic into a 2 hour film....i m impressed.

So after e movie, we walked to MRT lor....den we take MRT home....haiz....its only 7+ then....i tot still got more activities de...but everyone is tired so muz spare a tot for them...anyway...pardon me for this long entry....boring pple like me hav very little to blog normally....so its rather rare i got so much to blog...hahaha.....wif dat...cya !!!

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !!!!!!!!!!!!!! I BEG TO DIFFER FOR THE RESULTS OF JUE DUI SUPERSTAR !!!! Its damn unfair man. All along, everyone of us knows its e tele company dats making money n dat its not talent that will garentee one's advancement in this game. TALENT GONE DOWN THE DRAIN !!!! Juz watch jue dui superstar. Cai weiyi, dai ailing and wendy r out....and guess wad WILLIAM IS OUT !!!! I feel sad for him, i almost cry loh. He got the highest score of 38 amongst the 24 of e finalists and he got voted out !!!! Its unfair, juz bcoz he is a foreign, he has a smaller friendship network, juz bcoz he isnt as appealing in terms of looks compared to the rest....he dun deserve to go. I really think he deserve every single right to stay in e competition. I mean u see his performance last on wed nite, its fantastic, but yet. Sigh. I hope that the producers can really change e competition format making equal weightage or near equal weightage for both viewers' votes n judges' marks. Its simply unfair to let the audience ruin talents.......sorrie if i offended u guys audience but i m juz too agitated that rare talent like william hav to go.......same case as jia xin last wk....sad......pple go for looks compared to talent......if talents like kelly kana voted out next round....i think i shall boycott e show liao...no point watching.