20 days.....wad a record...really very sian to blog....questioning myself if i still have the commitment to continue this...and i wonder if pple do read...even i myself dun visit this blog often....if u guys out there do read my blog, or at least patronize it opnce a wk or somehting.....plz tag to let me see e feedback...ya thanks....

Got my term 1 test grades....i dunno if its gd or bad....but in my context its bad. I wont elaborate on e good ones coz obviously its A for these subjects....lets tok bout the bad ones....maths....disapointed...fail 3 consecutive stats tests in term 1 and got 55 only....due to e first maclaurin series test that got like 80+%.....my father will kill me coz he expects nothing but A....fortunately enuff i got consecutive full marks for the last 2 stats tests i had in term 2...yup....juz recently....hopefully they will pull up my term 2 grade....as for term 1....maths is hopeless. GP....another headache....got 46....wtf....its like Fail la. Damn it....dunno if i can pass GP anot during e actual A lvl...very scary leh...see so many seniors fail GP this yr for their A level.....i scared i may b e next victim if i dun buck up....haiz.....

Thats enuff for results....basically i muz mug harder la....but then no motivation leh....too much distractions....esp e com. I dun really watch TV....only like e most 5 hours a week....thats pathetic....most of the time i spent either msn chatting or slacking in e room.....sigh....really feel very stressed. Needa really focus....a few months more...before i know it i will b panicking finding time to complete my revision.

Today can start booking dates for NS medical checkup le....i heard stories....yah....e stripped naked n ask u to cough thingy but that doesn really concern me....wad i m more concerned if i will b going alone :( Nvm.... oso....NAPFA next wk....fail le la....haha....prepare to go extra 4 weeks PT for NS le....haha....but i m really concerned bout pple laughing at my incapability during napfa next wk....very embarassing....i noe i can avoid this by training hard and pass e test....but e thing is i train hard but still no results.....anyway...where is e sustained achievement award i shd get for NAPFA test??? I mean sustained failure award coz i fail 3 straight yrs le...this yr will b my 4th....hahaha.....yah....waiting for my award cert huh...haha....ok la...making a small effort to blog...i wonder when i will blog next.....maybe jun hols? Hahaha....ok....cya !!!

Guess my absence has led to much speculations on whether or not i no longer exists in this world. Refering to the previous entry, perhaps one may have the idea crossing his or her mind that i might have died of itch. Haha. Unfortunately, i am still surviving well, surviving the ordeals faced in schools, outside schools, wherever, whenever. Anyway, it is a day worth to celebrate, for in a day time, it will be the long awaited school holidays. Well, it is undeniable that school holidays in singapore, esp in a jc = no school holidays at all with all the homeworks, courses, remedials and tuitions pileling up, at least one feels that it is school holiday and hence bearing a lighter mood in handling these stuff. But anyway, at least we have the excuse to wake up late and that is really a priviledge and enjoyment to have once in a while. Anyway, march holiday is a time to finish my tutorials, go through what i am not clear of in terms of my acedamic work and also, to sharpen my knife to prepare for the ultimate battle that will be approaching in months time.

Tml is the last day of term 1, and it is the shortest day of all. Well, it is because the student council planned some stupid stuff call J1 J2 bonding day and they swap our time table for thur n fri. Well, they r the student councilors, suppose to be the most respected personels amongst the student body, since they have the power to do so, we cant really defy them right? haha. That is call learning to be a good citizen of the nation. Anyway, i digress. My mum will be going to korea tml and my sis will be going for her sec 3 camp tml too. Well, the house will definitely be quieter for this couple of days. However, i see it as an opportunity to really not get disturbed and really bury myself in my studies, hopefully be able to catch up with the rest when school reopens. I am really lacking behind for maths and GP...unfortunately. Haiz...anyone there reading can help me? Haha. Looking forward to holidays...but tml got PE...haiz....sianz....well, thats really wad i feel every day, every hour, every min, every second...unfortunately...