During phys lecture today, the lecturer showed us our performance for phys common test 2...apart from showing us how badly we've done in terms of classes, he finally showed the top 30 students list...bcoz its too small and too fast, i cant get to see whos in the list (i hope i'm on it)...but he zoomed into the top 10 students and i saw all e students are from those trip sci classes n fmaths classes one. Suddenly i'm very motivated to make my name up there in the list of top 10 phys students....although i've scored an A for the recent common test, dun think its enuff to put me up there, hence i muz strive hard to make sure i secure a firm A, i.e. at least 86% ... quite far from my current grade but i will try...my class alreadi got someone top e college in a particular subj le (i wont say who coz everyone sure know who he is) ... i shall b e next...of e 4 subj i m e most confident in phys...its time i make a name in AJC...i wanna show everyone that a non phys spaper student can oso achieve gd grades in phys...wanna show everyone that PCME students r oso gd in sci, not necessary trip sci or fmaths students...i wanna prove myself...1 month later during Mid Yr, the challenge is on...

Today everyone in school is given half day. Why? To celebrate the success of the college's Vball team and Bball team. Is everyone happy about the half day? Dont think so. Reason? We are expecting a full day off, not just a half day that lies on the one of the shortest days in the time table, i.e. Wed, plus after which most of us have cca commitments and hence after CCA, there goes our half day and we r home as late as usual again. What conclusion can be drawn here? I dunno, find out for yourself. However, while the school admin and teachers are doing their best to find a suitable day to giv us a break (i dunno if they did), whether full day or half day, we students need to know how to jian4 hao3 jiu4 shou1, i.e. we shd accept what is given to us coz at least its better than nothing. Nonetheless, i still managed to reach home a little bit earlier than usual which i feel i've wasted it off by taking an afternoon nap.

Seeking my private tutor's advice to do out a study plan for the coming june holiday, i've found out that i have infact alot of things to study during the hols, alot to catch up to, after i've finish doing the plan. This is bad. I know some people out there hav already started mugging for the mid year common test occuring approx one month later, but i've not yet started !!! I ought to start studying but I've been trying to convince myself to delay the starting time till the start of holidays. I wonder if this will hinder my progress of studying. Nonetheless, i've charted out what i need to study for each day and thus its all down on my self-discipline now to follow what i've scheduled. I have high expectations on myself, so do my tutors hav on me. I cannot disapoint them, hence i should be motivated to study. But where hav all my motivations gone to i wonder. They just dont seem to appear at the appropriate times, esp when i need them most. I shd also start doing those 2005 prelim papers i've bought, whether its chem, phys or maths...its time i shd start on them. I shd also have the self discipline to sit down and attempt them seriously like a mock exam. So lets hope all these self discipline do surface during june hols. Jun hols very busy though, have tuitions, remedial lessons, stupid cca camp, ns medical checkup, workshops, etc. Therefore time management is crucial here. I think i can stop thinking about outings and so on during the hols...JC2 is no fun, its serious matter.

I am starting to be very afraid now. Afraid that i cant manage to keep up with the schedule, unable to finish my homework, unable to meet the demands of workshops, tuitions, etc. Haiz...2 days more, we shall wait and see.

One more week to holidays !!! Lol !!! How exciting can that be. But that also marks the start of intensive mugging session for mid year. Whatever. Don't think i will elaborate much on what happened during my more-than-one-month of dissappearance from the blogging world. Basically the same reason, too sian to blog. Furthermore, my main computer spoil, now using my father's laptop. So yah...that means no printing n no scanning...but there is always e school free printer to take advantage of anyway. Hahaha.

Juz now during dinner i saw Jolin's Wu Niang MTV. Its so damn cool. Although the song sux as a whole (no offence), but the way Jolin's dance step and the music and the computer graphic effects blend together, i can say its splendid. Shd watch u guys ok. I watch until nose bleed. Haha..jkjk...not that kua zhang...but there is this wow factor that will really impress u until i dunno how to explain.

In a few min time gonna watch singapore idol. Cool !!! Cant wait for the showcase of talents from both the good ones and the not-so-good ones. Haha...at least a way for me to vandilate and stuff...muz "open the trap doors and feed the aligators" ma...if u guys dunno wad i mean go refer to CJC GP Compre Prelim 2005 the 2nd last paragraph of passage A. Hahaha. Ok, i guess i really study until crazy le...ooo...8pm leh...go watch SI le... Hopefully hols got enuff time to blog again...wif that...cya !!!