Today everyone in school is given half day. Why? To celebrate the success of the college's Vball team and Bball team. Is everyone happy about the half day? Dont think so. Reason? We are expecting a full day off, not just a half day that lies on the one of the shortest days in the time table, i.e. Wed, plus after which most of us have cca commitments and hence after CCA, there goes our half day and we r home as late as usual again. What conclusion can be drawn here? I dunno, find out for yourself. However, while the school admin and teachers are doing their best to find a suitable day to giv us a break (i dunno if they did), whether full day or half day, we students need to know how to jian4 hao3 jiu4 shou1, i.e. we shd accept what is given to us coz at least its better than nothing. Nonetheless, i still managed to reach home a little bit earlier than usual which i feel i've wasted it off by taking an afternoon nap.

Seeking my private tutor's advice to do out a study plan for the coming june holiday, i've found out that i have infact alot of things to study during the hols, alot to catch up to, after i've finish doing the plan. This is bad. I know some people out there hav already started mugging for the mid year common test occuring approx one month later, but i've not yet started !!! I ought to start studying but I've been trying to convince myself to delay the starting time till the start of holidays. I wonder if this will hinder my progress of studying. Nonetheless, i've charted out what i need to study for each day and thus its all down on my self-discipline now to follow what i've scheduled. I have high expectations on myself, so do my tutors hav on me. I cannot disapoint them, hence i should be motivated to study. But where hav all my motivations gone to i wonder. They just dont seem to appear at the appropriate times, esp when i need them most. I shd also start doing those 2005 prelim papers i've bought, whether its chem, phys or maths...its time i shd start on them. I shd also have the self discipline to sit down and attempt them seriously like a mock exam. So lets hope all these self discipline do surface during june hols. Jun hols very busy though, have tuitions, remedial lessons, stupid cca camp, ns medical checkup, workshops, etc. Therefore time management is crucial here. I think i can stop thinking about outings and so on during the hols...JC2 is no fun, its serious matter.

I am starting to be very afraid now. Afraid that i cant manage to keep up with the schedule, unable to finish my homework, unable to meet the demands of workshops, tuitions, etc. Haiz...2 days more, we shall wait and see.