March 31, 2009
Journey To The West
On monday noon, i went to explore the newly extended Jurong Point with my friend, biggie, who is a fellow resident of the outskirt estate of singapore. I was amazed by how huge neighbourhood malls can be, especially with the range of retail outlets located there. I wouldnt mind visiting it again, considering the fact that it was an hour train ride from my house. He later accompanied me to NTU bookshop to find a reference book i am sourcing for months but learnt that it was not available there. When we got back to Boon Lay station, we took the train ride to the newly opened Joo Koon station. I couldnt believe i was so fantasized by the 2 station ride which turned me into a 5 year old kid. We were rather fascinated by the PA announcement of the 2 new stations - Pioneer & Joo Koon, as well. Haha. It was kinda stupid but there wasnt many passengers on board to witness our stupidity. Went home after the train ride. It was then already 5.30pm.
March 21, 2009
Random Rants
I think my life sux.
My social life sux....
I have no close friends...
I have not no girlfriend...no love...
99% of my weekends are spent ALONE at home unlike other people i know who have outings and gatherings almost every weekend.
I find it hard to socialize with people...i am a complete failure at that.
Pple just think that i am a non-contributor to conversations....no common topics at all....
Living every seconds of my life in complete loneliness and boredom. That sux.
My work life is fk up....
I cant find a job after i ORD... maybe i've not tried hard enough...
But other people got theirs so easily.... those jobs that i applied for as well ....
Why pple can find a school to teach in with just one call and i can call the entire estate but no one needs me....
Why pple can get so many students for tuition but no one contacted me....
Luck is not on me....
My future is not bright at all....
Average results getting into a uni course that leads to no where....
I dont even know if i can do well enough or i will juz flop....
I dont even know what i want to do....
People stereotyped me.... as a boring person .... and just another person.... not someone special...
I am a coward....i cant even pluck up the courage to do simple things....i am only waiting for things to happen....
I hate the life i am leading for the past 21 years....
I need to change....but how....
I wish i could have been reborn and live my life again....but i think no matter how many times i can be reborned....i will still end up as a failure here ranting bout my imperfections....
At most pple in sch envy me for my "gd results"....so wad if my result is slightly better....i am not happy at all....
I am a failure....my life sux....i am not happy...
My social life sux....
I have no close friends...
I have not no girlfriend...no love...
99% of my weekends are spent ALONE at home unlike other people i know who have outings and gatherings almost every weekend.
I find it hard to socialize with people...i am a complete failure at that.
Pple just think that i am a non-contributor to conversations....no common topics at all....
Living every seconds of my life in complete loneliness and boredom. That sux.
My work life is fk up....
I cant find a job after i ORD... maybe i've not tried hard enough...
But other people got theirs so easily.... those jobs that i applied for as well ....
Why pple can find a school to teach in with just one call and i can call the entire estate but no one needs me....
Why pple can get so many students for tuition but no one contacted me....
Luck is not on me....
My future is not bright at all....
Average results getting into a uni course that leads to no where....
I dont even know if i can do well enough or i will juz flop....
I dont even know what i want to do....
People stereotyped me.... as a boring person .... and just another person.... not someone special...
I am a coward....i cant even pluck up the courage to do simple things....i am only waiting for things to happen....
I hate the life i am leading for the past 21 years....
I need to change....but how....
I wish i could have been reborn and live my life again....but i think no matter how many times i can be reborned....i will still end up as a failure here ranting bout my imperfections....
At most pple in sch envy me for my "gd results"....so wad if my result is slightly better....i am not happy at all....
I am a failure....my life sux....i am not happy...
星光4 总冠军赛
昨晚最新消息，恭喜方宥心奉为台湾超级星光大道4总冠军。相信是华人歌坛上最受瞩目的歌唱比赛推出一代又一代的优秀歌手，如林宥嘉、萧敬腾、杨宗伟、神木与瞳、梁文音、黄靖伦、等。虽然无法在昨晚现场观看，但就是追分数方面就已经够刺激了。好，回到主题。昨晚前五强就进入了会后一战，结果人气王方宥心虽然成绩稍微不如亚军，却以过高的票选成绩击败了亚军的张心杰，两人中分差距只有0.02。积分赛上的第四名林鸿鸣带来他的重金属乐队应战，夺得高分，把当时积分赛的康康压到第四名，顺利挤入前三甲。恭喜各位表现一流。我本身较支持方宥心和张心杰，对昨晚的成绩感到满意。目前为止，四届里仍然出现同样两个现象： 1）比赛过程中，最先拿下满分的参赛者（除了二班）都拿下冠军。 2）在前一届来踢馆的踢馆魔王都最多是亚军 （梁文音，林芯仪，张心杰） 3）很可惜的，星光四没有一人维持不败记录，要否可以说所有的冠军都维持不败纪录，这个现象被破了！哈哈。最后让大家来观赏一下冠军的压轴演出：
March 20, 2009
Detroit Metal City
Watched Detroit Metal City yesterday. The story line was actually from the same anime series, about a guy having split personality between a musician who wants to sing and give hopes and dreams to all listeners, and a death metal vocalist who sang about satanic violence of rape, death and wads nod. The movie was quite funny, in my opinion, other than the heavy metal music that may prove deafening at times. But still, i have a good laugh in the theatre.
I was actually amazed at how that lead actor guy (who acted as L in death note) can actually don off his costume and make up in such a short time at any location. I also like how he scared off the kids in the amusement park and stuff. When he was back to his own self, the way he behave as a wimp is also quite funny.
Anyway, it was quite a nice show but definitely not for those who cant stand crude vulgarities coz they sang alot of it in their heavy metal songs. Haha.
March 14, 2009
ORD LO !!!!
ORD LO !!!! Finally 2 years have passed. Went back to HQMC to collect my pink IC yesterday. The feeling was never that great to have completed another milestone of my life journey. Together with my IC comes along with my certificate of service and a page long testimonial, which i guessed was written by my MO. Very grateful for that piece of testimonial, coz i know some of my friends' testimonial was f**ked up as their superior cant be bothered to write a proper one for them. I was, however, saddened that i am posted back to army for reservist, it was 3 C S H i thing. Heard it was quite xiong, have to build and tear down those big big tentage and containers that spread across soccer fields and what 12 hour medic/patient role-switch shift. Not sure bout that but to console myself, i would say, at least in times of war, i wont be the first few to die. Hahaha. It feels suckie not to be posted back to airforce la, given all my ex colleagues who orded were back in some airforce unit. Haiz.
Anyway, after collecting my pink IC and my testimonial, which i proudly stride out of nee soon camp, i went back to give a proper farewell to my current colleagues in CPMC. It was the place i spent majority of my NS life in, witness the sequence of developments, rise and fall of the medical centre, where i spent my time and effort as a dispensary ic, clearing piles of shit, discrepancies, work and stuff, making friends with ex colleagues, current colleagues, MO(s), senior medics, patients, officers from the units in my camp, blah blah blah. Nostalgic.
Its time finally !!! My time has come, for me to say goodbye, after witnessing so many batches of medics come and leave. Seeing how different pple display different work attitude, how new medics, under the supervision of us older ones learn the procedures of running the med ctr, pass their OJT test, do their first edrills, do their first D1 D2 duty, succeed their upper study to bcom dept ic and stuff....woot...it seems like a long journey, 1 yr and 3 mths. Now, i gladly leave with the med ctr under the good hands of my juniors and future batches of medics to come, under the hand of a new MO (my MO is ording also in 2 wks time) and wads more to come. Most imptly, my dispensary under the good hands of my wonderful self-picked understudy dillon. The only small sense of lacking comes from me unable to bid farewell to my MO, who is on oversea ex and also the medic who worked with me the longest - my dear store ic, oso on oversea ex. Hahahaha.
As i pulled my duffle bag out towards the main gate, just like how i pulled it into during my posting to cpmc, the sky started to rain, just like the first day i came in. How coincidental. This could be the last time i step foot onto the camp, coz i am now back to army. 2 years of service, learnt alot. Learnt alot of clinical skills esp in cpmc, esp for my role as dispensary ic and a mopa, all the drugs and stuff, all the basic consultations for normal sick cases....very much useful in the future. And now, i shall embark on my next milestone in life, and that is the start of uni sch life. Very excited, heard its gonna be stressful....however, i will say....BRING IT ON !!!
Anyway, after collecting my pink IC and my testimonial, which i proudly stride out of nee soon camp, i went back to give a proper farewell to my current colleagues in CPMC. It was the place i spent majority of my NS life in, witness the sequence of developments, rise and fall of the medical centre, where i spent my time and effort as a dispensary ic, clearing piles of shit, discrepancies, work and stuff, making friends with ex colleagues, current colleagues, MO(s), senior medics, patients, officers from the units in my camp, blah blah blah. Nostalgic.
Its time finally !!! My time has come, for me to say goodbye, after witnessing so many batches of medics come and leave. Seeing how different pple display different work attitude, how new medics, under the supervision of us older ones learn the procedures of running the med ctr, pass their OJT test, do their first edrills, do their first D1 D2 duty, succeed their upper study to bcom dept ic and stuff....woot...it seems like a long journey, 1 yr and 3 mths. Now, i gladly leave with the med ctr under the good hands of my juniors and future batches of medics to come, under the hand of a new MO (my MO is ording also in 2 wks time) and wads more to come. Most imptly, my dispensary under the good hands of my wonderful self-picked understudy dillon. The only small sense of lacking comes from me unable to bid farewell to my MO, who is on oversea ex and also the medic who worked with me the longest - my dear store ic, oso on oversea ex. Hahahaha.
As i pulled my duffle bag out towards the main gate, just like how i pulled it into during my posting to cpmc, the sky started to rain, just like the first day i came in. How coincidental. This could be the last time i step foot onto the camp, coz i am now back to army. 2 years of service, learnt alot. Learnt alot of clinical skills esp in cpmc, esp for my role as dispensary ic and a mopa, all the drugs and stuff, all the basic consultations for normal sick cases....very much useful in the future. And now, i shall embark on my next milestone in life, and that is the start of uni sch life. Very excited, heard its gonna be stressful....however, i will say....BRING IT ON !!!
March 08, 2009
PE's 21st
Yesterday, my pri sch clique celebrated PE's belated 21st at Suntec. Just an hour before i met them for the event, i was at home making the birthday card (coz times are bad and cards from hallmark cost a bomb). Due to some miscommunication, where i interpreted it as the girls meeting each other at city hall at 6pm, i told yy to be there at 6pm and the birthday boy to reach at 6.30pm. However, the fact is that the girls are meeting at AMK at 6. Oh well, somehow or rather, we did got the card signed and the cake bought "secretly". We treated him dinner at fish and co, afterwhich we went to PS and sang birthday song for the birthday boy with his mini cake from breadtalk, at the corridor outside PS, which is kinda pathetic. Haha. Since the night is still young, we went to the arcade at dhoby ghout mrt and played time crisis until 11pm. We were horrified and disgusted to witness a tranny dressed up in kawai anime schoolgirl there. It was totally gross. Took the train home, managed to reach home before midnight. Lalala...happy belated 21st to FPE !!!
March 02, 2009
Yesterday I Attended A Wedding Dinner
Yesterday evening, i attended my senior medic 2ic's wedding dinner at Grand Corpthorne hotel. Most of the orded personel were invited since preparation for this dinner had been done like a year ago, and we happened to be present in camp back then. It was my first personal wedding invitation so i was kind of excited then about this.
The first thing that came to our concern is how much angpow to wrap. After asking each other and getting "i dunno" as the standard answers, we wrapped as according to our financial status but definitely within market range. It is a good number ending with 8 though. Second, what to wear. I wore more of a casual smart cum abit of hip hop element though. Ok its rubbish but i wore my shining black demin jeans and a newly bought black jacket with a printed tee inside. I have friends wearing ranging from extra formal blazer (he looks like a valent parking guy) to blue jeans and long sleeve office wear. So it was quite interesting to see actually. Thirdly, how to get there. Most of us met at Orchard MRT where we took a bus there. Alighting one stop before the desinated one due to human error and misjudgement (it was dark okay), we have to walk one more busstop before arriving to the hotel.
Upon arrival, we saw our dear bride groom and went ahead to congratulate him. It was weird to see him in that outfit but its okay, we look weird ourselves in each others' eyes. Settling down on a table for our own, the banquet started promptly. After not attending ceremony for like n years, where n is a significant number, i would expect present wedding banquet to be kinda different from the past but it was all the same. I mean, what i experienced when i was a kid attending my long distance relatives' wedding, kinda resembles the present one i attended as a soon-to-be 21 yr old adult. The dry ice and the "march in" and the video presentation and stuff. Even the "grand entrance" of the cold dish with lighted candle was kinda similar, just that the music was no longer that old japanese musician's one (you all know which one i am referring to...the one with the flute and stuff). Instead, english pop songs were used.
The dish was okay, just that our table seemed always to be the last to be served. Perhaps its because we were sitting near the back. The taste.....not fantansic....just plain normal. Haha. I had tasted better ones. But its still okay. As the usual sequence of events took place throughout the dinner, the entire banquet ended around 1030. I had 2 glass of wine which turned my face red. I was not drunk though. Did see one or two case of pple getting drunk but its ok. Took MRT home. Reached home around midnight and went immediately to bed after a hot bath.
The first thing that came to our concern is how much angpow to wrap. After asking each other and getting "i dunno" as the standard answers, we wrapped as according to our financial status but definitely within market range. It is a good number ending with 8 though. Second, what to wear. I wore more of a casual smart cum abit of hip hop element though. Ok its rubbish but i wore my shining black demin jeans and a newly bought black jacket with a printed tee inside. I have friends wearing ranging from extra formal blazer (he looks like a valent parking guy) to blue jeans and long sleeve office wear. So it was quite interesting to see actually. Thirdly, how to get there. Most of us met at Orchard MRT where we took a bus there. Alighting one stop before the desinated one due to human error and misjudgement (it was dark okay), we have to walk one more busstop before arriving to the hotel.
Upon arrival, we saw our dear bride groom and went ahead to congratulate him. It was weird to see him in that outfit but its okay, we look weird ourselves in each others' eyes. Settling down on a table for our own, the banquet started promptly. After not attending ceremony for like n years, where n is a significant number, i would expect present wedding banquet to be kinda different from the past but it was all the same. I mean, what i experienced when i was a kid attending my long distance relatives' wedding, kinda resembles the present one i attended as a soon-to-be 21 yr old adult. The dry ice and the "march in" and the video presentation and stuff. Even the "grand entrance" of the cold dish with lighted candle was kinda similar, just that the music was no longer that old japanese musician's one (you all know which one i am referring to...the one with the flute and stuff). Instead, english pop songs were used.
The dish was okay, just that our table seemed always to be the last to be served. Perhaps its because we were sitting near the back. The taste.....not fantansic....just plain normal. Haha. I had tasted better ones. But its still okay. As the usual sequence of events took place throughout the dinner, the entire banquet ended around 1030. I had 2 glass of wine which turned my face red. I was not drunk though. Did see one or two case of pple getting drunk but its ok. Took MRT home. Reached home around midnight and went immediately to bed after a hot bath.
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