April 30, 2008

Tired

Don't know why these few days returned home from work feel damn shag and mentally drained. Maybe its because i am growing old. Yar, entering the 20s club soon in a few months time. Soon enough all of you can call me uncle instead of gor gor. Haha.

May timetable is out, its bad. Lotsa outfield and weekend duties. I still object to the idea of sending 2 medics for the same oversea exercise but its the higher authority's final decision so i shall not challenge it. We will just be in deep shit la, with manpower shortage after 3 ORD, 2 gone overseas and 2 starting to clear off. When the 2 come back from overseas, they will be clearing off also, so its rather taxing on the rest. Whatever lar, i should learn from YS, saying "its not in my scope of concern" but then its way too early for me to say that. Helping with the oversea stores for the drugs part. I plea to them not to touch the drugs because i do not want to mess up my stock balance. I will help them gaodim everything swee swee from head to toe for the drugs part. Kind of hard and restricting on them but i have no choice. Its either they die in the shortrun or i die in the longrun.

These few days no time to exercise. Arh, fk...damn unfit already. Maybe the reason for my recent shag-ness is my physical inactivity. Whatever.

April 25, 2008

那些女孩教我的事 + 传说

身为“Emo教主”的我为你介绍最近本人非常喜欢的两首新歌:《那些女孩教我的事》品冠 与 《传说》林宥嘉&刘力扬。请洗耳恭听!



April 20, 2008

好久不见

天啊,真的好久没有上网blog了!这几个星期过的还好,就是每天如常上班,下班,周末教补习,学车。好无聊哦!真的没什么可以分享的。怎么办。。。既然没话说,就干脆不说算了。哈哈!!!

Ken Lee

After working for 3 months and more with my dedicated Dispensary 2IC Ken Lee in CPMC, i find him to be a very hardworking, dedicated and outstanding colleague of mine. I am really glad to know him as a person, as a colleague, as a friend. As such, being CPMC's dispensary IC, i shall specially dedicate the following video to my favourite 2IC Ken Lee =)

April 08, 2008

$10 Cut

Alright, i am always skeptical about those $10 haircuts which sprouted all around Singapore's neighbourhood centres and shopping malls. It is now a past phenomenon but their presence still prevails significantly. I wanted to go back to my usual barber shop for an haircut (juz b4 my MO can nag at me to do so) but upon arriving, i realized it was closed. Hence, i LLST have to visit the $10 cut at AMK hub near my house to get my hair done.

As i decend from the escalator, my eyes started observing the $10 cut shop, my mind still filled with skeptism, thinking could they do a good job. But out of desperate measures, i have to patronize them. As i enter the shop, the barber, or wadever u call them, greeted with a smile as i slot my only $10 note left in my wallet to the money eating machine that vomitted a card as a "by product" of its money meal. I was offered a sit where then i told her i need to have a cut, make it short, sides must not touch the ears and stuff because of NS. I added that the fringe can be shorter but plz help me layer my hair so that i can style during weekends. Without much hesitation, the barber started processing on my hair.

The time taken for my hair to be cut was real damn short. The outcome was satisfactory but i feel the sides were abit too high. But its much better than my worst thought - too ugly that i needa shave my head. The barber handed me my free comb and i walked out thanking them, in my mind thinking if i look okay with this new haircut... ...

April 07, 2008

赶场

Ytd was a busy day for me because i had to rush to meet 3 different groups of friends from morning till evening. Lets talk about the morning one, i took a train to Marina Sq to meet up with Wil, 大只and phee for K lunch because Wil just came back from Thailand a few days ago and will be flying for Taiwan today. So yes, the K lunch was satisfactory except that i get to strain my vocal cords a little by singing the more difficult songs like 你是我的眼 and 一眼瞬间.

After K lunch i rushed to vivo to meet up with my CPMC colleagues. They basically went sentosa that morning to celeb farewell for 大牛who will be going for his BMT recourse. But on my way to vivo, they told me they were coming back from sentosa hence sparing me a trip to sentosa. I guess the sentosa trip has turned them into lobsters as they were so freaking red after much exposure under the sun. Had lunch with them till evening where i rushed to meet up with my lower sec classmates.

First met Jas at Harbourfront MRT and then the rest drizzled in. The turn up rate was disapointing but the most impt thing is, i am not the organiser so its not in my scope of concern. We had dinner at James' fave Whitedog cafe which cost us quite a bomb but its ok. Oh well, i can tell that my e5 exclassmates were still relatively the same so theres not much to comment about.

After the dinner i went home to watch my fave 超级星光大道2. Today and tml on off. Yes, clearing off by order of snr medic. Now i fuck care bout manpower problem in e med ctr for this month coz its clear off month. I've done my outfield oso le. So yeah, later got driving lesson. Ciaos.

April 05, 2008

I Cooked Fish & Chips !!!

Ok, i confess i am a great cook. Haha. Yeah rite. I prepared dinner tonight, which was fish and chips. This is the first time i am trying to cook this and it turns out to be a success. I basically transferred what i learnt on TV about cooking chicken cutlet on the frozen fish bought from coldstorage and it turned out fine. Yay!

April 04, 2008

Firefly + Rejection

Just came back from a 3 days outfield at Simpang area. It is always excrucinating for me to go outfield for i cant stand the boredom and deprivation of both tangible and intangible comfort. Nonetheless, it widened my "myopic" sight and experience as i got to, for the first time in my 19 years of life, come in contact with Firefly ! The occasion occured around 7pm during my first night out there as i was resting in the tonner facing the bush. As the sky darkened, i spotted specks of lights appearing on and off around the bushes. Upon closer observation, these lights started to fly about randomly only to my realization that these are actually fireflies. These beautiful little creatures never came across my thought that they exist in Singapore, a relatively hot and humid habitat. They were actually smaller than i thought, or perhaps they were smaller version due to the harsher condition here. But these little shining creature served as a form of consolation to my "terrible plight" of being stuck outfield.

I got back home only to find a letter lying on my study table. Upon opening it, i got a letter that reads disapointment into my eyes. Its a letter from MOE telling me that my application for the teaching award is unsuccessful. At that instance, i just stared at the letter blankly. I was rather surprised, after that, with my reaction for i felt no dispair nor disapointment. Perhaps i did not take the application too deeply, or perhaps i was too numb. But still, it took some time before a little disapointment set in. Its not for the money but for the recognition, pride, honor and prestige that matters to me. I think my friend and colleague Kenneth has a high chance of getting it for he is more charasmatic than me and can better express himself to impress the interviewees. This natural charisma is a very vaulable asset of his which i do not have. It is hard not to feel a little sour if he gets it and not me despite my "better academic results" but as a good friend of him (i treat him like my bro) i truthfully congratulate him and wish him the best. I will be happy for him, really. As such, i should now work learning to put this chapter of my life to an end and carry on with my life, you know, move on. As i said in my MSN nick, I didnt manage to get it, but its ok...人总要从挫折中学习更坚强 .

Am going for a long break soon. I took off on monday and tuesday hence i will only return to work on wed. Long weekend. Perhaps i need some time to take a break, reflect on my life all these while before recharging and moving on. Yes, move on, I WILL move on...