Today's NE day obviously sux lar. Arrived at the designated classroom for NE quiz n discussion sorta stuff in the morning. Boring. Den go audi see some SAF talk....ok, really reminded me that my time left b4 entering NS is very very short !!! Pathetic. Then we hav 1.5 hour lunch break....i didn hav lunch e rest of e guys had...so everyone spent the next 1 hr chilling out in class la. 1pm all gathered at e parade square for excursion. At first i tot its gonna b fun but then after seeing the tour guide, i sian jik pua (sian half)...den after hearing the place we r visiting...i sian even another jik pua...meaning i totally sianned 3/4. Haha....lame....n yes we visited padang where i was excited bout seeing ou de yang....as if....n we go labador park...which i visited juz last sunday? Haha....den we go to this PA museum near NUS where i tot it shd b at kallang where e PA hq is....its boring la...n we take class photos there....yar....den we went to visit some temples at race course road which by then everyone sian 99% liao....oh yah....coz our class is spliited so 4 guys including me were wif e girls....we shared e same bus wif another class whom i feel they didn behave well la....esp e boys....is like in the temples rite...dun think they respect e place alot or wad den when e PA incharge is briefing us some of them were like bochap n very restless...i mean...plz show some respect lor. They really remind me of some normal tech boys lor....haiz...shall stop complaining b4 they come look for me for trouble in school...haha....ok...wif dat...cya !!!

Hello guys!!! Yes, after 10 days as yiqin counted, i blogged !!! No big deal. Lotsa things happen duirng e past 10 days but i cant b bothered to update...nvm....currently everyone is in PW mode la...i mean...walau...everyday PW...will go crazy one lor. N i m crazy enuff...so PW aggrevated my craze. Anyway, had OP 1st rehersal today. Well, i juz sux. First to present, i spoke too fast. But thats me, i always speak very fast de. Den i feel like i m debating more than i m presenting la...but wads e diff to me...haha...den someone pointed out that i slanged...dats e first time i know i slang...haha....but nvm...muz gai guo...if not i will sure die like shit during e actual day. Basically i hav alot to present la...and hence i m rushing for time...yup....Oh yah...everyone bombarded thaddeus' group during their turn...i mean during Q&A session, everyone bombarded them wif lotsa qns regarding their presentation. Sorry guys, no offence, but we think u guys r gd enuff for our qns hence we ask.

Days ago i went to applied for S paper....i think i will not get S paper la, but who knows heaven n AJ decides to b kind on me. Other sch 3 Cs can take le...AJ still muz get A...7A1 during Os and B4 for Gp wadsoeva...but still, after consulting like more than 10 pple, i decide to go appeal for it....applied for Phys S paper....yup....again...gd luck to me....:)

Organising 2E5 outing this deevapali....erm...y dat day? dunno...coz no one got sch. Haha....ok la, not a 2e5 outing, juz ask some closer 2e5 friends out for Kpool n Kbox session....and talking bout Kpool n Kbox....being addicted...i m really desperate to engage in these activities la...haha....Cant wait...there r still like 7 days more to go? Today is tue rite...so ya lor, next tue.....heheh.......to my niece n grandnieces of 2e5 reading this...Dun pangseh ur great grand uncle hor...if not i will HAUNT YOU !!!! Muahahaha....Ok...dats all....tml NE day. Well, i heard we r going Padang....perhaps to see Ou De yang reherse for his concert la...oso gd, coz we first to see his real look....but then...40+ yrs old uncle....erm...ya...hahahah.....ok....we shall c tml......Looking forward to holidays n stuff. KBOX !!!! KPOOL !!!! HERE I COME !!!!!!!

Wad a f**king damn shit day is today.....lets see wad i can rant about.

Firstly, J2 farewell....i was "given e opportunity" to b e OIC for e event's duty and i think i hadn been doing a gd job. Well, its my first time being a duty's OIC so i kinda expected that. But this is e only one duty e ava teacher incharge is so kan chiong and i m totally guilty for not doing a gd job. Thankfully e actual event today was rather smooth sailing except for e GP department's performance where their mics r not on and hence cause a little of a panic backstage. Well, i m totally apologetic to that i am m totally apologetic to my other 3 ava members who hav to endure thru such an incompetent and useless leader, that is me.

Secondly, results. Got back 2 papers today. Actually shd be got back 1 paper n know e results of e other. I scored a damn lousy C grade for chemistry and i totally feel ashamed of myself. Fortunately my CA grades were able to pull my overall grade to a B of 61% but still its very lousy compare to many of my peers scoring high Bs and alots of As.....which makes me feel very ashamed of myself once again. Maths....it juz sux....i only got a C grade. 55/100, same as mid yr and its so lousy i cant possibly forgive myself for that. Yes, the maths paper is hard n many hav problem even passing, however, to me, difficult is just an excuse for my lack of practice and hardwork, i m aiming for at least a B and i m utterly disapointed wif my results today. The fact that some are still able to get A for maths make me feel very angry bout myself for my incompetency.

Thirdly, open house. Talking about it makes my blood boil. I hav a freaking b**chy VP dat is e OIC for e event's duty and yes, everyone is down for duty except me. Common sense will tell that this is definitely some personal reason and yes, i hav a big problem wif her, she hav a big problem wif me and hence i can conclude accurately that its bcoz got me no her, got her no me. Coz open hse such a big impt event that is labour intensive, shd require full force of e ava club and yet all but one was down, worse still, e one dats not down, me, is one of e exco n hence shd b down more than others, which i condemn this decision as stupid and makes AVA club a total mockary. No offence, i m juz being direct and this is true. Imagine wad others will think of e club, eh, how come not all e exco is down for duty....and of coz all e finger points towards dat b**ch. Actually i dun mind not attending open hse but e fact that i m part of e adhoc makes my presence important and accounted for. If not for e fact that i dun need to b there tml, i wouldn't even bother but just stay at home n sleep till noon. Haha. And i haven got my open hse teeshirt yet...tml gotta meet at 6.45, we shall see wad happen.

Ok lor, i guess dats all ba. Shall blog again soon since exams over and i hav more time. Things to worry bout for e near coming future:
- PW: Yes, everyone dreads it, hates it, wadeva. WR shd b kinda fix. Now its OP n I&R. So we shall see if we can survive this "ordeal". Haha.
- SVA: Deadline for submission is 16th dec. And we haven even started. As e OIC of this competition, not only muz i worry bout my own team but oso e other team led by Tony. If not i really don't know how to jiao dai. So i hope everyone in AVA giv me their full coorperation and work through this together, hopefully gd enuff to get award. I also hope this is the chance for me to show my "leadership" skills dat i m totally desperate of (yes, i m a control freak and love to lead). Now lets see whos incharge. Muahahah.
- Promos: Haven got back Econs n Phys paper. This 2, i can say i hav more confident that chem n maths. But then, i will not pai chu e possibility that i may flop for both or either of them, lets keep my fingers cross. Econs is very regurgitative, so not much of a problem. Perhaps higher marks goes to those who phrase their answer well, since content is somewhat e same thruout e corhot. Phys, i hope my tuition helps. And yes, e stakes are high.

Once again, its e weekend. Temporarily throw all worries away n enjoy life. Looking forward to Kbox sessions , bowling sessions, K pool sessions wif my friends...lots of them. Haha. And finally, a question to ask all.... ANYONE KIND ENUFF TO SPONSOR ME FOR MY KBOX KPOOL AND BOWLING ?!?!?!?! Hahahaha....cya !!!

Exams over....yeah.....its time to party !!!! Long awaited fun it is.....i cant wait to indulge myself in all the bowling , pool n kbox sessions.....provided i hav enuff money to fund myself then...

Anyway, today's econs was rather ok, compare to past yr promos, the mcq is sligtly easier...case study n DRQ....i juz do without feeling anything....to numb to tell if its difficult or easy....but anyway, i hope i can do well for promos...at least let me promote n continue taking 4 subj....

All right, tml onwards its PW PW n more PW....oso hav to b busy wif other non-academic stuff like open hse...but nvm.....looking forward to Kbox sessions...currently promise 3 grps of friends to go k it out le.....haha...wif dat...cya !!!

I totally hav no motivation to study for econs...perhaps its bcoz its e last paper and that i had had such a long break between it and the previous paper....must really force myself to buck up during the weekend...at least i did something for econs today....but i guess dats not enuff......i dunwan to b e bottom few in class or in school...dats not me...every year i've been pushing myself to maintain my spot as a top few...perhaps this is no longer possible in AJ where i think majority if not all of my classmates are smarter than me n having a far much better portfolio in their sec sch lives....perhaps i shd realize dat there r mountains higher than wad i'm used to seeing and i am just nothing in AJ....i am nothing...i m a total failure in aj...not very gd in studies, not gd physically, not gd in my social life, not a well-liked person in class, not a well-liked person in my CCA, a loner, a loser, a clown, wadeva....at least pple wif results slightly not as gd as me excel in other of these aspects.....sometimes i wonder y m i in aj when i m not welcomed at all...shd i continue to fight on n prove myself...or shd i juz fade into obscurity....promos coming to an end soon and results will b out in a couple of weeks...i forsee myself not scoring well....so wad if i work hard...the problem is i don't work smart...unlike most of my peers...they spend 3 hours and achieve lotsa stuff but i spend 30 hours n ahcieve lesser than them...juz a little small self-reflection in the mids of my promos...

Phys today rather okay.....well....i hope i dun make too much careless mistakes.....i noe how to do most of e stuff but i not very confident wif my answers....dunno...lets see how it goes......

Was rather surprise wif e weightage of topic tested....i m expecting Ideal Gas to b a major qn wif lotsa proving of epxressions n stuff la.....but no...it only come out as a small part of a thermody qn....Was expecting more circular motion qns....but only come out a little bit...haiz....i mean ideal gas circular motion n gravitation are 3very major topics.......and i was expecting potentiometer....but nono....only 1 pathetic mcq qn......instead come out kirchoff law which i screwed up......the rest was rather ok.....mcq did it quite fast.....again....i dare not say i m confident of getting gd grades for phys coz i m very careless in nature.....no garentee.....lets hope i can get an A or a B lor.....

Tml no sch.....e next paper is on mon....econs paper 1 n 2.......haiz.......while others hav alreadi finished their promos.....i m still mugging for econs over e wkend......but nvm.....as an econs rep....i muz say i luv econs....haha....(rubbish).....MCQ i nv ever score well de.....always get juz pass grades for econs mcq.....drq shd b ok.....case studies 1st time do under exam condition....hope i dun screw up......well.....as for now......i shall go slack for a few hours b4 start mugging again.....wif that.....cya !!! N to e rest, gd luck for ur promos oso.....:P

Juz came back from school.......had chem juz now.....one word to say.......



FAIL LE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Die le la.....fail liao....Chem is damn killer la....and i think i today damn suay......b4 e paper....i enter e exam venue den dat stupid door....coz i open wif too much force den i cut my index finger !!! Walau....its bleeding profusly la....and i was like...shit....bad omen....xue4 guang1 zhi1 zai1....den my finger very pain restrict my writing speed....oso affect my thinking.....den i dunno whether is i mental block or e paper is really hard....i cant do all e qns la.....MCQ alreadi got 7 qns not sure.....open ended even worse....redox dunno how to do....rxn kinetics giv me a fuck up graph ask me find order of rxn.....how to find !!! All e values dun telly de...scali e graph not drawn accurately.....fuck.....essay qns r like......die!!!! First qn of all elements dun ask ask me noble gas.....i didn study noble gas la......and the qn on noble gas is not noble at all....its wicked !!! I dunno how to do lor....e ionic equilibria qn i oso dunno how to do....thankgoodness e last organic qn is song4 fen1 de.....if not i really si bu ming mu.......die la....gonna let down myself....let down my tutor....let down everyone who hav high hopes on me......and i was sitting behind 3 pros (tw, cg n peijia) that made me more stressed.....in conclusion....i hav had a FUCK UP chem paper n i am gonna fuck up FAIL IT !!! Waaaaaaa..............

Woke up at 5.30am today to do chem timed pratice...hwa chong paper.....yes....and i m still feeling fresh now....slept at 11.50 last nite.....I think i am really crazy le....wake up so early to mug....haha....wad to do....if not i will get disturbed.....i did badly.....barely pass......i realize my redox sux like shit....bcoz cant balance 1 ionic eqn whole qn get wrong.......sad.....hwa chong paper is demanding....a few days' ago de TJ paper is difficult.....AJ 2003 seems easy as i mentioned last wk......Haiz.....my timed practice results really sux......SUX !!!! This kinda results go promos sure get retained de....but looking on e bright side.....making mistakes during timed practice is still better than making them in promos......so i got more mistakes to learn from.....haha...duh.....nvm.....shall return to my mugging !!! 3 more days....JIA YOU EVERYONE !!!!