Juz came back from K Box Session. Yup, sis 3 & bros 4 except zh went. Arrived at the meeting spot (TPY Bus Int.) rather early, so i decided to shop around the popular bookstore for quite a while. At around 12.05pm, i guess, all arrived and we decided to hav lunch in KFC. Shuyi, shes nuts. She played "murder" in KFC where the victim is none other than a pathetic plate of cheese fries. Yup, i dunno wad she did to the fries and it juz looked like a scene of a traffic accident. "Poor" sc hav to finish the fries for her, which i think he is also quite delighted to. Went to KBox TPY at 2pm. Simin was very excited when we were notified of the room we r allocated to. I joked that Simin was soo excited bout "kai2 fang2". Hahaha. Lame. Sang quite many songs. Time really flies, i mean so fast and its left wif half an hours left. We still hav many songs unsung in the list. So we sing half and axe the song. The grand finale will be the singing of SHE's Super Star. Well, we dun actually sing the song. We screamed the song. Haha. Had dinner at the foodcourt above crystal jade with the departure of shuyi. After the dinner, we sent off the only 2 girls left. So we went looking around the shophouses of TPY central. Gab got his hp card or wadever nonsense from a M1 shop wif a rather weird shop attendent. Haha. Wont elaborate much on it. They went to look at comics and i juz followed. Well, i aint very interested in comics actually. I aint know nothing bout comics. Haha. Ed wants to drag time. So we drag time, as in going home later. So we went lookin around in popular n cd rama as though we hav all e time in e world. 9.15, took a train home. And dats all. Tml we going to orchard. Dunno la, i am juz too bored at home and i will grab any chances to get out of my cage, i mean my house. Haha. Happy holidayz.

Woah, did many things these few days. Lets talk bout yesterday first. Yesterday was the first day of PAE registeration. Accompanied by Edwin Zhihao & Gab, walked all e way to AJ to register JC. We dun really trust the internet thats why we dun register at home. But Alas, we are deceived. Its the same in JC. They juz let u use their com lab to register. Duhh.....Nvm. Got Sims 2. Finally !!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yesh. Finally, i got Sims 2. So spend the rest of the day and night downloading Sims 2 and familarising wif it. Woke up late today. Went online to finalize the pri sch gathering stuff wif yiyang n peow ee. Julia cant make it online. So....nvm. We decided to go bowling in the morning and movie in the afternoon. Cant wait for the gathering. Hope it can be successful unlike last yr where julia n meikuan were absent. Played Sims 2 for the rest of the day. Den at night by giv way to my sis. So i decidec to pack my room at night. Yesh, i cleared all the sec 3 sec 4 books n notes from my shelf, room, cupboard, table, wadever and squeezed them into a big box now temporary located outside at the living room. Well, my room is now BARE. Its sooooo bare that it feels clean. Give me a sense of satisfaction n accomplishment. 10pm, had my weekly dose of Survivor Vanuatu. This episode was damn shocking. I mean, the very vulnerable only guy standing in the game survived the girls. He was expected to go home under the strong alliance of the 6 women. And for some reason, they decided that big mouth eliza shd be out. And then chris formed an alliance wif scout n twala and of coz eliza to take advantage of her vulnerability and voted off the always-flying-under-the-radar leann. That was like, omg. Coz no one is expecting her to leave, so its a big shock. Finally the all-girls' alliance is broken. Woohooo. 3 cheers to chris, the only guy standing. The tide of the game is turned. Thats all today. If you dun understand wad i am toking bout this episode's survivor, den nvm.

Went back to school for PAE briefing today. Well, i expect the briefing to be more detailed and not soooo brief. Haha. So yes, i got my leaving cert which some believed is the testimonial but who cares, and i got PAE's Form A and i nothing else. Nope, haven received the year book that we paid for 4 bucks. Paid KS the money for 2E5 chalet and then went to Mac wif alvin, qiyang n amos. Didnt really do much today. Haha. Tml is JC 1st 3 months registration day. Sad. I haven churn out the list of 12 JCs that i wanna attend. I mean how the hell can you choose 12 that u are qualified for from only 17 JCs as compared to P6 when u have to choose 6 out of like 169 sec schs. So i guess i am having a tough time priortizing the JCs i want to attend and that fits the list. I am only confirmed wif my first choice of JC and thats Anderson JC, the rest......i dunno what to do wif them. Sigh. So these are the JCs i considered. They are: Anderson JC, National JC, Nanyang JC, Temasek JC, Victoria JC, St Andrew JC and 2 others which is not so much being prioritized: Serangoon & Catholic Dun really know how to rank them in the list, thats giving me the headache. Gonna make a trip down to AJ tml to submit form A. Hope i can get into AJ. I dunno, i may seem to be at a safe spot but things r unpredictable rite. DUnno. Duhhhh.....

Holidayz.....must spend it well rite. Plan to keep fit during this short holiday. Hope i am discipline enough to do so. Haha. So these r my plans: Jogging 3 times a week at the park next to my block. Play Table Tennis until my hands drop. No la. Kidding, Play bowling !!! I luv bowling. 100 Sit ups n push ups everyday. I dunno if i can accomplish them. But hope it works. Hope i can like improve my stamina n lose some weight during my holidaz.

ITS FINALLY OVER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OVER !!!!! OVER !!!!! OVER !!!!!! OVER !!!!!! Yesh, i am some kinda mad rite now. ITS FINALLY OVER !!!! OLEVELS IS OVER !!!!!!!!!! So happy. But hor, i am now at a loss, i dunno wad to do after olevel is over. Hahahahhaha. Gotta enjoy life. Gotta play, yesh, play like shit. Hahahhahahahahaha. I SURVIVED !!!!! I SURVIVED OLEVEL !!!!!!!! Ok, enough of this, better not carry on b4 the ambulance stuff from woodbridge start knocking on my door.

26 hours 15 minutes more to END OF O LEVELS !!!!!! So near........yet so far........... Arhhhhhh !!!!! Continue study chem liao ...... -_-!!!

Things I Want after O Levels: 1. CHALET !!!!!! 2E5 Chalet !!!! 4E2 Chalet !!!! Hougang Chalet !!!!1 <---- duh...... 2. K Box : Sing until peng sang (*peng sang = collaspe) 3. The Sims 2 : Popular sell at $54, so if i use my popular card membership, it will be $48.60 4. A Navy Blue Cap, preferably Nike or OP or Converse 5. L1R5 <> 6. New Handphone !!!! Nokia or SonyEricson 7. Movies !!!! Lotsa Movies ....watch wif my friends of coz 8. Outings & Gatherings !!!! Outing with bro 4 n sis 3, Outings wif my 2E5 buddies , Gathering wif DQPS P6/1 2000 Clique !!! Lotsa OUTINGS !!!! 9. Enter AJC in 2005 !!!! 10. A sweater wif a "rain cap"...dunno wad izzit call, u noe the those wore by Jay Chou and Slyvester during the SI Asian Pop night. 11. NEW TRACK SHOES !!!!! Nike !!!! 12. LOSE WEIGHT !!!! Hahaha. Mission Impossible 13. New Bermudas.....those that covered 3/4 of ya legs ya know. Hahaha. 14. New School Bag !!!! My current sch bag is torn and tattered and it has been "tortured" for 4 years. Sigh 15. New Hairstyle, new image, a brand new CMH !!! U know, those very cool very shuai image...Ya, Thats rite. (Does this means i need to go EXTREME MAKEOVER ??? Hahaha ) 16. erm....cant think of any liao, i will add on when i can think of somemore. In Conclusion, CMH is very very greedy and seems to want everything from the world. Haha. Someone save this deprived kid (me). Grant me my wishes. Hahahahah.

Finally !!!! Finally there will be a 2E5 chalet. All the credits must go to KS, thanks alot for booking the chalet and making it possible. So all ex-2E5rians, the chalet is from dec 15th to 17th, so see ya all there. I have start planning my holiday schedule. I mean its one more week and Olevel is over. However, as far as i want to enjoy the long-deserved holiday, i must not divert too much as i still have Olevels going on this week. So, i shall not be too carried away. Shall talk bout e holiday activities after Os.

Its finally a break from the hectic schedule of Olevels examination, or should I call it, bonus time to study for the remaining papers. 4 more papers to go (if Paper 1 n 2 r considered as 1 paper). 4 more and i am done wif it. Well, as the days progress, i find it harder to concentrate when i study for any papers. There seems to be a very very WRONG thought telling me that "hey, why study so hard. Olevels r suppose to be easy, juz giv it ur 80% and u will be fine". This thought has been pestering me for a very long time. However, if you know me well, i am someone who will put in 120% of hardwork in anything i do. Well, although my results dont show, i value the importance of the process of hardwork and not the fruit of labour. Well, seems noble of me to say that but thats what i personally believed. Imagine living life meaninglessly and aimlessly, everyday eat and sleep and do nothing, its terrible. At least you have something to study and do to keep you occupied, you may find it tiring, but at least you live your life with an aim or goal in mind. I often feel guity of myself when i take a nap in between the process of studying or sleep early in the night. I somehow develop a sense of guilt that i am not spending enough time on my studies and i ought to be more hardworking. This inevitable sense of guilt has revealed my incapability of putting loads down temporary and it is definitely detrimental to my psychological well-being. I am soooo miserable. Well, I am born a pessimistic, always looking at the bad sides of things. Although i may seems "optimistic" or "noisy" or "very out spoken" or "cheerful always wearing a smile" or wadever guy infront of u guys, I am actually a very pessimistic guy who shuns from the outer world when i am alone. I dunno which is my true self and which personalitiy is actually a mask i am wearing. Thats confusing. Perhaps i have what its called a dual personality.Guess me trying to act normal may seem to be perceiving and deceiving myself as well as the others. Well, i am a weird guy indeed.

Arh.......Bio Paper tml. Yesh, i hav been studying bio for the past 5 days trying to squeeze in every single crap of stuff into my brain but i guess these attempts are futile. Sigh. Haha. I wont say i gave out hope on bio but its a subj i feel i shd score for. Well, every subj is an opportunity to score, depending on whether i went to seize the opportunity anot. But i must not let myself down, must not let Mr Yeo down, must not let Mr Chua down. Yesh, therefore i conclude i will do all that is necessary to get that A1. Yeah rite......i am hopeless !!!!! Tml paper in the afternoon leh. First time having a full paper in the afternoon. Its like 2pm to 6pm? I scared i do half way fall asleep take afternoon nap leh. How ?!?!?!?!?! Haha. And this time slot applies to all the 3 Sci i am taking. Arh !!!! I cant stand afternoon paper !!!!. Why muz it be in the afternoon when i am so freaking tired and slackish (is there such a word?) and irritated and unfresh and restless and lazy and wadever. Yea, u all will think that i shd shut my mouth at this pt of time. Whose fault? Mine? Cambridge? Wadever. Bio...........think positive, actually. This will be my LAST bio paper in my life, perhaps. So, rejoice !!!! Yeah, how hypocritical.

Time seemed to have pass so quickly. Before i know it, 1/3 of the Olevel exam is over. Wont comment on how well i have done. For no reason, i produced some kinda class video wif the photos available in e class web. Haha. Quite lame. So wont talk about it. The 2E5 chalet would most probably be a failure. No one wants to book it. Sigh. Guess there wont be any 2E5 chalet this year and forever then.

SS IS FINALLY OVER !!!!!!!!!! ARHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BURN SS !!!!!! Yeah ! Cool man. Social Studies is finally over and for the rest of my life I WONT HAVE TO TOUCH SS ANYMORE !!!!!!!!! I feel like burning all my notes but i feel that those are painfully written notes n shall be passed on to my sis. Haha. Cant bear to burn them. The paper was okay. Thanks to my Cath high friend, his teacher helped to spot topics and i follow according to his prediction. And POOF! All the 3 topics he spot and i studied came out !!!! Lucky rite. Haha. Gotta thank him. Quite afraid of my links coz if they r down, my whole paper is down. Sigh. Gotta pray. Anyway, i dun care if i fail or wad, SS is finally out of my Life. So its worth celebrating, at least for this once. So its down to all e other papers that shd be easier to study as compared to SS. I dun like memorizing work. I hate memorizing. And SS is about memorizing. So i dun think i will be taking Humanities anymore in JC. I prefer thinking subjects. Haha. So gotta work hard for e other papers n hopefully u all can see my on stage next yr. Haha. Jokin. But if i am given e priviledge n chance to, i wont hesistate to accept it. So gd luck guys.