Wa...i am so damn sian....its long weekend and i'm buried in a sea of homeworks !!! I hav tonnes of homework and i juz cant gather enough morale or enthusisasim to finish them....not even feeling like touching them.....GP essay was the most pertruding task for this weekend ba...coz need to hand in on mon...and such a perfectionist like me cant figure e best way to present my answer...i mean write my essay....so i m really sian.....

Anyway...had OP workshop today...not bad...i mean its rather enriching...however....suayness hav nv strike me like today...we were sitted according to our grps on different tables each wif a number...our grp is table 3....as far as we tot that the trainer is going by table number 1 to 5...such that we r safely e 3rd grp to present....he gav a twist to it and my grp bcoms e first to present...guess wad....i am e first speaker !!!! Meaning i am the first person out of e class of 24 to present....so damn nervous i was and i think i screwed up my presentation....i was like stuttering all over....kept on desperately looking for reference n stuff....i m dead meat :( Anyway, at e end of e workshop e trainer still gav me rather okay comments...perhaps to giv me some face but i dunno....Oh yah....we had an uninvited guest for e workshop today....a HORNET.....damn it....i am most afraid of insects and this bloody hornet juz fly in n start creating chaos within e class wif its bull-like charging.....and i revealed my fear for insects as i kept on dodging....sad....i m so shi bai....haiz.....wad to do....i m born to b afraid of insects wad....lol

After e workshop e 3 cca heads n 3 secrectarys (including me) in my class went for some stupid CCA head talk...i think its a waste of time for me to go...i mean wads e use for secrectarys to attend when he is addressing the matters concerning CCA heads.....but its a rather nice scene when in e middle of e talk 6 pple juz barge in in a straight row .... lol .... den i think we captured e rests' attention....:) But anyway....all i want to say is...my role is insignificant and it doesn matter for me to attend that talk or not....remember i once said .... i am NOBODY and in NO POSITION to make a stand :)