Hey guys, i'm back again. The past one week has been abit slack for me in camp. We did our 16km on monday and IPPT on friday. Apart from that i dont think we have anything major. Oh yes, not to forget i did my first guard duty at the ammo dump (i dunno how to spell, but it sounds something liddat) on tuesday night. Well, at least time past very quickly and before i know it, its 2 weeks more to POP. The real hell will start in a few weeks times when i was posted out to my new unit. Anyway, the commanders were really kind to us during OC evening. They served us food like those cookhouse aunties and uncles!!! This put us recruits in a difficult spot, i.e. nan2 zuo4 ren2. Haha. The OC muster parade earlier in the morning of OC evening was sorta...yah...haha. I managed to scrape thru with my fucked up uniform without receiving any confinement or show parade when our OC did a check for every single one of us.

Anyway, my NUS letter arrived late. Just when i thought it is not and never going to arrive, it came yesterday evening when i opened my letter box. To my dismay and expectation, i didn get into my first choice - chem eng. Rather, i got into sci. I have to confess i really like sci but i do not know how do sci fac students get into their area of specialisation i.e. majors. But then if i can get into NUS chem eng it would be the best coz its such a prestigious course. I lose it to many of my peers who got lesser A lvl distinctions than me bcoz my GP fucked up. If not for my GP i could hav gotten in. Now i have to chose b/w NTU chem eng, which is less prestigious, and NUS sci. Maybe i shd appeal for NUS chem eng. Shall take some time to think bout this.

Anyway, I realize i hav this specialisation in making enemies with pple. Haha. And i've made one a few days ago...some idiot who sleep next to me in bunk. For no reasons u call me fucked up and "becareful". Hey dude, i mean moron, if you think i am fucking fucked up, look at yourself first. Who is more fucked up? For no reason you keep on attend A, B, C until Z, talk like no body's business during marching, in the file, even when the command says DIAM. Look at your fats growing all around you, look at how fucking untidy you were, all your fucking shit thrown all over and all around your area. Look at how fucking lazy you are everytime juz sleep sleep and sleep...liddat still want to go OCS bcom Lt? I doubt you can even pass your IPPT. Lets see who is more fucked up. This kinda fucked up lazy, bochap, "i'm living in my own world", "i'm the biggest", heck care attitude? Haha. So you are rallying for the whole platoon to fuck me...you can succeed bcoz u r more sociable than me, but your fucking attitude and upbring wont land you anywhere good, fucker. So stay out of my way and i wont see your fucking face in 2 weeks time...neither will i let you see mine. Haha, i apologize to other readers for my harsh words against some bastard but then yar, it is really saddening, maybe i will reflect on my part but if this fucker thinks he is "totally not in the wrong", he better fucking think also. I doubt anyone in my platoon can find my blog. I didn disclose it to anyone yet. So yar, if anyone can find it and inform that fucker bout what i wrote bout him, i am impressed.

Anyway, can anyone out there plz help me decide on my uni decision. I really dunno what to do. Shd i appeal? The chances are slim...argh...maybe i shd take double major in sci? Dunno lar, go hav breakfast le. Today book in quite early. Ciaos !!!