I dread sunday night for it is book in time.

Everytime at this point of time i hav a reluctant feeling to return to camp.

All i wish for now is ORD...which will take place 2 years later.

I want to get out of army asap...but there is this incomplete duty to serve the country.

I want freedom.

Life as a trainee now is, perhaps, turning for the worse...

Night training every day, higher emphasis on discipline and stuff, controlled practice, 16G...

Hopefully i can make the best out of it...

Hopefully i can survive yet another week to the next bookout.