Today's econs workshop was rather okay, just that it gets abit draggy at the end. Well, at least i learnt something, which i will hav to apply tml's especially coz tml's part of the workshop is a case study timed practice. Freak. Stayed in the library to study after the workshop coz its raining and also got afternoon PE at 3. Was rather disturbed by this group of J1s that talked so loudy in the library. Such to speak that another guy from my front table has to ask them to keep quiet. Haiz...

I do not know why i am so sian today...today is like extra lethargic lar. Like as though my life is going to end tml or something. Touchwood sia. Maybe it is because today whole day rain. Maybe its bcoz today is 666...but i am not that superstitious so wont sorta believe in it too much. Well...might as well go sleep early...but its only 9pm...sian. Week 2 of hols almost everyday muz wake up early like normal sch days sia...mon got GP at 7.30, today and tml got econs at 8, fri got med checkup at 8.30...so sian...MSN oso no one to chat with...everyone see me online all siam liao...coz too irritated by me chatting with them. Muahahahaha...

This weekend World Cup starts le. I hav to say i am an extraordinary guy who dont watch soccer. I know nuts about it. But i know brazil is gonna ski thru again like previous seasons...maybe this time got some big surprise as claimed by England...lets see if they can even make it to the final 4...this yr alot of newcomers sia...and the way they group the teams can roughly tell which 2 will enter de lor...unless there is another "senegal history" repeating this yr...but to call it a history somemore when it didn even appear in this yr's list. Hahahaha. No wonder it is history. Nvm...who am i to critic about world cup and soccer when i dun even hav much interest in it. Maybe this yr more interesting coz got robot dance and wadsoeva...yeah rite...but me may be supporting argentina ba...dun ask me why...even though i think brazil will win again...oh well...we shall see.

I've been following my study plan as accordingly and thats good. However, i m skeptical about the effectiveness of a study plan. Don't know. For example i am supposed to study differentiation, 1st order DE and applications of differentiation today...and how did i study...juz by reading the notes. Even idiots will know such way of studying maths = can go and jump down from building and eat shit...well...i juz dont have the motivation to try many many questions until i am 100% confident about the chapters. I dont know why...since sec sch i hav been abnormal in the way i study for tests and exams...and the result...people score better than me. Is it because they are smarter than me or is it because i didn study smart? There is a high probability both applies on me. Why do i hav to study the shit out of myself and still get mediocre results. I juz cant adopt the way other people study coz its juz too taxing on my brain. Maybe i am not putting enough efforts in my studies...i am juz a good for nothing idiot who juz happen to make it to JC...i am juz someone who seemed to know my topics well but on actual fact hav absolutely NOTHING inside my brain...they are juz coconut juice. I am juz overpowered by my insolence, my laziness and my poor attitude towards study...perhaps i am on my way to self implosion...i am in the process of self destruction...

During phys lecture today, the lecturer showed us our performance for phys common test 2...apart from showing us how badly we've done in terms of classes, he finally showed the top 30 students list...bcoz its too small and too fast, i cant get to see whos in the list (i hope i'm on it)...but he zoomed into the top 10 students and i saw all e students are from those trip sci classes n fmaths classes one. Suddenly i'm very motivated to make my name up there in the list of top 10 phys students....although i've scored an A for the recent common test, dun think its enuff to put me up there, hence i muz strive hard to make sure i secure a firm A, i.e. at least 86% ... quite far from my current grade but i will try...my class alreadi got someone top e college in a particular subj le (i wont say who coz everyone sure know who he is) ... i shall b e next...of e 4 subj i m e most confident in phys...its time i make a name in AJC...i wanna show everyone that a non phys spaper student can oso achieve gd grades in phys...wanna show everyone that PCME students r oso gd in sci, not necessary trip sci or fmaths students...i wanna prove myself...1 month later during Mid Yr, the challenge is on...

Today everyone in school is given half day. Why? To celebrate the success of the college's Vball team and Bball team. Is everyone happy about the half day? Dont think so. Reason? We are expecting a full day off, not just a half day that lies on the one of the shortest days in the time table, i.e. Wed, plus after which most of us have cca commitments and hence after CCA, there goes our half day and we r home as late as usual again. What conclusion can be drawn here? I dunno, find out for yourself. However, while the school admin and teachers are doing their best to find a suitable day to giv us a break (i dunno if they did), whether full day or half day, we students need to know how to jian4 hao3 jiu4 shou1, i.e. we shd accept what is given to us coz at least its better than nothing. Nonetheless, i still managed to reach home a little bit earlier than usual which i feel i've wasted it off by taking an afternoon nap.

Seeking my private tutor's advice to do out a study plan for the coming june holiday, i've found out that i have infact alot of things to study during the hols, alot to catch up to, after i've finish doing the plan. This is bad. I know some people out there hav already started mugging for the mid year common test occuring approx one month later, but i've not yet started !!! I ought to start studying but I've been trying to convince myself to delay the starting time till the start of holidays. I wonder if this will hinder my progress of studying. Nonetheless, i've charted out what i need to study for each day and thus its all down on my self-discipline now to follow what i've scheduled. I have high expectations on myself, so do my tutors hav on me. I cannot disapoint them, hence i should be motivated to study. But where hav all my motivations gone to i wonder. They just dont seem to appear at the appropriate times, esp when i need them most. I shd also start doing those 2005 prelim papers i've bought, whether its chem, phys or maths...its time i shd start on them. I shd also have the self discipline to sit down and attempt them seriously like a mock exam. So lets hope all these self discipline do surface during june hols. Jun hols very busy though, have tuitions, remedial lessons, stupid cca camp, ns medical checkup, workshops, etc. Therefore time management is crucial here. I think i can stop thinking about outings and so on during the hols...JC2 is no fun, its serious matter.

I am starting to be very afraid now. Afraid that i cant manage to keep up with the schedule, unable to finish my homework, unable to meet the demands of workshops, tuitions, etc. Haiz...2 days more, we shall wait and see.

One more week to holidays !!! Lol !!! How exciting can that be. But that also marks the start of intensive mugging session for mid year. Whatever. Don't think i will elaborate much on what happened during my more-than-one-month of dissappearance from the blogging world. Basically the same reason, too sian to blog. Furthermore, my main computer spoil, now using my father's laptop. So yah...that means no printing n no scanning...but there is always e school free printer to take advantage of anyway. Hahaha.

Juz now during dinner i saw Jolin's Wu Niang MTV. Its so damn cool. Although the song sux as a whole (no offence), but the way Jolin's dance step and the music and the computer graphic effects blend together, i can say its splendid. Shd watch u guys ok. I watch until nose bleed. Haha..jkjk...not that kua zhang...but there is this wow factor that will really impress u until i dunno how to explain.

In a few min time gonna watch singapore idol. Cool !!! Cant wait for the showcase of talents from both the good ones and the not-so-good ones. Haha...at least a way for me to vandilate and stuff...muz "open the trap doors and feed the aligators" ma...if u guys dunno wad i mean go refer to CJC GP Compre Prelim 2005 the 2nd last paragraph of passage A. Hahaha. Ok, i guess i really study until crazy le...ooo...8pm leh...go watch SI le... Hopefully hols got enuff time to blog again...wif that...cya !!!

The Makings Of The Haunted House 2006:

More than a month of preparation, sweat and joint efforts of 2 wacky classes, the Haunted House for AJC Family Day 2006 IS A SUCCESS !!!! Wooohoooo !!!! Its really happy and encouraging to see our seeds of hardwork ripen into fruits ready for haversting. I mean, haunted house, the main attraction of every carnival, and here in AJC, date 22nd Apr 2006, AJC family day 2006. Oh man....

More than a month ago, when our class leader announced that we will be doing haunted house for family day wif 2305....i was like....oooo....can we make it successful? But instead for being pessimistic and skeptical of the idea, we decide to be optimistic and willing to take the haunted house as a challenge. And hence, the preparation for the main highlight started...

It all started with both class coming together to come out wif different committees for different segment and parts of the project. Then, there is the plot. After which, reshuffle of committes to better suit the needs of the project. I am tasked to lead e smallest committe - sound and yes, i relly appreciate this chance to lead a com. Weeks after weeks of meeting, we soon have the detail plan of the haunted house in black and white. While my committe was busy sourcing for possible sound effects, the rest are busy doing props, publicity, etc... Before we know it, it was only days before the haunted house. The reading room was cleared for us to prepare days ahead. Well, i have to apologize i didn really help much in the decoration and building of e house coz i was rather sick then and hav to get MC still....but then...on e last day, i made an effort to help, not bcoz i want to show my face n tell others i oso contribute, but bcoz i feel i shd contribute coz we r part of a team. And soon, (which was yesterday), the whole thing was done. My com test played e music and the effects were splendid. Then, it was dry run wif some teachers like mr pang and mrs soon.. everything went on well, we r ready for the day....22nd apr !!!

Today is 22nd apr...aj family day 2006...everyone gathered at 7am where we hav our final breifing....and then....haunted house started !!! The queue was long thru-out the four hours. Thats very encouraging. Really, everything goes on well according to plan. Everyone had fun (i hope) and yes, majority of our "customers" are impressed. I was doing adver for e day, walked around pulling pple to haunted hse (mostly pple i noe). Well, digressing to e family day on a whole, not that spectacular as last yr but then....who cares as long as haunted hse is doing fine. Went back a couple of times and was happy to see the queue being forever long. I mean its the highlight of e day. Went in the logistic room to "enjoy e screaming of the visitors". Really funny thou....is like everytime we hear them scream, we would laugh....dun ask me why. We even scared a six yr old kid to tears that we hav to evacuate her....well well....4 hours flew real fast....and haunted hse hav to cease operation. Awwwwww.....those still queuing were disapointed. Overall, we made more than 700 bucks that day....gd job guys !!!

Well, every gd thing muz come to an end...i am glad this is an happy end for i guess everyone will always rmb these weeks of effot put into a successful haunted hse for e yr. Very glad and encouraging to hear positive feedbacks from pple who visited. Suddenly no more haunted hse...on my way home...felt a little bit of a loss...but then i'm glad its an happy ending. Once again, i muz thank everyone from 2205 and 2305 for all e hardwork and effort put in....u guys did a great job. I also want to thank my committe - the SOUND committe - Chee, lucia and jinghang....thanks for putting up wif me, thanks for ur handwork and contributions....thanks for making haunted hse a success. Its really wonderful working wif u guys....and to all visitors....thanks for patronizing...hope we didn scare u too much that u will hav nightmares of it forever. Haha. Finally...still....big thank to 2205 and 2305....Haunted House Rawks !!!

3 Cheers n 3 Cheers n 3 Cheers FOR HAUNTED HOUSE

HIP HIP HURRAY

HIP HIP HURRAY

HIP HIP HURRAY !!!!!!

I'm really feeling very stressed....i dunno why....homework seems to be pileing day by day and i start to wonder if i have the stamina to clear them weekly until the A levels. I dunno...alot of things r happening....and before i know or before i try to anticipate them, they flew by just a quick as anything one can imagine. I dunno why i am living my life liddat...its a misery. There were times i want to put all these down...but i cant bear to...and this is e reason perhaps i shd use to encourage myself to continue fighting, that is, i have decent results in class which not all people hav, i shd feel priviledge and hence there shdn b any reason why i m putting them down. However, it is these "decent" results i got that makes me want to get even more "decent" results. Well, people who know me will know i am a perfectionist. Some say horoscope is bluff but at least i believe how it depicts my character as a leo. It is really true. I cant stand being in second place, i want to be first. I want to achieve the best of all, just like the lion in the jungle, the king of the jungle. Putting this in my study context, i cant stand not doing well. Also, i keep aiming to do very well, sometimes way beyond my limitations and capabilities. I dunno why but there is just this burning sensation in me that keeps on tell me that my current decent grades are not good enough and i should go for better grades, perhaps e best ? Take the recent phys wave test for example. According to my term 1 result slip, i got 95% which is 24/25. Its very good i muz admit....infact one of e bests...however, seeing the highest in college is 100% full marks, i start to blame myself why i m unable to achieve that...because of that single qn on angle of polarization which i feel i am still right for that option of answer i choose. But then, perhaps this is my personal problem. This sense of not being able to attain self satisfaction. It is just like water, it can float a boat so can it sink a boat. It can serve as a fuel to push me to do my very best for my prelims n Alevels but it can also destroy me by instilling demoralization within me. How the outcome will be will depend on how i maniplulate it. And perhaps thats the reason i am feeling so stressed. Perhaps the evidences of self destruction have already surfaced and i should take note before things evolve into an uncontrollable state. Well, life goes on....i wonder if i can cope, but one thing for sure....i am feeling real stressed....i want to take a good break to refresh myself...but the current situation forbade me to.....:(

PS: thanks matt, sc n ks for the kbox session today...really enjoy it....thanks lots :)

20 days.....wad a record...really very sian to blog....questioning myself if i still have the commitment to continue this...and i wonder if pple do read...even i myself dun visit this blog often....if u guys out there do read my blog, or at least patronize it opnce a wk or somehting.....plz tag to let me see e feedback...ya thanks....

Got my term 1 test grades....i dunno if its gd or bad....but in my context its bad. I wont elaborate on e good ones coz obviously its A for these subjects....lets tok bout the bad ones....maths....disapointed...fail 3 consecutive stats tests in term 1 and got 55 only....due to e first maclaurin series test that got like 80+%.....my father will kill me coz he expects nothing but A....fortunately enuff i got consecutive full marks for the last 2 stats tests i had in term 2...yup....juz recently....hopefully they will pull up my term 2 grade....as for term 1....maths is hopeless. GP....another headache....got 46....wtf....its like Fail la. Damn it....dunno if i can pass GP anot during e actual A lvl...very scary leh...see so many seniors fail GP this yr for their A level.....i scared i may b e next victim if i dun buck up....haiz.....

Thats enuff for results....basically i muz mug harder la....but then no motivation leh....too much distractions....esp e com. I dun really watch TV....only like e most 5 hours a week....thats pathetic....most of the time i spent either msn chatting or slacking in e room.....sigh....really feel very stressed. Needa really focus....a few months more...before i know it i will b panicking finding time to complete my revision.

Today can start booking dates for NS medical checkup le....i heard stories....yah....e stripped naked n ask u to cough thingy but that doesn really concern me....wad i m more concerned if i will b going alone :( Nvm.... oso....NAPFA next wk....fail le la....haha....prepare to go extra 4 weeks PT for NS le....haha....but i m really concerned bout pple laughing at my incapability during napfa next wk....very embarassing....i noe i can avoid this by training hard and pass e test....but e thing is i train hard but still no results.....anyway...where is e sustained achievement award i shd get for NAPFA test??? I mean sustained failure award coz i fail 3 straight yrs le...this yr will b my 4th....hahaha.....yah....waiting for my award cert huh...haha....ok la...making a small effort to blog...i wonder when i will blog next.....maybe jun hols? Hahaha....ok....cya !!!

Guess my absence has led to much speculations on whether or not i no longer exists in this world. Refering to the previous entry, perhaps one may have the idea crossing his or her mind that i might have died of itch. Haha. Unfortunately, i am still surviving well, surviving the ordeals faced in schools, outside schools, wherever, whenever. Anyway, it is a day worth to celebrate, for in a day time, it will be the long awaited school holidays. Well, it is undeniable that school holidays in singapore, esp in a jc = no school holidays at all with all the homeworks, courses, remedials and tuitions pileling up, at least one feels that it is school holiday and hence bearing a lighter mood in handling these stuff. But anyway, at least we have the excuse to wake up late and that is really a priviledge and enjoyment to have once in a while. Anyway, march holiday is a time to finish my tutorials, go through what i am not clear of in terms of my acedamic work and also, to sharpen my knife to prepare for the ultimate battle that will be approaching in months time.

Tml is the last day of term 1, and it is the shortest day of all. Well, it is because the student council planned some stupid stuff call J1 J2 bonding day and they swap our time table for thur n fri. Well, they r the student councilors, suppose to be the most respected personels amongst the student body, since they have the power to do so, we cant really defy them right? haha. That is call learning to be a good citizen of the nation. Anyway, i digress. My mum will be going to korea tml and my sis will be going for her sec 3 camp tml too. Well, the house will definitely be quieter for this couple of days. However, i see it as an opportunity to really not get disturbed and really bury myself in my studies, hopefully be able to catch up with the rest when school reopens. I am really lacking behind for maths and GP...unfortunately. Haiz...anyone there reading can help me? Haha. Looking forward to holidays...but tml got PE...haiz....sianz....well, thats really wad i feel every day, every hour, every min, every second...unfortunately...

ARGH !!!!!!

DAMN I AM DYING OF ITCH !!!!! HELP !!!!!

Oh man, i m suffering from rashes on my legs and thighs ever since monday and i don't know why. I am suspectting the grass for causing me such misery. We had afternoon PE on monday doing situp and pushup on the field n i am suspecting bcoz of that i got my rashes !!! I tot it will go better after a few days but it has almost been a week and its still the same. I cant take it le !!! Argh !!!! Anyone know of any cure for rashes ? The itch is KILLING ME !!!! Gross....lumps of mosquito-bite-size rashes appearing on my legs !!!! :'(

SOMEONE HELP ME !!!!!

Wheeeeee......i m back from blogging....well, nothin much happen this wk...i shall highlight some more "interesting" stuff.

Firstly, morning PE. Let me tell u, today is sat and my morning PE is last thur...yet i am still suffeirng from muscle aches to the extent that i cant climb the stairs properly nor can i raise my hands...haha...pathetic....william chua la, he made us do those standing broad jumps n pull ups...haiz.....guess i m really WEAK.

Secondly, MOE scholarhsip semina. I m so honoured to b given a chance to attend the seminar held at MOE auditorium wif 23 other alpha list students...anyway...me n those in my class who r involved left class early on fri and took a long n boring 1hour train ride to buona vista at which when we reach there, its raining cats n dogs. Duh....there got lotsa students from other jcs....alot of TJ and NJ. Anyway, i saw my 2E5 niece - ruqing there sitting behind me during the seminar. Haha. Wad a coincidence. Anyway, the seminar ended half an hour early and thus i reached home earlier. Wasnt very informative leh, the seminar...coz they keep tokin bout the 2 more prestigious schoarships which i dun qualify. They nv tok bout e MOE teaching award n merit award which i may qualify for. But its ok, great exposure....and a sense of pride for wearing e aj uniform there amongst e many students in various jc uniforms. Oh yah...got one bunch of girls from one very very gd jc sat next to me and they r juz so restless....felt irritated at times....haiz...spoil my impression on their sch...considering its one of e most prestigious ones in singapore....haha.

Thirdly, i bought JJ's new album !!!! Woohooo....its quite nice. The songs r very JJ-ish. Haha. My picks of e 12 tracks will be track 3 (shu neng sheng qiao), track 5 (yuan lai), track 8 (jin hua lun) and track 10 (ni yao de bu shi wo). Very nice. Hehe. U all shd buy....but dun borrow from me n burn coz i dun recommand piracy. Bleahx...sounds so PC. Haha. Ok la....its sat nite...happy wkend !!!

Its another entry after such a long period of time again...i wonder if people really do read this blog. Anyway, recently had alot of tests la...well at least they are over...and i really spent alot of my time mugging for them...hopefully my "hardwork" will pay off. Well, as you guys can predict, i have had a very busy weekend. Apart from doing hw and attending tuition, i hav to chiong thru 2 electures for econs on inflation and unemployment. Aint really buying the idea of having electure replacing the good old lecturer-infront-of-students lectures coz technology can never replace human beings...the human touch that used to b there is lost via electure, no matter how effective it is to others, i feel it is ineffective to me. This reminds me that i have another wave electure tml.

Had NAPFA trial test today...as usual, i lu zhan lu bai. Should give me a sustained-failure award rite? Haha. But i m real happy i finally pass my 2.4 after 4 long yrs....omg...i tot i was doomed coz i started to slow down since the 4th or 5th round but then as i pass e finishing line mr chua read out 13.09 and i was like so shock i instantly fell flat on the floor (also bcoz i tired la). Haha. Dont laugh, people, i noe 13.09 is such a lousy timing that ur grandparents can ran faster than that but to me...i felt a great sense of achievement...my last timing was 13.55...haha...how cliche. But yes, i finally pass 2.4 !!! At least for e trial...so yesh...very happy. But then that comes wif a price coz i vomitted for e next 15min in e toilet. Hahaha.....see how weak i am. Thats y i say, i can excel in anything except for physical stuff.

Anyway, i spent 30bucks on chem past yr prelims and e maths past yr prelims gonna come soon...which cost me about 15 to 20 bucks....waseh...broke le....still got physics de haven buy...i heard from YY that he spent 90bucks on 3 subjects' past yr prelim....stunned....well, everything comes wif a price i guess....needa invest now. Anyway, Chingay procession is passing by my flat tonight. Woah...cool. Its the first time they had this procession in the streets of a HDB estate and i m so privledged they had it in AMK....furthermore my flat is located along a very small insignificant street that only has one bus service...and they r passing by this street....haha....so cool...later will go down n see....haha. Wif that, cya !!!

Oh dear, i am really getting old. I forgot my ATM password !!! Haha. Long time no withdraw money juz nice today wallet left 10 bucks so wanna withdraw money but to my horror i found out that i've forgotten my password. Bleahx. Thankgoodness i didn go out wif my friends today after sch coz i will hav no money to pay :(. So yah...after visiting zhss when sch ends at 12+ i went home straight...thankgoodness. So i guess i gotta go bank n reset my password tml.

Some interesting things / occurance that occur today. Shall roughly mention them.

1. Phys E Lecture:
The phys department experimenting on some e lecture for the next topic and i was "fortunately" (according to the teachers) picked to do this stupid e lecture. Hence for the next 3 lectures on waves, while e rest r attending e normal lecture, we e unfortunate ones will b in e com lab doing e stupid electure, at which by the end of e 3 weeks hav a test to assess the effectiveness of the lecture. Duh....

2. Past Year Prelims:
I was actually looking for the compilation of 2005 prelim papers from all e jc...however, i dun really want them so urgently but chem tuition wants it asap so i went to e bookshop to ask. So there are a few pple inside e printing shop when i ask the printing lady regarding sales of past yr prelims. So during the enquiry the other pple inside were like stared at me in bewildment and i noe i hav juz portrayed to them a "si3 mugger" image which i dun want to hav. Oh man...even the printing lady thinks so....can tell from all their face....duh....

3. Chem Pract:
Today's chem pract juz sux la. Recently we r doing organic synthesis which involves recrystallising of some organic products like benzoic acid. And the process requires filtering and disscolving, so complicated that i dun wish to elaborate. However, today's experiment was such a failure for me la coz i basically yield NO crystals and i was so desperate to the extent to use some of last week's crystals to pretend that i did yield something. Haha. Thats a form of cheating but wad to do...i really desperately yield NOTHING.

4. Rabbit:
I was walking home today after afternoon pe when i saw, to my horror, an abandoned big white rabbit sitting at the void deck obediently, perhaps waiting for the owner. Then about 3 meters away from it was a toppled box with some seeds and nuts inside which i presume is the last meal that irresponsible pet owner preparef for his pet rabbit. I was utterly shock, not only by the fact that thers a big white uncaged rabbit sitting obediently at e void deck, but also how irresponsible pet owners are. Omg...cny spring cleaning doesnt mean u can throw away ur unwanted pet juz liddat. However, at that point of time i was too shock to react but juz to walk pass it on my way home. Poor rabbit.

5. Gangster:
After a bath, i took a bus to hougang for tuition. On the way in the bus trip there is this young punkish teenager who walked in and sat directly opposite me (i was in a double decker). Then after a while i witness him offering a cigerate to another teenager guy (who looks like a nerd wearing specs) sitting next to him. The two of them r complete strangers. I was horrified. So at the next busstop, which is e one at hougang central, almost everyone on e bus alight except for him, so in fear that he may also offer me that cigar or do anything bad to me, i oso alight.

Isnt it great that you can come out with our own theorem or law or principle? Well, you can...at least i "can", after spending more than 11 years of experience mugging. Haha. Well, people often ask me, "hey cmh, what you do when i go home after school?" and i will reply "well, i go home and slack, nv do hw". And then pple will be like so shock coz i always seem to hav finish my hw and dunno the real meaning of slacking. The truth is, I am a great slacker. Hence, i shall come out with my own laws of mugging. Well, they are quite nonsensical so perhaps if u cant take it, u can juz ignore this post. I am juz blogging for fun. :P

CMH's 1st Law of Mugging:
The Faster You Finish Your Homework, The More Time You Have For Slacking
All of us are given 24 hours a day, 168 hours a week. You cant really add time or substract time away from your life hence you need to make full use of it. Sleeping, eating, bathing, schooling all take up alot of time, shall be represented by N hours. So time left for you to mug or slack in a week will be (168 - N) where N is assumed constant. In the remaining time left, you have to finish your hw and you hav to slack. Therefore (168 - N) = M + S where M stands for mugging and S stands for slacking. If you finish all your homework faster, M will be smaller and S will be larger coz S = (168 - N - M). However, if you slack all the time, then M = 0 hence (168 - N = S) and in this case, you still have to do hw but not this week so the time u use to do ur hw will b carried forward to next week hence for the next week, (168 - N = 2M).
Make sense? Haha. The law applies assuming all factors constant, CETERIS PARABUS. Hahahahaha.

Well, i haven really come out wif e 2nd law n 3rd law n so on so giv me some time to think bout it. Haha.

I realize i've not been blogging for almost a month !!! Ok la, perhaps i fail maths but it has been for weeks and this is my FIRST entry in the new year of 2006, can u believe it?!?!? Haha. Aiya, 2006 once start i alreadi very busy liao thats y no time and no mood to blog. Well, its hard summarizing or recalling what happens for the past 3 weeks ever since the world strode into a new year so i shall not touch on that just to fear that i may bore you to death. Basically why i have the time to blog today is becoz today is thursday and thursday in my timetable is my shortest day. So cool...release at 1.15 but then last thur got some GP test so hav to stay till 7, then e previous thur involve in orientation duty so stay until 4 , so today is my first official thur to be released on time EARLY somemore. Hahahahaha.

Anyway, lets start with schoolwork. GP, my GP teacher change le !!! No longer the good good tay lina...now is a "fearsome" tan LH. Haiz...everyone very afraid of her, then she very strict and demanding so ya...no more slacking for GP. But come to think bout it, this may be good for our GP grades...perhaps its time we wake up from our dreamland and face e reality, really be panicking for GP coz its gonna kill if u dun master it well. Haha. Anyway, homeroom is now at this quiet classroom at the 30 yr old classroom block 1 - 133. Level 3, unit 1. Well, i quite luv this classroom coz its at e highest storey then very quiet and windy so yah...conducive study environment. Lol. Other than that i dun think theres anything else to add other than e fact that workload has become 10 times heavier. I rmb the first day of sch when i got home i juz basically collaspe on my bed, mentally and physically drained. Haha. Muz try to get use to it.

Haiz...wad else to blog about....nothing ba. I am waiting for 27th jan to come coz its CNY's eve's eve aka CNY celebration in school. Will basically be visiting my teachers n friends in zhss. However, i heard that NYJC having xcountry on that day meaning almost half of the class may be late or perhaps wont even turn up for gathering n visiting at zhss. Haiz... sad rite. Then also i heard our most reespected Mrs E Lim left zhss. Haiz....like no more teachers to visit leh...actually hav la but then...haha. Nvm...i m still looking forward to the visitng. Also hopefully hav one kbox session on that day.

Alright, thats bout it. Tml is friday meaning weekend coming...perhaps i wont b blogging for a very long time from now...so if i do happen to lack the time to blog, readers plz dun miss me too much. Haha. Ok la...bye !!!

Countdown....not to 2006....but to sch reopening....oh damn how i wish holiday can be extended....but then...life has to go on....

Tml will be the last day of 2005...2005 has been a crazy year for me...so many things happened...mostly sad things...i call it a year of loss...i loss friendships, i loss trusts from my peers, i loss my position, i loss the gd impression others had on me, i loss the motivation to do well, i loss alot of things...and also, e saddest of all...i loss a family member...

However, i hav to look forward and continue wif my life...things do happen for a reason...i believe...perhaps they happened to allow me to learn...learn something that cannot be taught in the textbk...something that is invaluable...learn how to cherish what i hav now...

The end of 2005 brings me to another personal slogan: "Reflecting The Past, Anticipating The Future" I believe we shd reflect on what has happened this whole yr...pick up valuable learning points and then move on...anticipate challenges in the coming future...so that we can be better prepared against them...so that we can show our best...so that we can become a better person.

Once i stepped into 2006, it will be another personal slogan as mentioned in e previous entry: "A Brand New Year, A Brand New Me" I want to become a brand new person...i want to change for the better...hopefully i can be more accepting of others, more respectful to others and myself (yes, self respect is impt as if i dun respect myself, no one will respect me coz i dont DESERVE it), more humble and more engaging...these are the aspects i failed to achieve in the past...hopefully i can achieve this coming yr...however, i need the help of my friends...u guys...to help me achieve these...if you are my friend, keep on reminding me to take note of these aspects, alarm me and pull me back to the right track when i deviate, when i m displaying a bad attitude warn me directly just like e chinese idiom goes: dang tou bang he. Please do these to me to help me improve to become a better person. I thank all of you in advance.

With that, i wish all of you, a very happy and enriching new year.

Jingle Bell Jingle Bell Jingle Jingle All The Way..........

MERRY XMAS !!!!!! Woohooo.... yup yup...its xmas and here i m, at home doing HW....how pathetic...but its ok...wads impt is to feel the Xmas mood (i didn really feel it but its ok) Haha

Lotsa things happen in e past few weeks that i wont wanna elaborate...however...since today is xmas...shall wish everyone a merry xmas and a joyful wonderful new yr ahead...

Now i would refer u all to the wishlist...i m glad to announce i had received or achieved the following as "presents" --- Physics Alevel by Roger Muncaster, a new sling bag for outing and finally....A NEW HAIRSTYLE !!! Hahahaha....shd b very thankful for receiving these...from my family members (coz they financially can afford)...so...haha...

A new year is approaching...i hope and would really like to welcome it by embracing a new personal slogan--- "A Brand New Year, A Brand New Me"

Once again....MERRY XMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YR !!!!!!

I m starting to worry bout my holiday hw...omg....left one whole chunk to be completed in less than 3 weeks....die la....here r the updates on my holiday HW:

Physics 100%
Chemistry 100%
Econs 0% (Haha...22/05, see ur econs rep oso so slack de...cant imagine rite)
GP 5% (for cutting out relavent freaking news article but dunno how to deal wif them)
Maths 80%

Went to watch Campus Superstar 3rd Audition at J8 yesterday....it was as crowded as 1st aud but at least all those who went up stage hav at least abit of talent n quality...well...they r e top 60 n thus there to b chosen as top 20....guys only got 24...pathetic...but most of them qi gu xiang dang la...stood there until backache n legache...haha....den saw alot of zhssrians la...most of them from NYJC n they were there to support their NY pple....haha.

2 Finales in a week...yup...mon was survivor guatemala finale n juz now was amazing race 8 finale...i am glad to see that the good pple win...yeah !!! Its rare to hav e perceived good characters/contestants win u noe...haha...esp when e villians played a more aggressive game n hav a higher chance of winning. Haha...well...nothin else to blog bout le...cya !!!

My goodness....wad a miracle i finally blogged !!! Hahaha....ya...havent been blogging for more than a week as though i m MIA. Ironically, this is holiday hence i shd hav more time for blogging but then...who cares...yes...i m busy...busy playing Maple...haha...i m quite a late starter n its like e maple craze was like dying off but its ok wif me...i m having fun...i hope u guys do also. Haha. There was so much to tok bout but i really dunno where shd i start from....hmmm...let me see....nothin much...hahahaha. Pengz. Ok la...at least that freaking SVA competition is over...so i will b officially an inactive CCA member from that day onwards. Then phys tuition started...lotsa hw...starting on simple harmonic motion which is kinda confusing at e start but i think i m starting to get it....wadeva...lol...holiday hw pace seems to slow down ALOT....omg...i really needa find time to complete them...still got alot !!!! hahaha !!!! Oh yah...julia flew back from china so pri sch clique of 5 can hav outing again !!! Wad else....hmmm.....nothin much though....next wk got 2 finales !!!! So excited...tml which is monday got Survivor Guatemala Finale...will b watching it b4 going tuition at 7....then wed got amazing race finale...woah....great week ahead...plus more mapling more fun !!!! Wheeee....seems like i m zi-high-ing but its alright....juz a little update on myself for e past 2 weeks....wif that...cya !!!!!

Argh !!!! I juz cant understand Keynesian theory.....i've been listening attentatively during lectures n i tried to read the lecture notes but still....i catch no balls....haiz....liddat how to do Keynesian Theory essay questions???? At this point in time, i m asking myself a question that i shdnt have asked...why am i taking economics ??? Perhaps i juz take it as a 4th subject after maths phys n chem...perhaps i hav no confidence in continuing taking bio or fmaths...perhaps bcoz its said that PCME is e best and most useful combination...seriously speaking i dun think i m gonna do anything to do wif economics when i get into uni...if i have a choice...furthermore for e past one whole yr i m only treating econs as a secondary subject and doesnt really give it the full attention i gav to e other 3 subj...apart from GP....oh well...i shd considered myself fortunate to at least get decent grade for econs despite e lack of attention given to it...well well...perhaps i m juz like most teenagers...that is...to follow the trend and follow the pathway that most pple choose to walk and oso, confirmed safe to walk...i dun really like to take risk and try something fascinating...i like to play it safe...is this stagnenting my internal and character growth ? Wadeva....argh...lets hope i can quickly get thru these econs hw....i m so freaking sian

Yoz yoz all....sian...holiday is getting sianner day by day....no one wants to go out wif me :(

Pple either go to work or they hav their own grp of friends to go out wif....i m sad n lonely at home. Haiz....well, firstly, i dun hav a rather tight grp of friends or stuff...other than pri sch clique of 5 which i think they will oso b tired of me. I used to b very close to this grp of friends from my sec 2 class...but then after we got to sec 3, sec 4 n then to different schools, these grp of friends got their own clique n stuff...haiz....sec 3 sec 4 i dun really hav any very close grp of friends... maybe bcoz i m too busy mugging or maybe bcoz i dun share any common interest wif e rest of my classmates....in e end who suffer...me!!! Haiz...jc...i tried to change n b more sociable but then it things doesnt seem to change alot....well well...perhaps i m born a loner....

Perhaps i shd get myself a job...i was thinking of giving tuition but i dun think i qualify. Haha...maybe next yr after graudating from AJ. Dont think i m suited for jobs like counter or cashier or waiter or stuff....even my mum ask me to giv tuition to earn some pocketmoney during e holiday...haha...wad else can i be....perhaps nerds like me is only suited to b in e education career....

Talking bout career i think my future seems very dark...i dunno wad i wanna b....i plan to study chem engineering n be a chem engineer....but those big companies will only employ u if u r really very gd...meaning average chem engineering students wont get a job easily....i dun think i wanna study accounts or econs or commerce or business so i m ruling out office jobs....i dream of working in e entertainment circles perhaps as a radio broadcaster or a script writer or song writer but then...who would wanna employ me....haha....so e last remaining choice will b teaching...haha.

I think i m gonna learn a musical instrument...perhaps next yr after graduating n waiting for NS.... possible instruments are guitar, chinese flute (di zi or xiao) or even perhaps guzheng...haha...dunno leh....musically decline pple like me will hav trouble learning musical instruments but then i really impress me alot to see my peers handling n playing these instruments so well. Furthermore i so old le then pick up an instrument...very malu leh. Haiz...guess i m really stupid not to master any musical instruments.

Lotsa things i wanna do during e holiday...so pple...jio me out for outings or movie or wadsoeva...haha...i m stoning at home....i wanna go kbox....my only interest....i wanna go watch chicken little....i wanna go take photos at places like esplanade or siloso beach wif my very gd friends....i wanna go play badminton.....i wanna go christmas shopping....so many so many....sian argh !!!! Left econs hw, GP hw and maths compilation of qns haven finish....dont feel like doing leh....wad else can i tok bout??? My finger nails ? Yah...its very long liao....as long as mei chao feng's...haha...can practice jiu yin bai gu zhua alreadi....if u noe wad i m toking.....if dunno...watch condor heros...hahaha....ok lor...enuff crapping.....cya !!! nitez

Ohaiyo !!! Zao an !!! Juz came back from running session wif QY. Met at YCK MRT at 7.30 then went for our rounds in the stadium....all i can say is...after months of not exercising....i really weakened alot....can tell when i m running la...anyway...ran 6 rounds in total plus 2 rounds broadwalk...well...i noe its very minimum....too little but i guess its a gd way of starting n perhaps can increase e intensity during future sessions....ya....n coz i didn hav breakfast...after exercising feel like vomiting....e last time i felt that is during 1st 3 months PE. Hahaha....so moral of e story is...always hav breakfast. :P Anyway....i seriously needa keep fit n exercise more....if not history will repeat itself...hahaha....wif dat...cya !!! Me waiting for breakfast :P

Yoz yoz yoz.....me back again for some action....i mean blogging!!! Hahaha...Oh yea, anyway, had badminton-cum-bowling session wif pri sch clique of 5 today...well....not 5 of us but 4 coz julia went overseas. First thing i woke up in e morning at 7.30, i looked out of e window....oh no !!! Its raining !!! Cannot play badminton in e open space :(

So e first person to msg me is mk...i told her i will consult e rest's opinion...then FPE msged me...then i decide to change the venue to the multipurpose hall next to my flat...hahaha....so at bout 8+ 9 i stepped out of my hse den e door of e lift open...wa...chua4 dio (kana scared)...mk was inside e lift...hahaha...den i ask her why she go take e lift she say she came early nothin to do then take lift shuang to 23rd floor then take down....duh....

So e 2 of us proceed to e multipurpose hall to play badminton...thankgoodness its empty. SYY was still sleeping n FPE is on his way...well...the gd thing bout playing badminton in e hall is that we r not bothered by e rain outside...but the bad thing is....we cant hit our ball high....if not it will hit e ceiling n drop down...worse still....bcoz many pple play badminton there previously, plus us then...the ceiling alot of holes !!! Lol !!! I really scared got pple come n catch or e ceiling planks will fall down. Haha. Ok...so after 20min of game FPE came...den we rotate lor...2 against 1....so we played till bout 11 then our VIP - SYY came...sooo early...haha...so its then e yellow shirts vs the whites....i m wearing white so is MK...ya...so hit hit hit...kill kill kill...smack smack smack...pespire alot...wadeva....haha

At approx 11.45 we walked to NYP to hav lunch. Yea...coz its near, convenient and most importanly CHEAP !!! Hahaha...so we went Food junction hav lunch there....i had chicken rice....e auntie nv giv me chicken breast meat instead giv me e back meat....haiz....yalor...i very picky when it comes to food one. :P But anyway, after a value for money lunch, we cross over to grassroot club to play bowling....well...after so long nv bowl...i can really say i SUX at bowling big time...hahaha....always kana longkang...walau...so demoralizing. After bowling we went to play e mini-arcade juz outside cathey bowl....i was hooked onto this car racing game n thruout e journey i was like splirting out vulgarities coz e infront car kept making me langga. Hahahaha.....

Anyway...after all these mk has to return back to sch for some class stuff...so me, FPE n SYY took a bus to our original badminton location aka e open space badminton court next to blk 571 to play another round of badminton...coz e sun is finally shining n we dunwan to waste this opportunity...so there goes another round of badminton n stuff n we played till 4+ 5 when we went home. Got home at 5+, bathed den listen to radio....ok lor...dats basically e day....meaningful n i finally got some "exercise". Tml going jogging wif QY at YCK....hope it wont rain like today....ok...dats all ba....later got survivor....haha....hmmm....nothin else le....cya !!!

COLDDDDDDDD !!!!!!! Oh man....this kinda weather....i shd b hibernating as mentioned in e previous post. But then yes here i m to rant bout wad happened hours ago....went to sch for class SL discussion at 9...i think i saw mr ong on e bus....i m not sure if its him....anyway...i m refering to that tall tall chem teacher in zhss who taught me in sec 2 n sec 3 fullstop. Anyway, discussion was boring...hmmm....i shall not informed u guys about that. So after discussion, i as e econs rep is suppose to get done wif e groupings for econs assignment but then...they let me settle e grping instead of giving them a choice to choose wadsoeva. So ya...it was raining la n suddenly some of us decide to play badminton....so its jinghang n minli vs thad n choonyuan wadsoeva....den weihui joined, i oso joined n stuff....well...suddenly feel like playing badminton....shall jio my pri sch clique of 5 again....anyway...if any of u 5 r reading this entry, don't forget our bowling session this fri ok...haha. So after badminton mdm woon want us to help transport some piles of waste papers n files to e staff room n we had fun doing so using e wheelchair....erm...i mean chairs wif wheels...those in e com lab. Haha. So yes...a few minutes of fun that is. After that some went ikea some went home...i oso went home but da baoed lunch in e way....den i think got accident or wad happened at amk bus int den e whole road congested...."sadly" i m not e victim....so readers dun feel disapointed...haha...den liddat lor...juz now wanna bathe realize towel not yet dry...now drying it wif e fan...this kinda weather sux la....freakin cold....and y i m like writing every single minute detail in this entry....basically to prevent my brain from freezing in this cold weather...now finish entry le....i think i shd go hibernate....if things goes rite i shd b going running wif QY tml n thur...hope weather would b fine n for once giv me HOT SCROCHING SUN....haha....wif dat...cya !!!!

Gd morning........

....e weather damn cold.....

....and the sky is not raining still......

.....dark clouds + cold weather......

......wad a way to start the day.....

......feel like hibernating.......

...................Sianzzzzz

Suddenly i feel like going swimming. I've not been swimming ever since P6. Well, dunno y but last night i dreamt of myself staying in a 1st storey condo wif e swimming pool juz outside my window / backyard wadeva. Dunno...i wanna get myself tanned by next yr. I wanna look healthy rather than a bai zhan ji (white boiled chicken)...but then....firstly...i threw my swim suit long ago...2nd i dunno who to ask to go wif me, not my family definitely...3rdly, i wonder if i still rmb how to swim...4th, i m concern bout how i look...nvm...lets see...anyone free wanna go swimming wif me??? Hahaha...

Some photos taken during campus superstar audition juz now...in compliment wif e previous blog entry :)

Sin Huay on stage singing and entertaining e audience.

Junyang walking past me....*sCreAm*

We were only 1m apart...hahah

Junyang & Sugi interviewing e YCK SS Twins
Kelly, Derrick(centre) & William(blue) on stage entertaining us...its very small i muz admit

Well...if u notice (u shd hav)...i changed my blog skin. Lol. Haha...after using e old lightning one for like 2 yrs...i decide to change. Well...dun ask me why i change it today but i juz feel like doing so. Hehe.

Anyway...e MAIN stuff: I WENT CAMPUS SUPERSTAR AUDITION TODAY !!!!! Ok, i m not there to participate but to see. Yah...thanks alot ot Meikuan who accompanied, really thanks alot if u see this. Anyway, both of us met at AMK MRT station at 11.30 and reached there bout 12. Well, we initially took the wrong entrace by taking e escalator at the new extension...so we hav to walk all the way down again n come up from the other side...e main gate that is.

Anyway, when we reached there, it was quite pack. We managed to make it to the middle front of the crowd after much squeezing and stuff. Thankgoodness we didn get K-ed by other viewers. Well, the contestants....one idiom to describe - Liang2 You3 Bu4 Qi2. There were good ones n there were bad ones....there were more girls than boys and most of them are secondary school students. Most of them rite...are those average singers la...then cannot get thru...i think their voice not mature enough lor....ya...like pri sch girls singing. However some were fantastic. There was this RJ girl who sang quite well n got in...well...i expect her to get in coz she got like some connection wif e mediacorp pple...like ren shi one u noe...so e judge will giv way abit la.

Anyway, e judges are Jeff wang, chong qing, jamie teo n peifen i guess....weird choices of judges but nvm. For the first half of the audition they were quite lenient...but after e short break they start to bcom very strict lor. Alot of can sings de all kana "tehhed" out (teh = sound made by buzzer). Oh yah....half way thru e audition guess who came up stage...SIN HUAY !!!!

She came up stage to entertain us abit. Then came Kelly !!! Junyang !!! William, sugi n Derrick. Wow....thats cool. Me took alot of photos wif my handphone but i think e pictures sux la...my hp cannot zoom...then everything taken so small :( Shd hav brought a digi cam. I called jas then to found out that shes somewhere in e crowd too...but cant find her coz too many pple...and we were quite front though...next to e contestant queue...then there alot of mediacorp pple walking around n we can oso see whos in e queue waiting to go up e "slaughtering stage" la. Haha.

Then suddenly everyone cheered. Me n MK were like...wad happened. Oh...its junyang walking along that contestant queue path. No wonder...then everyone like bochap whos on stage la n start taking photos of junyang. Well...i oso took photos of him wif my not-so-gd hp cam. I quite a few photos of him esp when he is interviewing a pair of twins from YCKSS who sang damn well n got thru...and i was then like only ONE METER away from him !!!! Wow....gd experience...readers out there....r u jealous?? Hehe...and i hav to agree wif Yiqin...his complexion damn gd. Oso we smiled at me twice. Well...we oso waved to kelly n derrick n both of them wave back so yah. Haha...i wasnt that crazy a fan but i juz do so for fun.

Anyway...guess who we spotted in e queue...SOOK LEE !!!! OMG !!! We were surprise n we called out to her. She greeted us with a smile. Guess shes nervous. Then i rmb YY told me that they r not going to see audition...well...they didn know shuli is taking part...so no one to support her except me n MK. But ya...she sang very well wad...she sang Jay's Wa Jie...but sadly e judges dunno how to appreciate then teh her out. Anyway, after standing there for hours our legs started to ache...and my back ache oso...haiz...its like in e middle of e crowd n its so stuffy la...almost wanna suffoscate. Oso there was this stupid tall balding uncle standing infront of us for quite some time who keep waving n stretching his hands n we name him "dat balding tree". Walau he was like blocking e view la...so tall alreadi still wanna wave...then we realize this 50+ uncle is actually waving to junyang....stunned...very irritating but we managed to squeezed infront of him after a while. Oso got this spastic guy keep waving like a sissie n stuff...haiz...

We stood there till 3.30pm when we decide to go lunch. So both of us go Pastamania hav lunch...i ordered spicy chicken linguinie while MK had mediterranian. Wadeva. After lunch we went walking around b4 going back to see audition again. Well..the pack is still there but we decide to stay behind this time where its more airy. Then came my juniors !!!! Woohoo...ZHSS RAWKS !!! Sadly only ONE made it thru n its a guy. Cool...ZHONGHUA RAWKS !!!!!! I saw Anthony from 2505 among the crowd. Wasnt very close to him so didn tok much. Haha. We stood there for another one hour n stuff then until e 5 superstars came up stage n request e audience to shout something to b recorded down n stuff...at that moment...all e cameras went up n hence me n mk siammed off e venue...well...i guess i was filmed quite a few times by e camera man coz i was standing rather infront during e first half....hope they dun show me...i dun look gd in TV.

After siamming i went down to basement to da bao shi lin fried chicken then MK went home coz she not taking same bus as me...after da baoing i oso went home. Well...today is really a fruitful trip n i really kinda enjoy e audition. Its like getting addicted lor n u dun feel like moving away but continue watching despite how lousy some of e contestants r. I dun regret going.

Anyway...here r some schools who hav damn lotsa students participating until e crowd is so damn tired of them...no offence: Yusoff Ishak Sec, St Nick, CHIJ TPY, Broadrick, Xinmin, CCK Sec, YCK Sec, etc. And some songs that r sang so frequent that we feel like vommiting: Cyndi's Dang Ni, Angela Zhang's Yi shi De Mei Hao, JJ's Yi Qian Nian Yi Hou & Hui You Na Me Yi Tian, Junyang's Guardian Angel, etc. So thats all folks....i added some photos but i wonder if they will come out...i will try to upload e rest...wif that...ciaos !!! Bye !!!

Well well...receive news from jolene n ms tay that our grp's WR diskette is corrupted and we need to hand in another diskette. Jolene ask if any of us r free on mon to hand up another disk. Anyway, bcoz i was rather free juz now in e afternoon, i walked to sch to hand up an extra disk. Ms Tay wasnt around so she ask me to hand it in to Mr Yap. Strangely, Mr Yap ask me to put it in his peigon hole which i dun feel safe bout it but who cares anyway. Ok, so that saves e rest of e team of e trouble to return to sch next wk to hand in another diskette unless this one i submitted is oso corrupted. Touchwood.

Juz watched Survivor. Well...it has been a long time ever since i started blogging bout my interest bout this show coz if u refer to past entries last yr....can tell i m really a crazy fan of this show. Anyway, i simply luv today's challenge. I think its fun. Well, juz to describe abit bout e challenge, it involves e players to be hook on to a big ring which runs along the rope. So the long rope is kinda winded , tied, tangle up, wadeva across some wooden constructions so players have to like run thru e rope to e other side la. This involves e players to climb up and down, get under and across which is kinda tiring but fun. Then for e final round where 4 were left, they hav to compete in a 3 storey wooden construction. Wow...imagine tossing, hanging and climbing up n down the 3 storey wooden construction to run along the rope, its gonna b damn tiring. Weak pple like me who even hav problem wif pull ups....i guess i can juz die. Haha. But i think its fun..hope i can try it. Well....if u think my description is not gd enuff...can go www.cbs.com/primetime/survivor11 to see e video clip on e challenge. Haha.

Ok lor...dats all for today. Saiyonara....ciaos.....goodbye

Yesterday went class gathering at Chin Guan's hse...well...suppose to b discussing SL but in the end...we didnt. Hahaha. Met some of my classmates at Sembawang MRT at 4...then e girls go over first while me n thad wait for e guys. In e end only junfan came so e 3 of us go buy sparkling juice as suggested by thad then go Chin Guan's hse. Well...my first time there...so i dunno wad to say. The girls were inside e kitchen cooking dinner, at that moment i m rather skeptical bout e quality but i guess i m too paranoid. Went inside Chin Guan's room where e rest r inside. Chin Guan's sis started attacking thad...well i guess she seems rather feministic coz i think she dun like guys...esp thad. Hahaha. So juz slacked around until 7 when we all gav Lucia a birthday surprise. Oh yah...i oso learnt abit of guitar from thad n peijia but i guess musically decline pple like me find it really hard to master. Nevertheless, i managed to play abit...only abit...of e qing tian intro part which i think its rather a failure coz its supposed to b e easiest song to learn while playing e guitar. Anyway...dinner time...just in time Chin Guan returned from choir. The food was ok n e amount was right this time. Then e girls kana splitted into 2 clans...e pro wang zi bian qing wa and e anti...e pro one watches it while e anti one tried to gather at another side of e hse n try not to watch it stuff like that...wadeva. So continue slacking until 9+ then we hav a class toast....i mean yum seng which i think is rather loud n i hope Chin Guan's neighbours dun mind. Haha. All right, everyone was there except eh....Choon yuan, nicholas n yihua who left earlier. So after class toast den i went home. Managed to reached home by 10 and dats all for e day. Hahaha. Ok..tml going watch superstar audition wif jas they all....hope its a success. Oso stupid SVA dunno when can finish but nvm....now i plan to take e backseat n let them lead themselves coz i shdn get over concerned wif it. I mean though i m in charge but if i get over concern den i will turn nasty or bossy or wadeva u guys can describe me. Burmer....juz now emailed mdm woon asking bout econs hw on behalf of e class...hope she reply. Ok lor...dats all...cya !!!

Siannnn........there is so much things i wanna do during e school holiday....

I want to go night hike !!!

I want to go kpool n kbox wif "2e5 kbox kakis" and e newly found "e2-e3 hcl class luv kbox members" and oso not forgetting wif sis 3 during 4E2 chalet !!!!

I want to go 4E2 chalet !!!

I want to go bowling session wif my pri sch clique of 5 !!!

I want to finish all my holiday hw by nov so that i can hav my dec to play !!!

I want to go running and exercise at least twice or trice weekly to build up on my fitness level !!!

I want to forget about all e unhappy past thruout my school life in 2005 !!!

I want to adopt and embrace a new positive learning attitude for next yr!!!

I want to go xmas shopping wif my friends !!!

I want to organize or have an outing for 2e5 pple coz this yr no more 2e5 chalet !!!

I want to have more outings wif current 2205 pple, 4e2 and 2e5 friends as well as pri sch clique of 5

I want to meet up wif old friends whom i've not seen for yrs, e.g. those for DQPS P6/1 2000

I want to travel around e island tasting all the delicious and famous hawker food around Singapore

Of coz e list is not exhaustive....well....there r really many things i want to do during e holidays n most of them cant b made possible if u guys (my friends out there) dont wish to "help me". Haha..so lets b "helpful" and lets enjoy a wonder holiday ahead !!!

Weeeeee.....so siannnn......haha. Yesterday class chalet....i went there at about 7+ after having family dinner at Tampines Mall....anyway...when i reached class chalet, they juz started bbqing la...then very sian coz nothing to do...so juz stone there until 10 then go home lor. Haha. Well, i got many alternatives, i can take feedle bus to Tampines then take 22, or i can take MRT...eventually, i took bus 88 at e pasir ris bus interchange la...well...the journey home took bout 45min....den something happened to m in e bus that makes me very angry. When the bus turned into AMK Ave 10 where i will b alighting 2 stops later, this fat uncle sitting behind me sneeze right into my neck la...walau...so disgusting !!!! Eeeeeee !!!! Coz he quite big size i dare not turn behind n diao him....he rub his nose vigourously den i dunno in e process still got mucus or wad anot la...but ya...i was damn pissed...so rude rite...at least wanna sneeze sneeze somewhere else la...nv cover mouth somemore....yucks....then juz nice i alight liao quickly take feedle bus 265 home n quickly bathe. Haiz....that night i got nightmare...dunno izzit bcoz of that incident. Haha.

Anyway, juz now got someone called me n ask if i m e only zhss guy in 2205. I replied no n say still got zhihao. Then i was like...who is he huh...den he started some kinda small chat wif me like "so wad u doing now" so i juz reply him friendly lor since i think he is my friend...but i forgot to ask him who he is...hahaha....doesnt sounds like someone i know in aj..... dunno...haha...anyway...if u r e guy reading this n asked me if i m e only zhss guy in 2205 juz now at bout 4+ , kindly tell me who u r coz i forgot to ask who u r. Hahaha...cant recoginize ur voice either. So ya. Tml got CDP. Sian....its a time for councilors n heads to show their leadership skills n for e rest to show their "followership" skills....haiz...hav to wake up early tml....sian.....

Sianzzzz......juz now went back sch at 10+ for alpha list....ya...attended 2 courses straight in e row. The first one was rather interesting, on communication skills....we learnt how to use body language n stuff n most importantly, read other pple's body language n read their mind...something like psychology...hehe....so next time dun lie to me ok...coz i may find out easily that u r lying. Hehe....The 2nd one on conflict management was terrible....haiz.....e conductor of e course juz cant get everyone's attention la n his course is juz boring....didn learn much from e 2nd course though....and basically no one pay attention to him except for e table of 10/05 girls behind me (yes, i recognize them from 10/05 coz of peijia's mini-me...haha). Ok lor...dats it....nothing much....sian....haha

It has been a long time ever since i blogged. I realized my frequency of blogging has decreased alot...well...perhaps its because there is nothing in my life to blog about...my life is boring...you would not envy my life...haha

Ok, so wad hav i done for e past 9 days??? Nothing much...first n formost...PW is over...well...it has been a few days ever since i had my OP exam and PW is officially over hence the sense of excitment and happiness has already dispersed....so yes...do not wish to elaborate on OP...well...basically e assessors asked everyone very difficult qns n dats it...whether we survive or not is now up to them. Anyway, went PS that day after OP wif AJ 105 and AJ 106 (my grp)...basically 10 of us attended some kinda "celebration"...not much to elaborate...and its my first outing wif my classmates ever since sch starts....so i guess u can conclude that i am very antisocial.

Yesterday, i tried cooking mee goreng wif e chilli sauce bought by my mother at NTUC...well...dunno y suddenly feel like eating mee goreng....and yes...now u guys hav discovered another of my talent...well...its more of a interest that a talent...that is cooking !!! I luv cooking ever since i m young...like age of 5?? Haha...yesterday's mee goreng didn turn out too bad afterall...but i think its abit wet....hmmm....e fact is i didn even add water n i juz feel its too wet....perhaps i can improve on that next time. Hehe...

Recently i realized that the bus service i used to take when going home has become partially airconditioned. Well, it all happened one month ago when i was as usual waiting for my bus (265) outside jubilee expecting the usual aircon bus to arrive when surprising an old unairconditioned bus greeted me. I hav to say that i've not seen or taken such an old bus for years (except for the time i took this feedle service transporting me from pasir ris bus int to downtown)...and yes...i tot this kinda bus alreadi scraped off le. So while sitting in e bus on my way home..it kinda brings back some childhood memories when i used to take this kinda unairconed bus from my old house at AMK st 54 to AMK central....yes...those r e wonderful memories....but i dunno whether to complain bout my 265 service, which i've taken for e past 17 yrs, has no aircon or wad....hehe

Anyway...its damn dark outside now. Weeee....rainy day. Juz now 3+ i went out to da bao lunch...well...the sky wasnt that dark yet n i wont expect it to rain so soon....but after stepping out of where i dabaoed lunch to my shock the entire place is so damn dark and i was like...oh plz dun rain b4 i reach home....and there i fastened my walking pace and the wind started to blow like its gonna rain anytime....thankgoodness i managed to reach home dry....not only me dry but my food dry...haha....den when i stepped out of my lift i started raining....wa...heng arh...

Was suppose to hav my clique outing today....which clique....my pri sch clique lor....ya...e 5 of us...friendship still strong as ever....dats y i say old friends r still e best friends.....coz we know each other very well....hehe....anyway, i digress....suppose to hav bowling session today but then last min julia msged me last nite say she got NE exucrsion today kinda stuff....hmmm....den yiyang not free...haiz....den its meaningless for e 3 of us to proceed on anyway....but ya....bowling sessions is still a must...hope it will b soon....if not muz wait until julia come back from china. Haha...sian

Looking forward to this sunday's class chalet....well...its only one night but i m not staying overnight anyway....lets hope its fun....2205 very enthu de wor. Haha...well...for some of my classmates it would b e first time they r having chalet together wif e opposite gender....i wonder wad e scene will b like....coz from my past 4 yrs experience of having chalet wif a class of boys n girls....e boys will always stay infront of e tv playing ps or xbox while girls go out n walk walk....lets see if this common scene will reappear this sunday. haha.

Tml got alpha list course...sian...2 courses at a time....thankgoodness i signed up early then i got the most convenient slot of having both on e same day....n oso e waiting time between each course e shortest....hahahah....save me alot of time....well....alpha list population increasing like nobody's business....izzit bcoz students nowadays r getting smarter n smarter or alpha list management cant b bothered to practice quality control...wadeva it is....its still a priviledge so lets appreciate wad e teachers hav planned for us.....as for now....its back to my usual hobby during hols again --- STONING !!!

JAY CHOU NEW ALBUM ROXXXXXX !!!!!!! Oh my goodness it is so damn nice la, better than qi li xiang or ye hui mei i guess. After listening thru his songs. Yup, i muz mention again I GOT JAY CHOU GIANT POSTER !!! And got 3 MV including Ye Qu , Fa Ru Xue n another one i forget liao. haha. Anyway, after listening thru e whole album i really fell in luv wif it lor. Other albums i listen one two times alreadi sian liao. This one i listen 10 times oso not sian. Inside alot of songs very nice, is that kinda songs that i like la. For example track 3 i mentioned earlier - Fa Ru Xue (Hair like snow)...its very chinese classical lor....very nice...reminds me of dong feng po n nan quan mama's mu dan jiang. Damn nice. I also like track 6 , very soothing ballard, track 7, which sounds to me abit like jian dan ai + Yuan you hui....very simple ballard...simple yet nice. The duet wif lara of nan quan mama oso very nice. Coral Sea. Wow....so nice !!!! I juz cant stop saying how nice it is la. Serious u guys out there muz buy this album n listen to every single song. NICE !!!!!

Hihi !!! Happy deevapali !!! Juz came back from Kbox n Kpool session wif some of my friends from sec 2. Met Ruqing at AMK MRT at 10+....the rest either sick or cannot make it....so we took a train to Orchard, went taka mac to wait for Siying. The 3 of us walked to cineleisure where we decide to play pool first without waiting for e rest. Went to kpool at level 8....inside no pple...haha...we r e first customer wor !!! Well, long time nv play pool my skills deteriorate alot sia....cant even hit in most of e balls...hehe....after playing for an hour Shengchao joint us....by that time i alreadi warmed up le so played at least abit better, but then my skills still sux la...haha...

Checked out at 1+....went to Sembawang CD store at cine level 4 where i bought Jay Chou new album November's Chopin. Havent listen yet but juz now during kpool they got play his new songs...so i guess shd b quite nice. Furthermore today publish de wor. Hehe...oh yah...they gav me free Jay Chou poster !!!! Omg...so nice !!! I tot only those preorder de den got free poster but since they giv me i oso dun bother to ask them. Hehe...jian hao jiu shou. Cant wait to listen to his new album, after finish this entry i will go listen le.

Had lunch at Long John. We talked bout alot of stuff. Like promos n stuff. Hongjin joint us when we finish lunch at bout 2. So we went kbox. Siying hav to leave us coz she got family dinner at 4 i guess. Anyway, talking bout kbox make me angry. Walau, they say coz today public holiday, so no kstudent, charge higher price. Furthermore its only 3h instead of 5 la...walau...price discrimination sia. No, i m not gonna write another essay on how Kbox discriminate by charging higher price during public hols. But if i were to, i can. Hehe...econs rox yea? But we still stupidly went forward for kbox. Erm....not much to elaborate during kbox session other than some our room is juz outside e counter hence cannot overrun too much. And that stupid kbox guy...walau...peep in when we r singing our finale song "Sexy Naughty Bitchy Me" and literally SHAKE off...so disgusting. Yucks. I vow i m not going to cine kbox again. Haha.

After kbox surpose to hav dinner wif huining but we cant contact her. We decide to perhaps play another round of pool again but when we got up to kpool, its full house la. Sad. So we decide to head towards taka. Shengchao den pangseh us. Ruqing only had 1.50 left. Well, liddat then dun hav dinner lor. Hehe....took MRT home den my parents go out da bao dinner lor. Hehe. Ok la, go listen to jay chou new album le. Hehe. Sure very nice one. Other than ye qu , track 3 which is fa ru xue (hair like snow) oso very nice. haha. Tml got OP rehersal 4. I dunno still got voice anot, coz today sing until no voice liao. Anyway, after PW still got long time for me to enjoy. So wif dat...cya !!!!

Today's NE day obviously sux lar. Arrived at the designated classroom for NE quiz n discussion sorta stuff in the morning. Boring. Den go audi see some SAF talk....ok, really reminded me that my time left b4 entering NS is very very short !!! Pathetic. Then we hav 1.5 hour lunch break....i didn hav lunch e rest of e guys had...so everyone spent the next 1 hr chilling out in class la. 1pm all gathered at e parade square for excursion. At first i tot its gonna b fun but then after seeing the tour guide, i sian jik pua (sian half)...den after hearing the place we r visiting...i sian even another jik pua...meaning i totally sianned 3/4. Haha....lame....n yes we visited padang where i was excited bout seeing ou de yang....as if....n we go labador park...which i visited juz last sunday? Haha....den we go to this PA museum near NUS where i tot it shd b at kallang where e PA hq is....its boring la...n we take class photos there....yar....den we went to visit some temples at race course road which by then everyone sian 99% liao....oh yah....coz our class is spliited so 4 guys including me were wif e girls....we shared e same bus wif another class whom i feel they didn behave well la....esp e boys....is like in the temples rite...dun think they respect e place alot or wad den when e PA incharge is briefing us some of them were like bochap n very restless...i mean...plz show some respect lor. They really remind me of some normal tech boys lor....haiz...shall stop complaining b4 they come look for me for trouble in school...haha....ok...wif dat...cya !!!

Hello guys!!! Yes, after 10 days as yiqin counted, i blogged !!! No big deal. Lotsa things happen duirng e past 10 days but i cant b bothered to update...nvm....currently everyone is in PW mode la...i mean...walau...everyday PW...will go crazy one lor. N i m crazy enuff...so PW aggrevated my craze. Anyway, had OP 1st rehersal today. Well, i juz sux. First to present, i spoke too fast. But thats me, i always speak very fast de. Den i feel like i m debating more than i m presenting la...but wads e diff to me...haha...den someone pointed out that i slanged...dats e first time i know i slang...haha....but nvm...muz gai guo...if not i will sure die like shit during e actual day. Basically i hav alot to present la...and hence i m rushing for time...yup....Oh yah...everyone bombarded thaddeus' group during their turn...i mean during Q&A session, everyone bombarded them wif lotsa qns regarding their presentation. Sorry guys, no offence, but we think u guys r gd enuff for our qns hence we ask.

Days ago i went to applied for S paper....i think i will not get S paper la, but who knows heaven n AJ decides to b kind on me. Other sch 3 Cs can take le...AJ still muz get A...7A1 during Os and B4 for Gp wadsoeva...but still, after consulting like more than 10 pple, i decide to go appeal for it....applied for Phys S paper....yup....again...gd luck to me....:)

Organising 2E5 outing this deevapali....erm...y dat day? dunno...coz no one got sch. Haha....ok la, not a 2e5 outing, juz ask some closer 2e5 friends out for Kpool n Kbox session....and talking bout Kpool n Kbox....being addicted...i m really desperate to engage in these activities la...haha....Cant wait...there r still like 7 days more to go? Today is tue rite...so ya lor, next tue.....heheh.......to my niece n grandnieces of 2e5 reading this...Dun pangseh ur great grand uncle hor...if not i will HAUNT YOU !!!! Muahahaha....Ok...dats all....tml NE day. Well, i heard we r going Padang....perhaps to see Ou De yang reherse for his concert la...oso gd, coz we first to see his real look....but then...40+ yrs old uncle....erm...ya...hahahah.....ok....we shall c tml......Looking forward to holidays n stuff. KBOX !!!! KPOOL !!!! HERE I COME !!!!!!!

Wad a f**king damn shit day is today.....lets see wad i can rant about.

Firstly, J2 farewell....i was "given e opportunity" to b e OIC for e event's duty and i think i hadn been doing a gd job. Well, its my first time being a duty's OIC so i kinda expected that. But this is e only one duty e ava teacher incharge is so kan chiong and i m totally guilty for not doing a gd job. Thankfully e actual event today was rather smooth sailing except for e GP department's performance where their mics r not on and hence cause a little of a panic backstage. Well, i m totally apologetic to that i am m totally apologetic to my other 3 ava members who hav to endure thru such an incompetent and useless leader, that is me.

Secondly, results. Got back 2 papers today. Actually shd be got back 1 paper n know e results of e other. I scored a damn lousy C grade for chemistry and i totally feel ashamed of myself. Fortunately my CA grades were able to pull my overall grade to a B of 61% but still its very lousy compare to many of my peers scoring high Bs and alots of As.....which makes me feel very ashamed of myself once again. Maths....it juz sux....i only got a C grade. 55/100, same as mid yr and its so lousy i cant possibly forgive myself for that. Yes, the maths paper is hard n many hav problem even passing, however, to me, difficult is just an excuse for my lack of practice and hardwork, i m aiming for at least a B and i m utterly disapointed wif my results today. The fact that some are still able to get A for maths make me feel very angry bout myself for my incompetency.

Thirdly, open house. Talking about it makes my blood boil. I hav a freaking b**chy VP dat is e OIC for e event's duty and yes, everyone is down for duty except me. Common sense will tell that this is definitely some personal reason and yes, i hav a big problem wif her, she hav a big problem wif me and hence i can conclude accurately that its bcoz got me no her, got her no me. Coz open hse such a big impt event that is labour intensive, shd require full force of e ava club and yet all but one was down, worse still, e one dats not down, me, is one of e exco n hence shd b down more than others, which i condemn this decision as stupid and makes AVA club a total mockary. No offence, i m juz being direct and this is true. Imagine wad others will think of e club, eh, how come not all e exco is down for duty....and of coz all e finger points towards dat b**ch. Actually i dun mind not attending open hse but e fact that i m part of e adhoc makes my presence important and accounted for. If not for e fact that i dun need to b there tml, i wouldn't even bother but just stay at home n sleep till noon. Haha. And i haven got my open hse teeshirt yet...tml gotta meet at 6.45, we shall see wad happen.

Ok lor, i guess dats all ba. Shall blog again soon since exams over and i hav more time. Things to worry bout for e near coming future:
- PW: Yes, everyone dreads it, hates it, wadeva. WR shd b kinda fix. Now its OP n I&R. So we shall see if we can survive this "ordeal". Haha.
- SVA: Deadline for submission is 16th dec. And we haven even started. As e OIC of this competition, not only muz i worry bout my own team but oso e other team led by Tony. If not i really don't know how to jiao dai. So i hope everyone in AVA giv me their full coorperation and work through this together, hopefully gd enuff to get award. I also hope this is the chance for me to show my "leadership" skills dat i m totally desperate of (yes, i m a control freak and love to lead). Now lets see whos incharge. Muahahah.
- Promos: Haven got back Econs n Phys paper. This 2, i can say i hav more confident that chem n maths. But then, i will not pai chu e possibility that i may flop for both or either of them, lets keep my fingers cross. Econs is very regurgitative, so not much of a problem. Perhaps higher marks goes to those who phrase their answer well, since content is somewhat e same thruout e corhot. Phys, i hope my tuition helps. And yes, e stakes are high.

Once again, its e weekend. Temporarily throw all worries away n enjoy life. Looking forward to Kbox sessions , bowling sessions, K pool sessions wif my friends...lots of them. Haha. And finally, a question to ask all.... ANYONE KIND ENUFF TO SPONSOR ME FOR MY KBOX KPOOL AND BOWLING ?!?!?!?! Hahahaha....cya !!!

Exams over....yeah.....its time to party !!!! Long awaited fun it is.....i cant wait to indulge myself in all the bowling , pool n kbox sessions.....provided i hav enuff money to fund myself then...

Anyway, today's econs was rather ok, compare to past yr promos, the mcq is sligtly easier...case study n DRQ....i juz do without feeling anything....to numb to tell if its difficult or easy....but anyway, i hope i can do well for promos...at least let me promote n continue taking 4 subj....

All right, tml onwards its PW PW n more PW....oso hav to b busy wif other non-academic stuff like open hse...but nvm.....looking forward to Kbox sessions...currently promise 3 grps of friends to go k it out le.....haha...wif dat...cya !!!

I totally hav no motivation to study for econs...perhaps its bcoz its e last paper and that i had had such a long break between it and the previous paper....must really force myself to buck up during the weekend...at least i did something for econs today....but i guess dats not enuff......i dunwan to b e bottom few in class or in school...dats not me...every year i've been pushing myself to maintain my spot as a top few...perhaps this is no longer possible in AJ where i think majority if not all of my classmates are smarter than me n having a far much better portfolio in their sec sch lives....perhaps i shd realize dat there r mountains higher than wad i'm used to seeing and i am just nothing in AJ....i am nothing...i m a total failure in aj...not very gd in studies, not gd physically, not gd in my social life, not a well-liked person in class, not a well-liked person in my CCA, a loner, a loser, a clown, wadeva....at least pple wif results slightly not as gd as me excel in other of these aspects.....sometimes i wonder y m i in aj when i m not welcomed at all...shd i continue to fight on n prove myself...or shd i juz fade into obscurity....promos coming to an end soon and results will b out in a couple of weeks...i forsee myself not scoring well....so wad if i work hard...the problem is i don't work smart...unlike most of my peers...they spend 3 hours and achieve lotsa stuff but i spend 30 hours n ahcieve lesser than them...juz a little small self-reflection in the mids of my promos...

Phys today rather okay.....well....i hope i dun make too much careless mistakes.....i noe how to do most of e stuff but i not very confident wif my answers....dunno...lets see how it goes......

Was rather surprise wif e weightage of topic tested....i m expecting Ideal Gas to b a major qn wif lotsa proving of epxressions n stuff la.....but no...it only come out as a small part of a thermody qn....Was expecting more circular motion qns....but only come out a little bit...haiz....i mean ideal gas circular motion n gravitation are 3very major topics.......and i was expecting potentiometer....but nono....only 1 pathetic mcq qn......instead come out kirchoff law which i screwed up......the rest was rather ok.....mcq did it quite fast.....again....i dare not say i m confident of getting gd grades for phys coz i m very careless in nature.....no garentee.....lets hope i can get an A or a B lor.....

Tml no sch.....e next paper is on mon....econs paper 1 n 2.......haiz.......while others hav alreadi finished their promos.....i m still mugging for econs over e wkend......but nvm.....as an econs rep....i muz say i luv econs....haha....(rubbish).....MCQ i nv ever score well de.....always get juz pass grades for econs mcq.....drq shd b ok.....case studies 1st time do under exam condition....hope i dun screw up......well.....as for now......i shall go slack for a few hours b4 start mugging again.....wif that.....cya !!! N to e rest, gd luck for ur promos oso.....:P

Juz came back from school.......had chem juz now.....one word to say.......



FAIL LE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Die le la.....fail liao....Chem is damn killer la....and i think i today damn suay......b4 e paper....i enter e exam venue den dat stupid door....coz i open wif too much force den i cut my index finger !!! Walau....its bleeding profusly la....and i was like...shit....bad omen....xue4 guang1 zhi1 zai1....den my finger very pain restrict my writing speed....oso affect my thinking.....den i dunno whether is i mental block or e paper is really hard....i cant do all e qns la.....MCQ alreadi got 7 qns not sure.....open ended even worse....redox dunno how to do....rxn kinetics giv me a fuck up graph ask me find order of rxn.....how to find !!! All e values dun telly de...scali e graph not drawn accurately.....fuck.....essay qns r like......die!!!! First qn of all elements dun ask ask me noble gas.....i didn study noble gas la......and the qn on noble gas is not noble at all....its wicked !!! I dunno how to do lor....e ionic equilibria qn i oso dunno how to do....thankgoodness e last organic qn is song4 fen1 de.....if not i really si bu ming mu.......die la....gonna let down myself....let down my tutor....let down everyone who hav high hopes on me......and i was sitting behind 3 pros (tw, cg n peijia) that made me more stressed.....in conclusion....i hav had a FUCK UP chem paper n i am gonna fuck up FAIL IT !!! Waaaaaaa..............

Woke up at 5.30am today to do chem timed pratice...hwa chong paper.....yes....and i m still feeling fresh now....slept at 11.50 last nite.....I think i am really crazy le....wake up so early to mug....haha....wad to do....if not i will get disturbed.....i did badly.....barely pass......i realize my redox sux like shit....bcoz cant balance 1 ionic eqn whole qn get wrong.......sad.....hwa chong paper is demanding....a few days' ago de TJ paper is difficult.....AJ 2003 seems easy as i mentioned last wk......Haiz.....my timed practice results really sux......SUX !!!! This kinda results go promos sure get retained de....but looking on e bright side.....making mistakes during timed practice is still better than making them in promos......so i got more mistakes to learn from.....haha...duh.....nvm.....shall return to my mugging !!! 3 more days....JIA YOU EVERYONE !!!!