Countdown....not to 2006....but to sch reopening....oh damn how i wish holiday can be extended....but then...life has to go on....

Tml will be the last day of 2005...2005 has been a crazy year for me...so many things happened...mostly sad things...i call it a year of loss...i loss friendships, i loss trusts from my peers, i loss my position, i loss the gd impression others had on me, i loss the motivation to do well, i loss alot of things...and also, e saddest of all...i loss a family member...

However, i hav to look forward and continue wif my life...things do happen for a reason...i believe...perhaps they happened to allow me to learn...learn something that cannot be taught in the textbk...something that is invaluable...learn how to cherish what i hav now...

The end of 2005 brings me to another personal slogan: "Reflecting The Past, Anticipating The Future" I believe we shd reflect on what has happened this whole yr...pick up valuable learning points and then move on...anticipate challenges in the coming future...so that we can be better prepared against them...so that we can show our best...so that we can become a better person.

Once i stepped into 2006, it will be another personal slogan as mentioned in e previous entry: "A Brand New Year, A Brand New Me" I want to become a brand new person...i want to change for the better...hopefully i can be more accepting of others, more respectful to others and myself (yes, self respect is impt as if i dun respect myself, no one will respect me coz i dont DESERVE it), more humble and more engaging...these are the aspects i failed to achieve in the past...hopefully i can achieve this coming yr...however, i need the help of my friends...u guys...to help me achieve these...if you are my friend, keep on reminding me to take note of these aspects, alarm me and pull me back to the right track when i deviate, when i m displaying a bad attitude warn me directly just like e chinese idiom goes: dang tou bang he. Please do these to me to help me improve to become a better person. I thank all of you in advance.

With that, i wish all of you, a very happy and enriching new year.