Ok, i guess everyone knew it...it was raining cats and dogs, cows and chicken, tigers and lions, men and women, etc.... yesterday. See, i am trying to emphasize how big the rain is. And u switch on the tv to watch news or u read today's newspaper, u hav all sorta news regarding yesterday's big rain. I wonder how great yesterday's rain was that it deserves so much public attention/discussion. It is juz...another rainy day!!! Ok, it causes floods and land slides and wtv u hav but then, blame it on e sewage system or drainage system that u hav floods and stuff...blame it on MRT construction the whole thomson road is flooded to waist height...and on and on and on. But anyway, it was rather fun yesterday...i basically stayed at home e whole day and help my granny prepare dinner. And i did not switch on aircon last nite, its naturally cool...cooler than having my aircon switched on. Yup. And this morning when i woke up...its bright n sunny again. And the cold breeze blew against my face under e hot sun...oh man, u dun get to feel much of this in sg...coz most of the time the wind/breeze is HOT.

Enuff talking bout weather, i do not work for the meteologist or something. Went kbox today wif some sec sch pple at amk kbox plaza...yes, the new one that previously is broadway cinema. The stupid system keep hanging n hanging n hanging times after times such that everyone complain. And these staffs were like so stressed trying to get the problem fix while not offending any customers. Well, the customers were indeed offended, not by the staffs but by the cockup system. I wonder if its only today so suay that kbox plaza experience such a thing...

Anyway, xmas is coming. And i dun hav xmas mood le. See lar, my xmas mood expired before the exact day !!! Maybe bcoz nothing to look out for this xmas. Unlike weeks ago when i hav pri sch clique xmas outing n gifts exchange so while preparing for that can feel xmas good. Bummer. My fave radio station 1003fm has announced a programme revamp for 2007...how exciting, looking forward to it. Yea !!! Hope they play more new songs and stick to their creative programme, then really can thrash mediacorpse stations hands down liao. Muahahaha... oh well. Who knows, 10 yrs down e road...

Ok, CMH is a good boy today. Why? Coz he finally packs his room ...

Well, even though he packs his room, it is still so untidy. Haiz...guys r guys n so u all must understand.

I basically removed all the JC stuff from my shelves...some needa return to cousins, some needa throw, some needa inherit to my sis... and yes...my shelves r now almost empty...

Piles of books, notes n files... now u realize how hardcore i am? Haha...joking...these r only e tip of e iceberg... gonna keep some for future preference.

My book shelf is basically empty... ok, not so empty...

I dunno if u can see this clearly but it is another cabinet below my study table...basically it is also almost empty...

Now i hav another problem...

shd i throw these piles of stuff away, sell to garang guni, dump all of them into my sis's room (muahahaha) or leave them to rot? Lol....

I juz realize something....

this is the

300TH POST OF MY BLOG !!!!

Happy 300th post www.yetianshi.blogspot.com !!!

Thankgoodness there aint any ridiculing of adults this yr...refering to my mum's company dinner which i reluctantly attended. Basically rot there for 2 hours n stuff myself wif wtv food is avaliable. Ok...i bought a cartigan / jacket at vivo...its brown...and yar...nothing much to say. PE n YY they all alreadi enter tekong liao...bless them...my turn will come soon. Sian arh...some stupid senior citizen karaoke sessions at my void deck multipurpose hall...noisy la. Keep on generating negative externalities for wad, later the SMC and the PMC hav divergence how? Sian... tml hav bowling session wif jas n hong. Wa...long time nv see jas liao...i wonder if she has grown taller. Hahahaha...jkjkjkjkjk...PLZ DUN KILL ME IF U SEE THIS !!! Ok, i m bored. Nvm, think positive, i m gonna enjoy these slackings...woohooo...i look forward to them so much when i was in sch, and now i hav them, i aint enjoying them...wad a controversy...

This is stupid. Why cant i live a life that i want. Why must i be put with so much restrictions so little freedom. Cant i juz enjoy abit more of my freedom before i totally lose it all before i enter NS in a few months time?

I bought sushi for supper. I even say "hey look, i bought these sushi n i am going to have them for supper". And then my mum insist i eat the eggtarts she bought and not the sushi, juz minutes before. Then what am i going to do with my sushi? My sushi cannot be kept overnight, eggtarts can. And then when i am too full to eat my sushi, i am blamed for wasting food. I nv say i want to eat eggtarts in the first place.

Everytime i purchased my meal outside, i have to eat excess food ordered for me which i didn ask for. I am already bloated after finishing my portion, i still have to stuff myself with other food i nv order. And then everytime my mum will say "i know you can eat more than this, you hav a great appetite" Since when do i hav such a great appetite.

I dunwan to attend my mum's company lunch/dinner. But she insisted i must. Years after years i hav been attending. I dun see her colleuges' sons or daughters of my age attending the company dinner. I am like e oldest "children" there. I feel so awkward. Her colleuges' sons & daughters of my age can giv it a miss, they hav their life to go out wif their friends n stuff instead of attending the boring company lunch/dinner and get ridiculed on stage by the stupid entertainer hired to "entertain" us. I am like forced to go. I say "this yr i dunwan to go le" and my mum says "ok". Then weeks later she come back n say "i indicated that u r turning up, u better go"......

I know my mum dotes me alot. Or maybe i too obedient liao. Haha. But yah...juz some small rantings... i still sorta appreciate wad my mum did for me... juz that sometimes i want to hav my own freedom of choice... oh well...

Its tuesday and i am blogging about sunday stuff. Real weird but its okay. I better get it started before my memory starts to fade. Sunday is a real busy day for me but its fun on the other hand, i shall start (cliche)...

Woke up at 5.30am on Sunday morning. Hav to send mum to airport. She going china for work. Guess wad, i am e latest to woke up, everyone woke up except me. Yawn. Went to take a quick hot shower, change and my father drove e whole family to the airport. We reach at 6am and the check in queue was so long. So while my mum n sis go queue up n my father go park car i was like walking around doing nothing. Thankgoodness no one mistaken me as a terrorist trying to bomb Changi Airport. Lol. Ok la, i so shuai where got look like terrorist rite? Yeah rite.Anyway, after the check in by my mum it was like 7am alreadi. See, the queue is damn long and changi airport didn do anything bout it. But its ok, we went to the food court to hav breakfast. I warn those of u who r financially struggling not to eat at that foodcourt. Go mac or any other fast food chain instead where food r priced at a fix price as elsewhere n cannot be altered. I ordered a plate of suay-kow-mee (dumpling noodles) that cost bout $2.50 elsewhere but it cost $6.50 in the T2 foodcourt. Walau, daylight robberly sia. Although the food is satisfying but i juz find the price not worth. It is like 2.5 times the normal price n stuff? Omg. And did i complain bout how cold it is in the morning at the airport. Yes, i m freezing cold and to keep myself warm i was like literally jumping around like a jumping-jack-out-of-the-box. It is damn embarassing man but i rather keep myself alive than die of frostbite. Lol. Seems like i like to complain alot. Lol, thats my nature.

Anyway, after sending off my mum, we went back home where my sis instantly jump onto bed n sleep like a log like she usually does. Anyway, the multipurpose hall at my voiddeck there got malay wedding and it is made until so class. Omg. It is like...so glam. They hav chairs that r covered by cloth like restaurants and table cloths n stuff. And they had a very class dinner the night before. It is as good as sentosa beach open air wedding dinner. And they play high class angmoh music. They hav angmoh host and they hav angmoh guests. Thats so romantic. But i m digressing. The food aroma from downstairs made my hungry. They smell so tasty. Lol. And yes, it is one of the highest class wedding i've ever witness. And they hav many guests.

At bout 2+ i quickly bath and change into my tees n jeans n get ready to set off for my pri sch clique xmas outing. Not forgetting the present. Its a diary bought at popular. Well, i set the xmas present budget, so of coz i hav to abide to it as well. Anyway, i was the first to arrive at AMK station and i like waited for 15min b4 spotting sights of PE n julia. PE stuff his present into my bag and make it so big n bulky. I joked that it is bulky enuff to "zhuang4 si3 ren3", i.e. to knock the hell out of people. But its ok. Soon everyone arrived and we set on an aimless journey to orchard. Lol.We went orchard cine at first. Found it rather inconvenient that the underpass linking orchard n wisma is close coz now we hav to walk outside n navigate our way thru the crowd to cine. We initially tot we can find somehting to do there coz there got bowl got k got pool got arcade got cinema. But then, the pool is overcrowded, the arcade is damn pathetically small n we cant find the bowling alley so we sorta take a lift to every floor. Lol.

Finally we decide to go PS.On our way to PS we sorta inpromptuly settle for some pool at meridian hotel. The pool tables there r so close ot each other that we keep bumping into pple from other tables. We played for 2 hours, yah, and i think we made e most noise there. We took some fotos wif my lousy digi cam but they all turn out pitch black. Lol.

After pool for 2 hours we headed for PS for dinner. We manage to find a table in e foodcourt n we started our gift exchange (yes, in the foodcourt). Sorta weird but we hav no choice coz mk has to leave early. So we had some kinda lucky draw where we draw n draw again until we finally had a successful one. Yah. So we exchange gifts. Yeah, clap clap. I got choco from mk. Julia got the diary i bought. YY n PE exchange gifts betw themselves. PE got YY's choco from vivo (wow, expensive sia) and YY got PE's mug. MK got julia's mug and yes, its sorta fun, i can say. Afterwhich we had a grp foto taken. It is the first grp foto we've taken ever since we met again in 2003. Well, thankgoodness we've taken one if not yy n pe go in tekong this fri liao i dunno wad will happen next. Yah. haha. We got someone sitting next to our table to take e foto for us and yeah...it is abit weird to take grp foto in the foodcourt but we do not really hav any other choice.

Anyway, after mk left, we sorta had our dinner n yak yak yak until 8. We then decide to walk down orchard road to view xmas deco which we all agreed that it is rather disapointing compare to past years. And yes, while we r squeezing our way thru the freaking crowd that seems to come from the opposite direction (lol), i sorta took out my digicam n start snapping around like some xiang xia ah pek (village old man) or some chinese tourist. Lol. But then i didn really care bout image then. Lol. Anyway, we sorta stop at heeren and i tried taking a foto infront of the crystal xmas tree. Well, it turn out rather bad n u can really tell how pathetic my digicam is. We went into HMV where we got attracted by the movie they r playing. The movie is hotchicks and it is damn funny. We stood there n watch for like 1 hour or so. Hahaha. And the thing is more n more pple that pass by also stopped n watch. Everyone was like laughing the hell out of HMV and i think it was rather an eye opener for the shop assistant there. Lol. And yes, we watched free movie. Cool rite. Wad an outing.

After like standing there for an hour, we continue to walk down orchard rd towards paragon while i continue snapping like nobody's business. We stopped at paragon's beautiful xmas tree n decided to take fotos there. But then as u can expect, my lousy cam can only produce photos that is of pitch dark. Lol. Then is like those fotos that turn out to only feature the giant xmas tree but not us. Lol. Maybe can send these fotos to SPI or the press n state that these fotos r sorta paranormal. Ok, nvm. We then walk to CK Tang where it is sorta brighter there. Finally can take fotos that we can appear clear in them. Then there got alot of pple taking foto la n hence we sorta hav to queue up to take foto wif e xmas deco behind the glass window. And yes, i came out wif all sorta pose coz i am a poser. Lol. Nvm.

By that time it was alreadi like 9.30? We went to our last stop at taka to take foto wif e giant xmas tree inside that seems to be recycled year after year. Since it is rather bright there we can hav decent fotos taken. I approached a couple to take grp foto for us and in return, the guy ask me to take foto for the 2 of them. Li shang wang lai u see. Bcoz i am unpro i took a foto that featured them too small. Then YY n PE were like laughing their socks off la, criticising my fototaking skills. So bad rite them. Haha. Then i oso quite embarassed. We saw their unsatisfied looks and this makes me even more embarassed. Then the guy ask me to take their foto AGAIN. Omg. I was like damn stress i hav to take a better foto for them. Haha. This time i tried to take e foto closer while my 3 gd friends serve as cheerleaders behind me "cheering me on". After taking e 2nd foto they seems abit unsatisfied still. This time i dun care them liao immediatly siam. Oh man, it is so embarassing. Haha.

Anyway, yah, it was like 10 then so we took an MRT home. I reached home at 10+ where the TV is showing star award. Watched abit of it before bathing n then go online. I slept at like 11+? And yah, i was rather tired i K.O. Anyway, PE n YY will b going NS soon...this fri...so fast sia. Gd luck to them. Lol. Soon it will be my turn...oh man. Anyway, it is a very long post coz i had a very long day on sun. The pics will b uploaded soon i guess. I am rather lazy to upload them and then YY they all keep pressing me online for the fotos. Aiya, like they want to develop one to bring to tekong liddat. Lol. Haiz....haven blog bout today yet. Maybe i will do it later. Erm...fotos wise, i think i will link the online album on my blog under "link". So yup...juz nice when i m ending this pose the rain seems to hav stopped. Ok, bye !!!

Last night was aj prom which i gav a miss. I hope u guys out there who've attended enjoyed urselves. Relax, i'm also enjoying myself at home watching project superstar. Results show later today at 11.30pm so here i am having some free time to blog.

Anyway, on wed i went to hong lim market to taste the famous clayfish ipoh hor fun. YUMMY !!! Highly recommanded though it is rather ex. 4 bucks each plate. But then there is a clayfish, a few prawns, dumplings, vege n most imptly the hor fun is soooo soft. And i luv the gravyy especially. It has a thick prawn flavour suggesting the long hours of boiling e prawns and yes...delicacy. Love it. Go try it for urself at hong lim market (somewhere in china town, b/w hokkien street n upp cross street) at the 2nd storey right at e corner.

Apart from food, lets tok bout wad i've did today. I went back to zhss to apply as relief teacher. Oh well, there r many other "same batch" pple infront of me in the list i put my name on. Can tell coz all the ic no. starts wif S88... so yah. Of all the names i found someone familiar, from 4e1 de. Yah. Lol. Anyway, i hope i get employed. And yes, the admin pple really gav me a sense of homeliness. Lol, like return back to home liddat. Yah, i feel rather attached to my sec sch zhss actually, more than i feel towards ajc. I spent 4 yrs there okay. Plan to visit the teachers but none of my teachers were present so i sorta went home "empty handed". Oh well, i wish my application as relief in zhss can b approved. Perhaps i shd also start calling other sch to ask if they need relief. Muz b more proactive as mr wong mentioned. Haha. Thats for today. Yup.

5 more min to pss2 results show. I think the high marks will b ousted again. Singapore plz prove me wrong. I do wish the high marks pple stay. Anyway, i shd b going to buy xmas presents tml. Woohoo...haven buy yet. So guilty. Pri sch clique outing this sunday. Yeah !!! Excited. Haven seen mk n julia for months. But YY n PE seen them on mon le during badminton session. Longlive friendship !!!

I hav not bought xmas presents yet !!! Ok, shall do it by this weekend. Planning to take mrt train all e way to boon lay jurong point alone go there walk walk shun bian buy presents. For those who wants to stalk me plz go there n stalk me. Maybe this will keep me occupy for one day. Ok, when shall it be then. I've yet to go shopping alone so maybe it will b another kinda feeling. Lol. Anyway, the past few days hav been rather constructively spent. On sun, my family went to some ulu ulu farms in lim chu kang wadsoeva. On mon, had badminton session wif pe n yy afterwhich we went to can1 guan1 yy's grandure 8 condo house. I personally find his house abit small sia, but still its a condo n there r so many facilities available for usage. All right, tue went swim wif qy then went causeway pt to hav lunch. Ok, thats for e constructive part.
Anyway, i think i've given up on maple. Feel abit sian bout it le so many days nv touch liao. Anyone hav any newer n more fun games to recommand? Lol.
I asked my sec sch maths teacher if zhss needs any relief. He say i can go find ms yam (since i offer to teach phys n chem). Lol, i long time nv see yam liao, dunno if she rmb me. But nvm. I still dunno when to make e trip down to zhss. My moe relief letter haven come yet. Sigh... ... But then, wongster says i muz b more proactive so yes, i shall b proactive.
I cant wait for this sunday to come. Xmas gathering. Woohooo. I've yet to plan the programme which e other 4 hav been pressing me to. But its ok, this is wad u get when u get an incompetent "leader". Lol.

My fingers smell of garlic !!! Eeewwkkk..... Haha...its the result of me helping out my grandma chop garlic while preparing last night's dinner. And mind you i've washed my hands so many times the smell is still there. =S Ok la, at least no mould will grow on my hands for the coming few days. Haha, ok, not farnie.

It has been 1 week after A levels end. I can say i am enjoying the luxury of wasting time. It is not a sin, it is an indulgance. As much as i promise myself to go jog at the park every morning, i only managed to do it once. Haha. and 2 rounds round the park make me almost lose my breathe. Tsk Tsk. And most of the time i am juz too lazy to go and use "it is going to rain soon" as an excuse. Haha. Ok, muz be serious, cannot always slack too much.

Dun hav many outings leh...see, i am so unpopular. Muahahaha. Ok la, if no one play the role of villian in this society, how can the good points of the protagonists be contrasted out. Haha. Ok, i am crapping again. Been chionging maple these few days. Yes i am childish. Lol. Sian leh, everyday spend hours chopping mushrooms but exp points gain little bit only. Maybe i will go retard one day after chopping so much mushrooms.

Yesterday morning woke up at 5+ to sent my mum to airport. Initially i tot of taking MRT all the way from changi to boon lay n walk a few rounds in jurong point. But then it is only 7+ in the morning, where got shopping centre open so early. Furthermore MRT sure very pack one, wif pple going to work in e town. So in end i took a bus home which took me 1h +. I almost fell asleep in e bus. Yawn. Then pple look at me like some alien liddat i oso dunno why. Bummer.

I am sensing the xmas mood. Woohooo... but xmas is still a long way to go. Hey, it is exactly 1 month away. Anyone out there good enuff to giv me presents? Haha...ok, maybe i shd continue dreaming. Talking about dreaming these few days keep getting weird dreams. One night i dreamt some african militants taking over the sch and locked up all e girls. Another night i dreamt that my sec sch comb humans teacher ms chan is scolding my JC class leader CG in a kopitiam. Haha. Maybe it is some withdrawal symptoms of A levels. Haha. Think too much liao.

Anyway, no sch contact me yet. XM told me i muz go to e schools' general office to ask if they need relief. Dunno leh...i hope i can be spared such troublesome stuffs. Sian arh...pple, plz take pity on me and jio me out for outings if not i may soon become a retard. Lol.

After a hiatus for Kbox, yesterday finally got a chance to open my mouth (n start k-ing). Ok, i noe i sounds bad. Almost every song i either cant hit the high or reach the low...tsk tsk. Oh well, at least i think there is one song that i did okay...and its by Taiwan native singer Dai Ai Ling. Wtv. The rest i quan jun fu mo.

Watch superstar yesterday nite...i think no one stands out in the competition like how kelly n junyang did in e first season during their first match. Maybe it is true that there is no longer any talent in singapore.

Read on the net that there is this grudge match between an ACJCian and RJCian over a girl. The ACJCian is from water polo and the RJCian is from rubgy. They organise the ring match in Mos and there is suppose to be blood. But in the end it turn up to b some childish competition like how many pushups can u do and arm wrestling. Yawn. What is this...fight until "first blood" for a girl? You mean that is worth? Or izzit juz some money earning gig coz they collect 18 bucks per person to view the match. Haiz...teens nowadays gone out of their mind. It isnt surprising that the 3 schools involved intervened...but then...i believe that to prevent such events from happening in the future, perhaps teens should be educated more intensively on how to be more civilised perhaps. Bummer...i may b offending alot. Hahaha...

Anyway, my application as relief has been approved n now waiting for schools to contact me. Hope i get a job to occupy me for the few months before enlistment. Haiz...go buy breakfast liao. Ciaos !!!

Yea...welcome to Chua can cook, so can you. Okay, what rubbish. Anyway, yes, i'm here to reveal one of my fave past time - cooking. And this is what i made for lunch:

POTATO PANCAKE !!!

Okay, here is the recipe:

Ingredients: (Serve 1 - 2)

- 2 Potatoes

- 2 leaf of cabbage

- 1 small onion

- 2 eggs' eggwhite

- Self rising flour

- Bacon bits (if u like)

Instructions:

1. Peel potatoes and dice them. Throw them into the hot boiling water (just like how u wish to torture ur enemy)

2. Cut cabbage into strips and dice onion. Throw them in bowl, add a pinch of salt and abit of olive oil, toss the mixture (ok, why it sounds like chem)

3. After potato is soft enough, remove it from the hot boiling water, drain it dry and put it into the bowl containing ur chopped onion n cabbage.

4. Add 2 eggs' white into the mixture (chem again!!!) and mix it well. Add half a teaspoon of salt, a few dash of pepper, 2 teaspoon of seseme oil and a tea spoon of soy sauce for the flavour. Add 2 to 3 table spoon of self rising flour and mix the thingy in the bowl. Add the bacon bits and mix again. Place the bowl of mixture into the fridge to cool it down.

5. Prepare a frying pan. Add abit of olive oil to grease the surface. Ensure the pan is hot before putting in the mixture. Pour some of the mixture into the pan (estimate urself how big u want ur pancake) and fry it until golden brown on both sides (it wont take long coz the potatoes r cooked earlier and the cabbage requires minimum cooking). A total of 3 pancakes can be made from the bowl of mixture.

6. Place the cooked pancake once it is done, on oil soaking paper to soak out all the oil (we muz eat healthy rmb?) Then u can serve it on plate wif some corendar (izzit how u spell it) or parserly as garnish. Serve wif myonese n u get a delicious dish that serves 1 to 2 (depending how big ur appetite is).

Actually i took more fotos using my handphone but i cant find the infra red thingy to upload them. Haiz..the one above is taken by my digicam. Anyway, if u all r so bored at home during hols after As...no harm trying. Muahaha...and thats all for Chua can cook, so can you !!!

Haha...i juz submitted my online application as relief teacher. Hope i get employed...if not my family will start nagging at me for not finding a job and stay idle at home -_-

Scary sia, first time find job...hmm...dunno...hehe...pple like me who hav no social experience shd start learning now !!!

Officially ended A levels yesterday. And yes, its the official last day i am wearing that grey n blue uniform which i find rather cool. Haha. The moment the invigilator collected my script yesterday, i juz cant stop beeming. I dunno why, too happy le i guess. However, i somehow feel that i screwed A levels, but then thats for feb next yr when i got back my results to worry, now, i shd worry bout having fun. After exam went marina south to hav steamboat wif my class to celeb end of exams, afterwhich played lan until 10+ then go home. Jasmine's class oso having steamboat there so she can pass me my 2530 CD. Haha, thanks lots jas. Really excited bout this few months. I mar then enlist so hav months to really enjoy life. Planning to find job as a relief next yr or end of dec for one or two months first so that i can really enjoy my well deserved nov n dec hols. But then all my friends seems to b so despo all found jobs le -_-!!! . Haha. Which means no one to go out wif. Haiz...why all liddat leh? Sian...maybe i too fortunate too pampered liao...haven hav a taste of society yet. Haha. Also planning to giv tuition leh, so anyone got lobang can recommand me giv me business? Actually i oso dunno why i want to earn money, oso nothing much to buy, i seldom buy things for myself one, weird. Always use something until they cant be used anymore. Haha. Why leh, i oso dunno. Looking forward to kbox sessions, bowling sessions, etc...but planning n fixing a common date that everyone is free is real challenging. It has always been liddat. So anyone got outing PLEASE I BEG YOU JIO ME go. Haha. Ok lah, sian, blog some other days ba. Thats all for my first hand post A level entry. Tata !!!

2 more weeks...oh well, think i m taking it abit easier this time. All that should be up there should be there, i hope.

Anyway, today is 22nd Oct...someone ask me if today got surprise. Oh well, u ask for it arh, friend...there goes...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASMINE !!! HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY !!!!

Ok, there goes ur surprise, pay up !!! Haha, jkjk.

I graduated !!! Yeah, today is the last day of school. Went to school to watch some grad ceremony that fails to drive me to tears. Yeah, i am cold blooded. Haha, no lah. Then got back to classroom to receive our entry proof and results slip :) Guess thats the way the school prevent us from ponning the last day of school. Haha. Here are some pics on the things i received over the past 3 days on graduating:



Took some photos after we are officially declared "graduated". Then hav to attend GP lesson at 11.45 until 1pm. Haha. After which i officially step out of the sch as a graduated student. When to central market to da bao chicken chop. Walau that uncle forget to giv me fries and the sauce. Only realized it when i got home. Duh...paid for something not worth the price. But nvm, forgive him. Haha. Tue still got to go back sch to hav GP prep. Haiz...nvm. Once again thanks to all the teachers for your guidiance these 2 yrs...i promise to strive for my straight As in A levels !!!

Graduating in one day's time. To think of this, time really flies very quickly. I recalled the first day stepping into AJC on 2nd Jan 2005...a whole lotsa unfamiliarity and excitment. Throughout the 2 years i've been thru happiness, sorrow, anger, fustration, etc...all these experiences shaped what i am today that is not in me 2 yrs ago. There were wonderful joyful events where i enjoyed every single bit of it, there were also some not so happy events, where i realized to what extent can i be stretched, both in the good n the bad ways. Sometimes i think i should not have gotten myself involved in these bad experiences, but on the other hand, if not for these bad experiences, how would i grow, how would i get to know myself more. To those people affected by my "devastating" actions (you know who you are, but you all "won" anyway), i deeply apologize but if i were to chose again, i will chose to do the same thing. Thats for the sake of self dignity and pride. You guys might have won the battle upfront, but i've won the experience of a battle well fought. Perhaps this small little power struggle incident will prepare me for more in the future, and its for self preservation.

Digressing from the not so happy events, i've come to a recollection of what i've achieved in the past 2 years. Non-acadamically, a roller coaster ride to my personal peak, and then fell down painfully onto the bottom pit, its a really hard fall, but i've learnt to be more resistent. People may view me as a failure for this, but i viewed myself as a winner...at least the impact of my actions is lasting enough to cause some woohaa in the association. Academically wise, i've proved myself to be what i'm used to be. From a pathetic state where i failed every single test miserably, to now, a slightly average student like what i used to be in sec sch...its a difficult process to climb that ladder. But then, i climbed on and hopefully prelims is not my peak. I may feel tired sometimes but i must consistently remind myself, what is my purpose, what is my aim, what is my goal. A little self reflection may serve as a catalyst to continue climbing that ladder. Although i did not climb as fast as some of my peers, the top of my ladder seems nearer each day. Different people have different ladders of different height. Thats the measure of each individual's potential and capability. For my dear friends who have not reached a certain desirbale height, reassure thats not the top of ur ladder, u can still make it to the top, jiayou. Sometimes i slided down the ladder a little, but still, the climbing process continued and will continue until the last paper of A levels.

Have developed many memories in AJC. Orientation 1, open house, haunted house, student learning team, etc. Be it good or bad, i've not only learnt bout myself but others. There are sooo many wonderful people out there to interact with. You learnt from them they learnt from you. You learnt that they are kind, friendly, approachable, possess good attitudes, etc. Then you ask yourself, "can i be a better person by also possessing their qualities" then you grow. Friendship may differ in magnitude for everyone, but no matter how small the magnitude is, it is still the fate that brings these people to you, so cherish them, cherish the time you have with them. Apart from friends, i've met wonderful teachers in AJC. Most of them are approachable, understanding and caring. They want us to learn, want us to succeed in A levels and move on...at this moment, a big thank to all of them. Whether its your scolding or your encouragement, they have impacted me one way or another, but for sure, its for the better.

And then, its one more day left. I wonder if i will miss the different spots n corners in the school just like how i used to miss my zhss. We complain bout the poor facilities and infrastructure about AJC, but i'm sure there will still be some corners in the school that will bring back some good memories right? For me, these places includes my J1 homeroom 10-23, my J2 homeroom 133, the AJC audi where my class was given special VIP seatings along the rear (i.e. stairs) due to limited no. of seats, the PE dept, where every PE lesson is like Tekong (although i've yet to experience it), the hall's control room - lousily facilitated, LT3 - the haunted LT and also, the deserted back route behind the classroom blocks where i used to smuggle food from the canteen all the way back to my homeroom in 133. All these piece together to form what AJ is in my memory. I think i will miss them as much as i desire AJ to have a new school building.

As such, i will like to express a big thankyou to all the people (friends, classmates and teachers) i've came upon with in my 2 yrs stay in AJC. And then we move on... ...

Went for post prelim havoc today. Met YY at dhoby ghout mrt...yes, single men outing. Hahah. Ok, not farnie. Was suppose to go kbox wif him, but then he got his own commitment which i am not aware off after 2. So ok lor, go pool wif him first at cine. Juz nice thad sms me say got class movie outing, so gd, at least i wont turn into a wandering ghost haunting orchard road after YY left. Hehe. Pool was liddat lor, he own me 4, but final round finally let me win. Yah. Went Pastamania to eat. Damn embarrasing. I was popping the chilli powder onto my pasta. Then is like very few come out, so i pop harder the whole thing plus the metal cover came out. Walau, my whole plate of pasta filled with chilli. Hav to clear away of coz but still my pasta is coated wif lotsa chilli. Had a hard time finishing my pasta, coupled by YY's sinister laughter. I appreciate it dude. When i was about to leave i immediately dash out so that pple wont recognize my face. Twirk.

Anyway, met the 2205 guys at the basement. We went to watch The Banquet. Yah, the one acted by Zhang Ziyi. The whole film is still easy to understand, its juz i kill you, you kill me. The got alot of "RA" scenes where the lustful king (who killed the real king his bro and married his bro's wife acted by zhang ziyi) consumate wif zhang ziyi n stuff...otherwise its all killing scenes. You hav heads cut off, belly sliced, man split into half, you name it, they hav it. Haha. Ok, enough of my sadistic side to be revealed, in the end everyone die. Yeah, happy every after. And everyone died during the banquet, maybe thats y the show is called THE BANQUET. Ok, a rather bloody banquet. In the end zhang ziyi bcam the emperor but someone mysterious killed her. Dunno who killed her, anyone can giv me an answer? I guess maybe is the crown prince (acted by daniel wu), but then he alreadi died during the banquet. Duh. Haha...maybe is that eunuch kill her one, dunno.... we shall leave that to the unknown.

Went to play lan wif the guys after that. Ok, its my first time playing lan so plz call me a suagu aka mountain tortoise. Being a total noob, i was constantly killed by the other 7 of them, but still, its an eye opening experience. Haha. The farnie part came when the guys constantly change their nick to our teachers' name. In the end we hav pillai kill soon choonmui who killed kuah yong hui blah blah blah...all sorta nonsense. Oh yah, oso got peijia kill minli. Duh... Haha. Anyway, it ended at bout 6+ 7. The rest of them left home while me zhenghui junfan n nic went for dinner at some nearby open air food court. The food there basically sux, sooooo oily. But order my food le muz finish it rite. If not i oso very zek ark. Haha. After that take MRT home lor.

Ok lar, had a rather havoc day today. But didn go clubbing. Though i am of legal age. Hehe. I good boy ok, dun go clubbing, dun buy toto, dun drink alcoholic drink. Ok lar, still got 2 days to enjoy before the real mugging spree for alevels starts. With such, adidos !!!

Prelims is over, i am so happy. Ok, not really. Feeling a great sense of loss after a few months of mugging, but this sense of loss will soon be converted to sense of motivation in working towards the ultimate As. So i guess i shall giv myself a short break from now on till this coming monday.
A rest well deserved. Anyway, not really confident or happy with my performance for prelims. Think my results is going to sux, sux sux sux SUX. No good no good. This shd b a wake up call for me. Allow me to analysis my performance and my expected grade:

1. Econs:
Very poorly done , confirm garentee plus chop. Paper 3 essays was rather ok i guess, but paper 1 n 2 is totally disaster. Paper 1 MCQ out of 30 qns i only noe how to do 5, the other 25 all tikum. See how dispair i am? Paper 2 DRQ n Econs totally dunno what i am writing. Wrote about 12 pages of crap? But serious, i write for the sake of writing, and i dun think i noe what i am writing, so i guess this 2 are gonna b my pitfall.
Expected Grade: E (45 to 49)

2. Maths:
Confirm garentee plus chop wont get A. Most people find it easy but i think otherwise. Paper 1 is utterly rubbish. I had 26 marks deducted the moment i handed up the paper. Coz got 26 marks worth of qns dunno how to do. I sux in pure maths. Paper 2 shd b ok but wont b good enuff to score an A. Plus i am always very careless for maths...so...sorry mrs soon. Hahah, gonna disappoint you.
Expected Grade: C - D (50 - 59)

3. Physics:
One of my fave subj yet most feared. Paper 3 today is rather ok. All the topics i expect to come out (or shd i say my tutor expect to come out) came out. Gd. I only studied 5 topics, enuff to do the paper. Dun ask me bout all the E field n EMI coz i didn study at all for paper 3, totally didn touch them hence i didn do. Hehe. Paper 1 is a disaster. I think i am gonna get single digit fail for MCQ. 10 questions 7 not sure. Paper 2 bcoz i was affected by the shock from paper 1, i didn perform well oso. So yah, Paper 1 n 2 will b my pit fall. The paper according to other is very easy, means many pple gonna do well. So i confirm will be dethrone by one of the guys in class this time for phys.
Expected Grade: C - D (50 - 59)

4. Chemistry:
Another of my fave subj yet most feared oso. Paper 3 was not very well done coz i dun think i can score an average of 7/10 per question. Frumble abit so paper 3...dead. Haha. Paper 1 i dun hav time to finish the last 10 qns so i think its oso a great discount of my marks. Paper 2 is rather ok. Because the paper is rather easy for others oso, i think many pple will do well. I will oso be demoted to some normal average band student i guess. So chem i would say...is not very gd as compared to my usual performance.
Expected Grade: B - C (55 - 69)

I think i hav over-mugged. I dont know why i am saying that but for once i felt that i hav passed optimum storage capacity of my brain and know things r starting to diffuse out of it. Horror !!! I only found out yesterday during phys tuition when we were given some paper 3 qns to do and i just stare at the few ideal gas questions in blank. I hav no idea what i am reading, i hav no idea what they r talking or asking about, i hav no idea how to start. Everything was just BLANK. This means that my brain has already saturate and thus wadeva i've learnt or revised or cramped are starting to come out!!! NOoooooooooo !!!!!!! Why of all the time NOW?!?!? Must be i do too many other school prelims le, until my brain hav gone numb, or must be i cramp too much thing in, now the suitcase is starting to burst...i think i am rather dead. Anyway, i spent 4 hrs (instead of the usual 2) attending phys tuition yesterday, start at 5 end at 9...suppose to end at 7 but then, its e last session b4 prelims and questions start shooting all around in the air. But then for once i felt so unparticipative, if there is such a word, meaning i dunno wad is going on...maybe this is so call "brain fart" or "brain fatigue" or wadeva...or maybe it means i am going to turn retard. Maybe this will b a good reason for pple to cheer and celebrate, coz the mugger CMH hav forgotten all his stuff !!! Wth...heaven plz dun play such a trick on me. Now with juz 1 day b4 prelim, i felt so discouraged and unmotivated...muz b i've overdone things...omg...someone help me !!!!!

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