Yoz yoz, 2 days nv see me online...miss me anot. Haha. Ghost den will miss me. Anyway, ya, AVA camp juz officially finished and the farewell party oso went on "smoothly" last night too. So...ya, gd lor. So alot to blog bout today, lets start from AVA camp day 1. *****AVA Camp Day 1****** Everyone gathered outside dance room at 7.50am. We J1s are expecting this camp to b kinda fun like filled wif games n stuff but ya, we r obviously disapointed. Maria was late coz he juz returned to SIngapore that morning from China. So ya, we hav to wait for her b4 reporting to the classroom coz we need full strenght, Anyway, the whole camp is a learning camp la where the seniors pass down almost everything we needa know so....haha. First, we learnt hall system again, this time more indepth. We took the whole morning, which is like....woah. Oh yah, we oso went to e recording room inside dance studio to familiarize ourselves to our "future home" in ajc for the next 1.5 years. We oso learnt something bout Ulead which is quite fei4 actually but den no info is useless rite. So its e best part of camp....lunch. Well, perhaps we overestimate this aspect coz we r rather disapointed wif lunch. Haha. Undeniably speaking, the food sux, utterly sux. But ya, muz learn to b thankful wad....so bo bian hav to eat. After lunch we learn audi system which again we r quite familiar of, juz dat this time more indept, den we oso learn something damn cool ..... live feedback. Its something like live telecast thingy where u can connect wadeva u r filming at one end of e sch to a mini satellite, which transmit to another satellite connected to the projector or visualizer and it can b shown in e hall or audi. Cool rite. Xian chang zhi bo leh. So yah, very fun, dats e most fun thing la, in ava technology. So....we ended at bout 5 where me, maria n jeremy go j8 n prepare to e bbq e day after. (For more details, read my previous post). *************AVA Camp Day 2*************** As usual, everyone gathered outside dance studio. I carried e bbq stuff all e way from home to sch. Yah, so does other pple that r responsible. Everyone is in farewell BBQ mode la, but den, we still hav a learning camp to attend rite. So firstly, we learnt outdoor system. Outdoor system is kinda ma fan la, coz we hav to carry 4 big heavy speakers that weigh bout 10kg each and fix them up on stands (hey, we r doing work against gravity, the speakers gain GPE...dortz). Den we oso muz bring mixer, amplifier, equalizer wadeva wif lotsa cables. I tell u, i hate the cables, they r so ma fan, both to uncoil n coil. But ya, its wad we needa know. So we locate ourselves outside PE dept where we start blasting music (after we learnt how to handle e system). And den i think it disturbs e teachers inside la, so Lim Kok Wee n Aurthur lim came out to see wad e hell is going on. Haha. Anyway, we den hav to set up everything right from e scrach outside e audi as well as outside e hall la. We r given time limit oso...so fun. I tell u e speakers r damn heavy....i still dunno how e hell we got them up on e stand. But ya, its a success. This took us the whole morning where den its lunch. The J2s ordered from e same stall again n of coz, needless to say, e food sux. Haha. After that we hav an external guy to come giv a tok on video production. This allows us to skip afternoon PE. So nice. That guy is an ex ajcian la, and i think its one of e earlier batch considering his age. (Ooopps) So he tok bout how we shd start filming, how we shd produce professional standard video n stuff...but ya.....i still managed to keep myself awake. So the talk wad like chao1 shi2 lor, we r suppose to end at 4.30 but we ended at 5. Die, lesser time to prepare for farewell BBQ. So immediately after e thing end, everyone of us J1s chionged to our destination to prepare for our BBQ. Haha, yup, we muz develop e sense of urgency in us. ***********Farewell BBQ************* I dunno bout e rest but i shall tok bout how me, maria n jeremy prepare for e party within e short period of time. The 3 of us chionged down to bishan J8 by MRT, managed to reach there at bout 5.15pm? So we went into e NTUC, where i grabbed a basket, and start shopping for e food. The bulky stuff we brought earlier on e day b4 rite, we let tony n desmond bring them down to east coast pk first la, coz desmond rich ma, got private transportation. So we went to e chiller section where we bought sotong balls, crabsticks n stuff. Den went to BBQ section to buy charcoal, which to our surprise, happens to b lighter than it seems to be. So ya, we basically finish buying our stuff. So we proceeded to e Pola cake shop to collect e bdae cake we ordered the day b4. I think we managed to do that by 5.40, so we ran to e bus interchange to take a bus (service no. 55) down to East Coast Pk to meet wif e other grp of J1s. During e bus ride right, there was this grp of students, whom i think r younger than us by 1 year or so, sitting infront of us la. Den this guy in green kept diao-ing us 3 la, juz bcoz e 3 of us talked abit louder...juz abit only. This caused maria to b very bu shuang of him la. Den i was like...ok....xi shi ning ren better. Anyway, we took a damn long bus ride down to east coast pk. We alighted opposite Tao Nan School where we walk across e HDB flats n across ECP using e underpass. We arrived at Marine Cove where it started to rain, to our dismay. I mean, b4 that e sky alreadi damn black le. So bo bian, e bbq still hav to go on. We quickly go to our pit where Tony n desmond they all alreadi started to fire. Maria quickly ran away to hide the surprise bdae cake. Well, i think things r quite obvious le but ya, true, Des didn really notice anything bout our surprise. Oh yah, i muz mention bout how nice Des's parents were to help us alot at e BBQ, even bought us extra food, we r damn so touched, serious. Thankyou auntie uncle. So yah, as e drizzle continued, e fire starting process continued. We placed our bags at the shelther that was occupied by another grp of pple, they r so kind to let us place our stuff. Anyway, it was 7 when e seniors arrived. Me n maria went to fetch them at Marine Cove. Well, i can tell they had a hard time locating the venue. Thanks to me, perhaps. Hahaha. So ya, as more n more seniors arrive, we proceed on to our bbq process. It was quite fun la, actually, all of us really enjoyed it. The rain even stopped, to our likeing. Well, as e sky darkens, lightnings can b seen far away at the sea, which i joked that "ava farewell party got natural lighting effects somemore". Haha. But we r quite lucky not to b striked by any. So ya, soon (well, not very soon coz it was alreadi 8+ to 9), the teachers arrived. Erm....however, we didn really hav much food left for them but ya, they still get their share. Den suddenly maria n i played MIA la, obviously to prepare e cake for desmond. So as we walked towards e pit wif e cake in her hand and e umbrella in my (quite a funny scene), e candles extinguishes. Hahahaa. So funny. Yah, Desmond was kinda surprise la, den everyone sang happy bdae song to him. Awwwwwww......e cake was rather a small one, and he noticed our wordings. Hahaha. So cut cake, blow candle, wadeva, we enjoyed melted choco cake. Duh. Den Maria suggested we play games (well, not suggest, coz we plan them b4 hand). So yah, we played zong ji mi ma lah, where e dio-ed victim gotta drink some strange concortion comprising of softdrinks, curry, wadeva disgusting things u can find. Haha. Yucks. We managed to victimize Mr Eugene Ng oso. Hahaha. Can sense the disgustment, really very disgusting. However, he very sporting la, he finished his special cocktail we prepared. Next, we played sissor paper stone, where e winner can splash a cut of water on the loser. Its kinda adapted from some taiwan variety programme la, but who cares. Everyone got wet in e end. So ya, after much enjoyment, its 10pm. Everyone started packing, some left alreadi. The last few of us left e pit at 10.40pm where we took e same bus 135 home. I reached home at bout 11.30pm la, not as late as i expect. Yah, we enjoyed ourselves n i trust that e seniors enjoyed themselves too. At least our efforts r not put to waste. *************AVA Camp Day 3**************** Nothing much happened today. We had our individual situation test. All of us are to individually set up stuffs in a very short time. Yah, very stressed la. We got 5 stations, that includes hall, audi, outdoor system, live feed and one more, that i forgot. Anyway, marks r counted la. Obviously, i so lan4 how can score well. Hahaha. So that took us e whole day. We oso had group test la, where we got a series of events happening minutes after another n we gotta get the stuff ready. Haha. That one is like, almost like mission impossible la. In one of e preparation, i gotta prepare outdoor lightings la. So i gotta climb this shakey laddar to hang 3 heavy spot lights n drop lights outside e hall. Wa, i tell u, i was like shaking la, not bcoz i too weak to carry the heavy lightings up, but bcoz i scared they will drop down n kill someone if i hang them too loosely. haha. Very scared. The pple around me oso very scared. Yah, basically that was e most difficult part la, and we were not taught on how to hang the stupid light up there lor. So yah. After everything, we got movie screening cum pizza dinner at dance studio. So yah, left sch at 7+ and went home straight. So here i am, back from AVA camp. Lol. Wif that, cya !!! (Long entry sia)

Hey hey. Today first day of AVA Camp....well, i am quite tired now so i will blog bout it some other days. Juz wanna tok bout wad happened after AVA camp. The 3 of us AVA Farewell Party Organizers (aka new EXCO excluding president) went down to J8 NTUC at bout 5+ to survey e price of stuff. Yup. Bought the drinks le, 5 bottles of 1.5 litre softdrinks, 5 different flavours. Yah. Oso bought Mr Chan's thankyou present. Yup, its Merci Chocolate coz merci means grateful, according to Maria. The other stuffs will b bought FRESH tml. Haha. And after a long weekend, alot of unforseen circumstances arose thus we hav to make some minor adjustments to adapt to them. Ya wad, AVA pple muz b neng qu neng shen one. Haha. Oso went to Pola to see Desmond's surprise bdae cake for tml's party. Maria booked e choco one and the auntie says its FOC to hav wordings on it. So ya, i suggest writing "Happy Birthday, Mr. President". So funny. Cant imagine his expression when he sees it. Yup, we really wrote that. Hahaha. By right me n saigang shd go Maria's house help chuan4 the souveniers she bought for e seniors. Some kinda keychain got alphabets one. Yah, and the wordings are "AVA"...wad else. Haha. So ya, but den since there r only a few, she dun need much help from us so we go home lor. B4 going home i went J8 basement da bao Shi Lin Fried Chicken. Haha. Long time nv eat le. One piece enuff to settle my dinner. So ya, went home lor. Reached home at 6+ 7 where i quickly devoured the shi lin fried chicken and go study for chem. Yesh, i officially started studying chem today, after finishing phys last wk. Juz hav continuous mugging for 4 hours until now. Haha. Managed to finish 3 chapters. I really play MIA sia. Not as in missing in action but mugging in action. Dun admit i m a mugger oso cannot. Haiz...wad to do, i no life wad. Haha. Very tired le, tml still hav to wake up at 6+ reach sch by 7.50am. So ya, gtg, wif dat, CYA !!!!

Ooo....juz came back from SVA discussion / meeting. Ok, woke up at 7 this morning, took my damn time to wash up n get ready n left home at 7.50. I was e earliest to reach AMK MRT, where i waited for the rest to arrive. Weeleng came, den desmond, and jeremy replied he he had an headache, which we later found out that he is still sleeping after we called him 15min after 8. So nvm, we proceeded to mac without him where discussion start. Hmmm....the discussion was like sian sian de, perhaps its bcoz pple see my face alreadi sian le. I had my breakfast there b-t-w. So I brief them bout the video criteria n stuff which i knew from expereince as well as the SVA briefing last tue. Then, at bout 9, Jeremy appeared. So i hav to re explain e whole thing again but ya, i dun think anyone would care. So we start brainstorming. We decide to do drama, which is rather challenging. Its my first time doing drama in my 4 yrs of experience, so ya. We came out wif many topics. I also explained to them that SVA judges are sadists (which is true) coz those who won are sad films, not comedy. So we needa do something really sad n touching or wadeva. We finally agree on a drama wif e theme "discrimination". Kinda narrates my life, haha. No la. I wont say much about it but it will sure bring about alot of "fond" memories for my ex class 4E2. Hahahaha. My strategy for the drama is, keep the content short n sweet but varies in e techniques portraying the scenes. Ya. However, after wasting 2+ hours in mac, we only managed to come out wif e start n the end but not the body. Which is quite.....sad. Anyway, we went to Popular after that to see wad souveniers we can buy for J2s for farewell party.....nothing seems suitable, i guess. But anyway, i hope Maria will get something for e souveniers in china. So ya, got back home n here i am. Wif that, cya !!!

Before i know it, i've finish revising for physics. However, i still hav that kinda feeling that perhaps i didnt study enuff for physics, similar feelings like last yr, is like finish revision le still feel that there is something lacking. Dunno, i think i still needa move on to other subjects. Time is running short. Talking about physics revision, i really miss the sec sch days when Elim made us do n do n do alot of stuff. I still remember how she print us alot of compiled other-schools-questions and insist that we finish the day after. I still remember how she go thru qns by qns wif much elaboration, making us understand every single bit of it. Now, in JC, no such thing le. Where got teacher giv us pass years papers or other school qns, thats something i needa adapt to. Therefore, i did myself a favour by compileing my own sets of qns from past yr papers inherited from my cousins. However, i still dun really understand some parts, and i m really "enlightened" by some qns whereby they seems simple by look but there r lotsa hidden steps that leads to e ultimate answer. I think i need more practice. I understand that i m not as smart as some of my peers and hence twice e effort muz b put in. Pple seems to overestimate me, and think that i am boasting or bluffing when i say i m not that intelligent. But the fact is, i am indeed not that smart, its all juz base on hardwork. Wadeva it is, i know many of my peers r at home sharpening their knives, so i shd not slack too much also. Sigh....why am i suddenly talking bout all these things. Anyway, hav SVA discussion tml morning at 8am. I dunno why am i so crazy to make it at 8am but ya. Haha. I needa go n slp, hopefully can wake up early tml. With that, cya !!!

Dont ever remind me how stupid is outdoor survey. Haha. Walked around raffles place for like more than an hour and we only got 6 or 7 responses. Haiz....i shd hav known this, but i still cant accept the fact that people take us as transparent, i mean, at least kindly reject us and not walk pass us though we r not present. However, i still gotta thank those who stopped by and do our survey, we greatly appreciate that. I realized that majority of those who helped us wif e survey are young men...perhaps bcoz they once suffered e same fate as us a few yrs ago when they r still studying. So ya, next time got outdoor survey (i hope not) muz target these people. Yup. After an afternoon of pao tou lu mian, i hope i can visit raffles place next time without them recognizing me. Haha. So now its out last resort, faking results. Hahahahha.

Juz watched jue dui superstar. Very disapointing. They made it sounds so glamorous, comparable to idol but den none of e audition clips tickled me to laughter. The judge r oso not fun de. All act like mr nice guy and try to b angels fluttering about the audition room sprinkling warmth and kindness. Ya, i understand that this is e kinda judges needed by the contestants but then dont mediacorp knows anything bout good television effects? "Crazy" judges like simon cowell n ken lim that dares to fault others r good for tv. Thats wad e audience wants to watch. Duh...nvm...i will not yet boycott the show but ya, still think the first episode is very disapointing. On e whole, i still think they r trying to make it Singapore idol chinese vers juz that they change e name n logo to avoid paying copyright fee.

So yup, dats all. Looking forward to this sat's SVA discussion. And oso muz start hunting for souveniers for J2s during farewell party. Hmmm....ok lor, cya !!!

Ahhhhh.....sian arh !!!! Very sian !!!!! I woke up damn late today....latest thru-out my june holiday, 10am. Haha. Ya, seems early to some of u. Dunno la, today rainy weather feel like sleeping dun feel like doing anything. Juz finish revising work energy power for physics. I am half way thru physics, plan to finish everything by this weekend...i got 5 chapters left....seems impossible at the rate i am going. Ya, after i m done wif work energy power i juz cant carry on liao...so i decide to lie on my bed and act half dead. And the worse thing is, i haven start on other subjects. Haiz.....i juz dun feel like doing anything today la. I juz feel like sleeping. Afterwards got survey to do @ Shenton way....dunno how things will turn up. 3 of us 5 going. Haiz......but i am more worried bout the pace i m going wif my revision. Aiya, lets all juz flunk mid yr together............sleepy........sleepy.....zzzzzzzz......

Yoz yoz yoz, wazzup. Haha. Abit tired today, dunno y. Juz now went to MOE Headquarters for SVA (Schools Video Awards) competition briefing cum tea session. Was suppose to met one of e AVA Mr. Eugene Ng in AJ at 1pm. But he was late for 10min coz he is driving. Anyway, he drove us there in this style-lo car of his, ya, cant imagine it belongs to him but den, ya. Haha. So he questioned me on hows stuff going in AVA on e way there....but most of time, silence takes over. Reached MOE headquater at bout 1.40pm. I tell u that place was damn zai...haha...suddenly feel like joining MOE. Haha. Anyway, i, as a visitor, gotta exchange my student pass for a visitor's pass, the security quite tight sia. Proceeded to e audi where we registered n signed inoutside. Pardon me for being a mountain tortise but ya, i think e audi oso damn zai. I luv e stage, its so big, bigger than AJ's. Haha. The thing started wif us being address by some kep personals but i dun really care much. Alot of pple attended, so cool, suddenly felt so priviledged. Then they show us some award winning clips from 6th video awards. Wad can i say, they r of quite high standards, i am rather impressed. On e other hand, as a student video producer, i start to question inside me wads e significance for certain scenes or certain angles or wadsoeva. Haha, i think i got zhi2 ye4 bing4 sia, but den, cant help la, is like been doing video for 4 yrs le, so ya. They showed us e platinum award drama winning clip from VJC, about some grandmother stuff. Ya, quite nice, quite touching oso, they oso use alot of symbolisms, metaphors...(izzit, i dunno, i didn take lit for quite a long time, i am trying to say things that symbolizes somehting else). But i still think Canberra Sec's 4th SVA's platinum award winning video is still better. Haha. The whole thing ended at bout 5. Mr Ng sent me back to AMK, so nice of him. Haha. Oh yah, i oso notice that he listens to UFM !!! Yeah !!! UFM RAWKS !!! so many listerners. Yup, i m oso a loyal listener of UFM. I seemed to hav some problems wif PW. My grp cant find a suitable time to do survey. Its quite fustrating la, is like everyone agree on a day den suddenly last min got unforseen circumstances call off or postpone. Haiz...very sian lor. SVA meeting oso liddat, cannot find a suitable time for meeting. Haiz.....someone help me !!!!

Waaaa.....so fast, first week of holiday gone liddat. Why muz time b so cruel on me that it pasts so fast. Anyway, finish most of my hw, dun admit i m a mugger oso cannot, but dats not e point. Hmmm...lets see wad i can tok bout from my boring and meaningless life, PW, yes, PW. My grp showed our survey to mdm woon yesterday and she said its fine. Meaning we can carry on wif our survey. My grp will b going Shenton way to survey those working adults this coming wed. I noe its hard coz u noe their attitude, the "siamers". Lol. Meaning pple who "siam" when they r approached. So ya, its gonna b challenging. AVA camp cum farewell BBQ on week 3. The discussions n meetings r more or less fixed. Mid year exam...plan to study from next week onwards. Oh yah, got SVA briefing at MOE headquater wif Mr. Eugene Ng coming tues....haiz....since i m e only student going, he is gonna grill me wif qns bout e farewell party i organize....lets see how i can handle him. Wad else, actually nothing much, i hope i can get my hands on HCJ and TJ physics n chem notes...i hinted niece ruqing and karin le, but dun think they get my hint, so nvm. AJ phys notes juz sux la. Oh, and the jeans i bought the other day, muz bring to alter this weekend. OSo muz buy paper plates, forks n cups n wadeva for e farewell party. Haiz.......i sounds like a desperate student, somehow similar to desperate housewives...haha....so dats all, cya !!!

Its holiday !!!! Yeah...cheers....yeah rite. As if i am happy its holiday. I am not bored at home, i dun feel bored, i juz feel pathetic, yes, PATHETIC. Holiday is sooo empty for me, esp when i am an anti-social freak. I think i hav been a homework-clearing machine for the past few days...ya, basically clearing hw. Plan to clear them by first week. My rationale for doing so is so that infomations in my mind wont go messed up when i study for my mid yr later on this holiday, ya, esp when most of e hw r bout things that r not tested in mid yr. Sigh.....i am now waiting for afternoon PE...so sian.... Seriously i dun hav any plan for enjoyment during this holiday. Ok, perhaps e primary sch clique outing is scheduled on e 3rd week...dats all i guess. I initiated a SVA discussion session for the other pple involved in this competition outside at orchard rd so shun bian can go play pool...but the details hav not yet to b confirmed. Everyone is busy la. Now i find another problem...when can we do our survey for PW. Its like theres not a time that is convenient for e 5 of us. 3rd week of holiday got AVA camp....and YESH, 14th june is farewell BBQ evening...the first event we new EXCO organized. Well, not all, we left e president out of the planning process coz he shd not b involved, we hav special plans for him. *evil grin*. I hope its gonna b a success. And i think our poor VP is damn so stressed, she non stop activity from e first day of holiday till e end of ava camp (AB camp, china trip, AVA camp), which is 2.5 weeks. So i hope she wont plunge into depression again. Oh yah, the teacher in charge says he will donate some money for e farewell party...yeah...at least wont worry bout ava falling into financial crisis. I am oso quite worry bout e stupid alpha list thingy. Sigh....WHY MUZ THE SCH PUT US PPLE IN ALPHA LIST. Yes, we MUST attend some stupid courses that adds up to more than 20 hours. During the briefing last week, the teacher incharge say we muz attend 2 compulsory courses out of 3 choices and 2 elective courses, which r oso compulsory...and i was like duh...as if i got so much free time. And the courses varies in duration. So everyone were rushing to sign up for e shorter one. And e teacher incharge says the sign up booklet can b found in her pigeon hole...but guess wad...i went down to her pigeon hole for 3 days and ITS EMPTY. I was damn pissed off lor, is like how e hell am i gonna sign up when u say i MUST sign up and u r so lazy to even put e booklet in ur pigeon hole. I am sure alot of u all share e same grief as me, ya, esp pple like kenneh....complaining to me everytime e issue is brought up. Dunno la, i think e system kinda ....dunno wad la...is like shd at least giv us a choice whether to agree to b in it anot...sigh...and term 3 got PW courses somemore...hell heck....i am not so free u noe, even if u giv me 1 week no sch juz attend course from morning till afternoon i think oso not enuff. So ya......dats wad bothering me for e past few weeks....so i guess i will continue clearing my hw...wif dat...cya

Woke up today with a moody mood. The weather is so moody, the air is so stale n moody, everything is so moody, dampens my mood too, made me moody. Haiz....Now i like sian sian liddat. Woke up early today...about 6.50am...dunno why...but ya, juz woke up early..and i first thing i saw when i draw e curtains.....dark clouds.....my whole day bcom so sian liao.....complete 2 physics e assignments juz now....no mood to do, anyhow do....sigh...dunno y la. Was sitting in my bedroom staring into blanks miniutes ago. Last night had a long EXCO meeting via MSN...found out that all of them hav AB camps or delta camps or wadeva leadership camps for e first 2 weeks....and here i am....not involved in anything. Thats oso one reason that makes me moody this morning....i shd feel lucky i'm not involved in such torturous camps...but ironically, i felt useless not being involved....sigh....PW discussion via MSN gonna start in minutes time....jolene n emily not yet online....i shall wait....wait....wait....zzzzzzzzz.

Today is Be Yourself Day. Actually it was rather boring, i mean, ya, gd try, organizers but i still dun find it very happening, sorrie. I am down for AVA duty the throughout the whole event. Met the rest at 6.30am in school...so early....so after some briefing, we went to do our various duties. I was tasked to be incharged of LT1, LT2 and LT4. LT1 and 2 are movie screening, LT4 is the kbox thingy. So i basically set up the cordless mic n stuff for the kbox thingy during morning assembly and thus i no need to attend flag raising. Yah. I was also in charged to filming the events. So ya, basically walk around the school compound ,after the LTs are in gd conditions, wif saigang and film wad i find is interesting (which actually isn much). Ok, at bout 11, its time for concert cum paegent. Everyone went to the hall. After keeping all the stuffs in the various LTs, i went to e hall to meet wif e rest. I decide to do filming for e event. So i set up my video stand at the back of e hall coz the whole hall is too small n packed. Wad a shame, AJ no money to build bigger hall. Haha, jokin. So ya, film the event..dun wish to elaborate on the event coz its sooooo boring. Went back to control room to change battery and then film e rest of e event wif eve. Ya. So after the whole be urself day, me , tony, eve, saigang and weeleng took MRT to clark quay where we met Benjamin senior to go singapore history museum (they moved to clark quay as e original building is under renovation) for some video screening thingy. Basically, its boring. So oso dun wish to elaborate much on it also. The video thingy exceed time limit by like 15min. Coz me n saigang hav to meet maria at PS for EXCO meeting, and e fact that we r late kept poor Maria waiting like a fool at PS for us. Sorrie sia, dun blame me, blame the video thingy. So we walked from clark quay all the way to PS n reached there at 4.45pm, 1h later than the previously agreed time. Hahaha. Feel so bad. But anyway, we go Long John where i had my lunch or izzit breakfast or izzit dinner, i dunno, hahaha, anyway, its juz my first meal for the day. So we sat down n discuss on e farewell party for e seniors n stuff la. Basically wasting time more than discussing but we still did put in some constructivity. Then went to Carfour PS to survey on e price of certain food items (most prob bbq for e farewell party). So it was until 7pm when we decide to b dismissed. So e 3 of us take MRT back home where i reached home at bout 7.30 ? Dunno. Yah. So thats basically one busy day for me la. Oh yah, i wore my new class tee thruout be urself day. Its kinda plain i guess but who am i to complain right. I mean we r lucky we hav a class tee. So ya, juz did some mid year fileing moments ago b4 typing this entry. So dats all, holidays here, and i aint feeling anything. Sigh.....holidays seems to b busy but ya, as i mentioned in earlier post, i will walk one step see one step lor.....Cya !!!

I am totally SHOCK !!!! STUNNED !!!! Exco results release today. I am sad i didn get my post. Sob sob....i feel like i let down on my mu xiao, ZHSS liddat. Haha. Everyone was expecting Marianne to b president. And the most shocking thing occured !!! Desmond was president, Maria was VP. Seriously, i was stunned at the very moment it was announced. As much as i "object" the results, on the other hand i muz respect the teachers' and EXCO's decisions. So ya, i'm done. Haha. For once i understand the fact that i cannot control my fate....so let it be ? Dunno. Fight ? Cannot la, next time in uni la....haiz....i very luan4 now....i feel dat i am so useless....

Happy Class Birthday S2205 !!!!!!! Woohoo....today is class birthday but den, i didn really attend e celebration. Haha. Yup, most of them go Big Walk today while e lazy me was still sleeping at home this morning. Nvm. I am juz a pathetic lazy pig. Anyway, today AVA president Choonxiong called me to inform me that i am down for AVA duty for Be Yourself Day. Actually the whole J1s will be down for duty, considering the massiveness of the event. So that sets me thinking whether i shd volunteer to do control room duty or filming duty. Still remembered that day CLDDS performance i last miniute promise to do filming duty(perhaps thats e initiative my seniors told e AVA teachers bout me during EXCO interview).....perhaps i shd giv myself a chance out of my comfort zone (video) and try something i am not too confident in...wadeva. Anyway, i would luv to walk around e college holding a camera n film wads going on around. Its fun. But on e other hand, i like to sit in e control room n play my fave chi pop songs i downloaded for the pre-concert. Haiz.....dats perhaps e reason i joined AVA. Haha. Further details bout e duty will be discussed on Wed's meeting....
which leads me to my next point....Wed's House EXCO election !!! Yup, everyone has to attend to elect the next EXCO for our various house. First, i wanna state myself clear...I AM NOT INTERESTED IN HOUSE EXCO WADSOEVA !!! Anyway, i think i will norminate e next house captain base on e criteria of capability, leadership and most impt, in good physical shape, coz it has something to do wif sports. I hav someone in mind.....giv u guys a hint....my fellow ZHSSrian de....but nv in e same class as me b4...gotta know him only when i enter JC.....haha...quite obvious rite.
Ok, next, GP !!! Mrs Siva is leaving...sad....and Ms Tay, our new GP teacher, is coming on tue...and guess wad, we r having a class debate. The class is splited into 2 groups and each grp muz hav 3 speakers. I tot i am out of e danger zone when pple start saboing good speakers like Lucia, Jasmine, etc who r in my grp. But i find myself in danger, equal level of danger as others when the rest decide to use Open Number Game to decide e speakers !!! And the always very unlucky n suay me got it !!!!! NOooooooo.....why everytime me...everytime open number or oh-a-peh-a-som always dio me one !!!!!! I am really a suay-kinna man !!! Nvm....i will see wad i can do....
Lets tok bout wad i did today...i basically clear my trigo 3 tutorials, my econs tutorials and i bought a new econs file. Its bright orange in colour. Very eye-striking. Yup, all my subj files r of different colours, partly for easy differentiation and partly oso to make my book shelf look colourful n nice. Haha. Lame. I oso bought a new pair of jeans...coz i am surviving on one pathetic pair for e past one yr...nvm....wad else.....oh yah...toking bout clothes....lets tok bout my class tee shirt. Its gonna be wore during be-urself day. Its gonna b hot pink colour....to my objection but ya, "marjority" of e class voted hot pink so be it....practice of democracy. Dunno la, i am not saying i am skeptical bout e voting results but i shall learn to luv it since its my class tee....
Finally, i shall end my ranting here. I noe i am being very lorsoh today for toking n ranting so much insignificant stuff but ya, allow me to coz i am under high stress level. So ya, dats it...cya...

Our GPP is approved !!!!! Cheers !!!! I believe is e first grp in class to be approved. But nvm...dats a gd thing. Alot of things happened this week...thankgoodness it finally passed. I got back most of my tests, very sucky, dun wish to mention bout them. Life without amazing race and survivor is empty....dunno wad to do on wed n fri night without them....but nvm...waiting for e new season to come. This fall....The Amazing Race 8 and Survivor Guatemala...still a long way to go though. Anyway, thanks to those who lightens me up...i was not feeling very happy these few days...ya, u shd noe e reason. Its gonna b a long weekend, so hope i can get some time to rest. I dun really like June holiday...so many things to do during june holiday....even busier than normal days lor...got CCA , Camp, SVA briefing, and most suckily, remedial PE!!!! I am juz PATHETIC !!!! No one in AJC can be more PATHETIC than me when it comes to PE or Napfa...sigh.....dunno la...dun wish to think so much...juz walk one step see one step lor....

I juz realize dat i may not even be in e AVA EXCO list.......dunno leh, feel very sad, not dat i am a control freak la but den i really wanna hav some experience of leadership. Nvm, e EXCO list will be officially announce next wed....Maria n desmond confirm in exco le, coz they got AB camp form....now 2 vacancies left...dunno la....dun wish to think too much..coz e more i hope for, e more disapointed i will get....aiyo....sian arh !!!!

Lol, juz had 2nd round of EXCO interview today. Scary. But lets look at wad happened b4 dat.....
Bell rang, sch ends, so happy. Haha. So i met fellow AVA members Maria outside MPH when later Jer & Eve join us. We go AMK Central for our "first offcial AVA lunch"...weird, ok...Tony joined in while we r juz about to leave e sch. So we walk all e way to Mac and hav lunch. By the time we finish lunch, we decide to stroll back slowly. It was already 2.50pm and AVA starts at 3pm. But we tot its nothing impt so we juz slowly stroll back...so as we were strolling, near AMK library, it was 3.10pm when we received a call from benj (AVA secetary). HORROR !!! He ask us why we were late and told us that the teachers r alreadi waiting for e EXCO interview !!! SIAO !!! We were not informed lor, den is like being late will giv e teachers bad impression of us. So we quicken our pace n manage to reach the waiting room at 3.17pm where the Prod Manager anxiously wait for our presence. Haha. Our worst fears were confirmed when we were told dat 3 of e AVA teachers incharge were waiting in e com lab to interview every single one of us. HORROR !!! Panic sia. Haha. so we quickly make ourself look more decent, put on tie n stuff hopeing to remedy the situation. Lol. Den our Prod manager oso warn us bout e interview la, make us even more nervious, i wont elavorate on e warnings. Haha. First, eve went in, in minutes time, shes out. Shock, so fast !!! Maria went in while me n jer spend e time adjusting tie. Den its my turn. I try to hide my nervousness....so i greet e teachers and e interview start. Dunno wad happened la, but at times i am lost of words to answer their qns...they say they hav high hopes on me, dunno whether its bad or not. They ask me why i let Maria b e president instead of myself, i nothing to say, juz anyhow fabricate some reasons dat she is more capable than me (which is obviously true). Den ask to show why she is more capable, i really dunno wad to say....haha. Then they ask me how to coordinate the club if i am given my post...blah blah blah...scary...i was damn nervous...e teachers' little actions caught me even more unprepared. After like 25min, i'm out of it...sigh....finally its over. Dunno wad will happen to me la, perhaps i will b given my post i apply for, perhaps given a higher post, perhaps not...its all in e hands of e seniors n teachers.......sigh...nvm. So dats all, gotta go dinner. Cya !!!

Today had AVA duty in the audi from 2.15 all the way to 8.45pm. Ya, coz today CLDDS performance. I was incharge of filming. Haha, so basically during their final rehersals, i didn really do much job. Haha, coz i am supposed only to film e actual thing, remember? But ya la, still got help a little. Haha. Marianne was like sian sian e whole day. Coz we didn get e gratefulness we r suppose to get from others. So dats bothering her. Aiya, dunno la. The other J1s hav their EXCO interview today, so me n jeremy-aka-saigang went to "crash" their interview. Haha. Ok, 6pm, pple started streaming in. I got a cam that has LCD screen SPOILT !!! So bobian, hav to view thru e hole, very straining on e eyes. Haha. Stood thru-out e whole performance to film it. Like 1.5 hours standing at that position. When it finally ends, my leg was like ma bi le. Haha, nvm. Went home after that, reached home at bout 9+. Had a little dinner n watch my weekly dose of survivor. 2nd last episode, very nice. Haha. The remaining 5 pple turn UGLY !!!! They were like deceiving each other, fabricating lies, paranoia sets in, backstabbing, throat cutting, omg, i like it. Haha. Not as in i am a saddist but these pple r really playing e game hard and dats gd. The Tribal Council was so drama, one of the 5 spill our everything n den its like a mess, i dunno wad to say. Haiz...mon is finale, cant wait. Ok, so dats all, cya !!!

majo

Yoz yoz yoz, had AVA EXCO interview today. The process was long and boring, i mean e waiting time. Firstly, we are given a form to fill in, like wad post we wanna be, wad leadership experience we hav n stuff. Ya. Den we will hav to wait in e waiting room while we are interviewed by all 4 of e EXCO member one by one in another room. Well, my experience wasnt a good one. I find problems expressing myself infront of e exco members, but i still managed to state my stand n stuff. Ya. And thanks to michelle whom used the term "servant leader" during zhss SC election, i decide to use the term to state my stand too. Hahaha. I dun think the excos are impressed by me but we shall see the results. I think Marrianne hav a high chance to being e president of AVA, dunno. At least i wrote her name down in e form on who i think fits the bill for wadeva post. Hav faith in her. Haha. So ya, the interview wif many many questions ended wif a xin li ce yan, i.e. if i were to bring either an apple or an orange back to e waiting room to share wif my fellow J1s, which of e 2 will i choose. Haha. Me and marrianne choose orange, e rest choose apple. Dunno la, but i think all questions r crucial lor. Ok, all e best to e rest of e J1s to make it into e EXCO list. With that, cya !!!

Yoz yoz, saturday night. Very stressed, got maths n econs test on mon, and guess wad, i haven study !!!! Ya, u all wont believe me but true enuff, i haven start studying, didn study alot. Woke up at 7 this morning, wash up, hav breakfast, change and set off to sch. Yup, needa go back to sch on sat for CLDDS performance rehersal. We AVA pple muz assist them. So i reached sch at bout 8.10, saw Peow Ee, he was going back for CO. So as i proceed alone in the quiet n soul-less building to e audi, tony arrived. Went to control room where marianne n senior weijian came. Bascially, CLDDS hav their full dress rehersal today. I do not wish to comment much on their performance but ya, we r juz helpers. So we help them set up mic n stuff, and guess wad, we bcame very free. They hav pple to do the sound system n lighting (which i dun see a reason why ava pple shd still b around) and so me weijian n tony played chess. I oso managed to finish my GP newspaper analysis there coz i noe i need time at home to mug for test. Senior weijian left us in e middle of e thing for AVA EXCO meeting, which i guess its to choose the new batch of EXCO. So left wif e 3 of us J1s jagaing the whole thing. The rehersal ended promptly at 12.30, so we decide to hav lunch together. We went to Mac, where e AVA EXCOs are having their meeting. So we went in to "disturb" them. Haha. Very funny. So we basically walk past them many times and i think they r quite "irritated". Lol. Had lunch in mac and we chatted a little. Yup, this is e way to bond AVA club members tighter. Haha. After lunch, we went to ka-chiao them one last time b4 we went our seperate ways. Haha. Walk to AMK lib where LYY was waiting for me there. He want me to help him out in some phys stuff la. But den, how much help can i be to him rite. Haha. So met up wif LYY there, he didn change alot, juz more particular bout his hairstyle dats all. We cant find a seat in e cafe, so we juz make do wif e sofa on e 2nd floor. So ya, i "help" him out wif his phys, at e same time, mug my econs test. I brought my econs file out e whole day. After that, we went to Popular bookstore where i needa buy some hole-paste thing. Dunno wad u call dat la, is like when u file notes into ringfiles, they tend to tear at the hole la, due to much flipping, so i buy this sticker thingy to make it more durable. Wadever. YY wants to buy redspots bk. Dunno wad he is up to la, but den, he didn really find anything for himself. After that, YY bought himself rotiboy n we went our seperate ways home. Reached home bout at 4+ to 5. Bathe, change and start mugging for tests. Well, i flip open e notes i feel like sleeping le. So i spend e whole evening downloading n printing econs presentation slides from IVLE. Decide to study from there. Dunno whether effective anot. Sigh...dunno la. dun feel like studying but failure may start knocking on my door. Haiz......STRESSED ARH !!!!

CMH is so sad....very very sad. Why? Coz his fave show The Amazing Race 7 is coming to an end soon...and guess wad, he cant watch e full episode every week !!!! Well, TAR7 used to be on every wed night 10pm to 11pm. I mean, i've stopped complaining that channel 5 moves the show to wed night 10pm from e usual fri night 10pm, but now, channel 5 put a damn stupid show Eye For A Guy 2 infront of my dear TAR7 !!!! Now my TAR7 is shifted back by half an hour. How can i watch until 11.30pm, i mean i will suffer fron insufficient sleep !!! Sigh...i shall not complain even though i am complaining now. 2 more episodes...its down to e final 3...and i think this season is nice coz got one team dat i dislike most - rob n amber (ironic right). But nvm...i wanna watch TAR 7 !!!! At least the finale...i think its gonna b gd, hope romber dun win....sigh....stupid channel 5.