Its holiday !!!! Yeah...cheers....yeah rite. As if i am happy its holiday. I am not bored at home, i dun feel bored, i juz feel pathetic, yes, PATHETIC. Holiday is sooo empty for me, esp when i am an anti-social freak. I think i hav been a homework-clearing machine for the past few days...ya, basically clearing hw. Plan to clear them by first week. My rationale for doing so is so that infomations in my mind wont go messed up when i study for my mid yr later on this holiday, ya, esp when most of e hw r bout things that r not tested in mid yr. Sigh.....i am now waiting for afternoon PE...so sian.... Seriously i dun hav any plan for enjoyment during this holiday. Ok, perhaps e primary sch clique outing is scheduled on e 3rd week...dats all i guess. I initiated a SVA discussion session for the other pple involved in this competition outside at orchard rd so shun bian can go play pool...but the details hav not yet to b confirmed. Everyone is busy la. Now i find another problem...when can we do our survey for PW. Its like theres not a time that is convenient for e 5 of us. 3rd week of holiday got AVA camp....and YESH, 14th june is farewell BBQ evening...the first event we new EXCO organized. Well, not all, we left e president out of the planning process coz he shd not b involved, we hav special plans for him. *evil grin*. I hope its gonna b a success. And i think our poor VP is damn so stressed, she non stop activity from e first day of holiday till e end of ava camp (AB camp, china trip, AVA camp), which is 2.5 weeks. So i hope she wont plunge into depression again. Oh yah, the teacher in charge says he will donate some money for e farewell party...yeah...at least wont worry bout ava falling into financial crisis. I am oso quite worry bout e stupid alpha list thingy. Sigh....WHY MUZ THE SCH PUT US PPLE IN ALPHA LIST. Yes, we MUST attend some stupid courses that adds up to more than 20 hours. During the briefing last week, the teacher incharge say we muz attend 2 compulsory courses out of 3 choices and 2 elective courses, which r oso compulsory...and i was like duh...as if i got so much free time. And the courses varies in duration. So everyone were rushing to sign up for e shorter one. And e teacher incharge says the sign up booklet can b found in her pigeon hole...but guess wad...i went down to her pigeon hole for 3 days and ITS EMPTY. I was damn pissed off lor, is like how e hell am i gonna sign up when u say i MUST sign up and u r so lazy to even put e booklet in ur pigeon hole. I am sure alot of u all share e same grief as me, ya, esp pple like kenneh....complaining to me everytime e issue is brought up. Dunno la, i think e system kinda ....dunno wad la...is like shd at least giv us a choice whether to agree to b in it anot...sigh...and term 3 got PW courses somemore...hell heck....i am not so free u noe, even if u giv me 1 week no sch juz attend course from morning till afternoon i think oso not enuff. So ya......dats wad bothering me for e past few weeks....so i guess i will continue clearing my hw...wif dat...cya

Woke up today with a moody mood. The weather is so moody, the air is so stale n moody, everything is so moody, dampens my mood too, made me moody. Haiz....Now i like sian sian liddat. Woke up early today...about 6.50am...dunno why...but ya, juz woke up early..and i first thing i saw when i draw e curtains.....dark clouds.....my whole day bcom so sian liao.....complete 2 physics e assignments juz now....no mood to do, anyhow do....sigh...dunno y la. Was sitting in my bedroom staring into blanks miniutes ago. Last night had a long EXCO meeting via MSN...found out that all of them hav AB camps or delta camps or wadeva leadership camps for e first 2 weeks....and here i am....not involved in anything. Thats oso one reason that makes me moody this morning....i shd feel lucky i'm not involved in such torturous camps...but ironically, i felt useless not being involved....sigh....PW discussion via MSN gonna start in minutes time....jolene n emily not yet online....i shall wait....wait....wait....zzzzzzzzz.

Today is Be Yourself Day. Actually it was rather boring, i mean, ya, gd try, organizers but i still dun find it very happening, sorrie. I am down for AVA duty the throughout the whole event. Met the rest at 6.30am in school...so early....so after some briefing, we went to do our various duties. I was tasked to be incharged of LT1, LT2 and LT4. LT1 and 2 are movie screening, LT4 is the kbox thingy. So i basically set up the cordless mic n stuff for the kbox thingy during morning assembly and thus i no need to attend flag raising. Yah. I was also in charged to filming the events. So ya, basically walk around the school compound ,after the LTs are in gd conditions, wif saigang and film wad i find is interesting (which actually isn much). Ok, at bout 11, its time for concert cum paegent. Everyone went to the hall. After keeping all the stuffs in the various LTs, i went to e hall to meet wif e rest. I decide to do filming for e event. So i set up my video stand at the back of e hall coz the whole hall is too small n packed. Wad a shame, AJ no money to build bigger hall. Haha, jokin. So ya, film the event..dun wish to elaborate on the event coz its sooooo boring. Went back to control room to change battery and then film e rest of e event wif eve. Ya. So after the whole be urself day, me , tony, eve, saigang and weeleng took MRT to clark quay where we met Benjamin senior to go singapore history museum (they moved to clark quay as e original building is under renovation) for some video screening thingy. Basically, its boring. So oso dun wish to elaborate much on it also. The video thingy exceed time limit by like 15min. Coz me n saigang hav to meet maria at PS for EXCO meeting, and e fact that we r late kept poor Maria waiting like a fool at PS for us. Sorrie sia, dun blame me, blame the video thingy. So we walked from clark quay all the way to PS n reached there at 4.45pm, 1h later than the previously agreed time. Hahaha. Feel so bad. But anyway, we go Long John where i had my lunch or izzit breakfast or izzit dinner, i dunno, hahaha, anyway, its juz my first meal for the day. So we sat down n discuss on e farewell party for e seniors n stuff la. Basically wasting time more than discussing but we still did put in some constructivity. Then went to Carfour PS to survey on e price of certain food items (most prob bbq for e farewell party). So it was until 7pm when we decide to b dismissed. So e 3 of us take MRT back home where i reached home at bout 7.30 ? Dunno. Yah. So thats basically one busy day for me la. Oh yah, i wore my new class tee thruout be urself day. Its kinda plain i guess but who am i to complain right. I mean we r lucky we hav a class tee. So ya, juz did some mid year fileing moments ago b4 typing this entry. So dats all, holidays here, and i aint feeling anything. Sigh.....holidays seems to b busy but ya, as i mentioned in earlier post, i will walk one step see one step lor.....Cya !!!

I am totally SHOCK !!!! STUNNED !!!! Exco results release today. I am sad i didn get my post. Sob sob....i feel like i let down on my mu xiao, ZHSS liddat. Haha. Everyone was expecting Marianne to b president. And the most shocking thing occured !!! Desmond was president, Maria was VP. Seriously, i was stunned at the very moment it was announced. As much as i "object" the results, on the other hand i muz respect the teachers' and EXCO's decisions. So ya, i'm done. Haha. For once i understand the fact that i cannot control my fate....so let it be ? Dunno. Fight ? Cannot la, next time in uni la....haiz....i very luan4 now....i feel dat i am so useless....

Happy Class Birthday S2205 !!!!!!! Woohoo....today is class birthday but den, i didn really attend e celebration. Haha. Yup, most of them go Big Walk today while e lazy me was still sleeping at home this morning. Nvm. I am juz a pathetic lazy pig. Anyway, today AVA president Choonxiong called me to inform me that i am down for AVA duty for Be Yourself Day. Actually the whole J1s will be down for duty, considering the massiveness of the event. So that sets me thinking whether i shd volunteer to do control room duty or filming duty. Still remembered that day CLDDS performance i last miniute promise to do filming duty(perhaps thats e initiative my seniors told e AVA teachers bout me during EXCO interview).....perhaps i shd giv myself a chance out of my comfort zone (video) and try something i am not too confident in...wadeva. Anyway, i would luv to walk around e college holding a camera n film wads going on around. Its fun. But on e other hand, i like to sit in e control room n play my fave chi pop songs i downloaded for the pre-concert. Haiz.....dats perhaps e reason i joined AVA. Haha. Further details bout e duty will be discussed on Wed's meeting....
which leads me to my next point....Wed's House EXCO election !!! Yup, everyone has to attend to elect the next EXCO for our various house. First, i wanna state myself clear...I AM NOT INTERESTED IN HOUSE EXCO WADSOEVA !!! Anyway, i think i will norminate e next house captain base on e criteria of capability, leadership and most impt, in good physical shape, coz it has something to do wif sports. I hav someone in mind.....giv u guys a hint....my fellow ZHSSrian de....but nv in e same class as me b4...gotta know him only when i enter JC.....haha...quite obvious rite.
Ok, next, GP !!! Mrs Siva is leaving...sad....and Ms Tay, our new GP teacher, is coming on tue...and guess wad, we r having a class debate. The class is splited into 2 groups and each grp muz hav 3 speakers. I tot i am out of e danger zone when pple start saboing good speakers like Lucia, Jasmine, etc who r in my grp. But i find myself in danger, equal level of danger as others when the rest decide to use Open Number Game to decide e speakers !!! And the always very unlucky n suay me got it !!!!! NOooooooo.....why everytime me...everytime open number or oh-a-peh-a-som always dio me one !!!!!! I am really a suay-kinna man !!! Nvm....i will see wad i can do....
Lets tok bout wad i did today...i basically clear my trigo 3 tutorials, my econs tutorials and i bought a new econs file. Its bright orange in colour. Very eye-striking. Yup, all my subj files r of different colours, partly for easy differentiation and partly oso to make my book shelf look colourful n nice. Haha. Lame. I oso bought a new pair of jeans...coz i am surviving on one pathetic pair for e past one yr...nvm....wad else.....oh yah...toking bout clothes....lets tok bout my class tee shirt. Its gonna be wore during be-urself day. Its gonna b hot pink colour....to my objection but ya, "marjority" of e class voted hot pink so be it....practice of democracy. Dunno la, i am not saying i am skeptical bout e voting results but i shall learn to luv it since its my class tee....
Finally, i shall end my ranting here. I noe i am being very lorsoh today for toking n ranting so much insignificant stuff but ya, allow me to coz i am under high stress level. So ya, dats it...cya...

Our GPP is approved !!!!! Cheers !!!! I believe is e first grp in class to be approved. But nvm...dats a gd thing. Alot of things happened this week...thankgoodness it finally passed. I got back most of my tests, very sucky, dun wish to mention bout them. Life without amazing race and survivor is empty....dunno wad to do on wed n fri night without them....but nvm...waiting for e new season to come. This fall....The Amazing Race 8 and Survivor Guatemala...still a long way to go though. Anyway, thanks to those who lightens me up...i was not feeling very happy these few days...ya, u shd noe e reason. Its gonna b a long weekend, so hope i can get some time to rest. I dun really like June holiday...so many things to do during june holiday....even busier than normal days lor...got CCA , Camp, SVA briefing, and most suckily, remedial PE!!!! I am juz PATHETIC !!!! No one in AJC can be more PATHETIC than me when it comes to PE or Napfa...sigh.....dunno la...dun wish to think so much...juz walk one step see one step lor....

I juz realize dat i may not even be in e AVA EXCO list.......dunno leh, feel very sad, not dat i am a control freak la but den i really wanna hav some experience of leadership. Nvm, e EXCO list will be officially announce next wed....Maria n desmond confirm in exco le, coz they got AB camp form....now 2 vacancies left...dunno la....dun wish to think too much..coz e more i hope for, e more disapointed i will get....aiyo....sian arh !!!!

Lol, juz had 2nd round of EXCO interview today. Scary. But lets look at wad happened b4 dat.....
Bell rang, sch ends, so happy. Haha. So i met fellow AVA members Maria outside MPH when later Jer & Eve join us. We go AMK Central for our "first offcial AVA lunch"...weird, ok...Tony joined in while we r juz about to leave e sch. So we walk all e way to Mac and hav lunch. By the time we finish lunch, we decide to stroll back slowly. It was already 2.50pm and AVA starts at 3pm. But we tot its nothing impt so we juz slowly stroll back...so as we were strolling, near AMK library, it was 3.10pm when we received a call from benj (AVA secetary). HORROR !!! He ask us why we were late and told us that the teachers r alreadi waiting for e EXCO interview !!! SIAO !!! We were not informed lor, den is like being late will giv e teachers bad impression of us. So we quicken our pace n manage to reach the waiting room at 3.17pm where the Prod Manager anxiously wait for our presence. Haha. Our worst fears were confirmed when we were told dat 3 of e AVA teachers incharge were waiting in e com lab to interview every single one of us. HORROR !!! Panic sia. Haha. so we quickly make ourself look more decent, put on tie n stuff hopeing to remedy the situation. Lol. Den our Prod manager oso warn us bout e interview la, make us even more nervious, i wont elavorate on e warnings. Haha. First, eve went in, in minutes time, shes out. Shock, so fast !!! Maria went in while me n jer spend e time adjusting tie. Den its my turn. I try to hide my nervousness....so i greet e teachers and e interview start. Dunno wad happened la, but at times i am lost of words to answer their qns...they say they hav high hopes on me, dunno whether its bad or not. They ask me why i let Maria b e president instead of myself, i nothing to say, juz anyhow fabricate some reasons dat she is more capable than me (which is obviously true). Den ask to show why she is more capable, i really dunno wad to say....haha. Then they ask me how to coordinate the club if i am given my post...blah blah blah...scary...i was damn nervous...e teachers' little actions caught me even more unprepared. After like 25min, i'm out of it...sigh....finally its over. Dunno wad will happen to me la, perhaps i will b given my post i apply for, perhaps given a higher post, perhaps not...its all in e hands of e seniors n teachers.......sigh...nvm. So dats all, gotta go dinner. Cya !!!

Today had AVA duty in the audi from 2.15 all the way to 8.45pm. Ya, coz today CLDDS performance. I was incharge of filming. Haha, so basically during their final rehersals, i didn really do much job. Haha, coz i am supposed only to film e actual thing, remember? But ya la, still got help a little. Haha. Marianne was like sian sian e whole day. Coz we didn get e gratefulness we r suppose to get from others. So dats bothering her. Aiya, dunno la. The other J1s hav their EXCO interview today, so me n jeremy-aka-saigang went to "crash" their interview. Haha. Ok, 6pm, pple started streaming in. I got a cam that has LCD screen SPOILT !!! So bobian, hav to view thru e hole, very straining on e eyes. Haha. Stood thru-out e whole performance to film it. Like 1.5 hours standing at that position. When it finally ends, my leg was like ma bi le. Haha, nvm. Went home after that, reached home at bout 9+. Had a little dinner n watch my weekly dose of survivor. 2nd last episode, very nice. Haha. The remaining 5 pple turn UGLY !!!! They were like deceiving each other, fabricating lies, paranoia sets in, backstabbing, throat cutting, omg, i like it. Haha. Not as in i am a saddist but these pple r really playing e game hard and dats gd. The Tribal Council was so drama, one of the 5 spill our everything n den its like a mess, i dunno wad to say. Haiz...mon is finale, cant wait. Ok, so dats all, cya !!!

majo

Yoz yoz yoz, had AVA EXCO interview today. The process was long and boring, i mean e waiting time. Firstly, we are given a form to fill in, like wad post we wanna be, wad leadership experience we hav n stuff. Ya. Den we will hav to wait in e waiting room while we are interviewed by all 4 of e EXCO member one by one in another room. Well, my experience wasnt a good one. I find problems expressing myself infront of e exco members, but i still managed to state my stand n stuff. Ya. And thanks to michelle whom used the term "servant leader" during zhss SC election, i decide to use the term to state my stand too. Hahaha. I dun think the excos are impressed by me but we shall see the results. I think Marrianne hav a high chance to being e president of AVA, dunno. At least i wrote her name down in e form on who i think fits the bill for wadeva post. Hav faith in her. Haha. So ya, the interview wif many many questions ended wif a xin li ce yan, i.e. if i were to bring either an apple or an orange back to e waiting room to share wif my fellow J1s, which of e 2 will i choose. Haha. Me and marrianne choose orange, e rest choose apple. Dunno la, but i think all questions r crucial lor. Ok, all e best to e rest of e J1s to make it into e EXCO list. With that, cya !!!

Yoz yoz, saturday night. Very stressed, got maths n econs test on mon, and guess wad, i haven study !!!! Ya, u all wont believe me but true enuff, i haven start studying, didn study alot. Woke up at 7 this morning, wash up, hav breakfast, change and set off to sch. Yup, needa go back to sch on sat for CLDDS performance rehersal. We AVA pple muz assist them. So i reached sch at bout 8.10, saw Peow Ee, he was going back for CO. So as i proceed alone in the quiet n soul-less building to e audi, tony arrived. Went to control room where marianne n senior weijian came. Bascially, CLDDS hav their full dress rehersal today. I do not wish to comment much on their performance but ya, we r juz helpers. So we help them set up mic n stuff, and guess wad, we bcame very free. They hav pple to do the sound system n lighting (which i dun see a reason why ava pple shd still b around) and so me weijian n tony played chess. I oso managed to finish my GP newspaper analysis there coz i noe i need time at home to mug for test. Senior weijian left us in e middle of e thing for AVA EXCO meeting, which i guess its to choose the new batch of EXCO. So left wif e 3 of us J1s jagaing the whole thing. The rehersal ended promptly at 12.30, so we decide to hav lunch together. We went to Mac, where e AVA EXCOs are having their meeting. So we went in to "disturb" them. Haha. Very funny. So we basically walk past them many times and i think they r quite "irritated". Lol. Had lunch in mac and we chatted a little. Yup, this is e way to bond AVA club members tighter. Haha. After lunch, we went to ka-chiao them one last time b4 we went our seperate ways. Haha. Walk to AMK lib where LYY was waiting for me there. He want me to help him out in some phys stuff la. But den, how much help can i be to him rite. Haha. So met up wif LYY there, he didn change alot, juz more particular bout his hairstyle dats all. We cant find a seat in e cafe, so we juz make do wif e sofa on e 2nd floor. So ya, i "help" him out wif his phys, at e same time, mug my econs test. I brought my econs file out e whole day. After that, we went to Popular bookstore where i needa buy some hole-paste thing. Dunno wad u call dat la, is like when u file notes into ringfiles, they tend to tear at the hole la, due to much flipping, so i buy this sticker thingy to make it more durable. Wadever. YY wants to buy redspots bk. Dunno wad he is up to la, but den, he didn really find anything for himself. After that, YY bought himself rotiboy n we went our seperate ways home. Reached home bout at 4+ to 5. Bathe, change and start mugging for tests. Well, i flip open e notes i feel like sleeping le. So i spend e whole evening downloading n printing econs presentation slides from IVLE. Decide to study from there. Dunno whether effective anot. Sigh...dunno la. dun feel like studying but failure may start knocking on my door. Haiz......STRESSED ARH !!!!

CMH is so sad....very very sad. Why? Coz his fave show The Amazing Race 7 is coming to an end soon...and guess wad, he cant watch e full episode every week !!!! Well, TAR7 used to be on every wed night 10pm to 11pm. I mean, i've stopped complaining that channel 5 moves the show to wed night 10pm from e usual fri night 10pm, but now, channel 5 put a damn stupid show Eye For A Guy 2 infront of my dear TAR7 !!!! Now my TAR7 is shifted back by half an hour. How can i watch until 11.30pm, i mean i will suffer fron insufficient sleep !!! Sigh...i shall not complain even though i am complaining now. 2 more episodes...its down to e final 3...and i think this season is nice coz got one team dat i dislike most - rob n amber (ironic right). But nvm...i wanna watch TAR 7 !!!! At least the finale...i think its gonna b gd, hope romber dun win....sigh....stupid channel 5.