Yesterday was my birthday. Yes, i am officially 18, can watch M18 movies can go clubbing le. Oh well, my 18th birthday wasnt a very good one though, i was down wif flu and throat inflamation. How fortunate to fall sick on ur birthday. Haha, but all the greetings from my friends and classmates really cheered me up alot, lots peep for the greetings, very much appreciated. But still, I was in agony most of the time due to those virus in my body...sigh...currently on antibiotics course, hopefully it is able to suppress my illness.

Anyway, alot of hw needa be done. I am trying to keep on going with my structural revision schedule, even it means lesser sleep. If not i am not gonna finish my sylibus by prelim. Furthermore i hav to do other sch papers in my own time as timed practice. Sometimes i really no time to reflect what i am doing. All i noe is that i hav to go on and do n do n do...Its weekend, still got alot of hw haven do. Tuition hw, sch hw, revision...sob sob...and i planned to finish 1 maths paper 1 phys paper n 1 chem paper by this wkend, i only managed to finish half of each...haiz...nvm...shall continue to fight on. And to all my friends in YJC who will b starting their prelim this coming monday (weird sch start so early)...ALL THE BEST FOR UR PRELIMS !!! JIAYOU !!! Ok la, thats all, lunch time, bye !

National day coming...meaning my birthday coming oso ...

Well, really nothing to blog about, dun think u guys r interested in my mugging experience, so decide to post some random photos on blog...

Outside my classroom...

taken on fri afternoon while doing class shoe....

Oh well, tuition time...bye !!!

Intensive topical revision has been for a week since it begun. Basically, i study one chapter everyday, each day having different subject. Counted n its juz nice ends 2 days before the start of the prelims. But on the rate I am going right now, I think i am going to collaspe. Everyday reach home at 6+ if not 7, needa spend time doing school homework, tuition homework, plus the daily commitment of topical revision...my goodness, i wonder if i can last like that until prelims. But then if i dun do so, i really have no time le. How i wish i can have more time. Sigh. If only i am as smart and intelligent as my peers i wont have to start revision so early.

Monday is the deadline for submitting SGC. Wrote some crap and hand in. Well, i really have nothing to write about. I am juz a low profile guy in school, no big achievements, no big qualities, no big deal. Sigh. Might as well have my personal writeup for my SGC printed blank pages on my Alevel cert. Freak. Nvm...

My birthday coming. Woohoo... in less than 2 weeks time. Excited? No...coz its juz another day for me to mug. Furthermore, no holiday !!! If only NDP school holiday can extend for one more day. Haiz...if not i can declare myself day off if school permits. Haha. Well well...i really hope i can do well for prelims. I bochap all my class tests now le, coz studying for class tests = clash with my own study schedule. Well well, my poor teachers have to be disapointed with me for this short period of time b4 prelims le, i guess. Cant help.

I WANT TO SLEEP !!! I WANT TO REST !!! ARH !!!! Well well, CMH, you have to hav the stamina to endure thru this...JIAYOU CMH !!! You are on ur way to good grades (hopefully) !!! While now, i shall return from the virtual world to reality n finish my tuition hw... =(

World cup is over...finally i can really stop giving myself excuses to keep away from my studies. I am rather surprise by my enthusisasim for world cup considering i am not a soccer fanatic. I dont watch English premier league, i dun bet, i dun even like to play soccer and yet and bcam so enthu about world cup. What a surprise. Haha. Anyway, its over and congrats to Italy for winning. And kudos to the headbutt by zindine.

Got back most of my mid yr results. I can say its a payback or shd i say repercussion from my divided commitments during the world cup season. Basically performed under expected for every single paper. How disapointing. I can imagine my tutors stranggling me to death if i were to tell them my result. Omg, maybe i wont survive this sunday since i m having tuition n seeing them. Haha. Oh well, the whole school did badly, but i am being reminded over and over again not to use the schools' performance as a self gauge and an excuse for my poor results. I should instead use MY OWN performance for my own gauge hence it is unforgivable for me to score this kinda results which will not get me anywhere. I shd start panicking since prelims is 1.5 months away. I better hav to do something, but can someone plz instill me in me some self-discipline to get serious in my work? Ok, this doesn make sense, since it is SELF-discipline, no one else can instill it in me.

But i digress, i m gonna tell myself "CMH, you think this kinda results very good izzit? Though it is one of e better ones in class, but who are ur competitors? Your competitors are from the double maths double science classes and triple sci classes at the school level. Randomly pick any single one from lets say 0405 or 0305 and that person can thrash you flat ! Your competitors are those S papers takers who r far much better than you, can you compare urself with them? Obviously no. On the national level, your competitors are those smarties from the top 5 JCs. I bet you must be one of e bottom rankers if you are placed in one of the top 5 JCs! So why are u so happy with your results? Its nothing. Get over it and start panicking that you are nothing in your cohort !"

Life is an oxymoron.

Life is a heaven yet a hell.

It is a sweet dream yet a nightmare.

Life rawks yet it sucks...

What a controversy...

I think i am gonna fail every single paper of my mid yr exam...

None of them, after attempting, i feel confident about...

Screw up GP compre...screw up pure maths ... screw up econs MCQ & DRQ...screw up chem essay qns...screw up phys sect B & C...

I can easily be the last in class...class in school liao

I am damn f**k up i shd go n die...yah...gone from this world maybe some people around me may be happier wif my absence...

I guess this few days i've been back on track again for my mid yr revision plan. Thats good, but i feel it can be better. Lets hope for the best ba. Went medical checkup last friday, well, things werent that horrifying as i heard from outside before i went. I thought it was rather an eye opener. And i muz specially think sc for making the trip with me. And after all the body check and mental checks at CMBP, we went got 5hr non stop kbox...juz the two of us so u can imagine how much each of us sang. Haha. I wanted comment on a sight or shd i say an experience that i've been through after the medical checkup. Coz we decide to cross over to Redhill central and take a bus at the bus interchange there to the city. Upon walking at the so call town central of Bukit Merah aka redhill...i juz cant believe that its actually a town centre. That place is so bloody ulu and the place is like so dead, the shop houses r so old, some r closed somemore...furthermore its lunch time...shd b very busy rite? One reason could be because the HDB Office shifted from there to TPY thus bringing the crowd along. Another reason could be due to the ageing population in that district. But all i can say is that place is so real dead. Shd hav taken some photos n post it online. The bus interchange is also so damn small. Perhaps i shd hav to stop complain about my Ang Mo Kio central. Comparing both AMK central and Redhill central...i think AMK central is definitely far much better. At least it is not a ghost town. Furthermore AMK central building this aircon bus interchange that house e biggest NTUC fairprice in SG...to think of it, i m so niave then to complain about the size of the new building. Well well, i've learnt that sometimes we do really needa compare to pple worse off than us thus realizing how fortunate we are. But i am digressing, oh well, its world cup season...my daily routine is basically study n mug in e days, watch soccer at night...haha...oh well...tml morning got tuition...gtg...bye

Today's econs workshop was rather okay, just that it gets abit draggy at the end. Well, at least i learnt something, which i will hav to apply tml's especially coz tml's part of the workshop is a case study timed practice. Freak. Stayed in the library to study after the workshop coz its raining and also got afternoon PE at 3. Was rather disturbed by this group of J1s that talked so loudy in the library. Such to speak that another guy from my front table has to ask them to keep quiet. Haiz...

I do not know why i am so sian today...today is like extra lethargic lar. Like as though my life is going to end tml or something. Touchwood sia. Maybe it is because today whole day rain. Maybe its bcoz today is 666...but i am not that superstitious so wont sorta believe in it too much. Well...might as well go sleep early...but its only 9pm...sian. Week 2 of hols almost everyday muz wake up early like normal sch days sia...mon got GP at 7.30, today and tml got econs at 8, fri got med checkup at 8.30...so sian...MSN oso no one to chat with...everyone see me online all siam liao...coz too irritated by me chatting with them. Muahahahaha...

This weekend World Cup starts le. I hav to say i am an extraordinary guy who dont watch soccer. I know nuts about it. But i know brazil is gonna ski thru again like previous seasons...maybe this time got some big surprise as claimed by England...lets see if they can even make it to the final 4...this yr alot of newcomers sia...and the way they group the teams can roughly tell which 2 will enter de lor...unless there is another "senegal history" repeating this yr...but to call it a history somemore when it didn even appear in this yr's list. Hahahaha. No wonder it is history. Nvm...who am i to critic about world cup and soccer when i dun even hav much interest in it. Maybe this yr more interesting coz got robot dance and wadsoeva...yeah rite...but me may be supporting argentina ba...dun ask me why...even though i think brazil will win again...oh well...we shall see.

I've been following my study plan as accordingly and thats good. However, i m skeptical about the effectiveness of a study plan. Don't know. For example i am supposed to study differentiation, 1st order DE and applications of differentiation today...and how did i study...juz by reading the notes. Even idiots will know such way of studying maths = can go and jump down from building and eat shit...well...i juz dont have the motivation to try many many questions until i am 100% confident about the chapters. I dont know why...since sec sch i hav been abnormal in the way i study for tests and exams...and the result...people score better than me. Is it because they are smarter than me or is it because i didn study smart? There is a high probability both applies on me. Why do i hav to study the shit out of myself and still get mediocre results. I juz cant adopt the way other people study coz its juz too taxing on my brain. Maybe i am not putting enough efforts in my studies...i am juz a good for nothing idiot who juz happen to make it to JC...i am juz someone who seemed to know my topics well but on actual fact hav absolutely NOTHING inside my brain...they are juz coconut juice. I am juz overpowered by my insolence, my laziness and my poor attitude towards study...perhaps i am on my way to self implosion...i am in the process of self destruction...

During phys lecture today, the lecturer showed us our performance for phys common test 2...apart from showing us how badly we've done in terms of classes, he finally showed the top 30 students list...bcoz its too small and too fast, i cant get to see whos in the list (i hope i'm on it)...but he zoomed into the top 10 students and i saw all e students are from those trip sci classes n fmaths classes one. Suddenly i'm very motivated to make my name up there in the list of top 10 phys students....although i've scored an A for the recent common test, dun think its enuff to put me up there, hence i muz strive hard to make sure i secure a firm A, i.e. at least 86% ... quite far from my current grade but i will try...my class alreadi got someone top e college in a particular subj le (i wont say who coz everyone sure know who he is) ... i shall b e next...of e 4 subj i m e most confident in phys...its time i make a name in AJC...i wanna show everyone that a non phys spaper student can oso achieve gd grades in phys...wanna show everyone that PCME students r oso gd in sci, not necessary trip sci or fmaths students...i wanna prove myself...1 month later during Mid Yr, the challenge is on...

Today everyone in school is given half day. Why? To celebrate the success of the college's Vball team and Bball team. Is everyone happy about the half day? Dont think so. Reason? We are expecting a full day off, not just a half day that lies on the one of the shortest days in the time table, i.e. Wed, plus after which most of us have cca commitments and hence after CCA, there goes our half day and we r home as late as usual again. What conclusion can be drawn here? I dunno, find out for yourself. However, while the school admin and teachers are doing their best to find a suitable day to giv us a break (i dunno if they did), whether full day or half day, we students need to know how to jian4 hao3 jiu4 shou1, i.e. we shd accept what is given to us coz at least its better than nothing. Nonetheless, i still managed to reach home a little bit earlier than usual which i feel i've wasted it off by taking an afternoon nap.

Seeking my private tutor's advice to do out a study plan for the coming june holiday, i've found out that i have infact alot of things to study during the hols, alot to catch up to, after i've finish doing the plan. This is bad. I know some people out there hav already started mugging for the mid year common test occuring approx one month later, but i've not yet started !!! I ought to start studying but I've been trying to convince myself to delay the starting time till the start of holidays. I wonder if this will hinder my progress of studying. Nonetheless, i've charted out what i need to study for each day and thus its all down on my self-discipline now to follow what i've scheduled. I have high expectations on myself, so do my tutors hav on me. I cannot disapoint them, hence i should be motivated to study. But where hav all my motivations gone to i wonder. They just dont seem to appear at the appropriate times, esp when i need them most. I shd also start doing those 2005 prelim papers i've bought, whether its chem, phys or maths...its time i shd start on them. I shd also have the self discipline to sit down and attempt them seriously like a mock exam. So lets hope all these self discipline do surface during june hols. Jun hols very busy though, have tuitions, remedial lessons, stupid cca camp, ns medical checkup, workshops, etc. Therefore time management is crucial here. I think i can stop thinking about outings and so on during the hols...JC2 is no fun, its serious matter.

I am starting to be very afraid now. Afraid that i cant manage to keep up with the schedule, unable to finish my homework, unable to meet the demands of workshops, tuitions, etc. Haiz...2 days more, we shall wait and see.

One more week to holidays !!! Lol !!! How exciting can that be. But that also marks the start of intensive mugging session for mid year. Whatever. Don't think i will elaborate much on what happened during my more-than-one-month of dissappearance from the blogging world. Basically the same reason, too sian to blog. Furthermore, my main computer spoil, now using my father's laptop. So yah...that means no printing n no scanning...but there is always e school free printer to take advantage of anyway. Hahaha.

Juz now during dinner i saw Jolin's Wu Niang MTV. Its so damn cool. Although the song sux as a whole (no offence), but the way Jolin's dance step and the music and the computer graphic effects blend together, i can say its splendid. Shd watch u guys ok. I watch until nose bleed. Haha..jkjk...not that kua zhang...but there is this wow factor that will really impress u until i dunno how to explain.

In a few min time gonna watch singapore idol. Cool !!! Cant wait for the showcase of talents from both the good ones and the not-so-good ones. Haha...at least a way for me to vandilate and stuff...muz "open the trap doors and feed the aligators" ma...if u guys dunno wad i mean go refer to CJC GP Compre Prelim 2005 the 2nd last paragraph of passage A. Hahaha. Ok, i guess i really study until crazy le...ooo...8pm leh...go watch SI le... Hopefully hols got enuff time to blog again...wif that...cya !!!

The Makings Of The Haunted House 2006:

More than a month of preparation, sweat and joint efforts of 2 wacky classes, the Haunted House for AJC Family Day 2006 IS A SUCCESS !!!! Wooohoooo !!!! Its really happy and encouraging to see our seeds of hardwork ripen into fruits ready for haversting. I mean, haunted house, the main attraction of every carnival, and here in AJC, date 22nd Apr 2006, AJC family day 2006. Oh man....

More than a month ago, when our class leader announced that we will be doing haunted house for family day wif 2305....i was like....oooo....can we make it successful? But instead for being pessimistic and skeptical of the idea, we decide to be optimistic and willing to take the haunted house as a challenge. And hence, the preparation for the main highlight started...

It all started with both class coming together to come out wif different committees for different segment and parts of the project. Then, there is the plot. After which, reshuffle of committes to better suit the needs of the project. I am tasked to lead e smallest committe - sound and yes, i relly appreciate this chance to lead a com. Weeks after weeks of meeting, we soon have the detail plan of the haunted house in black and white. While my committe was busy sourcing for possible sound effects, the rest are busy doing props, publicity, etc... Before we know it, it was only days before the haunted house. The reading room was cleared for us to prepare days ahead. Well, i have to apologize i didn really help much in the decoration and building of e house coz i was rather sick then and hav to get MC still....but then...on e last day, i made an effort to help, not bcoz i want to show my face n tell others i oso contribute, but bcoz i feel i shd contribute coz we r part of a team. And soon, (which was yesterday), the whole thing was done. My com test played e music and the effects were splendid. Then, it was dry run wif some teachers like mr pang and mrs soon.. everything went on well, we r ready for the day....22nd apr !!!

Today is 22nd apr...aj family day 2006...everyone gathered at 7am where we hav our final breifing....and then....haunted house started !!! The queue was long thru-out the four hours. Thats very encouraging. Really, everything goes on well according to plan. Everyone had fun (i hope) and yes, majority of our "customers" are impressed. I was doing adver for e day, walked around pulling pple to haunted hse (mostly pple i noe). Well, digressing to e family day on a whole, not that spectacular as last yr but then....who cares as long as haunted hse is doing fine. Went back a couple of times and was happy to see the queue being forever long. I mean its the highlight of e day. Went in the logistic room to "enjoy e screaming of the visitors". Really funny thou....is like everytime we hear them scream, we would laugh....dun ask me why. We even scared a six yr old kid to tears that we hav to evacuate her....well well....4 hours flew real fast....and haunted hse hav to cease operation. Awwwwww.....those still queuing were disapointed. Overall, we made more than 700 bucks that day....gd job guys !!!

Well, every gd thing muz come to an end...i am glad this is an happy end for i guess everyone will always rmb these weeks of effot put into a successful haunted hse for e yr. Very glad and encouraging to hear positive feedbacks from pple who visited. Suddenly no more haunted hse...on my way home...felt a little bit of a loss...but then i'm glad its an happy ending. Once again, i muz thank everyone from 2205 and 2305 for all e hardwork and effort put in....u guys did a great job. I also want to thank my committe - the SOUND committe - Chee, lucia and jinghang....thanks for putting up wif me, thanks for ur handwork and contributions....thanks for making haunted hse a success. Its really wonderful working wif u guys....and to all visitors....thanks for patronizing...hope we didn scare u too much that u will hav nightmares of it forever. Haha. Finally...still....big thank to 2205 and 2305....Haunted House Rawks !!!

3 Cheers n 3 Cheers n 3 Cheers FOR HAUNTED HOUSE

HIP HIP HURRAY

HIP HIP HURRAY

HIP HIP HURRAY !!!!!!

I'm really feeling very stressed....i dunno why....homework seems to be pileing day by day and i start to wonder if i have the stamina to clear them weekly until the A levels. I dunno...alot of things r happening....and before i know or before i try to anticipate them, they flew by just a quick as anything one can imagine. I dunno why i am living my life liddat...its a misery. There were times i want to put all these down...but i cant bear to...and this is e reason perhaps i shd use to encourage myself to continue fighting, that is, i have decent results in class which not all people hav, i shd feel priviledge and hence there shdn b any reason why i m putting them down. However, it is these "decent" results i got that makes me want to get even more "decent" results. Well, people who know me will know i am a perfectionist. Some say horoscope is bluff but at least i believe how it depicts my character as a leo. It is really true. I cant stand being in second place, i want to be first. I want to achieve the best of all, just like the lion in the jungle, the king of the jungle. Putting this in my study context, i cant stand not doing well. Also, i keep aiming to do very well, sometimes way beyond my limitations and capabilities. I dunno why but there is just this burning sensation in me that keeps on tell me that my current decent grades are not good enough and i should go for better grades, perhaps e best ? Take the recent phys wave test for example. According to my term 1 result slip, i got 95% which is 24/25. Its very good i muz admit....infact one of e bests...however, seeing the highest in college is 100% full marks, i start to blame myself why i m unable to achieve that...because of that single qn on angle of polarization which i feel i am still right for that option of answer i choose. But then, perhaps this is my personal problem. This sense of not being able to attain self satisfaction. It is just like water, it can float a boat so can it sink a boat. It can serve as a fuel to push me to do my very best for my prelims n Alevels but it can also destroy me by instilling demoralization within me. How the outcome will be will depend on how i maniplulate it. And perhaps thats the reason i am feeling so stressed. Perhaps the evidences of self destruction have already surfaced and i should take note before things evolve into an uncontrollable state. Well, life goes on....i wonder if i can cope, but one thing for sure....i am feeling real stressed....i want to take a good break to refresh myself...but the current situation forbade me to.....:(

PS: thanks matt, sc n ks for the kbox session today...really enjoy it....thanks lots :)

20 days.....wad a record...really very sian to blog....questioning myself if i still have the commitment to continue this...and i wonder if pple do read...even i myself dun visit this blog often....if u guys out there do read my blog, or at least patronize it opnce a wk or somehting.....plz tag to let me see e feedback...ya thanks....

Got my term 1 test grades....i dunno if its gd or bad....but in my context its bad. I wont elaborate on e good ones coz obviously its A for these subjects....lets tok bout the bad ones....maths....disapointed...fail 3 consecutive stats tests in term 1 and got 55 only....due to e first maclaurin series test that got like 80+%.....my father will kill me coz he expects nothing but A....fortunately enuff i got consecutive full marks for the last 2 stats tests i had in term 2...yup....juz recently....hopefully they will pull up my term 2 grade....as for term 1....maths is hopeless. GP....another headache....got 46....wtf....its like Fail la. Damn it....dunno if i can pass GP anot during e actual A lvl...very scary leh...see so many seniors fail GP this yr for their A level.....i scared i may b e next victim if i dun buck up....haiz.....

Thats enuff for results....basically i muz mug harder la....but then no motivation leh....too much distractions....esp e com. I dun really watch TV....only like e most 5 hours a week....thats pathetic....most of the time i spent either msn chatting or slacking in e room.....sigh....really feel very stressed. Needa really focus....a few months more...before i know it i will b panicking finding time to complete my revision.

Today can start booking dates for NS medical checkup le....i heard stories....yah....e stripped naked n ask u to cough thingy but that doesn really concern me....wad i m more concerned if i will b going alone :( Nvm.... oso....NAPFA next wk....fail le la....haha....prepare to go extra 4 weeks PT for NS le....haha....but i m really concerned bout pple laughing at my incapability during napfa next wk....very embarassing....i noe i can avoid this by training hard and pass e test....but e thing is i train hard but still no results.....anyway...where is e sustained achievement award i shd get for NAPFA test??? I mean sustained failure award coz i fail 3 straight yrs le...this yr will b my 4th....hahaha.....yah....waiting for my award cert huh...haha....ok la...making a small effort to blog...i wonder when i will blog next.....maybe jun hols? Hahaha....ok....cya !!!

Guess my absence has led to much speculations on whether or not i no longer exists in this world. Refering to the previous entry, perhaps one may have the idea crossing his or her mind that i might have died of itch. Haha. Unfortunately, i am still surviving well, surviving the ordeals faced in schools, outside schools, wherever, whenever. Anyway, it is a day worth to celebrate, for in a day time, it will be the long awaited school holidays. Well, it is undeniable that school holidays in singapore, esp in a jc = no school holidays at all with all the homeworks, courses, remedials and tuitions pileling up, at least one feels that it is school holiday and hence bearing a lighter mood in handling these stuff. But anyway, at least we have the excuse to wake up late and that is really a priviledge and enjoyment to have once in a while. Anyway, march holiday is a time to finish my tutorials, go through what i am not clear of in terms of my acedamic work and also, to sharpen my knife to prepare for the ultimate battle that will be approaching in months time.

Tml is the last day of term 1, and it is the shortest day of all. Well, it is because the student council planned some stupid stuff call J1 J2 bonding day and they swap our time table for thur n fri. Well, they r the student councilors, suppose to be the most respected personels amongst the student body, since they have the power to do so, we cant really defy them right? haha. That is call learning to be a good citizen of the nation. Anyway, i digress. My mum will be going to korea tml and my sis will be going for her sec 3 camp tml too. Well, the house will definitely be quieter for this couple of days. However, i see it as an opportunity to really not get disturbed and really bury myself in my studies, hopefully be able to catch up with the rest when school reopens. I am really lacking behind for maths and GP...unfortunately. Haiz...anyone there reading can help me? Haha. Looking forward to holidays...but tml got PE...haiz....sianz....well, thats really wad i feel every day, every hour, every min, every second...unfortunately...

ARGH !!!!!!

DAMN I AM DYING OF ITCH !!!!! HELP !!!!!

Oh man, i m suffering from rashes on my legs and thighs ever since monday and i don't know why. I am suspectting the grass for causing me such misery. We had afternoon PE on monday doing situp and pushup on the field n i am suspecting bcoz of that i got my rashes !!! I tot it will go better after a few days but it has almost been a week and its still the same. I cant take it le !!! Argh !!!! Anyone know of any cure for rashes ? The itch is KILLING ME !!!! Gross....lumps of mosquito-bite-size rashes appearing on my legs !!!! :'(

SOMEONE HELP ME !!!!!

Wheeeeee......i m back from blogging....well, nothin much happen this wk...i shall highlight some more "interesting" stuff.

Firstly, morning PE. Let me tell u, today is sat and my morning PE is last thur...yet i am still suffeirng from muscle aches to the extent that i cant climb the stairs properly nor can i raise my hands...haha...pathetic....william chua la, he made us do those standing broad jumps n pull ups...haiz.....guess i m really WEAK.

Secondly, MOE scholarhsip semina. I m so honoured to b given a chance to attend the seminar held at MOE auditorium wif 23 other alpha list students...anyway...me n those in my class who r involved left class early on fri and took a long n boring 1hour train ride to buona vista at which when we reach there, its raining cats n dogs. Duh....there got lotsa students from other jcs....alot of TJ and NJ. Anyway, i saw my 2E5 niece - ruqing there sitting behind me during the seminar. Haha. Wad a coincidence. Anyway, the seminar ended half an hour early and thus i reached home earlier. Wasnt very informative leh, the seminar...coz they keep tokin bout the 2 more prestigious schoarships which i dun qualify. They nv tok bout e MOE teaching award n merit award which i may qualify for. But its ok, great exposure....and a sense of pride for wearing e aj uniform there amongst e many students in various jc uniforms. Oh yah...got one bunch of girls from one very very gd jc sat next to me and they r juz so restless....felt irritated at times....haiz...spoil my impression on their sch...considering its one of e most prestigious ones in singapore....haha.

Thirdly, i bought JJ's new album !!!! Woohooo....its quite nice. The songs r very JJ-ish. Haha. My picks of e 12 tracks will be track 3 (shu neng sheng qiao), track 5 (yuan lai), track 8 (jin hua lun) and track 10 (ni yao de bu shi wo). Very nice. Hehe. U all shd buy....but dun borrow from me n burn coz i dun recommand piracy. Bleahx...sounds so PC. Haha. Ok la....its sat nite...happy wkend !!!

Its another entry after such a long period of time again...i wonder if people really do read this blog. Anyway, recently had alot of tests la...well at least they are over...and i really spent alot of my time mugging for them...hopefully my "hardwork" will pay off. Well, as you guys can predict, i have had a very busy weekend. Apart from doing hw and attending tuition, i hav to chiong thru 2 electures for econs on inflation and unemployment. Aint really buying the idea of having electure replacing the good old lecturer-infront-of-students lectures coz technology can never replace human beings...the human touch that used to b there is lost via electure, no matter how effective it is to others, i feel it is ineffective to me. This reminds me that i have another wave electure tml.

Had NAPFA trial test today...as usual, i lu zhan lu bai. Should give me a sustained-failure award rite? Haha. But i m real happy i finally pass my 2.4 after 4 long yrs....omg...i tot i was doomed coz i started to slow down since the 4th or 5th round but then as i pass e finishing line mr chua read out 13.09 and i was like so shock i instantly fell flat on the floor (also bcoz i tired la). Haha. Dont laugh, people, i noe 13.09 is such a lousy timing that ur grandparents can ran faster than that but to me...i felt a great sense of achievement...my last timing was 13.55...haha...how cliche. But yes, i finally pass 2.4 !!! At least for e trial...so yesh...very happy. But then that comes wif a price coz i vomitted for e next 15min in e toilet. Hahaha.....see how weak i am. Thats y i say, i can excel in anything except for physical stuff.

Anyway, i spent 30bucks on chem past yr prelims and e maths past yr prelims gonna come soon...which cost me about 15 to 20 bucks....waseh...broke le....still got physics de haven buy...i heard from YY that he spent 90bucks on 3 subjects' past yr prelim....stunned....well, everything comes wif a price i guess....needa invest now. Anyway, Chingay procession is passing by my flat tonight. Woah...cool. Its the first time they had this procession in the streets of a HDB estate and i m so privledged they had it in AMK....furthermore my flat is located along a very small insignificant street that only has one bus service...and they r passing by this street....haha....so cool...later will go down n see....haha. Wif that, cya !!!

Oh dear, i am really getting old. I forgot my ATM password !!! Haha. Long time no withdraw money juz nice today wallet left 10 bucks so wanna withdraw money but to my horror i found out that i've forgotten my password. Bleahx. Thankgoodness i didn go out wif my friends today after sch coz i will hav no money to pay :(. So yah...after visiting zhss when sch ends at 12+ i went home straight...thankgoodness. So i guess i gotta go bank n reset my password tml.