Weeeeee.....so siannnn......haha. Yesterday class chalet....i went there at about 7+ after having family dinner at Tampines Mall....anyway...when i reached class chalet, they juz started bbqing la...then very sian coz nothing to do...so juz stone there until 10 then go home lor. Haha. Well, i got many alternatives, i can take feedle bus to Tampines then take 22, or i can take MRT...eventually, i took bus 88 at e pasir ris bus interchange la...well...the journey home took bout 45min....den something happened to m in e bus that makes me very angry. When the bus turned into AMK Ave 10 where i will b alighting 2 stops later, this fat uncle sitting behind me sneeze right into my neck la...walau...so disgusting !!!! Eeeeeee !!!! Coz he quite big size i dare not turn behind n diao him....he rub his nose vigourously den i dunno in e process still got mucus or wad anot la...but ya...i was damn pissed...so rude rite...at least wanna sneeze sneeze somewhere else la...nv cover mouth somemore....yucks....then juz nice i alight liao quickly take feedle bus 265 home n quickly bathe. Haiz....that night i got nightmare...dunno izzit bcoz of that incident. Haha.

Anyway, juz now got someone called me n ask if i m e only zhss guy in 2205. I replied no n say still got zhihao. Then i was like...who is he huh...den he started some kinda small chat wif me like "so wad u doing now" so i juz reply him friendly lor since i think he is my friend...but i forgot to ask him who he is...hahaha....doesnt sounds like someone i know in aj..... dunno...haha...anyway...if u r e guy reading this n asked me if i m e only zhss guy in 2205 juz now at bout 4+ , kindly tell me who u r coz i forgot to ask who u r. Hahaha...cant recoginize ur voice either. So ya. Tml got CDP. Sian....its a time for councilors n heads to show their leadership skills n for e rest to show their "followership" skills....haiz...hav to wake up early tml....sian.....

Sianzzzz......juz now went back sch at 10+ for alpha list....ya...attended 2 courses straight in e row. The first one was rather interesting, on communication skills....we learnt how to use body language n stuff n most importantly, read other pple's body language n read their mind...something like psychology...hehe....so next time dun lie to me ok...coz i may find out easily that u r lying. Hehe....The 2nd one on conflict management was terrible....haiz.....e conductor of e course juz cant get everyone's attention la n his course is juz boring....didn learn much from e 2nd course though....and basically no one pay attention to him except for e table of 10/05 girls behind me (yes, i recognize them from 10/05 coz of peijia's mini-me...haha). Ok lor...dats it....nothing much....sian....haha

It has been a long time ever since i blogged. I realized my frequency of blogging has decreased alot...well...perhaps its because there is nothing in my life to blog about...my life is boring...you would not envy my life...haha

Ok, so wad hav i done for e past 9 days??? Nothing much...first n formost...PW is over...well...it has been a few days ever since i had my OP exam and PW is officially over hence the sense of excitment and happiness has already dispersed....so yes...do not wish to elaborate on OP...well...basically e assessors asked everyone very difficult qns n dats it...whether we survive or not is now up to them. Anyway, went PS that day after OP wif AJ 105 and AJ 106 (my grp)...basically 10 of us attended some kinda "celebration"...not much to elaborate...and its my first outing wif my classmates ever since sch starts....so i guess u can conclude that i am very antisocial.

Yesterday, i tried cooking mee goreng wif e chilli sauce bought by my mother at NTUC...well...dunno y suddenly feel like eating mee goreng....and yes...now u guys hav discovered another of my talent...well...its more of a interest that a talent...that is cooking !!! I luv cooking ever since i m young...like age of 5?? Haha...yesterday's mee goreng didn turn out too bad afterall...but i think its abit wet....hmmm....e fact is i didn even add water n i juz feel its too wet....perhaps i can improve on that next time. Hehe...

Recently i realized that the bus service i used to take when going home has become partially airconditioned. Well, it all happened one month ago when i was as usual waiting for my bus (265) outside jubilee expecting the usual aircon bus to arrive when surprising an old unairconditioned bus greeted me. I hav to say that i've not seen or taken such an old bus for years (except for the time i took this feedle service transporting me from pasir ris bus int to downtown)...and yes...i tot this kinda bus alreadi scraped off le. So while sitting in e bus on my way home..it kinda brings back some childhood memories when i used to take this kinda unairconed bus from my old house at AMK st 54 to AMK central....yes...those r e wonderful memories....but i dunno whether to complain bout my 265 service, which i've taken for e past 17 yrs, has no aircon or wad....hehe

Anyway...its damn dark outside now. Weeee....rainy day. Juz now 3+ i went out to da bao lunch...well...the sky wasnt that dark yet n i wont expect it to rain so soon....but after stepping out of where i dabaoed lunch to my shock the entire place is so damn dark and i was like...oh plz dun rain b4 i reach home....and there i fastened my walking pace and the wind started to blow like its gonna rain anytime....thankgoodness i managed to reach home dry....not only me dry but my food dry...haha....den when i stepped out of my lift i started raining....wa...heng arh...

Was suppose to hav my clique outing today....which clique....my pri sch clique lor....ya...e 5 of us...friendship still strong as ever....dats y i say old friends r still e best friends.....coz we know each other very well....hehe....anyway, i digress....suppose to hav bowling session today but then last min julia msged me last nite say she got NE exucrsion today kinda stuff....hmmm....den yiyang not free...haiz....den its meaningless for e 3 of us to proceed on anyway....but ya....bowling sessions is still a must...hope it will b soon....if not muz wait until julia come back from china. Haha...sian

Looking forward to this sunday's class chalet....well...its only one night but i m not staying overnight anyway....lets hope its fun....2205 very enthu de wor. Haha...well...for some of my classmates it would b e first time they r having chalet together wif e opposite gender....i wonder wad e scene will b like....coz from my past 4 yrs experience of having chalet wif a class of boys n girls....e boys will always stay infront of e tv playing ps or xbox while girls go out n walk walk....lets see if this common scene will reappear this sunday. haha.

Tml got alpha list course...sian...2 courses at a time....thankgoodness i signed up early then i got the most convenient slot of having both on e same day....n oso e waiting time between each course e shortest....hahahah....save me alot of time....well....alpha list population increasing like nobody's business....izzit bcoz students nowadays r getting smarter n smarter or alpha list management cant b bothered to practice quality control...wadeva it is....its still a priviledge so lets appreciate wad e teachers hav planned for us.....as for now....its back to my usual hobby during hols again --- STONING !!!

JAY CHOU NEW ALBUM ROXXXXXX !!!!!!! Oh my goodness it is so damn nice la, better than qi li xiang or ye hui mei i guess. After listening thru his songs. Yup, i muz mention again I GOT JAY CHOU GIANT POSTER !!! And got 3 MV including Ye Qu , Fa Ru Xue n another one i forget liao. haha. Anyway, after listening thru e whole album i really fell in luv wif it lor. Other albums i listen one two times alreadi sian liao. This one i listen 10 times oso not sian. Inside alot of songs very nice, is that kinda songs that i like la. For example track 3 i mentioned earlier - Fa Ru Xue (Hair like snow)...its very chinese classical lor....very nice...reminds me of dong feng po n nan quan mama's mu dan jiang. Damn nice. I also like track 6 , very soothing ballard, track 7, which sounds to me abit like jian dan ai + Yuan you hui....very simple ballard...simple yet nice. The duet wif lara of nan quan mama oso very nice. Coral Sea. Wow....so nice !!!! I juz cant stop saying how nice it is la. Serious u guys out there muz buy this album n listen to every single song. NICE !!!!!

Hihi !!! Happy deevapali !!! Juz came back from Kbox n Kpool session wif some of my friends from sec 2. Met Ruqing at AMK MRT at 10+....the rest either sick or cannot make it....so we took a train to Orchard, went taka mac to wait for Siying. The 3 of us walked to cineleisure where we decide to play pool first without waiting for e rest. Went to kpool at level 8....inside no pple...haha...we r e first customer wor !!! Well, long time nv play pool my skills deteriorate alot sia....cant even hit in most of e balls...hehe....after playing for an hour Shengchao joint us....by that time i alreadi warmed up le so played at least abit better, but then my skills still sux la...haha...

Checked out at 1+....went to Sembawang CD store at cine level 4 where i bought Jay Chou new album November's Chopin. Havent listen yet but juz now during kpool they got play his new songs...so i guess shd b quite nice. Furthermore today publish de wor. Hehe...oh yah...they gav me free Jay Chou poster !!!! Omg...so nice !!! I tot only those preorder de den got free poster but since they giv me i oso dun bother to ask them. Hehe...jian hao jiu shou. Cant wait to listen to his new album, after finish this entry i will go listen le.

Had lunch at Long John. We talked bout alot of stuff. Like promos n stuff. Hongjin joint us when we finish lunch at bout 2. So we went kbox. Siying hav to leave us coz she got family dinner at 4 i guess. Anyway, talking bout kbox make me angry. Walau, they say coz today public holiday, so no kstudent, charge higher price. Furthermore its only 3h instead of 5 la...walau...price discrimination sia. No, i m not gonna write another essay on how Kbox discriminate by charging higher price during public hols. But if i were to, i can. Hehe...econs rox yea? But we still stupidly went forward for kbox. Erm....not much to elaborate during kbox session other than some our room is juz outside e counter hence cannot overrun too much. And that stupid kbox guy...walau...peep in when we r singing our finale song "Sexy Naughty Bitchy Me" and literally SHAKE off...so disgusting. Yucks. I vow i m not going to cine kbox again. Haha.

After kbox surpose to hav dinner wif huining but we cant contact her. We decide to perhaps play another round of pool again but when we got up to kpool, its full house la. Sad. So we decide to head towards taka. Shengchao den pangseh us. Ruqing only had 1.50 left. Well, liddat then dun hav dinner lor. Hehe....took MRT home den my parents go out da bao dinner lor. Hehe. Ok la, go listen to jay chou new album le. Hehe. Sure very nice one. Other than ye qu , track 3 which is fa ru xue (hair like snow) oso very nice. haha. Tml got OP rehersal 4. I dunno still got voice anot, coz today sing until no voice liao. Anyway, after PW still got long time for me to enjoy. So wif dat...cya !!!!

Today's NE day obviously sux lar. Arrived at the designated classroom for NE quiz n discussion sorta stuff in the morning. Boring. Den go audi see some SAF talk....ok, really reminded me that my time left b4 entering NS is very very short !!! Pathetic. Then we hav 1.5 hour lunch break....i didn hav lunch e rest of e guys had...so everyone spent the next 1 hr chilling out in class la. 1pm all gathered at e parade square for excursion. At first i tot its gonna b fun but then after seeing the tour guide, i sian jik pua (sian half)...den after hearing the place we r visiting...i sian even another jik pua...meaning i totally sianned 3/4. Haha....lame....n yes we visited padang where i was excited bout seeing ou de yang....as if....n we go labador park...which i visited juz last sunday? Haha....den we go to this PA museum near NUS where i tot it shd b at kallang where e PA hq is....its boring la...n we take class photos there....yar....den we went to visit some temples at race course road which by then everyone sian 99% liao....oh yah....coz our class is spliited so 4 guys including me were wif e girls....we shared e same bus wif another class whom i feel they didn behave well la....esp e boys....is like in the temples rite...dun think they respect e place alot or wad den when e PA incharge is briefing us some of them were like bochap n very restless...i mean...plz show some respect lor. They really remind me of some normal tech boys lor....haiz...shall stop complaining b4 they come look for me for trouble in school...haha....ok...wif dat...cya !!!

Hello guys!!! Yes, after 10 days as yiqin counted, i blogged !!! No big deal. Lotsa things happen duirng e past 10 days but i cant b bothered to update...nvm....currently everyone is in PW mode la...i mean...walau...everyday PW...will go crazy one lor. N i m crazy enuff...so PW aggrevated my craze. Anyway, had OP 1st rehersal today. Well, i juz sux. First to present, i spoke too fast. But thats me, i always speak very fast de. Den i feel like i m debating more than i m presenting la...but wads e diff to me...haha...den someone pointed out that i slanged...dats e first time i know i slang...haha....but nvm...muz gai guo...if not i will sure die like shit during e actual day. Basically i hav alot to present la...and hence i m rushing for time...yup....Oh yah...everyone bombarded thaddeus' group during their turn...i mean during Q&A session, everyone bombarded them wif lotsa qns regarding their presentation. Sorry guys, no offence, but we think u guys r gd enuff for our qns hence we ask.

Days ago i went to applied for S paper....i think i will not get S paper la, but who knows heaven n AJ decides to b kind on me. Other sch 3 Cs can take le...AJ still muz get A...7A1 during Os and B4 for Gp wadsoeva...but still, after consulting like more than 10 pple, i decide to go appeal for it....applied for Phys S paper....yup....again...gd luck to me....:)

Organising 2E5 outing this deevapali....erm...y dat day? dunno...coz no one got sch. Haha....ok la, not a 2e5 outing, juz ask some closer 2e5 friends out for Kpool n Kbox session....and talking bout Kpool n Kbox....being addicted...i m really desperate to engage in these activities la...haha....Cant wait...there r still like 7 days more to go? Today is tue rite...so ya lor, next tue.....heheh.......to my niece n grandnieces of 2e5 reading this...Dun pangseh ur great grand uncle hor...if not i will HAUNT YOU !!!! Muahahaha....Ok...dats all....tml NE day. Well, i heard we r going Padang....perhaps to see Ou De yang reherse for his concert la...oso gd, coz we first to see his real look....but then...40+ yrs old uncle....erm...ya...hahahah.....ok....we shall c tml......Looking forward to holidays n stuff. KBOX !!!! KPOOL !!!! HERE I COME !!!!!!!

Wad a f**king damn shit day is today.....lets see wad i can rant about.

Firstly, J2 farewell....i was "given e opportunity" to b e OIC for e event's duty and i think i hadn been doing a gd job. Well, its my first time being a duty's OIC so i kinda expected that. But this is e only one duty e ava teacher incharge is so kan chiong and i m totally guilty for not doing a gd job. Thankfully e actual event today was rather smooth sailing except for e GP department's performance where their mics r not on and hence cause a little of a panic backstage. Well, i m totally apologetic to that i am m totally apologetic to my other 3 ava members who hav to endure thru such an incompetent and useless leader, that is me.

Secondly, results. Got back 2 papers today. Actually shd be got back 1 paper n know e results of e other. I scored a damn lousy C grade for chemistry and i totally feel ashamed of myself. Fortunately my CA grades were able to pull my overall grade to a B of 61% but still its very lousy compare to many of my peers scoring high Bs and alots of As.....which makes me feel very ashamed of myself once again. Maths....it juz sux....i only got a C grade. 55/100, same as mid yr and its so lousy i cant possibly forgive myself for that. Yes, the maths paper is hard n many hav problem even passing, however, to me, difficult is just an excuse for my lack of practice and hardwork, i m aiming for at least a B and i m utterly disapointed wif my results today. The fact that some are still able to get A for maths make me feel very angry bout myself for my incompetency.

Thirdly, open house. Talking about it makes my blood boil. I hav a freaking b**chy VP dat is e OIC for e event's duty and yes, everyone is down for duty except me. Common sense will tell that this is definitely some personal reason and yes, i hav a big problem wif her, she hav a big problem wif me and hence i can conclude accurately that its bcoz got me no her, got her no me. Coz open hse such a big impt event that is labour intensive, shd require full force of e ava club and yet all but one was down, worse still, e one dats not down, me, is one of e exco n hence shd b down more than others, which i condemn this decision as stupid and makes AVA club a total mockary. No offence, i m juz being direct and this is true. Imagine wad others will think of e club, eh, how come not all e exco is down for duty....and of coz all e finger points towards dat b**ch. Actually i dun mind not attending open hse but e fact that i m part of e adhoc makes my presence important and accounted for. If not for e fact that i dun need to b there tml, i wouldn't even bother but just stay at home n sleep till noon. Haha. And i haven got my open hse teeshirt yet...tml gotta meet at 6.45, we shall see wad happen.

Ok lor, i guess dats all ba. Shall blog again soon since exams over and i hav more time. Things to worry bout for e near coming future:
- PW: Yes, everyone dreads it, hates it, wadeva. WR shd b kinda fix. Now its OP n I&R. So we shall see if we can survive this "ordeal". Haha.
- SVA: Deadline for submission is 16th dec. And we haven even started. As e OIC of this competition, not only muz i worry bout my own team but oso e other team led by Tony. If not i really don't know how to jiao dai. So i hope everyone in AVA giv me their full coorperation and work through this together, hopefully gd enuff to get award. I also hope this is the chance for me to show my "leadership" skills dat i m totally desperate of (yes, i m a control freak and love to lead). Now lets see whos incharge. Muahahah.
- Promos: Haven got back Econs n Phys paper. This 2, i can say i hav more confident that chem n maths. But then, i will not pai chu e possibility that i may flop for both or either of them, lets keep my fingers cross. Econs is very regurgitative, so not much of a problem. Perhaps higher marks goes to those who phrase their answer well, since content is somewhat e same thruout e corhot. Phys, i hope my tuition helps. And yes, e stakes are high.

Once again, its e weekend. Temporarily throw all worries away n enjoy life. Looking forward to Kbox sessions , bowling sessions, K pool sessions wif my friends...lots of them. Haha. And finally, a question to ask all.... ANYONE KIND ENUFF TO SPONSOR ME FOR MY KBOX KPOOL AND BOWLING ?!?!?!?! Hahahaha....cya !!!

Exams over....yeah.....its time to party !!!! Long awaited fun it is.....i cant wait to indulge myself in all the bowling , pool n kbox sessions.....provided i hav enuff money to fund myself then...

Anyway, today's econs was rather ok, compare to past yr promos, the mcq is sligtly easier...case study n DRQ....i juz do without feeling anything....to numb to tell if its difficult or easy....but anyway, i hope i can do well for promos...at least let me promote n continue taking 4 subj....

All right, tml onwards its PW PW n more PW....oso hav to b busy wif other non-academic stuff like open hse...but nvm.....looking forward to Kbox sessions...currently promise 3 grps of friends to go k it out le.....haha...wif dat...cya !!!

I totally hav no motivation to study for econs...perhaps its bcoz its e last paper and that i had had such a long break between it and the previous paper....must really force myself to buck up during the weekend...at least i did something for econs today....but i guess dats not enuff......i dunwan to b e bottom few in class or in school...dats not me...every year i've been pushing myself to maintain my spot as a top few...perhaps this is no longer possible in AJ where i think majority if not all of my classmates are smarter than me n having a far much better portfolio in their sec sch lives....perhaps i shd realize dat there r mountains higher than wad i'm used to seeing and i am just nothing in AJ....i am nothing...i m a total failure in aj...not very gd in studies, not gd physically, not gd in my social life, not a well-liked person in class, not a well-liked person in my CCA, a loner, a loser, a clown, wadeva....at least pple wif results slightly not as gd as me excel in other of these aspects.....sometimes i wonder y m i in aj when i m not welcomed at all...shd i continue to fight on n prove myself...or shd i juz fade into obscurity....promos coming to an end soon and results will b out in a couple of weeks...i forsee myself not scoring well....so wad if i work hard...the problem is i don't work smart...unlike most of my peers...they spend 3 hours and achieve lotsa stuff but i spend 30 hours n ahcieve lesser than them...juz a little small self-reflection in the mids of my promos...

Phys today rather okay.....well....i hope i dun make too much careless mistakes.....i noe how to do most of e stuff but i not very confident wif my answers....dunno...lets see how it goes......

Was rather surprise wif e weightage of topic tested....i m expecting Ideal Gas to b a major qn wif lotsa proving of epxressions n stuff la.....but no...it only come out as a small part of a thermody qn....Was expecting more circular motion qns....but only come out a little bit...haiz....i mean ideal gas circular motion n gravitation are 3very major topics.......and i was expecting potentiometer....but nono....only 1 pathetic mcq qn......instead come out kirchoff law which i screwed up......the rest was rather ok.....mcq did it quite fast.....again....i dare not say i m confident of getting gd grades for phys coz i m very careless in nature.....no garentee.....lets hope i can get an A or a B lor.....

Tml no sch.....e next paper is on mon....econs paper 1 n 2.......haiz.......while others hav alreadi finished their promos.....i m still mugging for econs over e wkend......but nvm.....as an econs rep....i muz say i luv econs....haha....(rubbish).....MCQ i nv ever score well de.....always get juz pass grades for econs mcq.....drq shd b ok.....case studies 1st time do under exam condition....hope i dun screw up......well.....as for now......i shall go slack for a few hours b4 start mugging again.....wif that.....cya !!! N to e rest, gd luck for ur promos oso.....:P

Juz came back from school.......had chem juz now.....one word to say.......



FAIL LE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Die le la.....fail liao....Chem is damn killer la....and i think i today damn suay......b4 e paper....i enter e exam venue den dat stupid door....coz i open wif too much force den i cut my index finger !!! Walau....its bleeding profusly la....and i was like...shit....bad omen....xue4 guang1 zhi1 zai1....den my finger very pain restrict my writing speed....oso affect my thinking.....den i dunno whether is i mental block or e paper is really hard....i cant do all e qns la.....MCQ alreadi got 7 qns not sure.....open ended even worse....redox dunno how to do....rxn kinetics giv me a fuck up graph ask me find order of rxn.....how to find !!! All e values dun telly de...scali e graph not drawn accurately.....fuck.....essay qns r like......die!!!! First qn of all elements dun ask ask me noble gas.....i didn study noble gas la......and the qn on noble gas is not noble at all....its wicked !!! I dunno how to do lor....e ionic equilibria qn i oso dunno how to do....thankgoodness e last organic qn is song4 fen1 de.....if not i really si bu ming mu.......die la....gonna let down myself....let down my tutor....let down everyone who hav high hopes on me......and i was sitting behind 3 pros (tw, cg n peijia) that made me more stressed.....in conclusion....i hav had a FUCK UP chem paper n i am gonna fuck up FAIL IT !!! Waaaaaaa..............

Woke up at 5.30am today to do chem timed pratice...hwa chong paper.....yes....and i m still feeling fresh now....slept at 11.50 last nite.....I think i am really crazy le....wake up so early to mug....haha....wad to do....if not i will get disturbed.....i did badly.....barely pass......i realize my redox sux like shit....bcoz cant balance 1 ionic eqn whole qn get wrong.......sad.....hwa chong paper is demanding....a few days' ago de TJ paper is difficult.....AJ 2003 seems easy as i mentioned last wk......Haiz.....my timed practice results really sux......SUX !!!! This kinda results go promos sure get retained de....but looking on e bright side.....making mistakes during timed practice is still better than making them in promos......so i got more mistakes to learn from.....haha...duh.....nvm.....shall return to my mugging !!! 3 more days....JIA YOU EVERYONE !!!!

5 Days Left !!! Omg....i think i going to kua3 le.... Today, i compiled a list of maths qns to ask my maths tutor mrs soon during tutorial....all these qns come from other school promos which i exchanged....and yes....mrs soon solved them wif ease...no need to think immediately can solve...and i was like....so impressed la....she told e class shes from NJ....wow....no wonder maths so zai...exNJ student wor....

Juz came back from phys tuition.....i think my tuition mates r really crazy la.....my life is so threatened...haha....everytime laugh like siao one....hmmm....mebbie its time i shd contribute in my part for e laughter n let them see my true colours....which is ... 100% lamer, 200% crap, 300% sadistic and 400% insane.....all these to e power of infinity = CMH....:)

Weeee.......woke up at 6am today...yes...and its SUNDAY today.....well, its e time i always wake up for school....anyway....i made it an effort to wake up early every sunday morning to do timed practice....last sunday i oso set my alarm clock at 6am n woke up promoptly to do NYJC chem promos 2004....so juz now...as i said....woke up at 6....went to bathe n brush teeth n stuff.....settle down in my aircon bedroom while e skys r still dark wif a nice little cup of hot tea....and yes....i m doing chemistry timed practice...today's paper is AJ 2003 Chem promos.....so i timed myself...2h 40min...exactly e same time i will b given during promos....coz all of us always face problems in time management when it comes to chem...so i guess this practice is rather crucial.....2h 40min is real short...no time to think somemore...see qn muz immediately write answer....teachers r crazy nowadays......anyway....timed myself....6.30am to 9.10am...n i work thru e paper in peace.....well, u guys may think i m crazy....its sunday morning...best for sleeping....but my rationale for this is.....during e day every weekend...its almost impossible i can sit down quietly n study without being disturbed...(Refer to previous 2nd post) ....hence i really needa real peace to study.....haiz.....was really happy wif my results.....65%....its a safe B grade.....i think i can do better....i hope i can do better...hopefully an A for chem....but i think its impossible considering e fact that chem teachers r crazy....there r so many exceptional cases compare to e convectional theory we study....n if all these exceptional cases come out den i really die.....coz how to prepare....anyway....i failed last wk's chem timed practice....41%....pathetic...so its a great improvement....mebbie its bcoz i m more prepared or mebbie its bcoz aj paper is easier than NY's.....dunno....anyway....tuition later....can clarify all my doubts on those qns i attempted this morning....cool.....i luv vhem....:)

1 week left....promos is coming....i m not prepared yet....well...i think i m unprepared both in terms on revision and well as mental mode....haiz.....hope i can at least score decent results....if not i really dunno wad to do....

AJ recently opened a new cafe at the ohana extension....and ever since its open, i think i hav been patronizing it quite often....the food serve is ok...but abit ex...perhaps due to high fixed cost as well trying to market itself as a "luxurious" good with Ey > 1.....wad m i toking about....but i guess the price elastic of demand for the canteen good is rather price inelastic coz whether or not, students r still gonna eat the food sold there, so an increase in price will bring about less than proportional decrease in quantity demanded, at such, the canteen vendor can charge higher price and enjoy increase in total revenue....i guess....but i digress....dats not the main point. The main point is, i kept indulging myself in the food served by the newly opened cafe....well...as all of us know, AJ hav a "gd" reputation of serving inhumane and inedible food in the canteen....and this new cafe started business selling rather nice food, compare to the rest....hence pple will want to patronize the cafe rite, despite price is abit high....but i guess still affordable...anyway.....dats a nice thing....n i hope i wont burn a hole in the pocket buying my meals from that stall everyday....haha...as for the malay noodle stall....i guess it has met shutdown condition whereby AR = Price curve is lower than AVC curve hence TR not only < TC but also < TVC...hence if shut down, loss incurred will be whole of TFC only but if continue operation, loss will be whole of TFC plus part of TVC.....nvm if u dun understand wad i m toking bout......

Dats all for today.....shall be mugging now....cya !!!

I am going mad !!!!! I CAN'T F**KING STUDY DURING WEEKENDS !!!!!! Its like, promos is round e corner n i needa some peace to study and i dun get it !!!! I want to sit down quietly finish my other school papers just like a real exam and I AM TOTALLY DISRUPTED !!!!!! I can do these every afternoon after school when i m alone and there r no such disruption but ironically, weekend, where i hav e most time to do so, seems to b the time i cannot do my studying......one min i hav my sis practicising her f**king violin in her room and the other i hav my parents vacuuming the floor wif a f**king vacuum cleaner that produces 10 times louder noise pollution than normal vacum cleaners does.....and when these happens simultaneously......I CANT STUDY !!!!!!!! So e best way is to ask me out to lib to study during weekends...yes...anyone interested ??? I really cant sit down properly n do my studying without any disruption in e weekends....yes...not when i m not alone.....damn....someone help me..........

Channel U came our sch today to firm you hua jiu shuo....some kinda teen forum and chat show where teens air their view....yup....no wonder the cleaners start cleaning up e MPH yesterday...everyone around was excited when the VP announce this news this morning during morning assembly la....and yes....e venue is at MPH.....not e hall coz its used for J2 prelims.....

Anyway....channel u crew started coming in n prepare the props since like 11+ ? And juz nice my classroom was located above e MPH where we can look down n see everything inside from e corridor....so everytime during intervals of lesson....pple from my classroom blk will go out n look down on wads happening...actually quite a big thing u noe...considering they "dare" to choose to come to AJ...which i think will collaspe any sooner or later.....

The forum is supposed to start at 2....and all of us were released at 1.30....woohooo....but too bad i got open hse meeting...so when i was proceeding across e parade sq to the main blk...lao lai called me and ask me if i m going to watch la...i say no coz i m bz....den after e short conversation i looked infront n start walking....omg....i saw quan yi feng walking towards e MPH past me...it all happens in a split second and i was too "shock" to react...mebbie is bcoz i seldom get in close proxi wif celebrities....ya....den b4 i noe it....some girls beside me snapped "hey, its quan yi feng, pai zhao (take photos)"....den some other girls take digi cam n take her photo...den she very feng du turn, pose, smile n continue walking....woah....it all happens in a split second la....den after quan yi feng i saw desmond koh....i hav to admit...he is real damn skinny la....poor desmond....n no one bothers bout him....everyone bothers bout quan yi feng....again....i will use this chance to say...POOR DESMOND !!! HAHAHA !!!! (got hidden meanings de)

Ya...so basically went for e open hse meeting...got to noe dat basically e entire proposal for e programme grp is rejected....only my part is consider acceptable...still...there must b some changes made....haiz.....sian.....went home.....lunch....did NYJ 2003 promos maths....didn score well...sian.....desperately need help for maths.....haiz.....

This morning went mugging wif jas at e lib...QY didn turn up....i will deal wif him some other time...mug the whole morning in e cafe...they actually spend $$ hire someone to walk around e cafe askin pple to order things...duh...saw Ksoh mugging alone in e cafe oso...haiz...stressed...think this morning in e lib oso very inefficient...did chemistry....but ended up discussing phys X_X....went 2nd storey to photocopy past yr promos...yes...illegal underground xchange again...now apart from my own AJ's papers, i hav HC, TJ, NYJ, NJ(Maths...as CH n PH will come soon) and now SRJ...can open tuition ctr liao...haha...pple collect diff JC's badges i collect diff JC's past yr papers....weird...hope to get SAJ, VJ and RJ paper...but no close friends studying there leh...last day of holiday...in hrs time its sch reopen again...haiz...sian....

Gd morning....ok, its like 12.41am le, so i shd blog bout yesterday's occurance. Haha. Woke up at 8...had a quick shower, breakfast and rush off for tuition at 9. Walked to e busstop outside NYP half awoke....it isnt long b4 bus 72 arrived, i looked at my watch...9.20am...tuition starts at 10....i wonder if i will reach hougang too early...but i still boarded e bus anyway. After turning its way in hougang, reached destination 5 min b4 10...woah....had tuition from 10 to 12+.....ruqing was unable to make it to xchange papers....so i still hav her TJ papers on hostage...haha....:P

Walked to hougang bus int. took 72 back home...saw Sam...woah...long time no see...he was on his way to NYP...so we chatted on e bus journey back to AMK....we talked bout how lotsa things....too sian to mention....reached home at 1.30....walked to AMK central to da bao lunch...walk one big around yet sad to find all e hawker centres closed for renovations....oh yah...saw kelvin soo outside jubilee...:)....settled for some small hawker centre...da bao lunch n went home to eat....was online not for long when my open hse department i/c msg me online.....the proposal i sent her got "some" problems...haha...so she was like telling me all e corrections needed to b done....it took us quite a while when i realized its alreadi 4+...i needed to meet ye wee for mugging session at amk lib....so i quickly left home...

Met ye wee at amk mac....we walked to amk lib n after much searching, we finally found a seat. Saw emily n nicholas at e lib oso...everyones mugging...haiz....we did maths juz now...again i muz emphasize i sux at maths...esp trigo.....so we mug until like 8+.....kept on doing maths qns.....ya....den 8+ we went KFC for dinner....i got discount coupon but he didn...haha..nvm...oh yah...oso photocopied one set of NJ maths promos....again...illegal underground papers trading....chatted for a while in KFC until 9+. Went home, bathed and again...when i got online, my open hse i/c started msging me bout e open hse proposal...online meeting for more than an hour...ended at 10+...got lotsa corrections to b made...haiz....deadline tml...but nvm...manage to finish correcting e proposal by midnite....hope its "acceptable"...planning to do MC's script tml...i mean laterwards...haha....

Now very sian...haiz....holidays ending soon......sad.....looking forwatd to end of promos....and for now....lets continue mugging :P

Haiz....study promos until sian....no motivation to spur me to study....really feel very sian..esp wif such a humid weather that makes me wanna rush into e toilet for a cold shower...haiz....anyway, haven been blogging ever since holiday start, i guess...so i shall update bout myself wif this entry.

Firstly, HW, finish all hw by monday, so make time for study....initially i tot i will study 1 subj per day every wk, but then, i had a change in plan....i decide to study more on econs n maths, esp maths coz i totally sux in maths...yes, this is not a joke, an student who got double A1 for both maths during olevel is actually struggling wif JC maths right now...and dats ME !!! Pathetic rite? I also think so. Econs...muz memorize alot of things...haiz....maths...memorize all e formulae i guess...dunno la....chem n phys i leave the revision process to during tuition....esp chem...coz at least the short 2 hours per subj is quality time where i can really sit down seriously n absorb....haiz.....but judge on e pace i m going right now....i think promos is cant make it le...haha....yesh, dats how pathetic i m....so i hope someone can come n save me....i'm doomed.

Next, open hse...yes, me n FPE self volunteer to b part of e organising committee for open hse...we represent e alpha list...haha....well, both of us agreed that its gd to hav somehting written in our testimonial so we decide to go for it...furthermore, if i dun, i cant hav anything much to b mentioned bout wif juz being a pathetic small secrectary in my cca (esp when it comes to CCA Award...i may not qualify for i dun hav much contribution)....compare to e councilors, pres n vps....nvm....so, yup.....its still ok organising e stuff...i m part of e programme committe....details of e open hse i shall not reveal....but at least things r going fine....yup...

Finally, lets tok bout yesterday....yup....yesterday was rather hectic...woke up at 7+, quickly had breakfast n rush to sch for open hse meeting. I brought along my tuition stuff coz later i got tuition...and i anticipate the meeting is gonna take a long time...but again....i miscalculated and the meeting ended 2 hours b4 my tuition...so i went AMK central to da bao lunch home to eat...bathe...change...and got ready for tuition...well...its e first time i am going tuition alone, taking bus....(coz always is my father fetch de)...so i walked to e busstop infront of NYP to take 72....waited for a long time den 72 arrive....i hesistatedly board...wondering if it will take me to my destination at hougang....well...i managed to reach there safe n sound..as i always like to say...and oso...on time....tuition ended at 4+...went to hougang central to meet ruqing to exchange past yr promos papers....yup....muggers !!! However, when i called her, shes still @ bedok bus interchange, juz released from her sch....so i was like....-_-!!!....went to hougang mall walk walk...went popular turn rounds (dou quan)....basically trying to kill time....walked till 4.30...i went down n buy shi lin fried chicken...long queue...incompetent management...nvm.....despite e long queue dat waste me alot of time....ruqing still hav not arrived....so meaning i hav to wait even longer...finally she arrived...we exchange past yr phys n maths promos paper. Yup, underground illegal trading activity...haha....promised to return her e papers this fri..where i got another session of phys tuition.....sian.....went home wif my shi lin fried chicken chilled...not hot anymore...but still edible.....sat infront of my study table n start mugging maths....sian...again....i cant do maths....pathetic.....

Still haven photocopy the TJ papers ruqing gav me....deadline- friday......i will see wad i can do.....in the meantime....i hav to complete e open hse proposal for my section by friday.....so wif dat...cya !!!

Uuuuuu.....today is e last day of term 3 !!! Cheersz !!!! Haha....yeah rite....anyway...e whole day juz feel very slack la...so wad if its e last day of term 3....this marks e start of e mugging season for promos is here.....sob sob...anyway......kuah wasnt here today...haha...so mdm woon decide to take that period hence we dun hav any econs remedial after sch....cool....school ends at 2.15....it was drizzling la...i made my way to AMK to mug wif ye wee, my pri sch classmate whom i've not seen for 5 yrs but whom i've kept in contact wif via e msn....yup....so i made my way to e lib promptly and i saw a familiar guy standing outside e lib....i was wondering if he is ye wee...he also wondered if i'm cmh...so i say to myself...better play safe...dun acknowledge or else if recognize wrong person very malu...haha....so i walked in...gav him a call...."hello...r u e one standing outside?" "Yes" he replied....ok....so its really him....haha...cant recognize him after 5 yrs la....dats e problem....anyway...we roam e lib to find for seats but unfortunately its over packed...went over to KFC...same situation...in e end we settled at Mac...had lunch there....had some gd chat...and of coz, e main objective....SCHOOLWORK !!!! Haha.....2 muggers indeed.... we agreed to xchange promos papers, some notes n stuff....yup....some of u guys may know i m having some secret underground exchange going on where i go on xchanging past yr promos wif my friends from other sch...hehe....anyway....we mug till like 7+ where i think i shd go home....reached home only to find out that my bag n my chem file stinks....yucks....all thanks to macdonalds....i decide to wash my sch bag tml...furthermore its e holiday week hence i dun think i needa use it urgently....as for my file...i still hav no idea how to get rid of that smell....haiz....perhaps tml i will seek e help of "green tea leaves" coz they r really gd smell remover....anyway....its sept holiday....everyone mug hard...study hard....JIAYOU !!!!

Yoz yoz....juz came back from visiting...yes...its 31st aug....teachers day eve...and of coz most of us hav gone visiting our alma matar n stuff...yup....Went to school this morning as usual...reach at 6+....soon all e other zhssrians stream in and we hav another typical morning gathering in aj outside dance studio....bell ring....proceed on to parade sq....it was e first time we hav flag raising without e principal....ya....so after flag raising its ACES day exercise....line dance....boring....one word to describe e scene -- CHAOS...everyone basically bochap e person giving instructions la...dat poor guy oso quite helpless....everyone juz gather into grps n start chattering....den came e PE teachers.....takin over...den still there is still lotsa chaos but things get slightly better....so for ACES day....i tell u....no one is dancing la....only e teachers n e dancers zi-high-ing la...but oso feel quite pitiful for them......who cares

Den we proceed to e hall for concert....BORING !!!! Since when is AJ concert ever interesting....but at least we manage to enjoy the newly installed aircon for the first time...which is something gd worth mentioning. After e concert i went to e bkshop to print AJ promos for Simin & QY...yes....we r exchanging papers...see...i m such a full time mugger...haha. Anyway....stupid shaun left e grp first....tsk tsk....met e other zhonghuarians at e busstop...i think some 20+ of us....AVA pple den called...askin where i am coz they r celebrating teachers day for e teachers in e canteen....u noe wad...i heck care them...coz i m alreadi on e bus....haha took e same bus 853 to S'goon and walk back to ZHSS passing by NYJC.....its such a big grp la...quite grand rite....

Reached ZHSS....needa sign in at e security....stupid procedure...went up to e hall....NY pple r alreadi there....so gd rite....dats e advantage of studying near ZHSS...nvm....so went around saying hi...meet old friends....old classmates....meet teachers (while e concert is still going on)....quite nice....luv zhss to bits....all e old friends...some bcame totally different from wad i used to know....some still e same....as crazy as b4....then all 4E2 pple gathered at e canteen after e concert....yup....qinqi n jes baked 2 cakes for angster n wongster.....so nice rite....den all of us sing "happy bday song"....i mean "happy teachers' day song"....quite nice la...e whole class is still so bonded.....everyone was also so shock at how minyi slimed down so much.....Oh yah...we oso took a class photo....i think most of us r present ba...can basically name those absentee but nvm....nice.....den afterthat everyone juz sat around n crap....crap until 1+ when tanah chase us off coz e gate is closing (dun get e idea wrong, not ghost gate).

Went to J8 wif e rest for 4e2 lunch....basically that place is so damn bloody crowded we cant find a suitable eatery that can accomodate so many of us....so after stoning there for like half an hour...we decided to split up....me, shaun, yiqin n e rest went to delifrance, some went cartel...some went KFC.....so after lunch we met again....some suggest we shd go watch movie...some want shopping....me (being anti-social...haha) and shaun n yiqin decide to go home...so we took MRT home...waving gd bye to e rest....so nice....luv zhss...luv 4e2...luv everyone....e 4 yrs of wonderful memories....definitely better than AJ....esp in terms of cca....haha....no hidden meanings :P

Ok la....stop crapping le....tonight 8pm got tuition....sian.....haven finish tuition hw....better go n do now....haha....hope there will b another gathering again....oso lookin forward to 4e2 chalet...its gonna b very very fun :D !!!

Today's maths test juz sux....they gav us 2002 promos...damn it !!!! I downloaded it from IVLE like last weekend n i was hesistating if i shd try it to prepare myself for e test. And e stupid me decide not to coz i simply hav no time.......haiz.....shd hav tried e 2002 promos....den today's test sure score de....anyway.....i think i am gonna fail maths promos.....even wif e help of e cheat sheet....i cant do e qns.....all qns either left half done or left undone.....f**k !!! 2.5 hours in e damn bloody cold LT draining off all my brainjuice n yet i can barely pass.....i m a failure...loser....haiz...:(

Preparing "cheat sheet" for this mon's maths test...yes...we r allow to prepare a cheat sheet b4 hand for e test, which is a full paper....but the thing is, e cheat sheet muz only b one A4 size paper where u can write anything on it....1 A4 size paper both sides....at first i tot its more than enuff....now....after preparing halfway....i think its too little to fill in all e formulae n stuff.....omg...i m gonna fail my maths test...sigh....someone help me !!!

For the first time in my entire life....i was "late" this morning. It all happens like this....6.30am...i reached AJ as usual....e same study bench outside dance room....e same few zhonghuarians come n join in and we hav our daily morning get-together....den is like tok n tok n tok n tok....everyone was like so bonded, so happy together n stuff...i think got shaun, zara, avril, me, joyce, n a few more...den suddenly i feel like behind me no body liao....coz normally 1st bell ring everyone of us will proceed to e parade sq...then is like this morning we didn seem to hear the bell....its either we r too involved in our conversation or wad but for my part, i seriously didn hear any bell....den when i see behind me left a few pple....i sense somehting was wrong...i looked at my watch...OH NO !!! 7.29AM !!! 1 min b4 flag raising...den is like e few of us, together wif other pple (whom i think oso unaware of e time) chiong to e parade sq...but too late....e national anthem sounded....so hav to embarassingly sing e national anthem at e lockers area wif e rest...facing e J2 form teachers....walau....so malu...den after everything we very rushly get to our classes.....first thing i saw....mdm woon wif her angry stare at me...haha...den i guiltily got into e line...den my classmates start askin me if i were late...i told them i didn hear any bell....ya...dats e whole morning incident....and worse still...lim kim thye brought this incident up during mass civics today...walau...i was like...omg...i bcam a qian gu zui ren alreadi....hope mdm woon understands n dun mark me late...if not my 11 yrs of perfect record will b ruined wif one black mark...haha...anyway...today's chem lesson sux....dun wish to mention much bout it...stupid kuah...cant tahan us look for higher authority to deal wif us...gd la....n we caught her smiling when her higher authority came in n scold us...tmd....grrrrr !!!!! So dats all for today....maths test this mon...muz prepare !!! Wif dat, Cya !!!

CMH gav black face to his fellow CCA mates yesterday (dat wasnt e first time)....how bad of him right....he is obviously showing attitude....haiz....wad to do....CMH bu shuang the top 2 personals wad.....he is juz doing wad he is supposed to do....furthermore that long hair zha bor dat looks like sudako aka zhen zi oso black face CMH all e time....so she do chu yi CMH do shi wu lor....haha....shd CMH go n apologize to them ??? Well, to an extent he did....CMH had apologized to e other cca mates including his PM....but dat 2....dun wish to see them, will nv see them...haha....so they dun deserve CMH's apology ba....furthermore why shd CMH swallow his ego n pride to apologize to someone dat shd instead apologize to him....rite ? Haha...CMH juz demands for the respect n attention he deserve to receive...dats all...izzit too much for him ??? Worse still...CMH was juz standing next to his pres today outside e LT and yet he pretend not to see him....CMH very wad rite ? Yalor....but wad for acknowlegde his presence when he didn acknowledge CMH's....haiz....now CMH seems to b e villian....but if u guys put urselves in CMH's shoes....u guys will oso feel dat wad he did is justified....haiz.....wad to do....CMH is sad :(
CMH wanna sing a song to his pres, dat song dictates everything he wanna say...including e hidden meaning, dat song is Pin Guang's "Hou Lai De Wo Men"....yup....

Woah....juz finish tuition hw...lotsa TYS....yes....starting to get e hang of it, juz like in sec sch, kept on practising TYS. Anyway....i think i muz start inculcating in myself passion for the subjects i'm taking. I mean i dun take e subjetcs for e sake of taking....its bcoz i'm interested in it hence i want to do well in them...so in order to do well in these subjects, i muz hav passion to serve as e driving force to do well....esp chemistry...muz turn phobia to passion....yes...muz start psychoing myself...i luv chem...i luv chem...yes i luv chem, but i hate e teacher...hehe...
Hav been sick for e whole week...now my sore throat n running nose has turn to cough....hai...dunno when this will end....i think i spreaded my illness to some of my classmates....saw them blowing nose oso in class recently....SORRY !!! REALLY SORRY !!! I didn mean it...
Read thru some previous entries of my blog. Discovered that time past so fast...i remembered i started blogging since Dec 2003...and now its alreadi mid of 2005...haiz....and e thing is, when i read thru all e previous posts, i juz recall all e wonderful memories of e past...esp in zhss....and oso...all the events i blogged about seems to hav juz happened yesterday....haiz....looking forward to 31st aug...yes...visiting zhss for sure...all my teachers...all my friends....omg...i juz cant wait...oso looking forward to ZHSS 94th anniversary...if i'm not wrong its in mid sept...though near promos but i think i will still go back....haiz...once a zhonghuarian, always a zhonghuarian rite ?
This weekend is gonna b another busy one....muz chiong EoM, Maths Transformation Tutorial, TJ Summary, wad else....Econs Essay....etc....busy busy....well, at least i'm kept occupied....coz idle hands r the devils' workshop. With that, cya !!!

Busy busy....very busy...haha...promos coming...spa coming...pw deadlines coming....wooo....i wonder if i'm gonna survive it. Haha....but e gd thing is....i free myself of all cca responsibilities for e moment n hence can go home early...haha....lets make a bet...they r not gonna see my blog unless they r so smart to b able to detect....lets bet that i will NOT be down for teachers' day celebration duty.....who wants to bet....place ur bets plz.... Hahaha....coz i noe my VP very well....if shes gonna hav a say in whos doing duty, i will not b in....who cares anyway...haha....so lets note down this day, this date, this time i made this "bet"....lets see if its gonna come true....i m pretty confident :)

It doesn't feel nice to b sick...trust me....i shd've stayed at home n rest today....i mean i've got mc but i choose to go to sch....basically e shortest day of e week bcame e worst day of e week....i m pathetically blowing my nose every minute from sch start to sch end....wads more...theres break down in communication....coz i cant talk...haiz...Mdm woon was not able to attend class today...so we hav 2 free periods....but of coz we were assigned hw....but i m in too much agony to complete it...basically feel like fainting....head very pain....feverish....dats y e whole day i m very lethargic....haiz....reached home at 2pm....cant find any food to eat....so decide not to eat....i hav no appetite anyway....hadn been eating anything since i woke up....head too pain liao decide go take a nap....yup....woke up at 4+....copy some hw....complete chem tutorial 17....and yes...its now 8pm...ok...its time to take medicine...cya !!! Tml investiture...dunno if i want to stay back n watch....perhaps can ask mdm woon for early dismissal tml....haiz....i m so damn sick.....

Fell sick again....yes....all those friends dat r very close to me will noe dat i kana throat inflamation again....yes....sore throat......SHI SHENG LE !!!! Bummer.....all my chem teacher's fault....she herself got sore throat...den during tutorial on fri she explain qns to me until so close....now i kana her virus....slap her arh....anyway....screwed up econs test today....haiz....i was like blowing my nose wif limited tissue paper in dat cold LT where e bloody aircon kept blowing at me....aggrevate my conditions....haiz.....i hate to fall sick....even if i were to fall sick....i rather it b fever n no sore throat....haiz....tml got MC....but i think i will still b going to sch.....coz short day, i dun mind....mebbie wed pon investiture ba...coz investiture oso nothin to see....scali see pple i dun like still make me even more sick....haha....cya !!!

FADING INTO OBSCURITY...

I have thought it rather thoroughly these few weeks....i think that its useless for me to rebel or fight back or wadsoeva....since i m born to b a nobody, i shall continue to b a nobody....i am destinated not to make it big....not in school...not in my cca....i think i shd b happy enuff to hav at least a small post in EXCO.....i remembered in my sec sch when i almost got to b video head in MC.....at least i tot i can make it...but alas...i m banished back to become a commoner....in JC...i tot i stand high chance in bcoming the pres or VP...but nv had i expected that e teacher decide to giv a twist n let "less deserving" pple take e role...juz bcoz they want them to b more involved in cca....yes, now they r more involved...i dun see my need anymore in e club...i shd juz b my commoner that i used to b.....

Of all periods of e whole yr i am born to b a Leo....Leos are suppose to b gd leaders, they enjoy attention n power...but i dun hav any....i am juz a typical leo that wants to hav some power, some say...but since i m not given e chance to hav any, i think i shd juz resort to my fate....it all boils down to e word "jealousy"...yes, i admit i am jealous, i am jealous at others' achievements, their high rank n position, the power n command they hav, their gd results...everytime i try to convince myself that i m juz jealous and i shd juz get away wif it....but i juz fail over n over again....how i wish there arent any jealousy in this world, they at least i wont feel so upset, so pissed off....

My CCA teacher once say that he hopes all e EXCO will get e CCA award at e end of next yr....but criteria being, each of us must organise an event....my pres n vp has alreadi organised investiture, my PM wants to organise AVA camp next yr....they want to let me organise some video workshop or stuff...but thinking of it, i think i would decline e offer...yes, i'm stupid, but once i feel like putting everything down, i will put everything down...i hope to feel that i will b happy enuff to b amongst e audience n clap n applause for e other 3 of my exco when they receive their cca award next yr....i want to hav it, but on the other hand, i feel that i m not deserving enuff....i m trying hard to convince myself that its juz an award, no big deal...but again, as a typical leo i am, its fame n recognition that i desire....yet i feel i shd juz let it brush pass....i m so confused...

A few days ago...i m still full of passion to make it big...but few days later today...i think that i shd juz b contended wif wad i hav now. Me n FPE went to look for wendy koh, alpha list teacher incharge, to show our great interest in organising open hse...reason....i want to hav somehting nice to b written in my testimonial...furthermore, we alpha list students r suppose to organise something....but she refered us to Lim Kim Thye, council teacher incharge....on that thought, i was like...perhaps i shd juz giv up....coz this will mean councilors will b incharge instead....i dunno yet...perhaps i may approach him on mon (i gav e excuse not to look for him today bcoz i haven cut my hair)...coz gd leaders take initiative....and i want to b e one taking initiative, come forward n lend my service...i dunno...perhaps i am not fit to do so...different thoughts r fighting inside me...if i successfully get to organise open hse...then i hav high chance of getting cca award...but on e other hand...it seems mission possible, and i am always not fated wif cca awards...

At the end of e day, i want to ask myself, wad hav i done for e past 2 yrs in college...e answer may be "yes, i played an active role of a student, i organise this this that that, and for my cca, i do this this that that..." or e answer may be "nothing much, i spend my 2 yrs without any remarkable acheievements..." I hope its not e latter. But again, since when am i fit enuff to hav e first answer. I am very self-doubtful...i am skeptical bout my own capabilities....i dunno if i m able to do it...but for sure one thing...i want to do it...i think i m a failure....after weeks of "rebeling" against my pres n vp, i think its rather childish...i mean, come on, cmh, get a life, get on wif life, stop being e childish immature cmh u used to b....but e problem is...i m that immature childish cmh...if not i will not b called cmh...haha....I may not b able to outshine e rest in terms of leadership, fame, cca achievements, etc...but i hope i can at least shine a little wif my academic...in e end of e day...its still grades that plays a more significant role....i will try to continue convincing myself that recognition in terms of cca, leadership, wadsoeva r not impt to ME....I am a failure....I am fading into obscurity....but then....its my decision.....i hav no one to blame....

PS: hope i wont get spammed after this entry....

HAPPY BDAE TO ME !!! HAPPY BDAE TO ME !!! HAPPY BDAE TO MEeeee.......HAPPY BDAE TO ME !!!!! Lol !!! I'm officially SEVENTEEN today !!!! Hahaha.....yes....one yr older liao...haiz....ageing sux....hope i m 16 every yr but then....haha....anyway....had a rather quiet bdae today....my first greeting of e day came from Jas...lol...she smsed at i think 7.15am ??? Soooo touched....remember that last yr i was e first one dat wish her...now she return me a favour...lol...den oso thanks to all my ex classmates from zhss n present classmates from 2205...thanks for e wishing....yup....i noe i am older by 1 yr liao...haha....ageing....x_x !!! Oso thanks 2205 for e little piece of present...really appreciate it.....and oso...i m soooo surprise that YY smsed me juz now !!! I mean this guy is like always unreachable....everytime sms him he nv reply....and i received his sms greetings...so touched...lol...so ya...to all....if u read this...thanks alot :)

Ok...bdae muz hav bdae wish rite...here r my birthday wish for e year:

1. Good grades for every tests and exams....esp promos....hope i can get at least 2 As and 1 S Paper....

2. Be more sociable...yah....as u guys noe....i abit anti social de....so i hope this yr...old liao...muz learn to b more sociable...make more friends....yup

3. Clear all the grudges, misunderstandings and unpleasent stuff wif my AVA EXCO....hope we can b gd friends again...and gd team mates.....

4. Get fitter, lose weight....hopefully pass NAPFA wif flying colours next yr

5. Get attached !!! Lol....i am really despo....anyone got nice girl can recommand me??? Lol !!!

6. More 2E5 and 4E2 gatherings....Lol...i mean u guys oso want this rite...hope we hav an yr end chalet....miss u guys lots...

.....still got alot alot la....but ya....finally....muz wish everyone around me forever happy....enjoy life....world peace.....(seems so politically correct) but then ya....haha....and finally, other than thankyou, still muz thankyou for all who hav made my day today :)

Happy National Day !!!! Am currently watching ndp 2005 now...one word to describe - BORING !!! Anyway....woke up early to chiong homework...haiz....still cant finish....pathetic....met my PW grp at Yishun Bus Interchange at 1.45pm....We r suppose to go Tian Wei's hse at Bt Panjang to finish WR, which is due this friday.....anyway....we took a long long bus ride that cuts thru mandai to Bt Panjang....surprisingly....i did not feel asleep. Lol !!! Reached the bus stop...alighted n theres Tianwei bringing us to his hse....his hse very big...HDB mansonatte...rich sia !!! Anyway...manage to finish compileing the WR in 3 hrs....receive an sms from my fellow tuition classmate that tuition this evening was cancelled....burmer....nvm....so left Tian Wei's hse at bout 5.30....the rest takin e same bus back to yishun but i choose to take LRT alone....took LRT to CCK den take north sth line....well...i m anti social...yes i am.....Haha...didn take LRT b4...so abit blur as in to which platform to board n stuff....but still manage to get to CCK MRT safe n sound....saw alot of pple wearing red on e MRT...i think all heading towards Yishun Residential NDP thingy....haha....suddenly feel like singing CNY songs when others r singing patriotic NDP songs....lame....but ya....very red...see until my eyes red....O_O !!! Ok...dats it...reached home bout 6+ den watch live telecast of NDP....again....its BORING !!! as mentioned earlier....Well...2 more days n its my birthday....think this yr oso no one celebrate le la....it has been a yearly practice that no one will celebrate my birthday...sad.....

Haha....juz came back...ok...today is national day eve....lets start ranting....woke up as usual this morning....damn tired...coz had tuition last night...but dats not e point....reached sch as usual at 6.40....met shaun...den tok tok tok n e rest juz joined in as usual....7am i m suppose to meet up wif ava club coz got national day celebration duty....but e thought of seeing my pres n vp make me sian....so i decided not to go...see wad can they do to me....yes...i m starting to rebel....dun like it arh??? Your problem la !!!

Before everyone knows it...it started to rain !!! Lol....and poor organisers of e national day celebration dun hav a protocol as to wad to do if weather is bad...haiz.....tsk tsk....but nvm....e rest of e ava pple left for their respective duty le...and i m still there wif my zhonghuarian...wad for i care so much...furthermore my pres ask me not to b too enthu wad...Lol....Den mr lin e ava technician came...so i went in to get my video cam n cam stand for my video duty....yes...without the rest knowing.....again....wad can they do to me...let them wait under e rain la.....hahaha.....

Stroll up to e control room n e rest r busy setting out outdoor system...obviously they dunno wad to do due to e unexpected rain....again....i dun go n help them....wad can they do to me ??? i juz hide inside control room n fiddle wif my video cam....i m doing video duty wad...wad for help them...help le oso no cip hrs....:) Yah...den liddat lor....quite sad la...e j1s actually had to sing mari kita in e audi wif e marching contigent inside....poor thing...so once e rain has cleared....everyone came out to e parade square for picnic....i was spending my free time teaching e new J1s how to film correctly....quite self explainatory though....but still gotta teach them specific skills. Yup. So liddat lor...picnic picnic picnic...film flim flim....den rain again...everyone seek for shelther....pathetic :P Oh yah...did i mention something i m very pissed off about ??? Coz dat time raining la...den rock band finish performing le...so everyone slack lor...den juz play some songs via e outdoor system...so i take e chance to teach e new J1s somemore filming stuff AND MY VP ACTUALLY PURPOSELY TURN ON E VOLUME FOR E SPEAKERS SO THAT THE REST CANNOT HEAR ME !!!!! Jian4 rite !!!! Walau....of coz i diao her la....den she diao me back like those "why ? cannot arh" look....walau....if shes a boy i will sure punch him lor...so i go back n adjust back e volume to normal AND GUESS WAD !!! MY PRES SAY THAT LOUDER VOLUME IS FINE !!!! WALAU !!!!! My fist almost want to punch him liao lor.... IDIOTS !!! Want to go against me izzit ??? Come la...lets fight la !!! Pissed off

After celebration i instantaneously pangsehed them....wad for they need me....they don't actually need me wad...they dun even respect my presence...twirk !!! So i rush back to zhss wif zhenhao n waimeng...yup....zhss....reached there at bout 11.30 ??? No one there...so quiet....only yiqin is there...haiz....den we walk around....visit teachers.....saw angster, elim, mrs wong etc....Ms chan actually daoed us....wongster left without even waiting for us to go back...haiz....Den oso saw sharky and simin....shuhui....spikey....ya...quite a few la....and oso kelvin soo...yes...model student :)

Went back to AJ wif yiqin to get kenneh...coz we initially want to go nyp...cloudy invite us over for lunch....and bcoz yiqin is not an ajcian...he had to wait outside :P So i went in...den juz nice saw FPE....yes...had i tell u all dat e both of us wanna organize open hse ??? Yup...so we went to look for e alpha list teacher ic wendy koh but shes not in...sigh....den i guess hav to reach her on thur....WHICH IS MY BDAE !!! Hahaha....wish me success...its gonna b a very nice 17 birthday gift :) Ok...so i got kenneh out together wif ksoh....instead of going nyp for lunch...we decide to pangseh cloudy n go amk central mkt for lunch...yes....den we were suggesting if we shd go kbox...YES !!! KBOX !!! I LONG TIME NV GO LE !!!! So we very shuang kuai....go jiu go lor....so when we reach kbox....i applied for kbox membership...which i want to apply for since months ago....and ya...we got our room and we sang till 5.30...well...they say got 40% discount for NDP offer....BUT STILL SO EX LEH !!!! And sing until 5.30 only....walau...eat money !!! But nvm...so we sang quite some songs....i realize ksoh n kenneh seldom listen to chi pop...whcih is rather a pity...haiz....and yiqin rather enthu....same here....lol...i challenge myself for quite some more difficult songs...esp FOREVER LOVE !!! Its so damn hard la...sing until almost duan qi....but i think i did ok la...not that bad...but definitely not good....haha....

So afterthat nothin to do liao go home...yes....here comes 2 days break...well....got tuition tml...still hav to chiong pw WR....haiz....sad....so many things to do....so little time.....i am going crazy....

PS: To my dear pres n VP...revenge will come soon :)

I was listening to radio juz now when one of e older ndp songs was broadcasted....and its this song that let me recall of e wonderful memories i had in pri 5 when all pri 5 students went to watch ndp rehersal....den e whole stadium is so colourful wif different pri sch students wearing uniforms...so fun...simple things juz make me happi at that time coz i still dunno e complexity of e real world.....omg....to think of it...it has alreadi been 6 yrs !!! Now i am alreadi in J1 and e pri 5 ndp rehersal thing juz seems to b yesterday.....juz recall e wonderful time i had in pri 5....when my pri sch has not yet been merged n taken over by a lousy principal......when i am still attending lesson in a old matchbox sch building...though old but interesting and full of memories....and everyone juz wore e green and white dqps uniform unlike now e uniform bcom too fanciful to reflect the sch's uniqueness.....haiz.....time changes.....i've not been back to my pri sch for like 4 yrs....i dun wish to go back...go back oso no use....but i will still visit my sec sch....coz its also another place where wonderful memories remain....live the zhss spirit.....nvm....i go dinner le...bye !!!

Wa...i am so damn sian....its long weekend and i'm buried in a sea of homeworks !!! I hav tonnes of homework and i juz cant gather enough morale or enthusisasim to finish them....not even feeling like touching them.....GP essay was the most pertruding task for this weekend ba...coz need to hand in on mon...and such a perfectionist like me cant figure e best way to present my answer...i mean write my essay....so i m really sian.....

Anyway...had OP workshop today...not bad...i mean its rather enriching...however....suayness hav nv strike me like today...we were sitted according to our grps on different tables each wif a number...our grp is table 3....as far as we tot that the trainer is going by table number 1 to 5...such that we r safely e 3rd grp to present....he gav a twist to it and my grp bcoms e first to present...guess wad....i am e first speaker !!!! Meaning i am the first person out of e class of 24 to present....so damn nervous i was and i think i screwed up my presentation....i was like stuttering all over....kept on desperately looking for reference n stuff....i m dead meat :( Anyway, at e end of e workshop e trainer still gav me rather okay comments...perhaps to giv me some face but i dunno....Oh yah....we had an uninvited guest for e workshop today....a HORNET.....damn it....i am most afraid of insects and this bloody hornet juz fly in n start creating chaos within e class wif its bull-like charging.....and i revealed my fear for insects as i kept on dodging....sad....i m so shi bai....haiz.....wad to do....i m born to b afraid of insects wad....lol

After e workshop e 3 cca heads n 3 secrectarys (including me) in my class went for some stupid CCA head talk...i think its a waste of time for me to go...i mean wads e use for secrectarys to attend when he is addressing the matters concerning CCA heads.....but its a rather nice scene when in e middle of e talk 6 pple juz barge in in a straight row .... lol .... den i think we captured e rests' attention....:) But anyway....all i want to say is...my role is insignificant and it doesn matter for me to attend that talk or not....remember i once said .... i am NOBODY and in NO POSITION to make a stand :)

I'm totally disgusted !!! Yucks !!! Had chem pre SPA today....well...everything went on smoothly for me....and i guess i did all e right stuff....so dats gd.....BUT !!!! Once the pre SPA ended....my chem teacher started kao-bei-ing like a mad dog and this totally disgusted me !!! Wad kinda teacher is this....i can tollerate ur horrible accent n thats enough....AND YOU HUMILATE MY CLASSMATE IN CLASS !!!! Walau.....cant stand her liao lor.....she actually pointed out this girl from my class n say dat her SPA skills are totally lousy and she WILL fail her skill B like shit !!! Wad kindoff teacher is this....i feel very bad for her lor....i noe she shd b at e verge of tears...i mean who wont when kana humilated infront of everyone....e least u can do is to encourage her ma....point out her faults n patiently guide her....instead you HUMILATE her....thanks for showing 2205 dat....we really learn alot bout u today....why??? 2205 not triple sci class not gd la...IZZIT ?!?!? YOUR TRIPLE SCI 1105 FORM CLASS THE BEST LA !!! IZZIT ?!?!?! I tell u....u want all of us to drop chem izzit ?!?!?....WE PIAN PIAN DUN DROP WAD CAN U DO TO US !!!! Hahaha.....try us.....

Sian.....weekend again...here comes my weekly ranting...
Firstly, alot of things to do....needa complete oligopoly electure....needa complete PW stuff....needa do maths tutorial...needa understand chem...coz basically i didn learn anything ever since my chem teacher took over starting of this term.....

Yesterday i was so damn pissed off .... perhaps my whole class were pissed off.....stupid chem teacher..... nv appear for tutorial....make us happy for nothin...guess wad....she is happily attending mass civics that she forgot she got tutorial wif us.....damn it.....so we waited in the class for one whole period thinking that mebbie shes captured by aliens or something but ya...she nv made it.....den during break time....she actually appeared n told us that we needa attend make-up tutorials !!! Walau....wad is this.....ownself so irresponsible go play MIA still want us to attend make up for that.....damn it.....she better becareful b4 e whole cohort chase after her for her life....

Wed got alpha list event management course by 21st SC.....it was BORING !!! Total waste of time.....bcoz we r suppose to rotate to different venues for different events' managements thingy....so by e end of e rotation during debrief when everyone suppose to gather back at LT3....only left wif half e cohort...hahaha.....oh yah....did i mention i wanna organize open hse ??? I heard this yr open hse organized by alpha list students....well....they gav us the chance to beautify our testimonial i guess....anyway....i kinda interested in open hse la but up till now no further announcements were made regarding that...i want to b programme i/c...hehe....coz i think i will come out wif weird ideas....(evil grin).....nvm......hope i can attain this wish.....but on e other hand....if i were to b one of e organizer....then i cant help up wif AVA duty on dat day....meaning they will hav lesser manpower....coz open hse is really very jia lat one....all e system form audi to outdoor all needed.....so ya......if i were to b one of e organizers....i will really pissed off my pres n vp....but anyway....who cares.....(evil grin) .....hehe.....i juz wanna take that chance to explore myself more lor....den gain some experience in organizing big events.....i guess its e experience n lessons gained that counts ba.....

Oh yah....jer is not quitting ava....thanks to mr chan....but i guess he is still angry wif e vp n p....haiz....who wont? Haha.....but he say chan wants to see me individually....i guess i am doomed !!! Better think of ways to defend myself.....haiz.....too much internal conflict within e exco liao......perhaps its time to let e cat out of e bag.....dunno....all these ava politics stuff r driving me crazy....why couldn e 4 of us work happily together.....duh.....to think of it.....sometimes i start to wonder if its all a prank.....bcoz my bdae is near.....dunno......i hope it is coz then i wont needa further worry bout e internal situation of ava.....haiz......

Wad else can i say.....oh yah.....e clitoria i planted 3 months ago started blooming !!!! So happi....if u guys noe me well.....u guys will noe that i luv botany.....kinda like plants la......dats the reason why i study bio in sec sch.....coz i luv to study plants....but i dun wish to study bio anymore in jc la....dun wish to take trip sch coz its damn demanding.....not dat i cannot take it but my interest is no longer there....i m only interested in botany.....i dun like to study animal biology all e respiratory system...digestive system n stuff......and u can say i coward but i dun like to do disection on animal parts....hehe.....dunno.....i will rather happy wif my course rite now....PCME...best combi ba......hehe.......

Ok lor, dats it....dunno wad else to blog about....next time mebbie....cya !!!

Waaaaaa........!!!!!!! One of e saddest day in my life ....I LOST MY CALCULATOR !!!!!!!! Ya...i noe u guys reading it will think that its no big deal....but i beg to differ.....i hav grown so dependent on this calculator that i cant do calculation without it......this is my first calculator....bought it during sec 1 and since then i've not change a single calculator....so the calculator is so impt to me....it wif me throughout my sec sch life...from sec 1 to 2 , to 3 to 4...even O Levels.....i'm depending on it for every single maths and sciences test n exams......all my gd grades....brought to me by this calculator....AND ITS NOW GONE !!!! U guys wont understand how i feel....it may sound stupid but i kinda felt "attached" to this personal belonging of mine....i m so season wif this calculator i can use it without even looking......now i've to depend on my fx 95ms caisio calculator which is bought during sec 4 juz for its function to b able to factorize cubic n quad eqns.....but seriously....i m not season wif this fx 95ms......I WANT MY SHARP CALCULATOR BACK !!!!!! I dunno how i lost it....i remember using it during chem pract.....then when i went for phys pract.....i found it GONE !!!! I went back to e chem lab and CANT FIND IT !!!!!! So sad....haiz....without my sharp calculator....now i've no sense of security.....no sense of confidence when attemping qns........finally, to my dear sharp calculator..wherever u r, plz come back to me fast .....and if u r really gone forever....i wont forget the wonderful 5 yrs u walk thru wif me for every single test n exam....:(

PS: I'm not crazy for goodness sake to write this post....

VERY COLD !!!!! Ahhhhh......woke up this morning alreadi heavy rain...was hesistating whether to bring my wind breaker anot....but decided not to coz i prefer a lighter bag......but i totallly regretted the decision la....thruout e whole day its raining....and worse still....all my classes r in air con venue....VERY COLD !!!!! Worse still....audi econs lecture.....i was shilvering thruout la.....n bcoz of e extreme coldness i cant concentrate on wad puay san is toking bout her labour thingy......was basically hibernating.....damn it.....went back to class that time i still feel abit feverish lor....like juz got fever den whole body cold liddat.....i think i m gonna fall sick soon....didn feel really well after sch when i got home....very lethargic....ahhhh....if tml oso liddat i m gonna wear my sweater......damn it....someone who is so damn cold (me) is actually feared of coldness....wad an irony....

Project work sux !!!! Project work sux !!!! Project work sux !!!! I juz realized i m in e hot spot right now.......so many deadlines to meet.......first draft of WR due by 12/8 !!!! EOM due by 22/8 !!!! Ahhhhhhh !!!!!! CANT TAKE IT LE !!!!!!

This is e 200th post ever since i started this blog 2 years ago.... HAPPY 200TH POSTS, BLOGGIE !!!! :P

I think the frequency of my blogging has decreased significantly....i hardly hav the time n the mood to blog nowadays. Got a few things to blog about for e past 1 week. Nothin much but oso worth mentioning.

Firstly, results....got back all my mid yr papers....ok la...managed to pass all of them though some r like "hanging on the edge of the cliff by a thin thread", esp GP and Chem....nvm. Guess i need tuition seriously. Sad......compare the present me to the past me.....dunno wad to say.

Secondly, i think my class is really irritated by one of our teachers la. Shall disclose his/her identity hence i shall name him/her K. Dunno why but i think everyone cant stand K's broken english....i wonder how he/she manage to pass her olevel english oral. Then during one of e lesson last last fri, where half of e class reported late, he/she started kb-ing and claim that he/she VALUE PUNCTUALITY....ya, and he/she comes late for class somemore for other periods.....haha....everytime his/her period i always cant stip laughing....ask my grp members n u will noe...haha....esp e "hit small pple" part. Lol !!! :P

Thirdly, AVA. I am proud to announce that we've got 3 new members....previously from astro. Yup, i heard alot of pple quit astro bcoz of their j2 president....dunno. Anyway, stayed back for MLDDS performance rehersal yesterday.... suddenly i felt very useless.....everyone had something to do except me....i start to feel that my ava skills r not gd enuff...not professional enuff...i felt a sense of lack of power, lack of control, lack of attention, lack of involvement.....i was truely depressed then...even XXX, whose skills r worse than me in e past oso got very involved and pathetic me...ditched aside....:( We asked 2 of e 3 new members to come n gain experience oso....i taught them how to set up a mic stand.... perhaps dats e only part i m pro in....dunno....but at least i felt that i contributed a little....unlike e rest....contribute so much that i was so demoralized....sob sob....the rehersal ends at 8.30 where i went to popular to buy diskett...to save those ava admin stuff (i m e secretary wad)....haiz....alot of admin to do...sian....

This morning met my PW grp at AMK lib analyse survey results.....shd i say analyse our faked results....haha....sian.....got home by lunch time, eat, do hw....and stoned infront of e com...wondering bout last evening's incident....DUnno...i seriously think i provide too little contribution to the club....i want to do more but it seems that other pple's capability r preventing me from doing so.....i m so demoralized.......

Ahh....normal lessons resume....there goes the "wonderful" times mugging for mid yr. Anyway, got back chem paper, maths paper n econs mcq le.....one word to describe...dreadful....ya, i know i shdn say that but pardon me for my perfectionism attitude....so if i offended anyone, i apologize. Anyway, yesterday afternoon stayed back to edit choir video....yes, AVA gonna sell performance cds from various aesthetic ccas, e.g. choir, guitar n harmonica, CO, etc.....we film their concerts n sell them for a very low price....well...AVA is despo for money, wad to do. Haha. Furthermore its my responsibility to b incharge of AVA fund, so...haha....i can only say its near to zero le. Hehe. The footage for choir performance is like.....omg....haha...so gotta spend more effort editing it to near perfection. Haha. Jeremy in e recording room wif me too....so we left at 5pm, den go KFC hav dinner den go home. Hehe. Sian arh....weekends le, here comes e hw. No mood n motivation to do leh.....someone help me !!!

Woohoo...juz came back home....Not very tired, i m ready for more activities but the rest r simply tired. Anyway, this morning, woke up only to realise that i no need to go to sch...so i continue to slp for another few hours.....den wake up...omg...10am le, was suppose to meet Simin at AMK long busstop to go zhss collect cert. Ya...so basically wash up hav quick breakfast n run to AMK central long busstop. Simin then called saying she went to e wrong busstop n i was like.....ok...its still e simin i used to know. (no offence) hahaha. Anyway, ya, we took a bus down to ZHSS. Omg, how much i miss e bus trip that i used to travel for e past 4 yrs........sigh.....sui yue bu liu ren. Walk the familiar yet unfamiliar path to zhss....all e memories.....and ya...was stopped by e security outside at e gate. Den she asked for my IC or student pass inexchange for visitor's pass. However, i only brought my student pass...if i surrender it i cannot collect my cert coz i need e pass. So i try to explain things to her la. Den she say nvm, juz giv her anything that got my identification......so i search search search....finally found a clinic card wif my personal info on it...and guess wad....i've not been to dat clinic for decades....hahahaha.....and she accepted it...so i was like...okay....haha. Den at e gate saw joyce n her bf. So e 4 of us go GO la, where i collect my cert....first look inside e sch...."r they having some carnival or stuff.....y not many pple around liddat"....heard from e admin lady (i forgot her name) dat e sch having learning carnival....den all e teachers sending students all around singapore for some sorta learning activities la....so....ya....

So after that we walked around e school la. Is like....hello.....no ones around...only a few booth set up as part of learning carnival....no teachers oso.....so pathetic....worse still....i felt cheated....pple promised me that they will b visiting n guess wad....there r only 4 of us visitors.....haiz.....so we went around look look. See old 4e2 classroom, sci labs to look for elim n yam.....hall.....den at e canteen finally saw elim. So me n simin went over to say hi.....omg....did i mention how much we miss elim...hahaha...but dats not e point....first thing she saw us...."aiyo....u all grow so big liao arh...why r u all here". So we explain stuff n she even forgot that we r her last yr batch of students !!!! She tot we r some older batches !!!! Haha...but she really very hungry la....so we let her enjoy her meal. Den we walk around, saw mrs raj...ms yam....ms tan (my media club teacher), mr. ong....mrs wong....all e same leh...but cant find angster wongster n chan...coz they go all parts of singapore liao, for dat learning carnival thingy. So is like go back abit wrong time la. Haha. Den afterthat, had a short chat wif some of e teachers....we miss them so much, we miss zhss so much...haiz......also had a short chat wif some of my media club juniors....convincing them to come aj join AVA club....haha....so we wait till aileen come....den i bid gd bye coz i gotta rush to orchard to celebrate jeremy's bdae.

Took a train over to orchard.....den met Maria n desmond at e mrt. Maria brough along a friend of hers from cresent girls....her name is siyu...think so...sorrie if i got ur name wrong.....so ya, e 4 of us decide to go somewhere else buy some wonderful present for jeremy b4 he arrived. We went to cine first but there nothin to buy. So we go centrepoint where at one of e gift shop buy a big big yellow spoongebob squarepants balloon !!!! Lol....so then jeremy arrived and she surprised him wif e surprise present we got for him. Hahahah. Den we tied e balloon to his bag and let him walk around orchard rd wif dat balloon floating above his head....hahahah....we r so evil.....Its like very malu to him la....feel so guity...coz everywhere we walk, there will b those curious eyes of passerbys attracted to his spongebob balloon....lol.....ok..so we went to e pizzahut at centrepoint basement eat.....e service there hor....haiz.....hahahah.....better not say......desmond hav to wait for his food for like half n hour while e rest of us alreadi finished ours....but e manager say bcoz of e late serving he giv us a further 2 bucks discount la....so ya....hahaha.

Then we walk to cine, we initially plan to treat jeremy to kbox la...but he sorethroat....so cannot sing. So we go cine cathey cinema see got wad nice movie...nothin nice. Den we plan to watch initial D.....so we walk all e way to Lido Shaw where jeremy paraded down orchard rd wif his cute cute spongebob balloon....lol.....reached lido at bout 4+ where we bought tickets for Initial D 5.15pm slot.

Now lets tok bout initial D. I think the movie was quite nice la....though many r skeptical bout jay's acting....but e main thing is....e movie is able to capture and command our attention...which is gd. There r oso a reasonable dose of humour coz its from a comic...and comic always got humour one.....the car racing part oso very nice. I like how they cut e shorts such that they make us believe that the actors r really racing the car.....its dat kinda cutting la....and by learning this, it will b beneficial for our SVA competition. ANyway.....i luv e racing part.....its like...i am totally attracted to all e scenes lor....n very exciting too....very pro....hahaha.....i like e whole movie in overall.....its nice n i think those of u who haven watch shd go watch it.....they r able to make a simple story plan interesting lor.....coz is like if add too much twists n stuff will make it confusing, but i like e story plan, short, simple n sweet....and e fact that they r able to squeeze 3 series of e comic into a 2 hour film....i m impressed.

So after e movie, we walked to MRT lor....den we take MRT home....haiz....its only 7+ then....i tot still got more activities de...but everyone is tired so muz spare a tot for them...anyway...pardon me for this long entry....boring pple like me hav very little to blog normally....so its rather rare i got so much to blog...hahaha.....wif dat...cya !!!

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !!!!!!!!!!!!!! I BEG TO DIFFER FOR THE RESULTS OF JUE DUI SUPERSTAR !!!! Its damn unfair man. All along, everyone of us knows its e tele company dats making money n dat its not talent that will garentee one's advancement in this game. TALENT GONE DOWN THE DRAIN !!!! Juz watch jue dui superstar. Cai weiyi, dai ailing and wendy r out....and guess wad WILLIAM IS OUT !!!! I feel sad for him, i almost cry loh. He got the highest score of 38 amongst the 24 of e finalists and he got voted out !!!! Its unfair, juz bcoz he is a foreign, he has a smaller friendship network, juz bcoz he isnt as appealing in terms of looks compared to the rest....he dun deserve to go. I really think he deserve every single right to stay in e competition. I mean u see his performance last on wed nite, its fantastic, but yet. Sigh. I hope that the producers can really change e competition format making equal weightage or near equal weightage for both viewers' votes n judges' marks. Its simply unfair to let the audience ruin talents.......sorrie if i offended u guys audience but i m juz too agitated that rare talent like william hav to go.......same case as jia xin last wk....sad......pple go for looks compared to talent......if talents like kelly kana voted out next round....i think i shall boycott e show liao...no point watching.